Obsessed

The weather is gradually getting darker, and the unknown trees shake off a piece of light and shadow, printing and dyeing the unset sunset into a thin rose color.

Wen Shao stood in the dark wearing a gray jacket, the light changed from light rose to nothingness, like a dove's wings passing over Wen Shao's face.

Chen Ye walked towards him slowly.

The eyes of the two had a brief exchange in the air, and then Wen Shao looked away first, and he said, "Let's walk together."

The two walked slowly along the street. Wen Shao was on the phone all the time. It seemed that it was about work, so he deliberately kept a distance from Chen Ye. He didn't turn to him until the phone call was over, "I forgot Let me ask you, have you eaten?"

Chen Ye nodded, but did not speak.

Wen Shao snorted and said, "Then let's find a quieter place to sit."

"What do you want from me?" Chen Ye ignored Wen Shao's suggestion, but directly faced him and asked a straightforward question.

"Are you sure you want to say it on the street?"

Wen Shao was stunned for a few seconds, his complexion suddenly became a little gloomy, and his tone was no longer as soft as before.

Chen Ye stared at him for a while, then suddenly raised his chin at the tea house behind him, "Let's go here then."

It was already late, and the lights were turned on one after another on the street. Wen Shao watched Chen Ye's shadow being dragged slender and winding by the street lights, and then raised his eyes to look at his back. He was wearing a black windbreaker today, and he hadn't seen him for a few days. , Wen Shao felt that he seemed to be thinner.

Standing there alone for a while, he didn't pick up his steps until Chen Ye entered.

I thought it was just an inconspicuous tea room, but after entering the door, I found that the environment is rare and elegant, and it is also a good place for chatting.

Chen Ye ordered a pot of Lu'an Guapian, looked at Wen Shao and said, "Tell me, what can you do with me."

"Chen Di's matter today..."

Chen Ye suddenly interrupted him, "I don't know."

Wen Shao seemed unwilling to be interrupted, looked at him with a frown and asked, "What?"

"If you want to ask about Chen Di, I'll tell you that I don't know. I just came here to collect someone after I was notified."

Wen Shao looked anxious, and he said, "I didn't mean that."

He moved his hair a few times, changed his sitting position, and continued to Chen Ye, "Do you know what happened between Chen Di and Huawei?"

The surprise in Chen Ye's eyes was fleeting, but Wen Shao caught it in time, and he said, "You really don't know."

After a while, Chen Ye lowered his eyes and said, "I've been dealing with Tong Hui's affairs recently, and I haven't had time to figure out what's going on this time."

Wen Shao wanted to say, "I'm afraid it's too late when you figure it out," but he swallowed the words again.

For the person in front of him, his calmness had already been squandered three years ago.

Even he himself doesn't know why, he was able to conceal and deceive before, but now, he can't even hold back the most basic emotional restraint, if he could exchange a few false greetings at the beginning, but now , His self-cultivation and demeanor have all become harsh.

He took a heavy breath from the bottom of his heart before he spoke again. He said, "When we caught Chen Di, he was with Huawei."

"what?"

"They got off the same car." Wen Shao took out a photo from his wallet and handed it to Chen Ye. He pointed to the man in the photo and asked, "Do you know him?"

Chen Ye took a look, shook his head and said, "I don't know."

Wen Shao watched his every move from the opposite side, not even letting go of a slight movement, but Chen Ye was very calm, and he said, "Why, what does this person have to do with Chen Di?"

Wen Shao put away the photo and said, "He had a phone call with Chen Di before he died. I thought you at least knew who he was."

Chen Ye frowned slightly, which was very obvious under the bright light. He said, "Are you interrogating me now, Team Shao?"

Wen Shao rubbed the bridge of his nose, and said, "No, I just don't want to be played like a monkey by you."

Chen Ye looked at him dumbfounded.

Wen Shao looked directly at him and said, "I remember you told me before that Huawei kidnapped Wen Xin because he recognized me and wanted to give me a warning. I believed you at that time, Chen Ye," Wen Shao pointed lightly. Tapping the table lightly, one by one, as if counting the beats in his heart to calm his emotions, he continued, "You asked for cooperation, and I agreed, but today I found out that Huawei doesn't know who I am at all, Why are you talking about kidnapping Wen Xin?"

Chen Ye was asked back but he didn't express anything, he just looked at him and said, "Continue."

"You used me to attack Huawei. It doesn't matter to me. As long as you want, it doesn't matter how many times I use you. This is what I owe you..."

"What do you owe me?" Chen Ye suddenly interrupted him, staring into his eyes and asked, "Wen Shao, what do you say you owe me?"

Wen Shao was at a loss for words for a while, seeing that there was a little anger in Chen Ye's eyes, he suddenly didn't know how to speak, yes, what does he owe him, a relationship, or a so-called sincerity?

Wen Shao suddenly couldn't tell what he owed Chen Ye.

"I owe you too much, but I don't regret it," Wen Shao felt his lips move, he heard his voice, and said, "If time goes back, I will still choose revenge."

"So you don't owe me, Wen Shao," Chen Ye suddenly smiled when he heard his words, and he said, "I did use you to hit Huawei, but it has nothing to do with our previous affairs, you don't have to think about yourself. If you have such a long relationship, you don’t have to force the current events into the past, some things are over when they are over, and when they are gone, they are gone, and always chasing the past, even I feel hypocritical.”

Chen Ye stood up and looked at him with indifferent eyes, "I admit that I use you, but this will do no harm to you or the authorities you represent. You and I know who Huawei is. Let's work together to get rid of him and unplug him." Isn't this fang very good? Why do you have to play here to make your old love unforgettable."

When Chen Ye said this, disdain and mockery flashed in his eyes, and Wen Shao was stung. He wanted to explain something, but found that this was the truth, even though he didn't want to admit it.

These days, the word "past" has entangled him like a vine. Before meeting again, he thought he had let go. Just like what Chen Ye said, the past is the past, and the past is the past.

But after meeting Chen Ye again, those emotions and throbbing, mixed with remorse and reluctance, seemed to be resurgent, like an old house on fire, incurable and unstoppable.

It turns out that the person who has been stuck in the past and cannot extricate himself is himself.

The two were silent for a while, and there was silence in the air. After a while, Chen Ye stood up and said to him, "I will find out what happened to Hua Wei and Chen Di. It doesn't matter if you don't believe me, that's it."

"That's not what I meant..." Wen Shao suddenly held his palm, sat there and looked up at him, and said, "I asked you out today to make you be more careful, believe it or not, it's me original intention."

Chen Ye was not used to being shaken by him, so he struggled, but was held tightly by Wen Shao again.

After so many years, he could hardly remember the lines on his palm.

"I've been messing things up all this time, every time I see you I..." His tone was frustrated, but secret joy was brewing because Chen Ye didn't break free, he said, "I know you won't Go sell D, I believe you, so you have to be careful of Hua Wei, we don't know what other tricks he has, if there is anything, just come to me."

It was not easy to say these words. Chen Ye could even hear his bowing his head and being cautious. Unexpectedly, Wen Shao suddenly changed his attitude. He was not sure what he was thinking, and he didn't know what he was planning. He just waved his palm and nodded at him. He nodded and said, "Thank you."

Watching him drift away, until he opened the door to leave, Wen Shao slowly lowered his head, the temperature in his palm had not yet faded.

At that moment, watching Chen Ye's back disappear in front of his eyes, and recalling the conversation just now in his mind, Wen Shao suddenly realized that maybe he really used the wrong method.

He shouldn't have treated Chen Ye like that.

No matter where he and Chen Ye go, he shouldn't impose his regret on others, he shouldn't treat him like that.

They have missed too much, if there is no possibility of getting back together, then at least they can give each other a chance to get to know each other again.

But now, apart from being cruel and arrogant to sneer at Chen Ye, why did he become like this?

When Chongguang found him at the bar, he was three-thirds drunk by himself.

Sitting next to him, Chong Guang glanced at the empty bottle on the table with a sneer, handed him the rhinitis medicine in his hand, and said, "Why, this is broken love?"

"Fart." Wen Shao turned to look at him, then continued to drink.

"I'm not broken in love, you called me out of the house in the middle of the night, how boring is it?" Chongguang took off his coat and put it aside, opened a bottle of wine and clinked glasses with him.

The two drank for a while before Wen Shao said awkwardly, "Chongguang, do you think I'm in a daze? I always think about him..."

Chong Guang glanced at him with a smile, and didn't ask who the "she" he was talking about, just said, "And then?"

Wen Shao looked at the wine in the glass with jealousy, and whispered, "I can't forget him..."

This sentence doesn't seem to be said to others, but more like muttering to himself. Chongguang didn't hear what he said clearly, but he just felt that something was wrong with Wen Shao today, and he felt cold and arrogant on weekdays, and he didn't let anyone go In the eyes, unexpectedly there is also a cowardly side.

"At the beginning you asked me why you let Chen Ye go." Wen Shao turned to look at him with seriousness in his eyes, and he said, "I'll tell you now, I fell in love with him as early as three years ago. "

"What?!" Chongguang couldn't hide his surprise, he stared straight at him and asked, "Are you crazy? Who is wrong but Chen Ye?!"

"Is there a fucking choice?" Wen Shao turned back in a bad mood, raised his head and drank a glass of strong wine, "If I could choose, it wouldn't be Chen Ye!"

Chongguang glared at him fiercely, feeling that he was out of breath. The brothers who had been together for more than 20 years and almost 30 years unexpectedly fell on a gang leader.

Zhongguang finally knew why Wen Shao's reaction to Chen Ye was that way in Haitang City before. It really is an unforgettable old relationship. Maybe the two of them didn't break up cleanly back then, but now they keep cutting and making a mess. He was only worried that Wen Shao would not be able to bear it.

He knows Wen Shao too well, and he usually looks at a calm and stable person, but in his heart he is too indecisive, and there are many things that need to be decided.

People who don't know him only see his aloof side, thinking that he doesn't care about many things, but in fact, most of the time, he just keeps it in his heart and tortures himself repeatedly. After so many years, Chong Guang has already seen him through.

So when he saw Wen Shao's expression, he knew that he was about to lose it, and Wen Shao didn't easily show his vulnerable side in front of his friends.

"I can't persuade you," Chongguang sighed in his heart, took the wine glass in front of him and put it aside, and said, "You are a person who wants to save face and suffer, and then you will suffer more than anyone else. After all these years, I thought You can at least change your bad habit..."

"I fucking don't want to listen to your preaching..." Wen Shao leaned on the sofa and said something inarticulate.

"You think I want to talk?" Chongguang glared at him angrily, then kicked him again, "Then go back to sleep, and we'll talk about the rest tomorrow when we wake up."

However, Wen Shao didn't seem to hear him, and still said to himself, "I don't want to be cynical every time we meet, but I just can't control it... I can't accept the fact that I still love him, Chongguang, I can't accept it Such a self."

Chongguang knew that he just wanted to find someone to talk to today, so he drank with him and listened to him.

"I was sorry for him in that incident back then, but I was right...Song Wei was a criminal, what was wrong with me arresting him...My brother was beaten to death by the goddamn them...I don't want to love him anymore. Over the years, I told myself to forget him, but I only found out after meeting again, I still can't forget... I don't want to lose him just like that..."

"Am I pretty fucking useless?" Wen Shao finished his glass of wine with a wry smile, "He will never forgive me again, it's true that I used him, but I love him...it's true too... ..."

The author has something to say:

Believe me, this is just the beginning of the abuse of Wen Shao... As I said, I will not waver in the policy of abuse in this article.