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A phone call made He Shiyu full of vitality, and he dragged Xiao Zhou to play games all night, and they both fell down at six o'clock in the morning.

It was dawn, the sun was shining on their buttocks, and the two of them were still lying on the bed snoring like dead pigs.

When Yu Fang came in, this was what he saw.

The warm and warm sunshine shines on He Xi's fair and handsome face, and her soft sleeping face is peaceful and beautiful, just like a picture of a drunken beauty in an ancient painting, but unfortunately, when the picture moves, it is another kind of madness.

Yu Fang shook his head helplessly.

Xiao Zhou slept lightly, and sat up as soon as he heard the sound, and looked at Yu Fang who walked in with the sound of footsteps in surprise.

Yu Fang glanced at him, signaling to be quiet.

Xiao Zhou nodded and got up to wash up.

Yu Fang put the snacks on the table, sat on the chair beside the bed, quietly read while waiting for He Xi to wake up.

It was after ten o'clock that He Xi woke up in the glare of the sun. The familiar sweet smell awakened his taste buds. He immediately opened his sleepy eyes and sat up suddenly, like a zombie who suddenly cheated.

"When did you come back?" He Xi looked at the person beside the bed in surprise.

Yu Fang smiled, looked at his messy hair and said, "It seems that you have had a good time during the three days I was away."

"That's it." He Xi glanced at Xiao Zhou who pushed the door with a guilty conscience and said, "You're not here, no one cares about my food, drink and merrymaking. I don't know how free I am."

"Well, is that so?" Yu Fang picked up the dessert on the table and showed him, "Someone called me yesterday, I thought it was because someone missed me."

Seeing the things in his hands clearly, He Xi's eyes lit up, he completely ignored his words, and his heart beat faster.

No wonder he could smell a sweet smell in the air as soon as he woke up. Without looking at the logo on the bag, he could tell it was his favorite dessert shop.

Haidao desserts, during the years when the two were in Linshi, although life was not rich at first, Yu Fang had to bring him a dessert when he came home from work. A three-year-old child seems to be soaked in a fragrant jar of desserts all day long, unable to crawl out.

He reacted completely subconsciously, just like the actions he repeated over and over again in those years, he came up to Yu when he was off work, grabbed the dessert bag, hugged his neck, and kissed him.

He Xi took the bag of snacks that confuse him and was so familiar with the sweetness in his heart, he pulled Yu Fang's arm along the way, bent down and grabbed his neck, and kissed it.

"Yu Fang, you are so kind." He Xi pecked his lips lightly, his bright smile was dazzling under the warm sun.

He Xi smiled like a flower and looked at Yu Fang, just like before.

Yu Fang was silent and let him wrap his arms around his neck, looking directly at him quietly, his gaze was like a sharp knife, He Xi, who was smirking, gradually came to his senses, smoothed the corners of his raised mouth little by little, until he was at a loss, still There was an imperceptible look of sadness in his eyes, and he slowly realized that it was already six years later, and they had already broken up.

For a moment, he was at a loss as to why he and Yu Fang broke up.

Yu Fang looked at his warm and familiar lips, also silently.

A kiss completely broke the peace of the two, like a bomb thrown into the water, causing ripples.

In the eyes of the two people looking at each other, there seems to be a storm that is turning, and it will turn upside down at any moment, stirring up a disaster.

"Snapped!"

A loud noise startled the two people who looked at each other silently, and they looked sideways to the right in tacit understanding.

"Ah, no, I'm sorry..." Xiao Zhou picked up the crutch that had been knocked down, and said in a dull voice, "Go on, go on, I have to leave beforehand."

The two looked at Xiao Zhou who disappeared like the wind, and they were speechless for a moment.

After a while, it was He Xi who spoke first.

"Then, what..." He Xi held the bag nervously, blushing and said, "I, I am..."

Subconsciously?got used to?Where is love?

God, what the hell is he supposed to say? He really forgot everything, just imagined getting the dessert and giving him a thank you kiss like so many times before.

"Forget it, you don't need to explain." After Yu Fang stepped back, he said indifferently: "I'll fetch water for you to wash, don't eat first."

"Oh, yes, yes." He Xi went down the donkey along the slope.

All morning, He Xi sat quietly on the bed, not daring to do anything wrong again.

The weird atmosphere lasted all morning, and finally in the afternoon, Yu Fang broke the silence of the ward.

Yu Fang said: "Didn't you get out of bed for a walk in the past two days? Why are you still lying on the bed?"

"Of course I'm leaving!" When it was mentioned, He Xi said, "I can come and go freely in the ward, let you see."

He Xi took the crutches and walked around the room a few times.

"How is it?" He asked for praise.

"Well, you're recovering pretty well." Yu Fang showed great face for the first time, "It can be seen that you are very anxious to be discharged from the hospital."

He Xi was silent, nodding in agreement.

The faster his leg heals, the sooner he can enter the group to fulfill his wish, which is indeed what he is looking forward to.However, there are still six days before being discharged from the hospital, and there are only six days left. After they are discharged from the hospital, they probably will never see each other again.

The current calm was just a whitewash, he didn't know if he could still maintain the indifference on his face the day he left.

Thinking of this, He Xi insisted that Yu Fang go for a walk in the small flower bed outside with him.

He Xisheng pulled hard: "Let's go, let's go, I sit on the bed every day and watch that little flower bed dangle in front of me, I have long wanted to conquer it."

For more than a month at night, he sat on the bed every day, watching Yu Fang standing under the lamp on the phone, watching him smile, seeing his long-lost dimples, watching him put down the phone and walk towards him with steady steps .

His heart had drifted to that place unconsciously.

"Put on some more clothes." Saying that he wouldn't listen, Yu Fang took his clothes and asked him to put on two layers of clothes, wrapping them tightly.

The distance between him and the small flower bed is actually very long. When he walked out of the room, Yu Fang was by his side. He was leaning on a cane, and the two of them were silent in tacit understanding. With different moods, they walked towards the place He Xi was inexplicably concerned about.

Slowly approaching step by step, he walked to the side of the flower bed under the street lamp. This time, he finally looked in from the outside.

It turned out that every time Yu Fang looked at him with a smile on the phone, he felt this way.

It's like always dreaming that the stars are full of gems, but when you get there, you find that there is nothing.

For a long time, he thought that he must stand in the same position when his legs can walk. He desperately hoped that his legs would recover soon, and he desperately wanted to get out of the shackles of the hospital bed, but when he really came here, his mood was different Very different.

There is no joy, no excitement, only a touch of peace and suppressed sadness that is not exposed.

"Yu Fang, I'm always sitting there watching you make phone calls, I'm almost envious." He Xi complained, pointing at his bed.

"What is there to envy?" Yu Fang asked.

"You don't understand." He Xi shook his head lightly.

He didn't understand, his mood, his self-torture, the pain he could never tell at that time.

At first he thought he was on the phone with his little lover, his lungs hurt from jealousy, but he could only see him smiling brightly, and then suppressed himself alone in the ward, enjoying the desperate process of drowning himself alone, and couldn't tell him.

Later, when he found out that it was his son who called, he was very at a loss. Yu Fang really had his own life, and it seemed that he had lost all meaning in caring about the other party.

Occasionally, he feels that Yu Fang actually still likes him, but most of the reality makes him feel that the other party may have given up already.

At least, he wasn't like him, because the day when he was discharged from the hospital was getting closer and closer, his body seemed to be split in two, one half was fire and the other half was ice.

After He Xi could walk with a cane, their lives became much more convenient.

For the next six days, they got up every day, and the two washed up side by side in the bathroom. When the sun was shining in the morning, he sat on the bed and played with the tablet, while Yu Fang sat quietly reading a book.

At noon, the two had a meal happily, most of it was He Xi who made jokes, and Yu Fang occasionally answered a few words, but he was not indifferent.

In the afternoon, after a good lunch break, the two of them got up to do their own things. He Xi mostly read his scripts and played games, and Yu Fang was usually at work.

In the evening, the two walked side by side by the small flower bed.Yu Fang leaned on the lamp post to answer the phone call from his son, and He Xi walked around on crutches in the dim light cast by the street lamp, never leaving Yu Fang's sight.

These days, the two tacitly forgot that kiss.

On the last day, the two were mostly silent.

Silent washing, silent lunch, silent afternoon tea, and, silent distance.

Yu put him on the steps and leaned against the street lamp to watch him, while He Xi was exercising on the concrete road under the steps.

A step, like a natural chasm that can never be crossed, separated the restlessness of the two people who were silent to the bottom of the sea.

This is the most difficult time to face before parting.

The hospital is like a shackle, which keeps the two trapped together. When they leave here, there is a vast ocean outside, and the two small sailboats will never meet again.

He Xi also wanted to say something, but what to say, he asked himself more than once at night, if we really want to separate, will he just separate from Yu Fang?

After that, there wouldn't even be another six-year reunion.

However, what can he say.

It's not that he doesn't remember Yu Fang's resolute departure six years ago. It's not that he doesn't remember Yu Fang's deliberate indifference and alienation in those six months. It's not that he doesn't resent the ignorance, loneliness and pain of the attachment before the breakup.

He didn't have the confidence to ask Yu Fang, are you willing to bear me?

Just like six years ago, he didn't have the confidence to go on with Yu Fang.

There was already a problem with their relationship at that time, so what if we met again, no, it still couldn't be resolved.No matter how deep the relationship was at the beginning, it seemed ruthless. The back of Yu Fang who turned around and left is still engraved in his heart. With his hot head, he will never be able to support this relationship. It was before and it is now.

The closer the day of leaving, the more anxious and sad he became, the more helpless and silent he became.

When He Xi walked in front of Yu Fang for the fifth time on crutches, he couldn't help it anymore and stood still.

"Yu Fang." He Xi called him.

"Ah."

"Tomorrow our friends will be successful." He Xi approached step by step, looking at him with burning eyes.

"Ah."

"Is there anything else you want to say?" He Xi smiled easily, and smiled wryly that he could still tease others.

Yu Fang was silent for a while, and said: "The reality shows that we are still more suitable to be friends."

Unexpectedly, he would answer like this, He Xi looked at him blankly for a while, and then sneered.

"Oh, why?"

"I'm living a more harmonious life." Yu Fang rubbed his shoulders and looked at the dark place behind him. There was a void, his eyes were empty, and he said softly: "Calm and no disputes."

"Are you serious?"

He Xi felt that he was calm enough when he asked this sentence, so he didn't rush forward to fight him when he bit his lip and hurt his heart.

He proposed to be friends, and he was afraid that Yu Fang would be mean when he faced him, but when the other party really only wanted to be friends, he was deeply angry and painful.

Do you really think we are suitable to be friends?

We have known each other since high school until now, we are either lovers or strangers, we have only been friends for less than a month, are you going to erase everything before.

"En." Yu Fang sighed softly, and the echo of emotion rang in He Xi's ear coldly.

"Maybe," he said.

On the day of discharge from the hospital, Li Shushan came to the ward early in the morning, and Yu Fang's assistant was already waiting outside the door.

Xiao Zhou had already packed his luggage, and when the two left the ward, they parted ways completely.

Yu Fang didn't intend to stay any longer. He took the good things and turned to He Xi and said, "I've completed the discharge procedures. If there's nothing else, I'll leave first."

"En." He Xi nodded.

Before Yu Fang left, he told him: "When you go back, take good care of your legs, and take good care of yourself."

"I will." He Xi said.

"OK, bye."

"You take good care of yourself too. And...thank you for taking care of me this month." He Xi called out to his back, paused and said, "Goodbye."

Live well where I can't see you.

This time we broke up peacefully, and it was time for him to cry with contentment.

Yu Fang said: "This is what I should do."

Then he opened the door and left without stopping.

He Xi's heart twitched, and he sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, looking at the narrow bed in the corner where Yu Fang had slept for nearly a month, and smiled wanting to cry without tears. He should have done so much. .

You hurt because of me, so I should take care of you, is that what you mean?

All his fantasies were instantly reduced to dust.

"Let's go."

He Xi silently glanced at the small chair beside the bed, that Yu was reading a book peacefully under the warm sunlight, the sunlight happened to be where his handsome side face flickered and danced, and he turned and left.