Tracing Office

"Actually, we've known each other for many years, Ze."

"Your name used to be Jingze. We used to be brothers, but you are the proud son of heaven, and I am a waste who can't cultivate spiritual power. We never talked. Later, I saved you, and you saved me. We Became best friends." Mo Yun was almost incoherent, he didn't know what he was talking about: "Later, we quarreled and separated."

These past events between him and Jing Ze are the wounds that Mo Yun has rotted for thousands of years hidden under his calm appearance.He never showed it to anyone, including Obsidian, whom he later regarded as family.

Qin Youze listened quietly all the time. Although the speaker's expressive ability was so bad, his face was always calm, with a kind of wordless tolerance and consideration.

Looking at Qin Youze's expression, Mo Yun's heart gradually calmed down. He quietly traced Qin Youze's slender eyebrows and eyes, with unspeakable pain and sadness in his expression, and he almost confessed: "Later, you were plotted against for me. , the soul was shattered into thousands of pieces."

Until now, thousands of years have passed, Mo Yun still feels suffocated when he mentions the scene at that time.

Mo Yun took a step forward, couldn't help but knelt down in front of Qin Youze, grabbed the hem of his clothes, choked up and said, "I've been looking for you for thousands of years, and I thought you had disappeared completely. sorry Sorry."

He suddenly felt mean.

He once mercilessly rejected this person's sincerity.He also killed this person, and even almost caused this person to disappear from this world completely, without even a chance of reincarnation.

However, now that his heart is moved, he wants to be with this person openly.

Where did I have the face to do this?What's more, Jing Ze can't remember the past now.If he waited for him to recall his past, he might wish he had never met himself.

Mo Yun even felt that he was not qualified to kneel here and cry.If you really still have half of your backbone, you should kill yourself on the spot.

"Aze, I will make it up to you. I will give you back everything you deserve." Mo Yun tugged on Qin Youze's clothes, feeling his words were weak.

Qin Youze didn't have the slightest impression of these past events, whether they were happy or sad.Listening to Mo Yun's narration, he felt as if he was listening to someone else's story.

Qin Youze asked lightly: "How can you be sure that I am him?"

"I'm sure, I'm sure, you are him." Mo Yun said with certainty: "After you get wet on your back, a pattern of a kun will emerge, and only I can see it."

Qin Youze groped and held Mo Yun's hand, comforting him: "If I were really him, you don't have to blame yourself so much. He must have been willing to die for you back then, and he will never regret it now."

Mo Yun closed his eyes fiercely: "But I regret it very much. If I hadn't been too credulous at the beginning, you wouldn't have ended up where you are today. From a power that reaches all over the world, you have become a weak soul now. .”

Qin Youze said, "I may not be him. I remember a moment in the previous life, but I have no impression of everything you said."

Mo Yun clenched his hand tightly: "You were too traumatized at the time, so it's normal that you can't remember the past. When you recover from the injury, you will naturally remember it."

In Mo Yun's words, he was very sure that Qin Youze was that person, but Qin Youze felt even more confused.He can't remember those things, and he can't substitute the emotions in them.That person was a complete stranger to him, and he didn't want Mo Yun to regard him as that person.

Qin Youze lowered his eyes and said hesitantly, "Were you and him once lovers?"

"We are not." Mo Yun didn't notice that Qin Youze always used "he" to refer to Jingze, and he responded excitedly to the question in front of him: "But if you want, we can be now."

Qin Youze's heart gradually became cold.

He withdrew the hand that Mo Yun was holding, very hard, almost trembling: "I'm not him."

Mo Yun just felt inexplicable, he asked: "Aze, what's wrong with you?"

"Don't call me that." Qin Youze felt as if his fingertips were frozen cold, his voice became louder and louder, and finally he almost shouted: "Don't call me that. I'm not him, don't treat me as him!"

Although Qin Youze waved everyone away according to Mo Yun's words, the hidden guards didn't dare to really leave too far away, so they squatted on the tree in the yard, so as not to overhear the conversation between the two. Any big movement can arrive in time.

Hearing Qin Youze's shout, the dark guard couldn't stay in the tree, flew up a few times, broke the roof window, and several people fell into the house, surrounding Qin Youze and the two of them.

Seeing that Qin Youze was not injured, the leader of the hidden guard heaved a sigh of relief and knelt down: "Your Highness please punish me for trespassing."

Qin Youze barely maintained his demeanor, and said softly, "I'm going to sleep."

The dark guard immediately understood, stretched out his hand to Mo Yun and asked, "Your Highness is going to rest. Please leave."

Mo Yun didn't know what happened to Qin Youze. Seeing that Qin Youze's face was as pale as paper, he didn't want to provoke him any more, so he left as he said: "Aze, then I'll leave first, and I'll see you before dinner."

Qin Youze's complexion was really bad, and the leader of the secret guard looked at him worriedly: "Master, do you want me to invite the imperial physician to come and have a look?"

"No. Come down, all of you. I want to lie down by myself for a while."

The leader of the dark guards helped Qin Youze spread the quilt. Seeing that Qin Youze's fingertips seemed to be trembling, he stuffed a few more Tang Pozi into the bed.

Qin Youze lay in the quilt, and it took a while before he felt warm, as if the blood in his frozen limbs began to flow again.

He thought of his hysterical appearance to Mo Yun just now, and thought to himself, he must be very tired of me, almost like a jealous lunatic.

Obviously at the beginning, when he thought he liked Ji Changan, he could endure it without showing any flaws, thinking that as long as he was still by his side, no matter what the purpose was, it would be great if he could spend more time with him.Why now that he knows that the person he likes may be himself, why does he feel wronged, jealous and angry all at once?

Is this the legendary arrogance?

Qin Youze smiled wryly.

Maybe it's because he doesn't remember the picture of Xiao Yuqing getting along with Ji Changan, and in this life, Mo Yun has never shown his special preference for a certain person in front of him.However, from what Mo Yun said just now, he could tell that Mo Yun was real and liked that person named Jing Ze very much.

However, to Qin Youze, Jing Ze is just someone else.

Whether it's the life-and-death trust, the best friend, or the later sacrifice to save each other, the thousand-year search, and even the sweetness of "as long as you want, we can be now", all belong to Jing Ze and him, and have nothing to do with Qin Youze .

Everything is changing too fast.Qin Youze thought.It's like it's fake.