Bit by bit

I remember that the date of birth on the ID card was wrong when I was studying, and it took a lot of effort to correct it. It took a lot of manpower and material resources, and I was exhausted.In real life, it is very difficult for people without status and money to do anything, just because they are still small people, and people who do not pay attention to small people are not enough to have any influence.

Take our little counseling station as an example!There was a person named Hu Guilan who was in charge of logistics very obviously, and I got angry at her several times.As the saying goes, "the first rank of officials crushes people to death".The reason why I am not a head teacher is because my energy is limited, I am easily tired and my body is too weak. I don't have the energy to be a good head teacher.She can't see people empty. I was sick in the summer class and she asked me to take care of the sleep of the first grade. At that time, I had a fever and insisted on sleeping in the air-conditioned room for a month.There was another time when I was suddenly asked to substitute for a class. I didn’t take my bag, and I was stolen 500 yuan. I would not tell others about these small things. Only I endured it silently. Slowly, I realized A famous saying "people have to bow their heads under the roof".

It was Hu Guilan who made me realize what flattery is.Xu Lixiao has a relatively high status in our counseling station. She doesn't like to eat the breakfast of the counseling station. Hu Guilan also took a lot of bread from the counseling station from the storage room for her, and immediately gave her money after she didn't eat breakfast.Aunt Zou and Aunt Jin in our counseling center are both aunts. Aunt Zou has more status and has been in the counseling center for almost 12 years. Hu Guilan treats them completely differently.Another time when Xu Lixiao didn’t eat breakfast, she gave her 6 yuan to buy breakfast, and by the way, Aunt Zou was not full, so she gave Xu Lixiao money to help Aunt Zou bring buns. At this time, Aunt Jin was also nearby. And Aunt Zou and Aunt Jin ate the same food, didn't they have enough to eat?

I go to school to pick up students every afternoon, and I have to "didi taxi". Last time I went to pay the bill, Hu Guilan gave me 179.6 yuan for 200 yuan, and asked me to find her for 21 yuan. , so far, people still pay for it. Besides, the wages of the tutoring station are very low, so low that you have to weigh and make decisions again and again, and you are quite contemptuous of her approach.

Just one thing that happened in the past few days made me angry.One rainy day, "Didi Taxi" was really difficult to get a taxi, and the rain was heavy, so I came back very late that day.I was thinking that the students upstairs would be very noisy without a teacher, so I hurried upstairs without dinner, thinking about going to eat after class, but when I went to eat, my aunt had already dumped it, so I reported it to Hu Guilan , thinking that there will be at least 10 yuan, because every meal is at least 10 yuan, I really think too much, she gave me 5 yuan, and with [-] yuan, I felt that I was a person who was not valued , no talent, no status, so there is a series of unfair treatment.

I remembered what the English teacher in the third year of high school said to us, "People have levels", and I think the teacher should have experienced the same thing.It seems that those who are older than us still have to listen to what they say. Now in retrospect, every sentence is philosophy.

In fact, I really hate those people who care about such a small amount of money and get red-faced, so I will not say anything when I encounter these things, but these unfair treatments are only deeply rooted in my heart, and it hurts occasionally.I am also a relatively sensitive person. I can feel those small and perhaps insignificant things, and keep them in my heart.

I often tell myself to be open-minded, so these are just things I have experienced, like a gust of wind, it will pass as soon as it blows, and I will keep telling myself not to worry about these small things, but I have no goals yet!There is no thing to do that Naoki said that he can fight for his whole life!Alas, one day at a time!There is no way to do this, there is no place to refuel.When can you not look at people's faces?Oh~