Obsessed

It took three hours to reach the place Chongguang told him.

They live in a villa in the suburbs.

The environment here is quiet, away from the noisy crowd, it is indeed a place suitable for recuperation.

On the second floor, Zhongguang waved at him with his hand holding a cigarette, signaling him to go this way.

Someone came over to park the car for him, and after handing over the key to the other party, Chen Ye walked in.

Chong Guang just came downstairs when he entered the door, and he nodded his head as a greeting. Chen Ye didn't bother to look at the house, but just stared at him and asked, "Where's Wen Shao?"

Chong Guang glanced back and said, "Upstairs, I just fell asleep."

Within a few days, Chen Ye found that even Chongguang looked haggard, probably because he was tired. Taking care of people is a physical job, let alone Wen Shao, who has a bad temper?

"how is he?"

Standing on the balcony where Chong Guang waved to him just now, the two were holding a bottle of beer, frowning and clinking glasses.

Shigemitsu shook his head, and said in a low voice, "Not very good, I want you to come and see him, we have been friends for more than 20 years, I have never seen him like this..."

Chongguang was a bit speechless. Chen Ye noticed that there were obvious bloodshot eyes in his eyes, and there were wrinkles on the shoulders of the thin sweater he was wearing. He knew how he got here in the past few days. He could even imagine what Wen Shao looked like now. How bad.

Zhongguang paused, and said intermittently, "What I am most worried about now is that he will not be able to take it anymore... He is very boring, you know? He is afraid when he sees the sun, and he will not do what the doctor ordered. When he comes, let someone tie him up, even Jinguan and I won’t let him touch him, just survive in the house alone..."

"He can't go on like this, he can't hold it any longer..." Zhong Guang took a sip of wine and said to Chen Ye, "Go and see him, if this continues, we will all have to follow him to collapse..."

"He can't accept himself like this, I know," Chen Ye's hand holding the wine bottle gradually tightened, he suppressed his emotions, and said word by word, "You know his pride, he can't wait to die and don't want to be infected with this This kind of thing, not only him, but you or me, if you get infected with this thing, you would want to kill yourself with a gun..."

Chong Guang hummed inaudibly, lit a cigarette, and took a few deep puffs, as if relying on this to drive away the boredom in his heart. After a while, he said, "The last person he wants to see now is You, but I know that the person he misses most now is also you."

Chen Ye smiled wryly, and said, "He told you? About me and him?"

"I know a little bit," Chongguang said, looking at the distant mountain peaks, "I heard a few words when he was drunk... He is a person who wants to save face and suffer. I don't know what you two have been through, but I will look up to you." Just take him back, Chen Ye, help people to the end, save him one more time."

When Chen Ye opened the door and went in, what Chong Guang said just now was still echoing in his mind. He was worried about him and wanted to help him as much as he could. It is he who owes Wen Shao.

But he really didn't know what step he could do, and what step Wen Shao could let him do.

Outsiders don't know their past, but Chen Ye knows that Wen Shao was able to shoot him back then, so he understands how much Wen Shao loves him. The old relationship revived, but he always felt that it was Wen Shao's impulse, or was it a way of expressing guilt?

Putting away his complicated thoughts, Chen Ye noticed that the person on the bed had woken up. He saw that his left and right hands were tightly bound together, and there were countless strangle marks on his hands, as if being stabbed by the tip of a needle. Chen Ye moved slightly painfully. open eyes.

When Wen Shao opened his eyes, he saw the person standing in front of him. For a moment, he thought it was a hallucination caused by missing him too much, and stared at him blankly, even breathing lightly.

Until Chen Ye called his name, "Wen Shao, it's me."

Wen Shao woke up suddenly, and the expression on his face changed in an instant.

"What are you doing here?" he snapped. "Who told you I was here? Chongguang?"

Chen Ye didn't expect him to react so strongly, so he could only try to stabilize his emotions, and said softly, "I'll come and see you, don't be like this, okay?"

As if he didn't expect Chen Ye to talk to him so gently, Wen Shao was stunned for a moment, his eyes became hot, and Chen Ye almost noticed his fragility.

Avoiding his gaze, after a while, he said, "I look like this...what's so interesting..."

"Wen Shao..." Chen Ye's voice was a little choked up, and he didn't know what was wrong with him, as long as he saw Wen Shao's expression of death, his heart felt a pang of pain.

He walked slowly to the bed and moved a chair to sit beside him, "You will be fine, you can't give up."

Wen Shao didn't answer, Chen Ye paused, and said guiltily, "I'm sorry, if it wasn't for Chen Di, you wouldn't..."

"It's none of his business," Wen Shao interrupted him, but his eyes were fixed on the blackout curtain, without looking at Chen Ye, he said, "In that case, no matter who would do it, so it's none of Chen Di's business." You don't have to blame yourself, let alone feel guilty."

Wen Shao's voice was weak after exhaustion, he paused for a while, then continued, "If you came here just for this matter, then you can go, I won't blame you."

How could I be willing to blame you.

Wen Shao gritted his teeth and swallowed the last sentence, but it made his internal organs ache.

He always felt that he owed Chen Ye. He felt that he owed him everything before, no matter whether it was right or wrong. Now it's all right, Wen Shao thought, after he put down the gun, he decided to trade himself for Chen Di's safety. At that moment, he was finally relieved that he didn't owe him anything anymore.

"Let's go, Chen Ye," Wen Shao closed his eyes, unwilling to let the other party notice his weakness. He had never shown his weakness in front of him. He was always proud in front of him. He didn't want him to see He looked like this, so he said, "Let's settle the matter. Before, I always felt that I owed you and wanted to make up for you. Now that I am like this...even if we meet in the future, just treat it as if we don't know each other."

"Don't say that, Wen Shao," Chen Ye's eyes flashed sullenly, angry and sad, "You don't owe me anything..."

Wen Shao didn't speak any more, the room was silent for a moment, only the sound of each other's breathing was heard, he kept his back to him, Chen Ye lost his mind for a while looking at his back, wanted to tell him that he was leaving first, and called out softly There was a gentle sound, but there was no reaction at all.

Chen Ye only looked at him carefully at this time, and at some point, his shoulders were trembling with all his strength, Chen Ye's heart was beating wildly, and a bad premonition came to his mind.

"Wen Shao?"

Just as Chen Ye was about to touch his hand, his hand was suddenly thrown away. Wen Shao turned his head and glanced at him, his eyes were red.

"Don't touch me..." Wen Shao shivered and pushed him, covering his nose and eyes with one hand to prevent Chen Ye from seeing, "Let the heavy light come in!"

He got up and wanted to stay away from Chen Ye, but knocked down the chair beside him. Chen Ye wanted to grab him but felt that he avoided him like the plague, "I let you out! Don't fucking touch me!"

The door was pushed open suddenly, and Chong Guang hurried in when he heard the noise, and when he saw the scene in front of him, he quickly picked up the thick rope on the table and walked towards Wen Shao...

Chen Ye closed his eyes and staggered back a step.

Chong Guang tied him tightly to the chair, and the thick flax rope tightly strangled his body. Wen Shao groaned in pain, like the struggle and howl of a ferocious beast. Chen Ye was heartbroken.

"Go, Chen Ye! I beg you, can you go?!" Wen Shao looked at him with tears in his eyes, gritted his teeth and was about to collapse.

It was so embarrassing, he looked away, trying to hold back his tears, but his brain seemed out of control at this moment, Wen Shao's voice choked up, "You go, I beg you..."

He didn't want him to see himself like this, he would rather die than let Chen Ye see him!

Chen Ye, however, seemed to have lost all reaction, just staring blankly at Wen Shao who was crying in front of him, and kept begging him to leave.

After Chong Guang tied it up, he stood up and took a look at Chen Ye, then grabbed him and walked out of the room. The moment the door closed, Chen Ye heard Wen Shao's hissing cry...

He went to open the door suddenly, Chong Guang grabbed him, "Don't go in!"

"You just let him be alone?" Chen Ye turned his face and stared at Chong Guang, "He can't be alone!"

"He won't let us touch it!" Zhong Guang yelled at him in a low voice, and wiped his face fiercely, "You think I want this? He wants to quit his addiction by himself... What do you want me to do? "

Chen Ye was hoarse and speechless, looking at Chong Guang's appearance, he was very sad. He couldn't imagine that Wen Shao would break his drug addiction in this way. There were waves of chairs hitting the ground in the house, and there were men Clenching his teeth, the sound was like the pain of thorns pressing on his chest. Chen Ye turned around in pain.

The two could only stand at the door and smoke one after another, neither of them wanted to talk.

Until the movement in the room gradually weakened, Chen Ye lowered his head and glanced at the time. After an hour of torture, he actually stood here and broke out in cold sweat.

Chongguang was about to open the door to enter, but Chen Ye whispered, "I'll go first."

His voice was broken and overlapped, "He doesn't want me to see, I can't go in..."

Chong Guang gave a muffled hum, extinguished his half-smoked cigarette, and pushed the door open.

Chen Ye looked around the room, turned around and left ruthlessly.

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