I also know that my mind is not very clear now, and I want to talk about it when I wake up from the wine. Song Zhiyan hugged this in his arms for a while and it has softened into spring water. With the glasses of wine in front of him, I don't know if I should drink more, and let him get drunk even more.

But after all, I still think about it this way, if the matter is not completely resolved, what's the use of deceiving oneself and others?

Seeing that Zhang Jinxiao was still frowning for a while, with a serious attitude waiting for his reply, Song Zhiyan couldn't help but smile, "Okay, okay, we'll talk when you wake up. Now Are you still uncomfortable, do you want to drink some honey water?"

After hearing his promise, Zhang Jinxiao dissipated the sudden burst of momentum just now, and leaned his head on Song Zhiyan's shoulder obediently, and shook his head, "Don't drink... a stomach full of water, I feel uncomfortable .”

It was probably because the night was still a little cold, or maybe it was the smell of alcohol that made him bow his head and cough several times. Song Zhiyan hugged him tighter, put his clothes on him, and put Zhang Jinxiao's hat on him. Take it, and then ask the waiter to check out.

"Sir, is there anything I can do for you?"

The waiter asked politely, Song Zhiyan shook his head, and took him out with half help and half support. He just walked out of the store door, but he did the same trick again, but he appeared at home in the next second.But it was not the original small apartment, but the villa that Song Zhiyan planned to give to Zhang Jinxiao on his birthday.

The heater and lights were turned on, Song Zhiyan carefully put Zhang Jinxiao on the sofa, and while holding him a hat and scarf with his face on, he looked at Zhang Jinxiao's current state.

"Xiao Xiao, be good, brother will take you to take a bath?"

Song Zhiyan smiled and took advantage of the words. Seeing that he was still stable, he went to the bathroom to put bath water for him. When he came back, he saw that the guy who should have fallen asleep opened his eyes , was looking at this place in a daze, with a half restless and half vigilant expression, hugging the pillow in his arms tightly, until he saw him come out, then he silently relaxed his body, and even his eyelids drooped back again.

So cute, it is simply a treasure in the world.

Song Zhiyan flirted with Zhang Jinxiao like this for a while, and then he did what he should do and took him to the bathroom.

Because he was still worried that the matter would not be resolved, and he was afraid that he would catch a cold and feel bad, so Song Zhiyan's hands and feet were nimble, and his movements were quick to wash people for nothing.And Zhang Jinxiao is also very obedient, if you want to raise your hand, you can raise your hand, if you want to turn around, you can turn around.

By the time everything was done, it was past midnight.Song Zhiyan dried her hair, put on a bathrobe, and lay down on the bed, surrounded by the sound of Zhang Jinxiao's shallow breathing. All of a sudden, her heart, which had been tense for a month, and her spirit, which had been restless for a month, felt relieved at such a moment. Alleviated, there is a kind of completeness of physical and mental pleasure.

However, he is considered complete, but Zhang Jinxiao is not. Now that he touched the pillow, he lost the drowsiness just now. Maybe it was because of the alcohol, or maybe it was because of this strange environment, although he felt a little dizzy , but it is not so easy to fall asleep, eyes wide open, suddenly and absent-minded, it took a long time to press the center of his eyebrows and asked.

"What is this place? Is it where you live this month?"

"Home, our home. I planned to give it to you on your birthday a month ago, but I was kicked out by you. I was homeless, so I had to live in first."

Hearing his answer, Zhang Jinxiao was stunned for a moment, and then let out a sullen "Oh", obviously remembering the special day.

Song Zhiyan felt distressed seeing him now, put his hand on his forehead, and touched his soft hair after he found no signs of fever. He stacked up the pillow and sat up a little, "Why, sleep here Are you not used to it? I originally wanted to show you here first... But if you are not used to it, we will go back?"

However, his proposal was still rejected by Zhang Jinxiao, "No, I don't want to move."

Zhang Jinxiao was silent for a while, and then asked himself, "Is this your former house?"

"No, it's a newly built one. It's been half a year since the fastest construction. The security here is very good, so you don't have to worry about anything else." Song Zhiyan said, "The more important thing is that the house is bigger and there is more space. , if you like, you can raise more flowers and plants. You can play around with the garden in the back. There are also small pets. It’s fine if you don’t like to walk around like the leader of the group. If you want to raise some lively ones someday Ordering is not a problem."

"But it's not good to have a big house. It's too lonely when you're alone..." Zhang Jinxiao paused, then turned his head to look at him, "Do you feel lonely?"

"Yes." Song Zhiyan moved his fingertips, but still responded softly. He squinted his eyes, slightly carrying some memories and self-mockery, "When people live for a long time, they always feel more empty and boring..."

Although Zhang Jinxiao didn't say anything, but a pair of extremely pure black pupils looked at him, obviously listening seriously.But the more he was like this, Song Zhiyan felt dull thinking about those things that were there.

This is of course, how can a person who has finally come to the Jiangnan water town and seen the beauty of it, be willing to recall the time when he suffered from lack of water in the desert?

What's more, it's still facing a little drunk...

Zhang Jinxiao, who was drunk, was obviously honest and obedient, what was it, what was it, Song Zhiyan rolled his eyes, he didn't want to hypnotize him by talking about his boring experiences at such a rare time, so he licked his lips, With a hint of temptation, he opened his mouth to Zhang Jinxiao who knew nothing.

"You've already asked me a lot of questions, now... shouldn't it be time for me to ask you too? A Xiao, you have to come and go?"

Zhang Jinxiao thought about it following his logic, and felt that there was no problem, so he nodded naturally, "Ask."

"do you like me?"

"……like."

"Then what do you like about me?"

"..."

That night, they seemed to talk a lot in a daze, and they didn't seem to talk about anything special. In short, it was just a few words, and you followed each other. Most of them were true and false questions and multiple choice questions. At some point, Zhang Jinxiao's voice became softer and his answers became more and more vague, until his eyes were completely closed, and he fell asleep with his side on the pillow.

Then, Zhang Jinxiao, who was completely sober today, fell into complete silence while lying on the bed.

Song Zhiyan is not in the room now. Looking at the time, he probably went out to make breakfast. Zhang Jinxiao sat on the bed for a while. For some reason, he obviously forgot everything after waking up. forget.

There may be people Song Zhiyan likes to hear in the conversation, and there may be people Song Zhiyan doesn't like to hear, but Zhang Jinxiao doesn't want to care about it at all.I don't know where I left the clothes after drinking yesterday, but even if I found them, I probably wouldn't be able to wear them. Zhang Jinxiao pursed his lips and got up from the bed and walked to the front of the closet, intending to find a few clothes to make do with, but Opening the cabinet made him startled for a moment.

There are obviously two people's clothes in it. There are suits "couple clothes" with a size difference, and two styles of everyday casual clothes with obvious differences in style. A bunch of them are often worn by Song Zhiyan in dark colors. There are a bunch of light-colored, casual and homely clothes according to Zhang Jinxiao's dressing preferences.

The hand holding the cupboard trembled slightly, Zhang Jinxiao took a deep breath in embarrassment, not daring to look any further, and only chose a set of ordinary and common styles from it.The light gray sweater is particularly soft to wear, I don't know what kind of texture it is, and the black leggings fit well, as if it was tailor-made.

Zhang Jinxiao couldn't tell what he was thinking when he was getting dressed, so he quickly tidied himself up, hurriedly wiped his face in the bathroom, and went outside.

The whole villa actually occupies a large area and is not built high, but every part has been carefully designed, even an ordinary staircase is extremely creatively designed, as if floating out of thin air, It is romantic but not cumbersome. Just standing on the second floor, you can see the design of the entire villa. It is simple, yet beautiful and natural.

Such a large house type can almost be said to be empty, but it is the ingenious placement of vines everywhere, and the generous and beautiful creative pool has become the finishing touch, making the whole house a kind of spiritual enjoyment .

But Zhang Jinxiao didn't pay any attention to what the environment was like now, he simply pursed his lips and came down the stairs without raising his eyes.

At this moment, Song Zhiyan came out of the kitchen next to him with a bowl of fried eggs. Seeing him hurrying along, he called out in surprise, "Ah Xiao?"

But there was no answer to this call, Song Zhiyan frowned, seeing that he still wanted to leave anxiously between his brows, and ignored the fried egg in his hand, he went up and grabbed his arm.

"A Xiao? What are you doing?"

It was unnatural for Zhang Jinxiao to be grabbed by him, but it was hard to dodge when he was already in front of him, so he nodded, "I caused you trouble last night."

"Why are you talking like that again? Didn't you have a good time last night?"

Song Zhiyan took a deep breath, pulled Zhang Jinxiao to the front of the table with one hand, and then put down the fried egg.In addition to fried eggs, toast and other things on the table are also ready. Obviously, this is another very rich breakfast, but it seems that the people invited by the host to enjoy it are not very appreciative.

"Ah Xiao, is there something we can talk about? You are not as honest as you were when you were drunk. Do you really have to let me get you drunk?"

As Song Zhiyan said, he couldn't help but sighed unconsciously, but looking at the guy in front of him who was stubbornly silent with downcast eyes, he still couldn't help sighing, "But you still said you liked me when you were drunk yesterday... Are you still angry with me? I really sincerely admit my mistake to you, and I can tell you whatever you want to know. Or do you have anything else to say? We can be open and honest, why bother?"

"...not angry, but pure and unacceptable." Looking at Song Zhiyan, Zhang Jinxiao smiled dimly, "It is because he has transformed into a 'Superman', that he should have more of a 'Superman'. 'The social circle. The distance between us is too far and too big. This month, I often wonder, are we... really people from the same world?"

"Yesterday you asked me if I liked you... In fact, even now I can tell you that I like you. But so what, the distance you gave me is too far away, like a ray of light, I can only see it forever, but I can't touch it. I don't know what is your truth and what is your falsehood."

Moths flying into the flames, Zhang Jinxiao has done enough for this matter, but it is because of this that he doesn't want to try to be like duckweed.

"I still like you, I love you, but in the current situation, I really have no way to deceive myself any longer."

After Zhang Jinxiao finished speaking, he firmly pushed away Song Zhiyan and walked out alone, leaving only Song Zhiyan standing in front of the table with a face full of astonishment.I don't know how long it took, until even the soy milk in the cup was cold, Song Zhiyan sighed lowly.

But unexpectedly, there was not much loss and sadness in his voice, but he looked at the table full of food with a little smile, as if feeling something.

"But isn't the most important thing in a relationship to be happy with each other? Since you said you love me, how can it be easy to let go... In fact, it's not bad if the problem is exposed, at least you don't have to hold back after that heart."

Zhang Jinxiao's sense of insecurity, his sense of unreality to himself, was only because of this incident that it really accumulated to a critical point, which made this sore in his heart break out completely.But it doesn't matter, the problem can only be solved when it is exposed, what he wants is never superficial peace.

Song Zhiyan lowered his head and took a sip of the soy milk in the cup. Although it was already slightly cold, the mellow and sweet soy milk made him smile with satisfaction.

If this is Zhang Jinxiao's unilateral breakup, then that's okay, just let him pursue it again.This time, he will bring more sincerity and sincerity until Zhang Jinxiao is completely satisfied.

Unlike the irritability and bewilderment a month ago, Song Dada, who had found the problem and the goal, snapped his fingers with full confidence and certainty.

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