he took my body

"It feels like Qin Shen has changed a lot."

When Qin Shen, who was standing not far away, heard this sentence, his eyes, which were so calm that they were almost empty, finally lit up a little bit. He followed the voice, and what caught his eyes was a friend he and Rong Qiao had met in college. Chu County.The other party was holding his chin in one hand and shaking the transparent glass with the other, which contained dark orange liquor. He glanced at 'Qin Shen' who was sitting alone on the sofa looking at his mobile phone, and narrowed his eyes slightly.

Qin Shen walked in front of Chu Jun, and once again he couldn't restrain his expectations.

He involuntarily looked at Rong Qiao who was sitting across from him, and saw that the other person's expression was calm, without a single wave in his eyes, and his heart couldn't help but feel a little cold, and then he heard the other person after a long time before he said lightly, "Is there any?"

The two words came out of Rong Qiao's mouth in an unremarkable manner, and smashed into Qin Shen's heart fiercely, completely smashing the last trace of hope, his brain buzzed, and he felt like he had fallen into an ice cellar in an instant. I feel cold all over.

"Isn't there? He used to be the most gregarious one, never late, workaholic, self-disciplined like a robot." Chu Jun picked up the glass and drank all the wine in it, "Now, we've been here for so long, Except for a glance when he entered the door, he never opened his mouth, let alone other things."

Qin Shen is good-looking, polite and modest to others, so he has always been popular with others.However, good popularity is good, but there are not many people who can be called friends, and there are only a few, mainly because he has always maintained an alienated attitude towards people who have just met and don't know, and are only limited to acquaintances. You are polite, but you cannot be called a friend.

Today, we had an appointment to go out for a barbecue together, and it happened that Rong Qiao came back at this time, but unexpectedly, the two people who were late came to call and said that Qin Shen was not feeling well, so they ran away staggeringly come over.

Qin Shen has always been very loyal to his friends, never breaking the promise, even if he is not feeling well, he insists on completing it, although Rong Qiao usually stops him at this time, but now he seems to be a different person.

When a few people gave up the barbecue and came to visit, but the uncomfortable parties only greeted them briefly when they just came, and just lay there alone on the sofa without moving.Chu Jun also went up to talk to him, but found that the eloquent people in the past were now speaking abnormally, with a very awkward expression, as if they didn't want to talk to them, they were helpless, so they didn't go up to ask for trouble.

Combined with the abnormalities of the previous few times, it really has to make people feel puzzled, giving rise to the weird thought of 'is this person really Qin Shen'.

"He's not feeling well, he needs to rest." Rong Qiao picked up the glass and took a sip, only to realize that the wine in it was already empty.

Chu Jun curled his lips, "Uncomfortable? I heard that last time he suddenly had a high fever for no reason in the company. Could it be because of this? It's been a long time since it's hard to say? You didn't take him to the hospital?" He paused After a pause, he teased and said, "Could it be that the high fever didn't go away at that time, so there was something wrong with my brain?"

Sudden high fever for no reason?

Qin Shen couldn't help opening his eyes wide. He almost forgot what happened before he crossed, but if he guessed correctly, his body should have been taken away after he left.

He has thought about the problem of passing through suddenly for no reason countless times, and now he thinks carefully, whether the fact that his body was taken away was actually not because of his own time travel, but Qin Yiming who had his body taken away What squeezed away?

Think carefully.

Rong Qiao glanced at Chu County, and then said: "Qin Shen wouldn't be a fool if your IQ returned to five years old. He just doesn't like going to the hospital, and he's still feeling a little sick."

Qin Shen really didn't like hospitals. When he was young, it was said that he was abandoned in the hospital after he was born. When he was a child, he lacked a sense of security in a family without parents, which made Qin Shen subconsciously reject the hospital deep in his heart.

If the illness is not the most serious, then resolutely refuse to go to the hospital. Over the years, even Rongqiao has not had this problem.

Chu Jun glanced at the quiet person on the sofa, and holding his chin, he couldn't help but continue to say: "Don't you think it's strange? It's too mysterious for a person to suddenly change his temperament."

Qin Shen clenched his fists and looked at Chu County, knowing that the other party's observation skills had always been higher than ordinary people's. For these words, he couldn't help but feel hopeful in his heart.Even if they couldn't see him, couldn't hear his voice, they might not even be able to return to his body in this life, and he couldn't tolerate the fact that his body was possessed by others.

He is not so selfless and magnanimous, he can give everything he has to others, he can't see a fake person bearing his name, enjoying everything that belongs to him, not only taking his body away, even He also greedily demanded from his lover the care and love that should belong to him.

Even if he might die tomorrow and be wiped out, he still prays that someone will find out that the person living in the body named 'Qin Shen' is actually not Qin Shen at all, and tell Rong Qiao that it's not him.

Even if this truth is too weird, it may cause Rong Qiao to fall into chaos and pain, but he is just like this selfish once.Because even if it was selfish, he didn't want to see Rong Qiao continue to be deceived by that fake.

But he couldn't do anything, even if he leaned close to Rong Qiao's ear, the other party couldn't hear him, so he could only pray for Rong Qiao to find out quickly, realizing that his body had already been replaced.

The atmosphere between the two of them solidified at the moment when Chu Jun's words fell. Qin Shen pursed his lips and looked at Rong Qiao, praying secretly in his heart, hoping that Rong Qiao would wake up because of Chu Jun's words. Both of them had no father or mother. , have been together since childhood, from the first in the orphanage to later stepping into the society, walking side by side all the way.

For Qin Shen, Rong Qiao is not just a child and a lover, he is a relative, the most important other half of his life.In the past 20 years, they have leaned on each other and shared all the way. This relationship is harder than love and goes deeper into the bone marrow.

Rongqiao has long been integrated into flesh and blood, an indispensable existence.

They should be the ones who know each other best, knowing each other's preferences and personality, even the habitual small movements when they are in a daze, not to mention other things, how could they not notice the abnormality of 'him'?

But since he came back to see Rong Qiao, everything that happened made his heart turn cold moment by moment.

The other party didn't seem to realize that the person in that body was no longer him, even though his body did all kinds of behaviors that were abnormal and impossible to his past self, Rong Qiao still acted as if he didn't know.

He desperately told himself that Rong Qiao might have discovered it a long time ago, but it was hard to confirm, or because this kind of thing was beyond the scope of understanding, he just suspected it for the time being, and hadn't had time to make a reasonable reaction and behavior.

But the reality made him chill again and again, because the person living in the body was clearly the opposite of him, why he still didn't find out, Qin Shen couldn't even see even a trace of doubt in the other person's heart.

A terrible thought came to his mind, if it wasn't that Rong Qiao didn't find out, but he had already found out, but didn't expose it, and continue to see Qin Yiming as him.Or the feeling that he always thought he was equal was actually just wishful thinking to deceive himself and others.No matter which one, Qin Shen didn't want to believe it.

But now, even Chu Jun, who is an ordinary friend, can't help but feel puzzled, but Rongqiao still doesn't feel it at all, not only that, but also denies Chu Jun's guess, and confronts the "self" who occupies his body Still so gentle, even more gentle than before.

"What are you talking about?"

The frozen atmosphere was interrupted, Chu Jun came back to his senses, touched his nose, and Rong Qiao on the opposite side finally said after a long silence: "You think too much." After finishing speaking, he got up and walked towards the sofa go.

"What are you overthinking?" The visitor looked puzzled.

Chu Jun pursed his lips, and repeated what he just said, only to see the man curl his lips, as if thinking for a while, and then slowly said: "We also know that Qin Shen doesn't like going to the hospital, he's not feeling well. At that time, no one wanted to talk. Besides, if there was anything wrong with him, Rong Qiao must have discovered it long ago. Have you forgotten the nicknames of the two when they were in college? If there is really anything, do you need to worry about it? , You have watched too many movies."

"But I always feel that something is not right..."

"I think you are too sensitive. When did you become such a mother-in-law?"

"That's because you have strong limbs and a simple mind! Forget it, don't care."

Looking at them, Qin Shen felt powerless all over his body. A little bit of hope had finally been raised, but now it was completely extinguished.

But it was Rong Qiao who made him feel the most chilling.

Just like what he said just now, the person who should find out the most is Rong Qiao, why does he act like he doesn't feel anything at all?Could it be that for Rong Qiao, he couldn't even tell what he was like?

He couldn't help but look up at the two people who seemed to be talking in a whisper on the sofa in the middle, and felt that his eyes were so painful that he almost couldn't open them.He lowered his head, pressed his eyes tightly with both hands, and laughed at himself.

Ironic.

In the end, the person who thinks he knows himself best is not even as good as a friend.

Why did he come back so desperately?Is it to know that he is actually just a joke?

In an instant, Qin Shen wished that all this was just a dream.When he woke up from the dream, he was still working on the task, and he was still working hard to get back, unswervingly moving towards the goal, clenching his teeth, even if there were thorns ahead.

Instead of being like now, no one knows that he is here, and he can't touch anything and can only watch them. No one notices his disappearance, and no one notices that there is something wrong with 'myself'.

His 27 years of life can be completely replaced by a person of unknown origin. Is there anything more ironic than this?

"Why is it suddenly so cold?"

"I feel it too, why is it suddenly so gloomy?" Chu Jun trembled, looked at Rong Qiao, and joked, "Your house isn't haunted, right? I've felt a little uncomfortable since I just entered the door, it's scary .”

Qin Shen suddenly saw Qin Yiming's movements stiffen.

"If you feel gloomy, go home by yourself, so you don't have to leave." Sensing the trembling of 'Qin Shen', Rong Qiao stroked the hair of the person in his arms, and said lightly.

Qin Shenhan took this scene into his eyes with a frown, and suddenly a trace of fear welled up in his heart.He couldn't help thinking, if this continues, will Qin Yiming completely replace him and live one day in the future, and he can only be forgotten by people and the world like this?

Suddenly, a strong sense of loneliness hit him, making him tremble uncontrollably.

One day he will be replaced, he will be forgotten by people and the world, and no one will notice him, because no one will notice his disappearance at all.

All his previous efforts to come back were in vain, and he would always be forgotten by Rongqiao.

Thinking of this, Qin Shen began to feel cold all over, and his mind was buzzing.For him, even if the whole world forgets him, it doesn't matter, but Rong Qiao can't accept him.

Only Rongqiao can't...

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