There is always a corpse that suits your taste

"You want me to reincarnate? Afraid of me?"

Cheng Yi didn't speak.

"Why are you afraid of me?" The hand moved to Cheng Yi's chest, "Just because my heart is no longer beating?"

Cheng Yi waved his hand and stood up abruptly, the computer chair behind him made a harsh "creak" sound due to his movements.

"Don't touch me," he said.

Then he seemed to be talking to himself, "It's too cold."

Cheng Yi walked from the bedroom to the bathroom, Shi Yanqing followed behind him.

"Do you know the spirit behind it?" Shi Yanqing asked.

Cheng Yi took the time to glance at him when he turned around to get the towel, "Who are you?"

Shi Yanqing smiled with the corners of his mouth bent, but there was no warmth in his smile, "I'm not." He paused, and then said: "I came to look for you at that time, but you were never there. I want to see you one last time before I die, you I'll give up if I'm not here. Now I've found you."

Cheng Yi wrung out the towel and hung it back. "has no meaning?"

"I just want to know that answer."

"The answer was given to you four years ago. Please excuse me."

Cheng Yi returned to the bedroom, opened the closet and began to change clothes.

"Cheng Yi."

There was a pause in the movement of the hands.

Shi Yanqing walked up to Cheng Yi, as he did before, put one arm around his neck and the other around his waist, and pressed him into his arms, Shi Yanqing said: "Your hands are shaking all the time, Cheng Yi Ah, you have learned to lie."

"People change."

"I've been waiting for you. It's raining. I'm worried that you forgot to bring your umbrella. You didn't come until the end. I came to look for you the next day, but I couldn't find you. I also came on the third day."

"All good things come to an end."

"I don't want to leave, Cheng Yi, I don't want to leave."

Cheng Yi leaned on Shi Yanqing's shoulder, his eyes were bloodshot, and big tears rolled down. He bit his lower lip tightly, holding back his sobs, but with a choked sound, he easily betrayed his emotions , he said: "You said...you can stay together if you don't leave, why are you still so naive."

Shi Yanqing hooked his lover's finger, and held it in front of the two of them, "I've pulled the hook."

Cheng Yi covered his face, withdrew his fingers, and withdrew from Shi Yanqing's embrace, "It's all fake."

The moment he turned around, Shi Yanqing held his hand coldly, as if reminding him of the gap that could no longer be crossed between them.

That is the distance between life and death.

Shi Yanqing said: "One has come true, I will drive you in a bus, drive on the highway, no one will stop waving..."

"You go." With a hoarse voice, Cheng Yi stubbornly broke away from Shi Yanqing's hand.

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The summer of 2012 was very hot, the sun shone brightly on the ground, and there were waves of scalding heat waves. Standing outside was like standing in a big steamer.Cheng Yi wiped the sweat off his face with the hem of his T-shirt, and ran back to the dormitory again, frightened by the temperature outside.

Shi Yanqing's dormitory has an air conditioner, and Cheng Yi stands under the air conditioner to blow air.

"It's so hot, I feel like I'm going to get heatstroke within a few minutes of being outside."

Shi Yanqing came over and kissed Cheng Yi on the forehead, and hugged him to enjoy the cool breeze together. "Be patient, you can go home after the last exam."

"That's right." Cheng Yi smiled, and went to the desk to pack the admission ticket and stationery.

Shi Yanqing stopped Cheng Yi a moment before he went out, "Cheng Yi."

Cheng Yi turned around while twisting the doorknob, "What's wrong?"

"You know the clover near the school, right? I'll wait for you at clover after the exam."

Although Cheng Yi was a little puzzled, he still said that he would go on time.

The door slowly closed between the two of them. The two teenagers inside and outside the door, one embarked on the future journey with great ambition, and the other was full of joy and anticipation.

What neither of them knew was that this was the last time they would see each other for years to come.

Living in endlessly, goodbye is already separated by yin and yang.

At one o'clock in the afternoon, Cheng Yi came out of the examination room and squeezed through the school gate full of parents. He walked to the opposite road to call his parents.The call was connected almost as soon as it was dialed.

Before Cheng Yi could speak, Cheng's mother's voice came from the other end of the phone. She deliberately suppressed her anxious tone and concealed her ease. She said, "The exam is over? The dinner is almost ready. When will you be home?" ? Do you want your dad to pick you up?"

"Well, the exam is over," Cheng Yi paused, thinking of what Shi Yanqing said before, wondering what Shi Yanqing asked him to do there?He was thinking a little bit erratically, and he didn't know what he thought of, and his face was a little bit blush. "I may not be able to go back until later. Before I get home, you and Dad will have dinner first."

The other side was silent for a long time before carefully asking: "Cheng Yi, did you not do well in the exam?"

"It's okay if you don't do well in the exam, we can just take the exam again."

Cheng Yi said dumbfoundingly: "I didn't do well in the exam, I just got someone looking for me."

"Well, Mom... I have something to tell you."

Mother Cheng obviously breathed a sigh of relief, and said angrily, "What's wrong again?"

"No trouble..." Cheng Yi unconsciously kneaded a small piece of fabric on the clothes with his fingers repeatedly, "Mom, can I fall in love? I'm already 18 years old, so it's not considered puppy love."

"That's your own business, I don't care."

"Oh."

There was another silence, and the people on both ends of the phone were digesting what the other party said.

"Is she from your school? Or is she in the same class? What's her personality like? Okay? If you don't plan to separate in the future, you can take her home for dinner sometime."

Cheng Yi covered his face, he was afraid that the expression on his face like a foolish smile would be seen, "He had dinner at our house last time, he was my classmate with a sprained ankle, don't you like him very much?" What. That's him."

The young man was full of joy, and couldn't help but share this matter with the person he trusted the most before going to the appointment with his sweetheart.

I hope that my love can be affirmed by the other party.

Cheng Yi didn't wait for Cheng's mother's words. After finishing speaking, he only heard a loud snap, and then Cheng's father called Cheng's mother's name in a panic.

Cheng Yi's mind buzzed, what happened?

The reaction of the body is always faster than that of the brain. Before Cheng Yi could figure it out, he had already turned around and ran on the way home.

Ignoring the surprised eyes of passers-by on the road, Cheng Yi ran back desperately, and there seemed to be a voice in his ear saying, "Hurry up, hurry up, if you slow down, it will be too late."

What's too late?

Cheng Yi didn't know.

At this moment, he only knew that he wanted to go home early, and his parents were still waiting for him to go back to eat. He wanted to go back and tell them that he probably got a good grade in the exam, and he would be angry if he could not say that he was not serious about his studies.

When he passed the gate of the community, the gatekeeper, Uncle Chen, said something loudly behind him, and he only vaguely heard "your mother" and "sickness".The sense of fear in his heart continued to grow, Cheng Yi ran forward tirelessly, and finally exhausted, tripped over the stairs under his feet, his legs gave way, and he fell on the stairs.

The heart in his chest was beating violently, Cheng Yi's ears were filled with the beating of the heart, and the buzzing in his head, he swallowed the sweet smell in his throat, got up and continued to walk up.

The tenth floor is not high, Cheng Yi finished walking quickly, he stood at the door for a while and dared not go in.

The people in the house seemed to be in a hurry when they went out, and they didn't even close the door.

The soup in the kitchen had boiled and was gurgling, and some soup came out, hissing from the fire.

Cheng Yi went over to turn off the fire, and muttered, "Papa must have cooked the soup, and he forgot to turn off the fire."

Cheng Yi walked around the room, and finally fell headfirst on the sofa in the living room.

The clock on the wall was ticking.

Cheng Yi didn't know how long he had been lying on the sofa until the phone in his trousers pocket rang. He blinked blankly, took out the phone, and connected the call with his stiff fingers.

The female voice on the phone spoke the cruelest words to Cheng Yi in a gentle voice.

"... There was a car accident. You are relatives of the two injured. The injured are now receiving first aid in our hospital. The condition of the injury is getting worse and may be life-threatening at any time. Please go to the city hospital as soon as possible..."