he took my body

After Rong Qiao finished speaking, he tilted his head and fell into a coma. Qin Shen lay on the bed, staring straight at the ceiling with his eyes wide open. It became extremely stiff, not to mention hot and dry, but a chill spread from the soles of his feet, making him shiver uncontrollably.

What flashed through his mind was Rong Qiao's complex eyes that made him puzzled a few times before, and at this moment he finally understood why.He couldn't help thinking of the cake in the restaurant that day, probably not only because it was recommended, but also because of other unspeakable reasons, and that was the most important thing.

When he went out for a walk that day, he got up and turned his head. Rong Qiao's eyes were also looking at a certain person through him.

For a moment, Qin Shen suddenly felt a little ridiculous.

The fool thought that as long as he came back, everything would be the same as before he left, but the reality was like a wild horse running wild, which deviated greatly from what he thought.

He could hear Rong Qiao's steady breathing very clearly, turned his head, and Qin Shen looked at this person's face, which was already etched into his brain.But at this moment, the other party's brows were tightly frowned, and it seemed that he was sleeping extremely unsteadily, as if he was having a nightmare that made him uncomfortable.

Qin Shen just watched, their faces were very close, as long as he moved a little closer, they would stick together, but he felt that Rong Qiao was extremely far away from him.

It was even more distant than when he stood aside and shouted desperately, and this person didn't even turn his head to take a look.

Qin Shen's heart seemed to be pinched tightly by a big hand. Not only that, but the palm was covered with many barbs, which pierced into the heart together. Every time it beat, the pain intensified, making him feel stuffy and unable to breathe. Breathing, my throat was completely blocked, I couldn't make any sound, and I couldn't even call for help.

He suddenly felt a burst of unparalleled fatigue and exhaustion, because he found that he had no one to turn to for help, and even the system that had been with him had already disappeared in his brain.

The memory of the fire in his childhood was engraved deep in his brain, and Qin Shen could still feel the scorching temperature. He could not forget all the dead souls in the orphanage, and he and Rong Qiao were the only ones who abandoned everyone and escaped.

For Qin Shen, Rongqiao is salvation and support, and it is the only light on the single-plank bridge that pulls him and gives him hope, allowing him to stand on the single-plank bridge stably.

But now, he seemed to see that the redemption was about to let go of his hand. At that time, he was alone on the bridge, his whole body was full of darkness, the abyss was under his feet, and the bridge began to spread cracks.

Until you fall into the abyss, and stay with the darkness.

Qin Shen pushed Rong Qiao away in a trance, pulled up the quilt and covered him with a blank expression, got out of bed alone, picked up the clothes on the ground, put them on again, and stepped out of the room, a series of actions did not change. Make any unnecessary noises, quietly as if nothing happened after Qin Shen left.

After sitting down on the sofa, Qin Shen suddenly saw the corner of the notebook exposed under the TV cabinet, which was pressed by many things, and he would not have noticed it if he had not sharp eyes.He couldn't help but think of the name he saw that day, squinted his eyes, sat for a long while, and finally turned his eyes away.

Qin Shen's expression was like a pool of stagnant water, he stared straight at his blurred shadow reflected in the dark TV LCD screen in front of him, he had no interest in looking at other people's privacy, no matter how curious he was, it seemed to turn into deep powerlessness now, saying It doesn't matter whether he is cowardly or courageous, so be it.

What came to mind again was the words that Rong Qiao suddenly said to himself on the bed just now, with a painful expression and a tone full of guilt, he could feel that the person Rong Qiao was looking at at that time was him, but his eyes were Not in his eyes.

It was as if he was apologizing to someone through him.

Qin Shen was suffocated for a moment. He took a deep breath, slumped on the ground, covered his eyes with one hand, and fell into a blank.

Chu Jun's grandma said that he was able to come back thanks to Rong Qiao, but why?Isn't it because of the system that he can come back?Why is it Rongqiao?

Qin Shen suddenly began to be afraid, and the nameless fear enveloped him, converging into a huge black hole, crazily sucking Qin Shen into it without any leaks, all he could see was darkness, he couldn't find his way, he couldn't feel his way, his hands and feet were even worse. It is entangled by spider webs, unable to break free from the darkness, let alone pray for the dawn to save.

From heaven to hell, but a single thought.

The next day, the sky finally brightened. Rong Qiao's drinking capacity was tempered at the dinner table. It has always been good. It was not easy to get drunk yesterday. He opened his eyes and looked around. I was stunned, and then my brain hurt, and immediately all the pictures before going to bed last night began to be played back clearly, including every word he said.

Feeling tense, he hurriedly turned over and got out of bed. When he walked to the living room, Qin Shen was curled up and sleeping on the sofa. On the table was the familiar notebook.

Perhaps it was because he left in a hurry and forgot to lower his voice, and because Qin Shen was already a shallow sleeper, when he heard the voice, he slowly opened his eyes and rubbed his sleepy eyes, only to see Rong Qiao standing there. in front of myself.

"Why are you sleeping here? What should I do if I catch a cold later?" Qin Shen pursed his lips in a blameful tone as usual, straightened his body, looked up at the other party, his voice was still a little hoarse after waking up, "I can't sleep, I just came out, and I don’t know when I fell asleep.”

The two looked at each other, there was a wordless silence, Rong Qiao glanced at the notebook on the table, opened his mouth, and said after a long time: "You..."

Qin Shen pursed his lips, his fingertips trembling slightly, "I'm fine."

There was another silence, and after a while, Qin Shen lowered his head, and his eyes fell on the floor: "I just want an answer." He looked at Rong Qiao, with no expression on his face, no emotion. His eyes were even more calm like a pool of stagnant water, which made Rong Qiao start to feel flustered and frightened, but he caused all this, and he was powerless to repent.

Qin Shen paused, stared at Rong Qiao, and said word by word, "Do you regret it?"

Rong Qiao was stunned for a moment, and immediately understood what the other party meant, "No." He replied without a trace of hesitation, his eyes were firm, and he could not see any suspicion of lying.

Qin Shen's eyes moved slightly, and he shook his hanging hands, wanting to continue asking, but the unreasonable fear in his heart dragged his words back abruptly, and he completely became a coward who dared not ask in front of Rong Qiao.

The two were relatively silent for a long while, Rong Qiao opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he still couldn't say anything, the silence was like a heavy hammer, hitting his heart hard, called the beast of panic Struggling wantonly in the cage, intending to break out of the cage, he kept screaming in his ear.

He loves Qin Shen more than anyone else. The moment he learned that Qin Shen disappeared under his nose and was replaced by another person, he didn't like Qin Yiming. So how could it disappear.

But for some reason, thinking of that short time together, he fell into confusion, clearly knowing that at most it was guilt, but also a little scared, he couldn't tell Qin Shen exactly, because he was extremely confused.

He was a victim from the beginning to the end. He did nothing, but his body was taken away by a stranger, but his beloved felt guilty about this stranger, and it was even possible that he had a good impression or liking for him.

Qin Shen has mild cleanliness and spiritual cleanliness. At this moment, when he looked at Rongqiao, he seemed to read panic from the other person's eyes. There was a vague intuition in his heart, and his eyes suddenly dimmed. There is a hint of color and emotion, except for the gray and dark, there is no redundant tone.

It was a little uncomfortable, but unfortunately he seemed too numb to feel it in fact.

For a moment, he felt that he was being played by fate like a stupid joke, like a puppet being manipulated by fate, dutifully playing a role that made people laugh and be sad.Is this the retribution for abandoning everyone and fleeing alone from the orphanage?

Qin Shen felt a burst of suffocation, he lowered his head, but his eyes were extremely dry.

Really, so fucking sad...

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Oh no, I clearly set the time for the spicy chicken system, but I didn't send it out. I made up for yesterday's one, and there will be another update tonight!