Farewell to the Ancient House

When Lu Luo found himself waking up in Bai Ting's embrace, and Bai Ting kissed him lightly, saying "It's all over, let's go home", he knew that he had succeeded.

Lu Tong, also known as Lu Gong, was dead, and both he and Bai Ting survived.

Lu Luo smiled lightly, and buried his head in Bai Ling's chest.

I really like white collars the most, he thought silently.

Lu Luo likes white collars.

Lu Luo clearly remembered everything about the white collar.He remembers when he was 8 years old and just moved to a new home.After school, I found that I forgot my keys and my mother was not at home.He squatted at the door and waited until it was dark and no one was there.He had no choice but to cry silently.

Then the white collar appeared.

Lu Luo remembered that Bai Ling's hand was slightly bigger than his, soft and warm.He remembered that Bai Ting asked him in a childlike voice if he was hungry and if he wanted to go to his house for dinner, then took his hand and left.

He remembered that Bai Ting took out a small porcelain bowl with blue patterns, and Bai Ting's mother filled him with noodles all night.He remembered that Bai Ting asked him if he would add vinegar, and then accidentally poured half a bowl for him.

He remembered that after eating, Bai Ling took his hand and went back to his house, and when he found no one there, he went back to his house.He remembered that night he and Bai Ling slept together on the same bed, and the white collar was as warm as a small stove. He hugged Bai Ling's waist and fell asleep like that.

When does a person's first love begin?Lu Luo didn't know.He only understands that he likes white collars, he likes them very much, he likes them the most in the world, and he started a long, long time ago.

Lu Luo has been with Bai Ling since he was a child.He doesn't like other people and doesn't need other friends.As long as there is a white collar by his side, he is very satisfied.In Lu Luo's eyes, the white collar is gentle and kind, just like an angel.

However, as he grew older, Lu Luo became anxious.The white collar grew up healthily and became tall and handsome.He has a cheerful personality and a very nice person, which naturally attracts countless people around him.

The white collar is very gentle, but that kindness is not only for Lu Luo.

Lu Luo felt uneasy, and he began to try to play some temper with Bai Ting, deliberately embarrassing him.The white collar was still very gentle, without any change, but it still couldn't calm the anxiety in his heart.

Lu Luo in his youth had slender limbs and a soft appearance.Many of the men my mother brought home were attracted to him.Some even forced Lu Luo to have sex with them.

Lu Luo was so scared, afraid that Bai Ting would leave him.He began to become filthy, while the white collar was still so pure and kind.Lu Luo felt that he and Bai Ling were not from the same world.When he thought that the white collar might go to a different city and go to a different school with him, he began to feel uncomfortable.Thinking that Bai Ling would make friends he didn't know, and finally fall in love with a strange woman, get married, have children, and completely disappear from his world, Lu Luo trembled all over and couldn't breathe.

Lu Luo knew that he probably had some attraction to men.He knows how to seduce men, and keeps seducing white collars, trying to use sex to bind the relationship between two people.Sometimes when Lu Luo lays on him, he can feel the obvious reaction of his body.

But Bai Ting was too gentle, he didn't want to do anything to hurt Lu Luo, no matter how Lu Luo teased him, he stubbornly endured it.

Lu Luo likes white collars, he loves him, he is his angel, his light.He sometimes even tried to break his legs and gag his mouth so he wouldn't walk or talk to people.He can let him sit in a wheelchair, look at himself every day, and never look at others again.

So when Lu Luo peeked at the diary in his father's room by chance, and speculated that the people who survived the zombie event would turn into corpses without a heartbeat, he was very happy.

If Bai Ling turned into a zombie, he would not be able to go anywhere.Will always be by my side.Lu Luo thought.

He began to look for all the information about the zombie incident.Lu Luo is a smart person, he doesn't fumble around like a white collar.Soon, he directly guessed Lu Tong's identity.

He asked Lu Tong about the incident.Lu Tong was surprised, but did not hide it, and told him the fact that two people would be alive, and one of them would become a 'monitor'.

When Lu Luo and Lu Tong talked about his plan to turn white collars into zombies and asked Lu Tong for assistance, Lu Tong refused as expected.

He looked at Lu Luo as if he didn't know him, and said, "You're crazy."

Lu Luo said: "I don't." He explained: "I like him. I want him to stay by my side all the time."

Lu Tong asked: "What if the zombie incident is not real and he really died?"

Lu Luo said, "Then I will die with him."

Lu Tong shook his head: "I won't help you."

Lu Luo smiled, showing a mouthful of neat and beautiful teeth: "You have no choice." He stepped forward, gently leaned into Lu Tong's ear and said, "I have already told Lu Ai and Dr. Zhao about the zombie. Even if I do nothing, they will do something."

Lu Tong briskly jumped back to his original position, looked at the pale Lu Tong with a smile and said, "Besides, don't you hate my father? He treated you that way. Isn't this a good opportunity for you to take revenge?"

Lu Tong stared at Lu Luo closely. After a while, he closed his eyes and said slowly: "Lu Luo, you shouldn't do this, you will regret it."

Lu Luo said softly: "I won't." He looked at Lu Tong, as if remembering something, and smiled again: "You are not allowed to tell anyone about my plan. Otherwise,"

He looked at Lu Tong meaningfully, and whispered:

"I'll kill your brother."

Lu Luo's plan went well.His own death was also expected.Lu Luo knew that in the end, it would be him and Bai Jing who chose to be a monitor or a living person.Lu Luohui will give up the right to choose to Bai Ling, he knows Bai Ling too well, no matter what Bai Ling chooses, he will stay by his side.If Bai Ling chooses to be supervised, his physical defects will definitely prevent him from continuing to study and work, so that he will not go to any new environment or meet new people.If Bai Ling chooses a living person, he must feel guilty towards himself and will be with him for the rest of his life.

Everything went according to Lu Luo's plan.Except for the white collar's confession.This was a surprise to Lu Luo, and made him want to suffocate with joy.It also caused him to relax his vigilance, and was directly put to sleep by Bai Ling with sleeping pills for two nights.

But fortunately, the final result has not changed.The white collar turned into a zombie just as Lu Luo expected.There is no heartbeat, no blood flowing, and the whole body is cold.He can't go to school anymore, because this body will never pass the school's physical examination.He will not meet new friends, nor will he fall in love with, marry, or have children with strangers.

He will never leave me again.In the last morning, Lu Luo lay in Bai Jie's arms, listening to the movement of the pocket watch in Bai Jie's chest, thinking happily.

Lu Luo will never forget the morning of June 87, XX6.He came out of his father's room.Go into the study and go to the second floor.He saw the white collar leaning out from the railing on the second floor, as if looking at something.

He quietly walked behind the white collar and pushed hard with both hands.

The white collar flew down gently like a butterfly.

Standing on the second floor, he watched the clay sculpture of the big knife piercing Bai Ling's chest.Even though it was so far away, he felt that he saw Bai Ling's pupils dilating and gradually closing again.He saw that Bai Ling's expression became pained and dazed, his breathing stopped instantly, but he recovered quickly.He sat up and pulled out the pieces of clay sculpture from his chest.

Lu Luo's heart seemed to jump out of his chest with a wild laugh.

here we go.he thinks.

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July 87, XXX7

The event has been over for many days.After Teacher Lu disappeared, Master Lu handed me the pocket watch.Like Teacher Lu, I put the pocket watch along the chest wound and put it near the heart.

Master Lu is a very powerful person.Even though he lost so many relatives, he quickly cheered up and dealt with the funeral in an orderly manner.But I knew in my heart that he still didn't let go.The night before yesterday, a fire broke out in Lu's house, which started from Teacher Lu's room.The firefighters tried their best to rescue Master Lu.

The result of the investigation is that it was an accident, but I know that Master Lu set the fire himself.

These days, Lu Luo and I often go to help in the house. Master Lu always sits in Teacher Lu's room when he is free, doing nothing.I went to persuade him, but he just said, "I'll just sit down for a while and leave. The things in this room make me feel uncomfortable." But he still didn't move.I can't say anything more, and I feel very sad when I look at it.

I am going to visit my grandma at her home in another city today.Lu Luo said that he would also go together.

The journey is relatively long, so we will take the train together.

The city's train station is small, and the waiting halls for all trains are together.The train we're going to take leaves in an hour.Now a train to a far away city T is checking tickets.

I sent him away on the grounds that I had no change and asked him to buy me a bottle of water.Then I walked directly into the ticket gate of the T city train.

Actually, I'm not going to grandma's house at all, I just want to leave Lu Luo.

I'm not human anymore, can't go to school, have a normal job, or live a normal life.

However, Lu Luo, who is now the sole heir of the Lu family, has a bright future.Even if we like each other, the gap will become bigger and bigger.I need to get out in time before this chasm swallows us up.

More importantly, I was terrified.I grew up with Lu Luo, I love him, but I find that I can't understand him at all.

When I fell from the second floor of the Lu family mansion to the hall, I saw Lu Luo's face, he seemed very happy, smiling at me who was about to die.

I don't understand why Lu Luo wants to kill me.If it's because he hates me, then why does he stay by my side all the time; if it's not because he hates me, why does he want to ruin my life like this.

But whether he hates it or not, I still like him.He hates me, so naturally I should leave him and let him live happily.If he likes me, I should go, I can't drag the person I love.

In any case, I should leave, and I will tell my parents about my itinerary so they don't worry too much.

I want to leave Lu Luo and go where he will never be found.

I walked to the platform, and through the glass, I could see the inside of the waiting room.Lu Luo has already bought water and returned.He looked around anxiously, ran back and forth in the waiting room, kept grabbing people passing by him and questioning him, with an expression of about to cry.

I turned my head and walked into the train.I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry.

If possible, I really want to hold him in my arms, touch his hair as usual, and comfort him saying "I am here, I am not going anywhere".

But no more.

Never again.

【Finish】

The author has something to say:

After writing, I feel that no matter who is in the story, it is too miserable.

I want to write an episode where Master Lu travels back to 50 years ago to save everything [but I am too lazy to write it and no one reads it]