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After Yu let go, He Xi cleaned up the whole house.

He helped up the vase that Yu Fang knocked over when he put him on the table and kissed him, put away the white and stained carpet that flowed out of his body when Yu Fang pressed him down and inserted him, and leaned on crutches to embrace the two warmly all the way. He picked up the chairs that were knocked down during the kiss, and went to the bathroom for a long time. He wiped off the lewd white semen on the floor-to-ceiling mirror, then turned around and flushed the bathtub many times, and then continued Pick up all the toiletries and skin care products knocked down by the sink.

In He Xi's apartment, he cleaned up everything from the living room, kitchen, bathroom, bedroom, and even the balcony.

When he sat down on the sofa panting, the lewd, promiscuous, and pornographic atmosphere surrounding the whole house dissipated. With his eyes closed and his head leaning against the back of the sofa, He Xi took a long breath, feeling Still rippling, I always feel that there is still Yu Fang's seductive smell in the air, as if he hasn't left yet.

He Xi closed his eyes and smiled recklessly.

For several days, Yu Fang came to He Xi's house directly after work. The two sat and ate together with a smile on their faces. Sometimes He Xi rushed over to interrupt the meal and kissed for a while. The two of them were out of breath before turning back to eat , the life at night is even more abundant.

He Xi was also exhausted from tossing and tossing these days. After Yu Fang went to work, he slept alone in the room for almost a day. It was not like before, and he had to dangle in the room even if his legs were inconvenient.

At noon, He Xi was falling asleep drowsily when his cell phone rang, and he opened his eyes sleepily to look at the phone, his eyes were instantly clear.

"Shushan?" He Xi sat up from the bed, leaned on the back of the bed, and randomly scratched the messy chicken coop. If his fans saw his sloppy appearance, I don't know if they would regret it. intestines.

"Haven't gotten up yet?" Li Shushan heard his drowsiness and chuckled lightly.

Embarrassed, He Xi changed his position to hold the phone, and babbled nonsense: "I got up early, and I have nothing to do at home, so I'll take another lunch break."

"Yeah." Li Shushan didn't bother him too much, and said directly, "Do you have time to come out this afternoon?"

He Xi was taken aback by the way she spoke in a serious manner, and his smile was a little bit less, and he hummed softly.

At around three o'clock in the afternoon, He Xi's car was parked on a street that was not busy, and people in twos and threes passed by the car. At this time, most people were busy with work, and besides, in the winter afternoon, everyone was not keen on playing on the street. , the cold wind blew by, and it always seemed a bit lonely and deserted.

He Xi asked Xiao Zhou to pick him up early, it was still early, and Li Shushan hadn't arrived yet, so he lowered the window and took a deep puff of cigarette against the window.

During the period when he and Yu Fang just separated, he was particularly keen on smoking. He always felt that he was smoking cigarettes every day in a daze. In the hazy mist, there were no people or ghosts, and his somewhat suppressed pain would be released.Later, the work became more and more busy, considering his image and voice, he gradually sucked less.

Since living in the hospital after breaking his leg, He Xi has never smoked in front of Yu Fang, and occasionally smoked a few times when he returned to Linshi, and when he was with Yu Fang some time ago, he never smoked again.Yu Fang has always been strict with himself. Except for work, he rarely smokes in front of him. He doesn't want the smell of nicotine to spoil the atmosphere when they kiss, so he consciously restrains himself.

But now sitting by the car, looking at the big characters "Marriage Registration Office of the Civil Affairs Bureau" at the serious gate, He Xi still couldn't help asking Xiao Zhou for a cigarette, in order to temporarily relax.

When he and Shushan first met, they could be regarded as casual acquaintances. Occasionally, they met and chatted a few times, and they felt that the two were quite compatible, and they got in touch with each other more.

During the days when he and Yu Fang just separated, he really had a very bad time. Words such as adultery, betrayal, deceit, abandonment, anger, pain and so on surrounded him negatively every day. that beam of light.

During that time, Shushan took care of her all the time. When he couldn't even take care of himself, it was Shushan who came to cook for him every day. When you are struggling, your body is thin, your face is pale and it is still difficult to swallow, you will not really starve to death.

He still remembers the few days when his mental state was extremely poor, he vomited whatever he ate, physically and mentally resisted the desire to live, Shushan guarded him for a long time, unremittingly cooking, feeding, and vomiting Meal, cook again, repeating again and again, I don’t know when it will be a head, he really wants to give up, the psychiatrist does not know how many times, he just can’t get rid of the betrayal injury brought to him by Li Duxun and the injury brought by Yu Fang. Walking out of despair and loneliness, Yu Fang even despises him. He can't survive the days, nights, months and years by himself...

However, Li Shushan accompanied him on a hunger strike. If he didn't eat for a day, Shushan would not eat for a day. When he could drink some soup, Shushan would follow him.

For a whole week, that beautiful and proud woman, that graceful and attractive woman, was just like him, skinny, sallow and emaciated, and the most ruthless was the mental torture and devastation, so that this one only remembered to be kind to him. A woman who has almost lost her due pride.

He Xi suddenly felt that if he couldn't live, he should let this woman live, but he could only let himself live first.

So even if he just eats liquid food, when he thinks that he will never see Yu Fang again in this life and even suffers from his hatred, if he can't swallow anything, he has to cover his mouth tightly, at least not to let him spit it out. In this way, that woman, You can follow the mouthful of food.

During those days, under such physical, mental and self-torture oppression, he forced himself to cheer up.

Later, from liquid food to a little food and then to normal meals, the woman stayed with him for more than half a year.

Shushan, when he stood desperately under the tall building and stretched his feet down, she held his hand and pulled it back. She said, if you want to jump, I will jump down before you.

He knew that Shushan was gay, so he thought that this would be his best brother, and he would not want to die even if he lived on for her in the future.

During the time when Shushan's girlfriend disappeared, he watched her go crazy and confused for another person, followed by her father's forced marriage. Shushan had no choice. The dream of being a doctor cannot be guarded.

So, when Shushan proposed to marry him, he agreed without hesitation.

He thought about Yu Fang's reaction when he found out that he was married, ridiculed, resented, resented, blamed, determined, and really never looked back at him.

But he could only agree. At that time, Shushan's father had been locked at home for more than a week. She still wanted to find her lover. He had to agree. That woman was so kind to him. However, in the eyes of others, Lang has a concubine and a beautiful marriage.

Two homosexuals, the same lover left, the same helpless, the same despair.

When the actor's grand wedding scene was spread all over the streets and alleys through the media, the two of them just hugged each other and licked each other's wounds.

He may have thought that if he and Yu Fang really had no chance and Shushan couldn't find her lover, they would live together for the rest of their lives.

But now he is sitting in the car, waiting for the book to arrive, waiting for the divorce.

Even though it was Shushan who initiated the divorce, he knew that the woman was still doing her best, and she had her pride. He Xi could see clearly that when she gradually looked at him over the years, her gaze changed, but she could do nothing. explain.

He took another puff of cigarettes, recalling the years he and Shushan had spent together, making him stand at the gate of divorce, feeling more and more guilty.

Although the time was agreed upon, Shushan also arrived early.

For half a month, goodbye, the two of them were speechless.

Li Shushan watched him for a long time, then sighed and laughed: "Unexpectedly, we have been married for six years."

He Xi nodded, time was like a play, and the sudden sense of vicissitudes made his voice a little lower: "Yes, no one thought of it." The expedient measure at that time, the two thought it might only be a few months , and even thought about it for a lifetime. Now it seems that six years is neither short nor long.

The two looked at each other and smiled, Shushan raised her head and said, "Okay, let's go in first, if you have anything to say, we'll talk about it after we're done."

The process of making up your mind may be difficult, but the real time to go through the formalities is efficient and fast, far less tormented than she thought. When the divorce certificate was issued to the two of them, Li Shushan couldn't help trembling when he took it, and felt hesitant .

After completing the formalities, the two went to "Old Flavor", a restaurant with a very sensual decoration. The modern decoration is simple and elegant, and there is a sense of nostalgia of the old generation on the dining table or small accessories. The dishes are unique and taste very good. Well, the two of them used to eat here often, but now that they come here again, the feeling is different.

In the private room, after Shushan finished ordering, He Xi added a few more dishes and the soup that Shushan especially liked, before handing the menu to the waiter.

"You are still so considerate." Li Shushan smiled knowingly.

He Xi said: "We have eaten together for so many years, it would be a sin if we don't know your taste."

Li Shushan nodded, but did not speak.

For a meal, both of them ate in silence. Although He Xi felt that even if there was a loss of marriage, Shushan was still the woman she cared about and his best friend, but he knew that Shushan didn't want to be with her anymore. He has had too many contacts.

When he got married, he thought that the two of them would love each other in the same disease and would be a relationship of eternal support, but who would have thought that the relationship would have changed when they divorced.And he also clearly understood that he could not keep her.

"Shushan, thank you." He Xi said.

For so many years of help, he has always seen very clearly that his gratitude to her is far more than just trying to speak calmly, but when the banquet is over, he still wants to express his most sincere feelings.

Shushan, thank you, without you I would not be where I am now.

Li Shu was stunned for a moment, nodded and raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and said, "I don't really like you saying that, but it seems that I can only accept your thanks, and then say, you're welcome."

Li Shushan's smile was bitter, and it was difficult to calm down when looking at He Xi.

She didn't want to get this sentence after so many years of hard work, but it seemed that no matter what she did, this was the best way to end the scene.

The atmosphere in the room became cold again. When the two of them were silent, He Xi's cell phone rang, and the sudden sound was like a sharp axe, smashing the cold stones on the ground. To Shushan's ears, it was painful. very.

"Sorry." He Xi saw the caller ID clearly, and went out to answer the phone apologetically.

"Hello." He Xi stood in the corridor, leaning against the wall weakly.

"It's me." Yu Fang's sexy voice came to his ears, like fluff rubbing against his ears, the itching was unbearable, and his heart was so dry.

"Aren't you at home?" Yu Fang heard something wrong with his voice and asked.

"No, I'm having dinner with Shushan."

Yu Fang: "..."

There was silence.

When He Xi was being weird, Yu Fangcai said: "When will it end, is there any activity?"

"Can there be any activities?" He Xi said indifferently, "I have inconvenient legs, so I will go home after a meal."

"Hmm." Yu Fang hummed lightly.

"..." He Xi always felt that there was a sudden joy over there, and it was really hard to understand Fushun Yu Fang who touched his hair.

"I'll pick you up later, you'll wait for me over there."

"Well, I'll pass on the address to you." He Xi sent another text message to Xiao Zhou after sending it, saying that there is no need to wait for him.

Turning around and entering the box, Li Shushan looked at him jokingly while drinking tea.

"Sorry." He Xi coughed in embarrassment.

"Yu Fang? Chagang?" Li Shushan looked at him amusedly.

"He dares, just pick me up after get off work."

"Really?" Li Shushan had a look of disbelief.

"Of course." He Xi said with wide-eyed eyes, feeling guilty for a while.

"Yeah." Li Shushan nodded, "He Xi sees you so happy, I'm very happy for you."

Only after seeing He Xi's withering and sluggishness in those days, can he know how worthy of crying is his unconsciously happy appearance now.

"Shushan," He Xi said solemnly, "I want to see you happy, and you will."

He didn't know if Shushan was still waiting for that woman, but he really hoped that she could wait for the one who really loved her.

Not long after Shushan left, Yu Fang came.

He Xi stood at the door of the hotel, watching the man open the car door from a distance, and walking towards him calmly step by step, he waited for his loved one.The shattered yellow light behind him is the shadow of the past time.

From then on, he and Yu Fang will only get closer and closer, until this man stands in front of him, looking at him tenderly and dotingly.

"Why are you smirking?" Yu Fang raised his eyebrows and asked with a little disgust.

He Xi: "..."

Oh shit!

Yu Fang, can you still get better?

The atmosphere was destroyed instantly, and the warmth dropped sharply.

What the hell is gentleness, and what is pampering, He Xi curled his lips, as expected, it was someone else who didn't take the stupid medicine, and spent too much time thinking about it.

Sitting in the car, He Xi felt that the emotions of the people around him were not quite right.

He Xi said, "What's wrong?"

Yu Fang turned the car around expressionlessly, drove on the right road, and said indifferently: "Why did you think of going out to eat?" When he was away, He Xi always ordered takeaway.

"Shu Shan asked me out, so she came out." He Xi explained honestly and simply.

"You..." Yu Fang didn't know how to ask, that woman was still He Xi's wife, and her existence was like a stick in her throat.

"Ok?"

Yu Fang was not polite, and asked one after another: "When did you come out? Have you been eating for a long time? Why are you talking so happily?"

If it weren't for the restraint of the legs in the car, Yu Fang felt that the boy might be able to walk with a jump, and his excitement was all on his face.

"Please stop the car." He Xi said.

"Huh?" Yu Fang looked at him suspiciously, and parked his car methodically by the side of the road.

As soon as the car stopped, He Xi unbuckled his seat belt, threw himself on him, and hugged his neck with a smirk.

"I'm dizzy from the sour smell, come and kiss me for a while."