Bit by bit

I always feel that a large part of my life is living for others, and I really want to live the life I like but... well, people are always responsible, after all, there are other people in life besides myself.

It's very strange, this summer vacation is the first time I lead a summer vacation class. I teach English in a tutoring station. The English of the entire elementary school is handed over to me. I should feel very tired, but I really passed it. very fulfilling.At the beginning, I felt a little scared, and felt that the days were really long. At that time, I heard many teachers say "days are like years".Every day is spent in this kind of lesson preparation and class, because there are many grades and classes, and many times they are impromptu. It is a challenge for me to manage the students well and have fun.At the beginning, the director didn't trust me very much. Every day I looked outside the window and listened to it, and I became more and more nervous.But whenever I was nervous, I would silently say, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."In fact, later I realized what the reason for my fear was because of my lack of self-confidence.It's really hot in summer, but fortunately, there are air conditioners in the classrooms.However, there is a rule in the tutoring station that makes those of us who work here feel a little bit chilled, that is, turn off the air conditioner as soon as the students leave.Regardless of whether the employees are here to prepare lessons or clean up, there is a swimming course in the third class in the morning, which requires students to take a car to the Meihu Gymnasium. As soon as the students leave, the air conditioner is turned off immediately, regardless of whether there are employees in the classroom. At that time, I I feel that employees are like air, and no one can see them at all.

Our dormitory has no air-conditioning. Fortunately, there is at least one fan blowing there. Later, the temperature is really getting higher and higher. It is simply indescribable. The director asked us to move to the student dormitory. Rest is rest.We're all very happy when we've moved here because we're all in the same room and we have a lot of small talk every night.Later, Xu Lixiao even asked me to tell her a story every day so that she could fall asleep, because I have read too many novels, and they are all relatively long. She listened carefully and insisted on asking me to tell it every day. .

A month can be said to be fast or fast, and it is not fast to say it is not fast.Half of the summer vacation is slowly going away in our ordinary but fulfilling courses, and we can’t explain why. I always feel that this kind of life will never come again in the future. These can only be recorded like a scene in a cartoon, otherwise, it will be Like my previous memories, after a period of time, they disappeared without a trace.