Obsessed

The next day, Chen Ye passed by very early, Chong Guang was not there, only Jinguan and Qin Qing, Chen Ye had dealt with Jinguan several times because of business affairs, and Qin Qing was in the photo early in the morning acknoledged.

Qin Qing only thought that he was Wen Shao's friend, welcomed him in enthusiastically, and said to him, "Mr. Chen came just in time, we are having breakfast," and led him towards the side hall, "You Come eat with us."

At first, Chen Ye thought that Wen Shao would not let his family know about it, but now that he saw Qin Qing here, he knew that there was probably no way to hide it.

He didn't follow, but stood in the living room and said to Qin Qing, "Don't bother, I just came to get clothes, I forgot yesterday."

Qin Qing smiled at him and said, "Chongguang told us, don't worry, you come to have breakfast first, and I'll go upstairs to get it for you later."

Chen Ye was still about to decline, but when he heard the movement from the side hall, Jin Guan walked to the door and said, "Chen Ye is here? Come in and have something to eat together."

Chen Ye had no choice but to go in.

He met Wen Shao's eyes head-on, but only for a second, that person silently lowered his head.

I don't even bother to force a smile.

The breakfast of the three of them was fairly rich, and the dining table was filled with delicate plates. Chen Ye thought it was to make Wen Shao more nutritious. It was bleak, and Chen Ye couldn't bear to look at him sitting there.

How did he become like this?

Whether it was shortness of breath or guilt, Chen Ye felt that his chest was tight.

He remembered what Chongguang said yesterday, that Wen Shao was so boring. Chen Ye couldn't figure out why he had no motivation at all, how he could be knocked down so easily, and he didn't even have the courage to stand up.

This is not the Wen Shao he knew.

Qin Qing scooped up a bowl of porridge for him, Chen Ye politely said thank you, Jin Guan turned his head and glanced at him, the two were not familiar, but they were not unfamiliar, he said, "I heard that the piece of Huawei belongs to you? "

When this name was mentioned suddenly, there was a moment of silence in the air. Wen Shao's hands visibly stiffened, but only for a moment, and he continued to eat.

Chen Ye hummed vaguely, he didn't expect Jin Guan to mention this suddenly, as if he wanted to upset Wen Shao.

He added, "I heard something very interesting about your brother, you should also listen to it."

He glanced at Chen Ye, Chen Ye was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously felt that he knew something, Jinguan had always been uncertain, and it was hard to figure it out, even in such a situation, he had to give him face, Chen Ye didn't understand what he meant.

Just as Jin Guan was about to speak, Wen Shao who was beside him suddenly slammed down the dining table and looked at him with raised eyebrows, "Can you fucking shut up?"

Qin Qing was taken aback by his sudden action, she opened her eyes and looked at him, but the others didn't respond, Jin Guan smiled, but it was cold, Chen Ye frowned unconsciously seeing him like that .

He knew what Jinguan meant.

"What else do you want to do now besides get angry and throw things?" Jin Guan looked at Wen Shao with a sneer, not avoiding his sharpness at all, and said, "I'm chatting with Chen Ye, what's wrong? I want to hit someone again ?”

"Jin Guan!" Qin Qing couldn't help calling out to him, her tone restrained and uncomfortable, "Stop talking."

Jin Guan glanced at Qin Qing, and felt that he couldn't bear it, and finally restrained himself, and suppressed his anger.

But Wen Shao stopped eating, stood up, pointed at him and said word by word, "Don't use any fucking aggressive methods! If you don't like it, get out of here! Chongguang is completely disappointed in me, and I don't need you. , Get the fuck out of me!"

"Wen Shao!"

Chen Ye's gentle voice made him pause for a moment. Seeing that Qin Qing was holding back tears, a wave of disappointment mixed with guilt and heartache rushed to his chest like a countercurrent. Said, "Listen to what you say is human?!"

Jin Guan sat there with a cold smile, so angry that he couldn't even look at him impatiently, while Wen Shao stood there, dumbfounded by Chen Ye's sudden reprimand.

The air froze for a few seconds, Chen Ye couldn't stand the atmosphere, turned around and walked out.

"Chen Ye!" Wen Shao called him suddenly.

But he didn't seem to hear, walked out of the side hall, and walked towards the door. Wen Shao hurriedly caught up and grabbed him, "Chen Ye..."

Chen Ye was so angry that he wanted to shake it off, but somehow he froze his hand again and stood there without moving.

Wen Shao went to pull him, like a child making a mistake, "Don't get me wrong... Jinguan is not interesting, he is just like that, don't be angry."

Chen Ye was taken aback for a moment, but Wen Shao chased him out in such a hurry to apologize, because of what Jin Guan said just now, he thought he was angry.

Chen Ye suddenly felt sad, closed his eyes and turned his back to him and said, "I'm not angry with Jin Guan," he adjusted his mood, and then sighed to Wen Shao after a while, "Okay, it's still early, The sun is not bad, let me go out for a walk with you, okay?"

Chen Ye seldom spoke to him in such a gentle tone. Wen Shao was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously wanted to refuse. Since he became addicted to drugs, the thing he feared most was the sun.

But seeing Chen Ye looking at him expectantly, and looking at him like that, he was both saddened and happy, so he gritted his teeth and nodded, "Okay."

Qin Qing came out from the side hall at this time, handed him the coat and scarf, and said, "It's cold outside, wear more."

Wen Shao took it in silence, Qin Qing looked at him worriedly, and when his gaze met Chen Ye, Chen Ye nodded silently to her.

In the morning of deep winter, the sky is still pale and pale, and occasionally there is a little residual heat, which is blown around by the cold wind.

Wen Shao's physical strength was obviously declining, and Chen Ye could feel it. After the two walked for a while, he was a little out of breath, and there was slight sweat on his forehead.

Chen Ye turned his head to look at him, and asked, "Take a break?"

Wen Shao wanted to hold on, and said with a frown, "It's okay, let's go."

Chen Ye frowned and said nothing.

The environment of this area is very good. Walking along the gravel road, there is a lake that suddenly opens up. There is a small island in the center of the lake. If it is not winter, you can go there by boat.

The two walked along the lake for a while, but they didn't meet anyone along the way.

But they didn't talk to each other, only heard the wind blowing in their ears, which was very bitter.

At first, Chen Ye just wanted Wen Shao to come out to blow some air and breathe fresh air, which would be good for his health, but at this moment, neither of them had anything to say, and they couldn't help but feel embarrassed.

Turning his head to look at Wen Shao, he found that he was walking with his head down all the time, not looking at the surrounding scenery.

"Wen Shao." He finally opened his mouth and called him softly.

Wen Shao heard it, but didn't respond.

Chen Ye suddenly stopped and turned to look at him.

"What's the matter?" Wen Shao noticed his strangeness, as if he had something to say to himself, he asked as patiently as possible.

"Can't you walk with your head up?" Chen Ye pursed his lips and looked at him, showing a helpless expression.

Wen Shao frowned, forced a smile at him, and said, "Sorry, I didn't notice."

Chen Ye took a deep breath from the bottom of his heart, as if he had made up his mind, he looked at him and asked, "You told me before that you would make me whatever I want to eat, but now this sentence still counts." ?"

Wen Shao was startled when he heard the words, as if he hadn't expected that Chen Ye would make such a request at this time. He had indeed said such a thing before, and he always expected Chen Ye's call to ring, but now...

Wen Shao laughed at himself, his eyes were tired, and he said, "Chen Ye, look at me now, do you think it counts?"

"What's wrong with you now?" Chen Ye suddenly put his shoulders on his shoulders and stared at him and asked, "You tell me what's wrong with you now, and you have a hopeless expression on your face?!"

After a pause for a second, Chen Ye couldn't help it anymore, pointed at him and shouted, "Isn't it just fucking Heroine?! You can quit! Why on earth did you become like this? ?!"

He finally said it out, although it would be embarrassing for him to face the truth, but looking at the person in front of him, no matter how he reacted, he couldn't let him be depressed like this again.

That's not the Wen Shao he loved, he won't fall in love with Wen Shao like this.

The person on the opposite side didn't respond for a long time, and after a while, he realized that Wen Shao's eyes seemed to be filled with tears. He finally raised his head and looked at him, and asked with a sneer, "Isn't it Heroine?"

When he spoke, his eyes were hot, the pain and disappointment of so many days, the hatred of wanting to die immediately, so many emotions that could not be expressed, let alone expressed, poured into his heart like a flood of beasts, and he said with a trembling voice, "Chen Ye , in your opinion, I'm a fucking piece of shit, but have you thought about it for me? I'm a cop! I'm a fucking narcotics cop! But now I'm infected with the thing I hate the most! I His mother can't wait to die and doesn't want to be infected with this thing, do you know that?!"

"I know!" Chen Ye also yelled at him. The moment he saw his tears fall, he felt his breath tightened. His heart felt like a hole had been ripped out by a beast. He looked at him with red eyes, "I know Your pride is tender! So I love you! It’s because of me that you became like this. I’m sorry for you. If you go on like this, you're finished, don't you know that?!"

"I'm fucking finished now!" Wen Shao grabbed him by the collar and forced him towards him, his eyes full of sadness and despair, he ignored the tears falling down, just looked at Chen Ye and said sadly, "I can't even hold a gun No more Chen Ye! I can't even hold a gun. What do you want me to do?! Even if I quit this life, I will have this stain in my life! I can't escape this nightmare for the rest of my life, do you know that?"

Wen Shao covered his face and squatted down in despair, when Chen Ye suddenly held his head and leaned towards him...

He took Wen Shao's shoulders and hugged him in an extremely heartbreaking gesture. He felt his shoulders shaking violently, knowing that he had suppressed too much pain and pain. Chen Ye held back the tears that were about to fall, and hugged him. He said, "No one minds this, Wen Shao... Listen to me, no one will mind, you have to accept yourself, you have to learn to compromise..."

Chen Ye took a deep breath and said, "I know how proud you are, and I also understand that you can't accept it... But Wen Shao, it's okay, it really doesn't matter, people can't be perfect in their life, you're too tired to live like this do you understand?"

Wen Shao's hot breath lingered in his ears, and he sobbed, "I don't want you to see me so useless..."

"Don't be stupid?" Chen Ye gradually strengthened his grip on him, as if he wanted to give him strength in this way and let him persevere, he said, "I will stay with you, Wen Shao, until you recover , until then, I will always be by your side, don't give up..."

Chen Ye felt Wen Shao bury his face in his neck, the scorching heat almost burned him, it was the first time in such a long time that the two of them had such close contact, he only felt that his breath followed Wen Shao's breathing. His back also became hot and cold, but he didn't push him away.

The sun gradually revealed its face, and a soft light fell on the frozen lake, which was a frozen white.

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