my old lover

Zhongxuan's house is rented in an old, remote and small old-fashioned residential building. She has been in City B for more than a year. In fact, she hasn't changed places very much. Maybe it's because of the fledgling plot. She always thinks it's better here.

Today, because he wanted to see Qu Jiao, the clothes Zhongxuan was wearing were the cheap ones that he picked up at the grocery market for tens of dollars a few days ago.

But since Qu Jiao really let her live in her house, it showed that he wanted to take care of her, and these clothes would naturally be thrown away in the future.

Zhongxuan had some headaches, she decided to appear in front of Qu Jiao in such a way when her head got hot at the beginning, and now it is impossible to explain to Qu Jiao that she was just pretending to be pitiful, and wanted an excuse to return to her.

After all, in order to make the show as realistic as possible today, she really didn't bring any money...

Qu Jiao drove Zhongxuan back to his residence.The nature of Qu Jiao's job is to run errands, and it is convenient to have a car, and the car is not expensive. It is a million-dollar domestic SUV, which has a lot of space and can hold people.

Along the way, both of them were silent.

Qu Jiao was afraid of touching Zhongxuan's point, so he dared not start the conversation.What do you say?How have these years been?Obviously not very good!Where is your husband?That must be divided!What are your plans for the future?Forget it, would Zhongxuan think that she was driving her away in disguise?

Zhongxuan didn't know what to say... I must be pitiful and ridiculous in Qu Jiao's heart now, even if Qu Jiao really cared about the past and didn't care about her, his previous death behavior would be slapped in the face every minute, reminding himself Just a fool.

She was ashamed to speak just because of her once-death-going drive.

But after thinking about it, after all, he came with the purpose of reconciliation, and Qu Jiao was originally not very talkative.If no one speaks... When will this reconciliation be so good?

Now Zhongxuan also knows how to love others, it is not a problem to always lie to Qu Jiao in this way to live and eat for free at her house!The amount of work is huge, so hurry up and start construction!

"Qu Jiao, how have you been doing these past few years?" Leaving City C, deviated from the vision and plan of the past, and came to a strange city to start again, it must be very hard for you.

It's all my fault.

Qu Jiao glanced at Zhongxuan's expression, subconsciously I patted Zhongxuan's hand with the hand on the handle.

This is the action that Zhongxuan used to comfort her when she was unhappy, and it is also the most considerate and distressing gesture to her when she is uncomfortable.

Qu Jiao just did it subconsciously, and when she realized what she was doing and retracted her hand, she didn't dare to look at Zhongxuan's expression.

Time flies so fast, but old habits die hard.

But Zhongxuan grabbed the hand she wanted to withdraw, and began to quietly lower her head and pretend to count the palm prints on her hand.

So Qu Jiao had no choice but to switch the car to automatic transmission.

"Is it okay?...not too good, not too bad...it's just a video, I do it everywhere...now I just run more errands, the pressure is not as great as before...it's good ...It's pretty good..." I met new friends, got a new circle, but found that I still kept my old habits; I got a new house, bought a new car, but I still can't forget the old people.

Qu Jiao remembered again that Zhongxuan used to always say that she didn't like throwing things away, and she still had to keep things that were obviously useless.Qu Jiao just felt reluctant. After using it for so many years, he suddenly threw it away. He always felt guilty, as if he was sorry for someone.

Later, Zhongxuan saw that Qu Jiao was cleaning up, so she didn't talk about her after talking about her a few times, so let's keep it!Anyway, she didn't clean up.

Don't throw away the old things, but keep the ashes?

Don't forget the old lover, do you save the New Year's money when someone has a baby?

Zhongxuan asked again: "Is there still contact with your father?"

Qu Jiao was secretly surprised, why did Zhong Xuan suddenly mention this? "Well, it's okay, he gave birth to a child with my stepmother." But she never went back to see it, and her father blamed her a lot for this matter.

Qu Jiao didn't want to talk to him, for him, Qu Jiao already had nothing to say, he was benevolent and righteous, and he didn't want to take care of even a little superfluous matter.

"Give birth to a child? Boy or girl?" Zhong Xuan stopped the "fake action" of pretending to be bored and happily flying into the sky, and looked at Qu Jiao in surprise.

After all, Qu Jiao's father is 52, and his stepmother is also 50. This child is too hot, and he is born in a lower generation. The old man and the old lady are really too good.

Qu Jiao's expression was a little lonely, and he uttered the word "boy."

No wonder... Zhongxuan was speechless, at such an old age, the old man's obsession with wanting a boy still hasn't stopped!This is finally getting old, and he can't be happy to hold it on the tip of his heart, wishing that the whole world would revolve around him?

Qu Jiao's father changed three wives in total. The original wife was Qu Jiao's mother, who died of illness when Qu Jiao was 12 years old.The later one was a young man, ten years younger than Qu Jiao's father. He wanted to take Qu Jiao with him before he grew up. Qu Jiao couldn't live with them, so he simply lived in school.Fortunately, this young mother did not serve a long term, but she gave birth to a younger sister for Qu Jiao, and the child belonged to Qu Jiao's father when they divorced.

Now this stepmother met a few years ago, and for some reason, it ignited Qu Jiao's father's second spring, but this stepmother is also amazing.At this age, he really gave birth to a son for Lao Qu, but it made Lao Qu, who had never given birth to a son in his whole life, vent his anger.

Looking forward to his son, looking forward to his son who has been looking forward to his whole life, I hope he can really see his son grow up, get married and start a family... It can be regarded as the reward of his lifelong obsession.

After all... Zhongxuan sneered... There is an emperor in the family, and non-sons cannot inherit it.

Hearing Zhongxuan call her, Qu Jiao realized that at some point she had turned on the flashing lights and stopped by the side of the road... Sure enough, it is really a good habit to cherish one's life...

Qu Jiao's hand held Zhongxuan's hand tightly, and Zhongxuan's hand turned pale when pinched, but the fingers were all red and purple...

She sighed, after having someone to confide in, would it be easy for people to lose control of their emotions?Has the usual calmness and restraint been fed to the dog?Qu Jiao gently rubbed the belly of Zhongxuan's fingers one by one, secretly wondering what happened to Zhongxuan, she let herself hold it without resisting or pulling away...

How did Qu Jiao know... the current Zhongxuan, as long as Qu Jiao said, she would definitely do it, even if she was asked to take off her arm for Qu Jiao to play with, it would be okay to jump into the river to forgive her.

Since childhood, Zhongxuan watched Qu Jiao feel sad because of his father's paranoia and arbitrariness again and again. Old Qu had a bad temper, and he couldn't even talk about taking care of his wife and daughter. He was even a little cold. The first sentence is to dislike Qu Jiao for not being a boy.

Working in a public institution, the only child is strictly controlled, and Lao Qu dare not have a second child.

Therefore, Qu Jiao spent her childhood and even her teenage years being blamed time and time again for not being a boy. She couldn't figure out why her father didn't love her, but only loved "boys".She even thought that when she grows up, she must undergo sex reassignment surgery to become a boy.Only in this way can the father get his wish.

Qu Jiao's name was given by his mother, who always hoped that Qu Jiao would be like a bright moon, even if he could not shine as brightly as the sun, he would still make people feel the light in the dark night.Give yourself and others a firm and inclusive strength.

After his mother passed away, Qu Jiao has been fulfilling his mother's expectations, and gradually gave up the absurd idea of ​​sex reassignment surgery when he grew up.

After all, those lost times and my own childhood that I didn't get cared about have passed, and I can never make up for it.Looking forward to the love given by my father, it is better to find someone who loves me the most.

On the day Zhongxuan proposed to be together, Qu Jiao agreed without hesitation.Zhongxuan also secretly made up her mind to untie the knot that had tortured Qu Jiao for many years, to give Qu Jiao a flat, comfortable and warm home, to let Qu Jiao understand that there is really someone who will love her unconditionally, and to give Qu Jiao a time when she is not in use. Moments to please, a conservatory where you can relax and escape it all.

For this purpose, Zhongxuan even gave up the opportunity to study abroad at public expense.She regretted many things over the years, but she didn't regret this matter at all. She didn't want to leave Qu Jiao, and she didn't want Qu Jiao to return to the lonely boat that was floating.She wanted Qu Jiao to have a castle surrounded by thick walls built by herself.

After all, Qu Jiao is so eager to have a quiet place to accommodate his body and mind.

But later, she proved with facts that people are always greedy, and her suspicion and uneasiness ruined everything.The more you love the person, the more you can hurt the other person severely, and you will pull the knife fiercely, and the knife will hit the vital point.

Zhongxuan knew that she still had a chance, but Qu Jiao still couldn't help her.This time, even if Qu Jiao drives her away, forces her to leave.She would stick by her side like a rascal, and would build back the city walls that had been torn down by her own hands, brick by brick.

As long as Qu Jiao still loves her, one day, Qu Jiao will obediently return to this castle.

Since he made a mistake, Zhongxuan must make it up.

As long as Qu Jiao still has her in his heart, everything is not a problem.

In three years, Zhongxuan is not sure whether she can still support this relationship, but she will try her best to grow up quickly, and will never behave like a counselor in front of Qu Jiao as before, just want to He asked Qu Jiao for whatever he wanted.

After all, even if Qu Jiao loves her again, the favor should be mutual.

Zhong Xuan looked at Qu Jiao, and smiled easily, "Just now I saw you in a daze and didn't speak. You haven't held my hand for a long time, and I dare not take it out... After all, you are my benefactor now." Zhong Xuan He said that he was like a little mistress who was taken care of by Qu Jiao, and he swallowed his anger just to make the benefactor happy.

Qu Jiao blinked, how to answer this question? "I... am not your benefactor... No, I mean you don't have to put up with it... Zhongxuan, I..." I am still the same me, but you don't belong to me now, I can only be you friend.But even if you are really down and out, they will never treat you like that kind of unequal relationship.

How can you bear to treat someone you once loved like that.

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