she is like a long river

"Smile, you see, you don't have a boyfriend, and I don't have a girlfriend, or should we work together?"

Cao Changping smiled and said a useless suggestion.

I shook my head and refused resolutely: "Forget it, if we are together, there will be a small quarrel for three days, a big quarrel for seven days, and the roof of the supermarket will be torn off."

Cao Changping laughed and patted my back.

But I didn't know that I didn't remember these words in my heart, and others heard them, but they remembered them in my heart.

At noon, I went home and took the sweet and sour pork ribs made by Master Mushang. When I returned to the store happily, I saw Wen He and Cao Changping standing together.

Cao Changping seemed to be teaching Wen He to check something, the two of them were very close, Wen He turned sideways, less than [-] centimeters away from Cao Changping's face, she smiled, revealing two shallow dimples.

Wen He is very beautiful, former colleagues said that she is like a fox demon, who can easily win other people's hearts.

Such a short distance made Cao Changping's face turn red all of a sudden. He swallowed, then bent slightly, and when he was about to move, my pocket was torn.

With a bang, the lunch box fell to the ground, and the sweet and sour pork ribs fell out, spilled on my feet, and splashed on my white shoes.

I don't know what expression I have, but it must be funny.

I could readily agree when Tan Gui said to break up, and then live my life without feeling sad at all, but what is this feeling like now?

Envy...or Jealousy?

Seeing Wen He and Cao Changping together, I couldn't be happy at all, and I couldn't calmly go up to say hello.

This kind of thought is despicable, but it is like a chain tightly strangling my heart, making me feel stuffy.

I pursed my lips, looked down at the ribs on the ground, and tried to keep my tone calm: "Sorry..."

After I finished speaking, I wanted to find a broom to clean it up, but Cao Changping moved faster than me. He picked up the broom and said "Come on" and went to sweep the floor.

I looked at his back, not knowing what to say.

"Why are you so flustered? Is it because of Cao Changping?"

Wen He didn't know when he stood by my side.

I turned to look at her.

Wen He is laughing.

When she smiled, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, like a crescent moon. I thought it was cute before, but now, her smile doesn't reach the bottom of the eyes, adding a coldness.

Wen He looked into my eyes and said jokingly, "Look, he doesn't like you that much, as long as I hook my finger at him, he will leave your side, just like Tan Gui, How can such a person be trusted?"

The last words seemed to tempt me to agree, her warm breath sprayed in my ears, but I was rarely sober, blinked and looked at her beautiful but not sincere smile.

Wen He is always smiling in front of me.

Even now, her eyes are cold, as if she doesn't care about anything, but in her heart, she is probably panicked.

She's always like this, careful to please.

Obviously looking forward to being able to bring the distance closer, but always using clumsy methods, which makes both of them very tired.

Why not just say it?

I looked up and looked into her eyes.

"Then Wen He, what if I'm with you?"

Wen He was taken aback for a moment, then looked away in a panic, smiled lightly, pinned the broken hair behind his ears, and asked back as if he didn't understand: "What are you talking about, we..."

Tan Gui said that I was a person who was too indifferent, but now I was overwhelmed by a moment of anger: "If you are with someone, then express it. If you don't say it, how will others know what you want?" ?”

It's over.

I regretted it after I finished speaking, because Wen He's complexion changed suddenly. She took a few steps back, took off the clerk's coat, ran out without looking at my outstretched Erkang hand.

Seeing her running out, Cao Changping looked blankly at me who shrank into a small ball in frustration, and scratched his head in confusion.

Wen He ran away and didn't come home.

For seven days after that day, I didn't see Wen He again.

Am I too aggressive?Or she thought I was playing tricks on her, so she was very angry...

No matter what, I still think it's time to meet her again.

When Wen He called, I was carrying a big suitcase up the stairs.

"You know it all, right." She said, as if chuckling lightly, "Xiaoxiao, do you think I'm mean now..."

Wen He's life is like a tragic TV series.

I obviously didn't blame her, but she hid herself and was very sad. I scratched my head a little irritably, knocked on the door, and said to the phone: "I have something to meet, I'm at your door, you open the door."

There was silence over there, and the door opened after a while, Wen He stood inside the door, looking at me in disbelief, it was the first time I saw such an expression, I smiled at her, and walked in with the suitcase.

Wen He walked in after me. She was wearing a black sweater today, but it made her skin fairer.

I walked into the living room and found that the room was all black and white, and it was a little depressing, which made my tone weaken a lot: "Wen He, did my words make you angry, then I apologize to you , It was true that I was wrong before, so don't be angry, if you don't express it, then I can express it..."

"Why..." Wen He murmured softly, her eyes were empty and confused, as if she was asking me and herself, "Why, why you came, don't you know everything?"

Send a proposition?

Poor me, a scumbag, I searched a circle of vocabulary in my mind and couldn't form any gorgeous sentences. I can only answer honestly: "I came because... because I want to see you."

I scratched my head, put down the suitcase, and walked in front of Wen He.

Her eyes were red, and tears were rolling in their sockets. She clearly showed a look of rushing people, but she still couldn't help crying.

"As long as I can see you, as long as I can look at you by your side, that's enough..." Wen He's tears rolled down from her eyes, she covered her face, her voice was stained with crying, with grievances that had no place to vent , "I obviously just thought that way..."

"You can be a little greedy, because I like you."

I reached out to wipe away her tears, looked at her red eyes from crying just now, saw her flustered because of my words, couldn't help but chuckled and softened my voice.

"I like you, I want to see you, I want to be with you, as long as I see you smile, I feel happy too, you see, our emotions are the same, so don't cry, okay?"

These words seemed to have a great deterrent effect, Wen He stopped crying, her eyes widened, she looked at me in disbelief, and she was holding on to the corner of her clothes tightly, but she didn't dare to move, as if This is just a dream, one will wake up accidentally.

I stretched out my arms towards her, and when she responded cautiously, I hugged her, and I finally had the feeling that the person in front of me was real.

"Wen He, happy 25th birthday."

I hugged her, put my chin on her shoulder, smelled the familiar faint fragrance, and whispered with a smile.

"I bought a present, I'll take a look at it when I get home."

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