The dirtiest male protagonist in history [Quick Transmigration]

Bathed in the twilight of the morning, the sleepy young man suddenly frowned, and the smile on the corner of his mouth dissipated like ripples, returning to the stagnant water that should have been, almost dull.Gu Wen woke up from the bed, finally uttered the words that had been in his mouth for a long time, "It's the second time...Damn it!"

The burnout from overuse of the body hit him, and he dragged his exhausted body to check carefully up and down in front of the mirror. He was unscathed, and his ugly face faded a bit.

Gu Wen felt that Master Xuan in Zhihai was sleepy and rested, so he went to class first with agitated emotions, but after a day passed, he did not find a chance to settle accounts with Teacher Xuan.The next day, day after day, day after day, for three consecutive days, Gu Wen got up tired and found Shi Xuan sleeping in the Sea of ​​Consciousness. Only then did he guess what Shi Xuan must be busy with without telling him?

So, this morning, Gu Wen found that the slightly damp night dew seemed to be the shoes that had just come back from the outside, and the restlessness that he had endured and endured finally broke through the ground, and Shi Xuan was forced to wake up.

The man in the mirror rubbed his sleepy eyes, and the words uttered from Gu Wen's throat carried a tiredness dragging at the end of the voice, but he still didn't forget his concern, "What's wrong? Did something happen?"

"What have you been doing lately?"

Being stared at by Gu Wen, even if it was just an illusion in the mirror, Shi Xuan's scalp felt a little numb.Since the last time he was forcibly tortured for Gu Wen, this boring stone has been tempered into a cold iron blade, looming sharp.Feeling the weight of his gaze that seemed to have substance, this was exactly the opportunity that Shi Xuan had been waiting for for Gu Wen for a few days. He smiled slightly in his heart, but there was a troubled expression on his face, "...I have something to go out."

"Go for what?"

"Find Cai Ji'an."

Gu Wen's face darkened, "What do you have to do with him that you need to 'every day', 'every night' and 'stay away all night'?"

The accent revealed Gu Wen's inner grievance.

There was silence for a few seconds, and the two inside and outside the mirror looked at each other silently.

"Gu Wen..." The young man in the mirror suppressed his smile, and his expression was rare and serious, "I don't think the law gives you the right to interrogate me."

The teenagers persuaded them step by step.

"Although we share a body, we are more intimate than ordinary people. I also long to be one with you and share with each other, but this is only spiritual. In the final analysis, we are independent, with different thoughts, personalities, and preferences. Soon In the future, we will inevitably have more and more differences. You are sensitive to numbers, like science, and may work in finance in the future, but I have no interest in these, and I prefer literature."

Just as Gu Wen opened his lips, the young man interrupted, "Don't say you have to give in for me. If you give in this time, what about next time? Sooner or later, we will yearn for a different life. Instead of being accommodating at that time, it is better to be alone from the beginning. Play two roles, help each other, have their own lives, and make friends with different people."

Every word and every word of Master Xuan made Gu Wen feel panic and unhappiness that he couldn't catch anything because he couldn't get up and down, and the most unpleasant ingredient among them was——

"The person you want to make friends with is Cai Ji'an?"

"Your ability to grasp key points is really..." The boy in the mirror rubbed his forehead, "Are you jealous? Dominance?"

Gu Wen seemed to be stopped by the question.

The boy in the mirror took advantage of the victory and pursued.

"Like a toy item was snatched?"

"No." The youth that Gu Wen cherished and respected was not an item with a clearly marked price.

"Like parents prefer younger sister?"

"No." When Gu Wen was young, he used to have emotions close to relying on begging for mercy, but now that he is a teenager, it is no longer as simple as a safe haven.

"Like close friends getting closer to other people?"

"No." Gu Wen is not interested in making friends, even if he did, how could he be enough to be compared with a teenager?

"It can't be... like a husband who found out his wife was having an affair?" The boy in the mirror smiled teasingly and said it casually.

Gu Wen was stunned!

Shi Xuan looked at Gu Wen, Zhang Zhang and He, who were still unable to refute their emotions, glanced at the time, "You should go to school."

Watching Gu Wen leave stiffly with his hands and feet, Shi Xuan shrank back to the sea of ​​consciousness, guessing in his heart that he would add another fire.

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Gu Wen maintained a confused brain, ended the day in a trance, returned to the house at night, sat on the bed for a long time and did not want to fall asleep.

As long as he thinks that when he falls asleep, Shixuan will go out to meet Cai Ji'an late at night, the depression circling in his chest will make his heart feel oppressed and uncomfortable, and he can hardly breathe.Except in times of crisis, Shi Xuan is not willing to forcibly control his body.If possible, Gu Wen would like to trap Shixuan in his body all night to prevent him from running around, but he has been restless all day, and now he is mentally exhausted, so he really wants to close his eyes and fall asleep.

Gu Wen persisted until the early morning with perseverance, but his eyelids still closed slowly.

The next morning, Gu Wen got up and felt tired again after using it. He went to the shoe rack to check, and sure enough, he found another pair of sneakers that were damp and used outside just this morning.

boom--!

Gu Wen slammed his shoes against the wall, with almost no expression on his face, his anxiety was unspeakable!

What needs to go out with Cai Ji'an overnight?Gu Wen really wants to believe that Shi Xuan has something important to do, but besides eating, drinking and having fun, what can that idiot do to help Shi Xuan?Gu Wen thought for a moment that when he first came to Gu's house, Shi Xuan kissed Cai Ji'an instead of him. From other people's accounts, Shi Xuan seemed to be a master of sensuality. Gu Wen touched his lips, and when he thought of something, his face was extremely gloomy. He hurried into the bathroom and stripped off all his clothes.

No trace of anything suspicious.

Gu Wen looked at himself reflected in the mirror, his eyes were dark, like two will-o'-the-wisps burning.

Gu Wen buried his head under the faucet, the rushing water gradually cooled the steaming heat in his mind, the fog in his heart seemed to be illuminated by the flame of jealousy, and for a moment, he seemed to be enlightened.

He raised his head again, and looked at the mirror through the water curtain that kept dripping from his forehead.

I don't know if it's because his mentality is completely different, his eyes slid across the naked skin reflected in the mirror, he paused slightly, and there was a weird feeling that he couldn't help his eyes wandering.

Gu Wen looked down at his shriveled body, took a bath every day, and knew where there were moles and where there were scars. Let alone interest, taking a battle bath for ten minutes in a hurry was like performing a task mechanically.Gu Wen touched his chest, dry as if wiping the table with a rag, without any thoughts floating.

But when he turned his gaze back to the isometric mirror again.

Maybe it's the mirror reflection?The original dark yellow complexion showed a lustrous luster in the mirror, with a kind of clear jade quality, but with the beautification of the complexion, the well-proportioned figure that was often suppressed by the rough skin quality stood out.His eyes wandered away inch by inch, which felt a bit offensive. Gu Wen knew that at this moment, he had separated the image in the mirror from himself. He imagined that Shi Xuan was standing naked in front of him. , it made him jealous.

Almost profane, his eyes lingered on this body, imagining the expression of another person hidden under this skin.

Thinking about it, he laughed at himself, and bitterness came out of his throat.

His absurd desire for the illusory personality of his twin brother is not only immoral, but also crazy, ridiculous!

He actually longed for Master Xuan from his heart... Even though he couldn't even walk side by side in the afternoon, he longed to touch him, brush his hair, kiss his panting lips, and let him change under the palm of his hand. Feel flustered and paralyzed, body and mind combined.

How ridiculous!

How ridiculous! ! !

This kind of ridiculousness made Gu Wen almost cry, almost desperate, unwilling and angry!ha!As the most intimate relationship in the world, no one cherishes Shi Xuan more than him, but even the frivolous Cai Ji'an can easily touch the field, but Gu Wen has no way to enter it, so far away.

……

Shi Xuan was awakened by Gu Wen's uncontrollable feelings of bumping around like pinballs. Through Gu Wen's eyes, he saw the tense face of the young boy in the mirror who suppressed his emotions, and wiped his face with a towel expressionlessly.

Shi Xuan lowered his eyes, feeling a little distressed.

At night, when Gu Wen fell asleep, Shi Xuan, accompanied by Cai Ji'an, rushed to a psychiatrist for a night diagnosis.

After a few days, the doctors were chatting with the teacher Xuan, so as to shorten the relationship between doctors and patients.Generally, doctors will cure multiple personality disorders by encouraging personality to break through the internal communication of the diaphragm, meet personality needs, and integrate personality.But because Gu Changji was extremely disapproving of the unification of dual personalities, and let that sub-personality contaminate his son, the doctor who was proficient in hypnosis was specially recruited, but he chose iron-blooded and ruthless treatment methods.

The two chatted and laughed for a while, and the doctor thought that the relationship between the two had become so slack that he could take advantage of it, and began to dig deeper with verbal traps step by step.

Until the key is asked, "Your main and secondary personalities..."

Shi Xuan smiled slightly, "The main character is me, Gu Wen. The other one with anti-social personality is called Shi Xuan."

In a blink of an eye, the doctor's report was delivered to Gu Changji's desk.It turned out that the dull, silent and dangerous personality who hated him had also given himself a name, Shixuan. He chewed on the name and made a report together, feeling a little worried about this doctor.This man got into a lawsuit for over-manipulating the will of others because he was too conceited-or relied on hypnosis to treat mental illness.Gu Changji didn't want him to show off and show off his ability to play tricks on his son's mind.

"Let him sign the certificate of life and death. If he succeeds, he will get enough wealth to spend his whole life. If something goes wrong, let him take his own life to my son!" Gu Changji said, "This time only If you succeed, you must not fail, you must completely obliterate that sub-personality called Shi Xuan!"

The doctor needs to conduct undisturbed treatment for a week in a fully enclosed space, so Gu Changji looked for a place to make preparations.

At the same time, Shi Xuan observed Gu Wen's mood changes, and the negative emotions he accumulated with Cai Ji'an's night-to-night interactions were already the calm before the storm. Looking at the young man's bulging face, in such a short period of time, he took Gu Wen pressed too hard, but he didn't allow himself to soften his heart, and continued to tease Gu Wen's nerve that was about to break.Until, he looked at the young man like a trapped animal that was forced into a desperate situation in the dark, and finally found a way to survive the desperate situation.

In front of the mirror, Gu Wen imitated Shi Xuan's expression and way of speaking over and over until he formed a reflex instinct.

Shi Xuan watched as Gu Wen pretended to be himself, went on a date with Cai Ji’an, and talked and laughed in the restaurant. At first, the boy’s figure was a little stiff, but he could smile like a fake while putting on disgust with all his heart. There has been progress.Shi Xuan saw his trick to separate himself from Cai Ji'an, and applauded Gu Wen's intelligence in his heart, but he didn't expose it. When Gu Wen gradually became more familiar with him, and his expression was natural, Shi Xuan took advantage of Gu Wen's time to go to the bathroom, and replaced him. he.

Shi Xuan came out imitating Gu Wen's dull expression, and saw Cai Ji'an's cold face.The young Xianli seemed completely unaware that Shi Xuan and Gu Wen were pretending to be each other, and looked away with faint disgust.

At this level, it seems that Gu Changji can be fooled.While thinking about it, Shi Xuan lowered his eyes and drank his coffee. He faintly noticed that his eyes were on him, and looked up.

Cai Ji'an was stunned, and before he could put it away, he moved away in a panic, took a sip of his drink, and stared back with a disgusted expression.Shi Xuan was puzzled and didn't care.

Saying goodbye to Cai Ji’an, Shi Xuan turned out of the coffee shop, turned his head after crossing the highway, and saw the beautiful young man hadn’t left yet, so he stood at the door of the coffee shop and watched him from a distance. It was only a little bit clear when I saw things, but scattered shadows piled up on the young man's face. Even if Shi Xuan could see it, it was difficult to distinguish his expression bathed in shadows.

Dinner time.

Shi Xuan, with a silent and dull expression like Gu Wen, heard Gu Changji tell him that he would take a week off from school and take him to a sea island to inspect the environment next week.Shi Xuan understood that this island was the chosen place for hypnosis, and Gu Changji's reason for preparing it to prevent surprises made the mother and daughter of Lu Shiyun, who didn't know it, look very ugly.

Shi Xuan once told Gu Changji that the dark and dreary sub-personality is the main anti-client, occupying the time of the day, he is more likely to be dispatched at night, so he has always been out at night, but to destroy the dark personality must be treated in the morning, so Gu Changji said: " We will leave at seven o'clock tomorrow morning, don't remember wrongly."

Shi Xuanwei nodded blankly.

Back in the house, Shi Xuan walked to the full-length mirror in the bathroom and made room for Gu Wen.

Gu Wen opened his eyes, and realized that Shi Xuan had known his tricks when he came back from the restaurant, and his body froze.Thinking of the last time when he just asked Shixuan's whereabouts and was drawn out, he felt a little sad for a moment, fixed his eyes on the young man who was looking at him with his chin in the mirror, and waited for him to make trouble.

"Do you think I'm going to be angry?" Shi Xuan glanced at the nervousness in his eyes and smiled, "This time it's different... I think you should have thought it through deeply, instead of just venting for no reason Emotions are aimed at eliminating potential... rivals? So, uh, do you like me?"

Shi Xuan thought of Gu Wen acting stiffly in the cafe, and chuckled softly.

The indifference between the brows made Gu Wen feel glaring, as if the self who was tossing and turning on the bed so seriously that his brain would explode but racked his brains was a bit ridiculous!It seems ridiculous that I am trying my best to play tricks for fear of losing him!It seems that those careful planning are ridiculous!It's ridiculous to feel uneasy about being disgusted if he doesn't accept it!In vain, a sharp emotion arose, Gu Wen suddenly got into trouble, and punched the mirror with his fist!

Crash—the mirror shattered from the corner of the boy's mouth where he smiled!

Shi Xuan suppressed his smile.

Gu Wen said calmly, "I like you, is it that funny?"

The boy in the mirror was torn apart, and Gu Wen seemed to have a mouth full of broken glass.unspeakable trouble.Gu Wen raised his eyes, his gaze was lingering.

"I said——I like you is not funny! Because I like you, I hate you to be close to Cai Ji'an or anyone else. I hate it so much that I want to tear up all the people who are in the eyes, until there is no one around you to rely on except me. Just because I like you, I will use all the means I can think of, including one day, I will use it on you! Just because I like you, I will become greedy, ugly and dirty, I will think Bind you in my body, imprisoned you, violated you in imagination!"

Gu Wen's gloomy face was like a piece of red-hot iron, crimson and distorted, as if all the boiling blood was rushing here, "This is not funny! This kind of emotion will make me dangerous, and no matter how hard I try, there will be no way to The cross-domain gap, so I will be anxious, driven crazy by anxiety, maybe one day, I will become a person who doesn't even know myself, maybe one day I can't bear it anymore, and I will start to hurt you involuntarily... "

"There won't be that day."

Shi Xuan smiled slightly.Gu Wen's hands suddenly lost control, he raised his hands, and held his face. This scene was a bit weird, countless teenagers were reflected in the fragments of the mirror, and he opened his lips and said softly, "I didn't underestimate your feelings, because I know, You'll like me, just as naturally as I like you."

Gu Wen, who was at the palm of his hand, spoke for a while, and spontaneous joy burst out of his eyes, but his disbelief and habitual forbearance made his face even more tense.

The uncontrollable hand patted Gu Wen's shoulder, then hung down and returned to normal.

"Come on, wash up first."

"Lie down on the bed."

"Close your eyes."

Gu Wen didn't know what Shi Xuan was going to do, he ordered one action and acted obediently.

Silent night.

His eyelids were covered, his field of vision was dark, and his consciousness seemed to be drawn, which was very close to the feeling of driving his consciousness to harass Shixuan in the sea.Consciousness moved forward in the dark, for a long time, the traction stopped, and he waited blankly in place, unable to see anything, blurred in all directions.

After waiting for a long time, there seemed to be something approaching in the darkness. Although there was no sound of footsteps, his premonition seemed to be real, and his heart beat faster and faster—very suddenly!Something stopped in front of him!Then, that thing leaned forward and moved closer, as if the heat of breathing was close at hand, which made Gu Wen's consciousness tense, a little nervous, and had a premonition that something was going to happen.

In the next second, something that could be called a kiss landed on Gu Wen's lips.

"Master...~Xuan...~" Gu Wen called out the name with a trembling voice, couldn't help reaching out to hug something, and as expected hugged something, responding to him, the ball of consciousness hooked his neck and whispered in his ear What, there was no sound, but the meaning was conveyed to Gu Wen's mind, with a teasing smile, "What did you say about me in your imagination? Just talking?"

Indescribable emotions enveloped Gu Wen like a violent storm. He never thought that he could touch Shi Xuan face to face like this.Gu Wen tightened his arms, as if he wanted to embed this mass of consciousness into his blood, and murmured again in a trembling voice, "Master...~Xuan...~"

After a beautiful night, Shi Xuan squeezed Gu Wen to the point of exhaustion, his whole body was weak and unable to support his skin, so he felt relieved to face his silent face and boarded the boat.

Take two and a half hours to reach the island.

The security personnel and the doctor who had already been in place greeted him. Gu Changji handed Gu Wen, who was depressed and staring at his feet, to the doctor, explaining that this is the life assistant who will manage his three meals and exercise in the next few days. Seeing the boy walk over obediently , ignorant and ignorant, do not know what is going to happen.It was rare for Gu Changji to stare at the young man for a long time, and when he looked at the lifeless look that he hated in the past, he felt a little pleasing to the eye again.Gu Changji excused that he still had work to leave, and asked Gu Wen to go around the island first, relax for a few days, and then come back to accompany him, and those security guards would protect his safety.

Cai Ji'an was left to accompany the boy, just like those security guards, watching him to prevent him from escaping.

When Gu Changji left, he looked at the young man standing behind him who was getting smaller and smaller and couldn't see his expression clearly. For some reason, he felt uneasy, as if there was some fog covering his eyes.

Shi Xuan put down his luggage, took a short rest, and followed the doctor to the treatment room called the exercise room, followed by Cai Ji'an.

The doctor opened the door and went in, Shi Xuan was about to follow, a hand stretched out from behind grabbed Shi Xuan's wrist, tightly, as if to crush the bones, as if he was afraid that he would disappear as soon as he let go.

Shi Xuan looked back, slightly stunned!

He had never seen Cai Ji'an's expression like this before. He was so serious that he tried his best to feed his mother. Those tense and trembling muscles were stretched hard, as if his expression would stop if he relaxed a little. In his slightly red eyes His eyes flickered, and he was about to cry.At this moment, for the first time, Shi Xuan sincerely felt that young people look very good, not the good-looking ones with flowers on the surface, but the good-looking ones that can finally touch people's hearts from the inside out.

Seeing that no one followed, the doctor looked back in surprise, Cai Ji'an hurriedly lowered his head to cover the expression on his face.

Shi Xuan heard him hoarse, intermittent, and his voice was almost inaudible, "...I have lived in chaos for more than [-] years, and I have never thought that I was smart, because I am too stupid to know people clearly. , if someone is deceiving me, I can't see it... But there is also a kind of accident... Eyes can deceive people, but feelings can't... If there is such a person in this world who can make my heart beat as fast as broken……"

Shi Xuan's gaze sharpened, and he was about to stop him from saying anything unnecessary.

Cai Ji'an choked on the sobs that rushed into his throat, and Shi Xuan was amused by the stupid coughing.Cai Ji'an coughed so much that his shoulders shrugged and shook slightly, but he didn't let go of Shi Xuan's hand.

"you……"

"I want to finish." Cai Ji'an regained his strength, not because he couldn't feel the pain in the boy's eyes from scratching his body, and his mouth was bitter.

Shi Xuan couldn't see his expression, it was pitiful to see him drooping his head, so he didn't say anything.

"...I admit, I'm stupid. I have one bag. I'm so stupid that I don't know how to fight for what I want. I'm so stupid that I can never hold any secrets. However, I found that I still have one thing to say. The advantages of this... It turns out that I am quite good at acting. I should be an actor rather than a policeman. With my face, I won't end up begging for food under other people's buttocks all day long..."

There was sticky sweat on the grasped wrist, Shi Xuan raised his other hand and touched Cai Ji'an's head.

Cai Ji'an trembled all over, "I want to try a play now, can you help me see if I am suitable to be an actor."

Shi Xuan didn't speak, Cai Ji'an continued.

"If one day, I want to say goodbye to him, what I want to say is not love or love, because I know very well that he will only think of me when he needs someone to take the blame... But I have cheated so many girls, I deserve it once, I don’t blame him... I want to tell him that when he came to me that night, I thought about it, as long as he smiled at me, even if I committed suicide or killed him myself, I would will do..."

Cai Ji'an raised his head, with snot and tears, he had been crying silently like a cat, his handsome face was too horrible to look at.

"The play...how, how?"

Shi Xuan Yu Guangsao saw the doctor getting more and more impatient, and broke away from Cai Ji'an's hand, "The play is very precious."

Cai Ji'an's pupils trembled, and the excitement, joy and sadness hadn't formed yet, and Shi Xuan had the next sentence: "But I'm an ordinary person, and I can't appreciate things that are too elegant. You should find someone who can appreciate them."

Shi Xuan turned to leave, but Cai Ji'an's lips trembled and he called to stop him.

"You still owe me something."

Shi Xuan looked back, "What?"

"My girlfriend's kiss."

Shi Xuan flatly refused, "No."

Cai Ji'an was completely broken, gloomy and lost. How could there be such a hard-hearted person in this world, who refused to comfort him even for the last time, and said unwillingly, "Why?"

Shi Xuan smiled slightly.

This expression made Cai Ji'an think about it for half his life. Then, the young man who made the deepest mark in his life bent his eyes like a sly fox, and said jokingly, "I'm afraid I really have to do it, and you will never forget it in the future." Wouldn't it be a sin if you didn't leave me?"

……

Cai Ji'an waited outside the treatment room for a week, with doctors coming and going, but Shi Xuan was never seen.A week later, Gu Changji came to check the results, and saw that the clothes were wrinkled, the bearded face was unshaven, and the distraught young man who hadn't washed in a long time smelled sour looked up.Gu Changji has never seen a cousin who pays attention to appearance and spends half of his monthly money on a beauty salon, so he kicked him in disgust.

"How's the situation?"

Before Cai Ji'an could speak, there was a sudden loud noise in the treatment room. Immediately afterwards, he saw the doctor push the door out while covering his cut face. Forgot that Gu Changji was stunned for a moment. After being questioned again, he replied, "Successful, the sub-personality Shi Xuan has completely disappeared..."