First love is poisonous

Liu Ke has no idea what breakfast tastes like. His mind is now full of the box of books in the study.

"Not to your taste?"

The corner of his mouth was wiped, he came back to his senses, glanced at Dong Yi's retracted hand and a little soy milk on it, and then at the soy milk cup in his hand, his brain short-circuited for a moment, and suddenly asked, "Aren't you a clean freak?" ?”

Dong Yi put his fingers into his mouth to suck off the little soy milk, then calmly took out a tissue and wiped his fingers, then continued to drink the porridge, "I just like to be clean."

Liu Ke, who was repeatedly teased and teased all morning, held his breath silently, wondering why the person who had been using each other as nothing with him two days ago suddenly slept in his own bed, used his own kitchen, and drank I bought my own soy milk!I really dare not even dream of such an exciting plot!

"The dining table hasn't been wiped since I moved in."

Dong Yi paused when he scooped up the porridge.

"So is the range hood in the kitchen."

Dong Yi put down the spoon and looked at him silently.

Liu Ke boldly wiped away the little porridge left in the bowl, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, and pointed to the paper box, "The box was dropped on the ground last time and was bitten by the idiot for a while. After I picked it up, I forgot to replace the paper with a new one."

Dong Yi leaned back in the chair, folded his chest and squinted.

"And the apron you used." Liu Ke ignored his freeze shot and continued to babble, "I don't want the apron anymore, so I wiped the floor with it, and the bed sheet. Come down and wash."

"Finished?" Dong Yi leaned forward and put his elbows on the dining table, pointing to the poached eggs on the plate, "Eat."

Liu Ke picked up the fork and forked it fiercely, then stuffed the whole egg into his mouth without any appearance, his cheeks bulged, and his eyes were hanging to stimulate him.

"I wiped the dining table when you took a shower."

Liu Ke suddenly stopped chewing the egg and stared at him.

"I also wiped the range hood." Dong Yi took out another napkin to help him wipe the egg yolk from the corner of his mouth, and then threw the paper into the trash can by the dining table, "I also changed the paper in the tissue box, This one is softer and easier to use than the previous one. I’ll throw away the apron for you later, and I’ll wash the sheets. Also, you should eat eggs slowly so you don’t choke on them.”

Liu Ke rolled his eyes, and sure enough he choked.

Dong Yi got up and walked around behind him to pat him on the back, then fed him the half cup of soy milk he hadn't finished drinking, then bent over and kissed the corner of his mouth, whispering in his ear, "You It's more important than cleanliness, Xiao Ke, you look so cute when you deliberately piss me off, it makes me think..."

Chirp, the earlobe was bitten.

Liu Ke was shocked, and without thinking about it, he shook off the hand on his shoulder and stood up, ran to the study nearby, and slammed the door shut.

Dong Yi leaned on the dining table to watch him run away, his face was full of joy, "Very energetic, it seems that he is full."

Liu Ke walked around in the study, looking at the bookcase for a while, looking at the cardboard box for a while, and ran to touch the door behind the bookcase for a while. No one can tell the collapse of his heart.The door was closed, and he wanted to open it to see what 2603 looked like behind the door, but he stretched his hand halfway and then retracted it cowardly.This side is still his own territory, but that side is the devil's lair, he dare not move, cannot move, he must restrain himself.

It would be great if he knew how to penetrate the wall, but the current situation is not good, he wants to run.

"Xiao Ke."

He turned his head to look at the study door, shivering in the corner.Flow, hooligans are calling.

"Out for a walk with the dog."

Fuck!His dog son is still outside!unwise!

"Aren't you going?"

To go or not to go, that is the question.If you go, will you be taken advantage of by hooligans?What if Hanbao doesn't go?Hanbao is still so small, just reached the height of his ankles, and his fur is so cute, if the rogue sees his cuteness, he will be attracted to it...

"Then I'll go for a walk by myself, and I'll pick you up in half an hour, and we'll go for a run together."

"Wait!" He rushed over to open the door, bent down and picked up Han Bao who was squatting at Dong Yi's feet, trying to bite the collar on his neck, and rubbed it into the study, "Han Bao is still too small, so you don't need to walk it, you have to wait for it to grow It's a little older...it hasn't been vaccinated yet, and the dog certificate hasn't been issued, so what if it gets sick or gets caught when going out to play."

Dong Yi stretched out his long arm and grabbed him by the back collar, stuffed him into his arms and patted his back, "Xiao Ke, don't be afraid of me."

Liu Ke froze.

"Don't resist me, and don't try to drive me away, let's take our time, shall we?"

Liu Ke lowered his head and tightened his hands holding Han Bao.

"You can rely on me, I won't leave you this time."

The anxiety and panic that he used to search all over the campus but couldn't find anyone suddenly came out from the depths of his memory. He blinked vigorously, neither nodding nor shaking his head.Holding my arms is very warm, today's breakfast is delicious, it feels great to be cared for, and there is finally another person in the empty house where I have always been alone... Everything is perfect, like this The usual warm morning is the beautiful scenery that he has silently longed for for ten years.But... Can I trust it, can I indulge in it, can I really be happy if I stretch out my hand this time?

Emotionally eager to give an affirmative answer, but reason is wandering on the edge of the cliff, thinking over and over again whether it is an adventure or a broken body to take a step forward.He was really afraid that the reunion was already like a miracle, would he really be able to get a more perfect ending?

Everyone is a coward in the face of feelings, and the courage accumulated yesterday has long since disappeared in the few hours of wandering in the mall.

"I can't find you." He finally whispered, tearing off the lively disguise, revealing the soft inside, "You said you were waiting for me, I went back, but I couldn't find you. There is no parking space, the mall Not here...not in Yushanfang...I can't find you, just like back then."

Dong Yi raised his hand to hold the back of his head, and buried his face in his shoulder and neck, "...I'm sorry." He thought the other party was angry and ran home, and when he saw the report at that time...

"I know I can find out where you are just by making a phone call, but I dare not." He hesitated for a while, and finally complied with his desire to get close to this person, and gently rested his forehead on his shoulder, feeling Trembling uneasy because of this small compromise, "I'm afraid I'll hear the same shutdown prompt as before...Dong Yi, if you want to leave, can you say goodbye in advance, if you have given hope, can you not take it back easily...You still have to be with me... It’s the same as before, wanting what you want willfully, but have you ever thought about what price I have to pay to give you what you want.”

Dong Yi suffocated, and finally a trace of belated pain appeared in his heart.

In ten years, in the emotional world, he was still as naive as a teenager, but the other party had been wandering for too long.

Walking the dog didn't work out, and the morning jogging naturally went to waste.

Dong Yi stood behind the community fountain and watched Liu Ke and Uncle Qian disappear at the gate, and walked towards the parking lot covered in frost.After finishing the work in the studio as quickly as possible, he returned home and watched the housekeepers move the furniture back and forth and slowly restore the house to its former appearance. Finally, the housekeeper tried to demolish the room between 2601 and 2603. Make a sound when the soft partition is closed.

"Don't move that door, keep it."

The housekeeper wiped the sweat from his forehead, and was a little puzzled, "But this is also the place where the soft partition was installed at the beginning. If it is not removed, the study will be divided into two, and it will be very inconvenient for you to enter and exit."

"It's nothing inconvenient, keep it, keep all the partitions between 2601 and 2603, just restore 2603 and 2602 to their original state." Dong Yi said, walked to the cardboard box next to the bookcase, and carefully picked up the computer on top , touched the draft paper, and added, "Go back after packing up, don't enter 2601, this is Xiaoke's home."

Housekeeping took a look at the study room that used to be the lounge, and nodded, "Okay then, I'll ask the invited master not to move here."

At three o'clock in the afternoon, the housekeeper finished his salary and left.Dong Yi returned to the study room of 2601, rolled up his sleeves and moved the big bookcase to the wall, looked back at the cardboard box, opened the door and went back to 2603.

In the circle of friends, Uncle Qian posted a picture of eating at Yushanfang. He touched Liu Ke's hand in the corner of the photo, and the corner of his mouth slightly curled up.The dishes on the table are almost empty, it seems that Xiao Ke is eating well.

——But have you ever thought about what price I have to pay to give you what you want.

The corners of his raised mouth were slowly flattened, he took out the old bookmark in his pocket, and lay down on the table.

cost……

The short-haired boy with dust on his face turned around twice, and said angrily, "Dong Xiaoyi, you are different from me, you still have a bright future, how can you learn from me and skip class, go back quickly!"

The silent tall and thin boy stood stubbornly, persistently raising his hands to help him wipe off the dust on his face.

"Dong Yi!" The short-haired boy waved his hand away, the anxiety and concern on his face was so distressing, "I won't be with you, you go back! Go back! Don't follow me anymore, go back!"

"You go back, and I will go back."

The short-haired boy stared at him, then suddenly turned his face and squatted down, his voice choked with sobs, "I want to go back too...but I need money, I don't have time to grow up slowly, I don't have time, grandpa is old, I want to raise him."

"I'll give you money, you go back with me, and I'll take care of Grandpa."

The short-haired boy looked up at him, his eyes flushed, "Dong Yi, what do you use for support, and what part of the money you spend is earned by yourself. If you like me, I must like you too, but what should I do?" Yes, it’s wrong to like you, I still have grandpa...he is sick and needs to take medicine, and I can’t bear the stimulation, I still have grandpa...you have time to study hard, why don’t you read it, when I was admitted I also want to read it carefully, but what can I do...why am I so useless..."

The boy's suppressed cries echoed in the alley, and the young Dong Yi stood there helplessly, hurriedly took out the wallet from his pocket, thought for a while and took off the phone and the jade pendant on his neck, All stuffed into the boy's arms, "Don't cry, I can make money by myself, I will give you all, I will give you all, don't cry."

"You still don't understand." The short-haired boy held his wallet and cried more and more embarrassingly, "Dong Yi, you still don't understand. I can't afford what you want, I really can't afford it."

——My grandpa died. He came to me in a hurry after knowing that I was gay. When crossing the road, he didn't see the traffic lights clearly, so he left me completely with a bang.

Memories of the past and the present intertwined in his mind, and Liu Ke's youthful appearance flashed before his eyes. He sat up straight suddenly, then slowly leaned back in the chair, holding the bookmark tightly.

The price, something that cannot be given...

"But you gave it in the end." He put down the bookmark, turned on his phone and looked at Liu Ke's hand in the corner of the photo, his eyes slowly stained with pain, "But you gave it in the end..." He gave everything back then. I don't understand, I only know that Dong Yi, who is blindly asking, gave everything without reservation.

Dong Yi, you once owned such a precious thing, but lost it in the long river of time without cherishing it, you are really a bastard.

Ding dong, a text message popped up suddenly, with a photo underneath.

Kuching: Boss, the photo of the proprietress feeding the dog in the park suddenly became a hot search on Weibo. The name of the signature is "Qingshui Liunian", but isn't the proprietress's Internet ID called "Zhouyi is a lie"?

Dong Yi's eyes were fixed, he picked up his mobile phone and clicked on the message to read it carefully, and then quickly clicked on Weibo to open the trending search.

#公园feeding the stray dog’s handsome brother to marry me#, #清水流年最新私光#, #流气控解色色问题#, #万百打奖，just for the anchor’s true appearance#…

He quickly skipped over all kinds of labeled topics, and his eyes fell on the photo below.

Short hair, black thick cotton clothes, a park bench, squatting on the lap is Hanbao, holding a can of dog food in his hand, and a familiar shopping bag beside him... Xiao Ke is right.There were several photos, and he quickly clicked on the rest.

The appearance of knocking over the canned dog, the appearance of leaning on the back of the chair with eyes covered, the appearance of being lost in thought, the appearance of hesitating with the mobile phone, the appearance of running out with the kennel and shopping bags after seeing something...

The photo was taken very clearly. Dong Yi looked at the back of Liu Ke running away in the photo, and clenched his phone tightly.It turns out that Xiaoke is in a place I can't see, and it looks so sad... Dong Yi, calling you a bastard is taking advantage of you.