Bit by bit

I will try my best to regard the light in others' eyes as my sun, the music in others' ears as my music, and the smile on others' lips as my happiness. As long as I face the sun, I will not see shadows.Whenever the heavy weight in my heart makes me breathless, I will use Helen Keller's words to remind myself that no matter what environment I am in, I must continue to work hard.

I have always been confused about my life, failure and low self-esteem often tripped me up, but when I thought about protecting the one I love, I had the courage to go all out.Now I often write a diary to express my inner thoughts, I am very happy.Among these joys, I also have a small goal. I hope that the things I write will be seen by the people I love one day, and I hope that more than a hundred people will collect them.I feel so fulfilled now. The first thing I do when I wake up every morning is to see if my collection has increased. A small change will make me happy for a long time.

My mother is still the same as before, constantly looking for someone for me to date. I feel a little scared, and I don't understand why.Every time I hear my mother talk about these things with me, there is a line of lyrics that always floats into my mind - can I live my life like this, my kiss is destined to not kiss the person I love.

There have been a lot of troubles in the past few days. My family’s vegetable farm is going to be demolished. My parents are very anxious and even want me to find the media to pay attention to these things, but none of the calls I made were able to get through.Alas, I don't want to talk about these unhappy things.Maybe I won’t write this book for the time being. The editor told me that it is not easy to sign a contract for essays. My next goal is novels, which is to sign a contract. byebye... I will continue when I have time in the future, wait for me~