My brother is so cool

Perhaps it was because he was worried that Ji Yang's reputation would be bad, and coming here every day would hurt him.

Perhaps it was to spy on what he meant to Ji Yang, to confirm the direction of his feelings.

Maybe it's just to remind myself to live my life well and not engage in those crooked ways.

Luo Hui felt a severe pain in his heart, and many words were squeezed in his throat, but his eyes fell on his mother's gray temples, but he couldn't squeeze out a word.

Some secrets have been hidden for so many years, so long that he almost forgot that he once had strong feelings for a person of the same sex. At first, he was born out of guilt, and then he was conceived by curiosity. He became a more secretive body, appearing in his sleep countless nights.

He originally thought that these longings were unattainable fantasies, and he suppressed them deep in his heart, pretending to be a normal person, but when that person came to his side, a fierce flame was ignited again in the corner that had turned into ashes.

"Mom...I..." Luo Hui managed to squeeze out two words.

Before he could say anything, his mother scratched her forehead with her fingers, showing a painful expression, and said: "I have been going back and forth for the past few days. I have a headache. I can't sleep all night. I saw your second aunt yesterday. He also said that I am very thin. I said that I am only a son like you. It is not normal to take care of you. As long as you are well, get out of the hospital smoothly, talk to a girlfriend, and don’t talk about getting married so far away, as long as you are healthy and fast Just be happy. Don't worry about me. When you go home from the hospital, I can rest at home. I can't get sick, and I will help you take care of the children later. Your father can't help you with this matter. "

All voices were blocked in the throat by this call.

Luo Hui gritted his teeth, his expression was tangled for a while.

At this moment, a man dressed in soft clothes, but trendy and handsome appeared at the door of the ward.

Ji Yang knocked on the door of the ward, and smiled before saying anything: "Yeah, I'm all sitting up, how do you feel?"

With his appearance, the room that was still a little dark just now brightened up like sunshine.

Luo Hui turned his head to look, eagerly feeling the warm temperature.

Ji Yang entered the door and greeted politely: "Auntie, hello, where's uncle? How long has Luo Hui been sitting like this?"

Mother Luo smiled and stood up: "We just talked about you, I thought you wouldn't come here at this point."

Ji Yang said: "It's the weekend, I'll be here later. It's a pity that this night, I missed the time for Luo Hui to sit up. How is it now? What did the doctor say?"

Luo's mother said: "I will be discharged from the hospital in a few days. This kind of injury needs to be healed slowly. The hospital beds are so tense now, we are kicked out."

"Oh, you're leaving the hospital soon? That's great!"

"Yeah, so I want to say that you don't have to come here for the next few days." Speaking of this, Luo's mother glanced at Luo Hui, "There are so many people in the family, he can even sit up and eat, it's nothing Big trouble, you have worked hard during this time, you still have your own things to do, right? You go and do your work, we will contact you if you need help. "

Ji Yang thought about it, but he didn't insist, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I also feel that I can't help more and more recently, and I have nowhere to spend my energy. Otherwise, I will come over the day Luo Hui is discharged from the hospital. The car is big and can hold a lot of things.”

"Just use it." Luo's mother directly refused, "Our family also has a car, and there are not many things here, so we will leave after loading a car."

"Then how can I help? How about I help you pack your things?"

"They said there was nothing. We cleaned it up in the past two days and took it home." Luo's mother's tone became more and more firm, with an appearance that could not be questioned.

Ji Yang really couldn't think of a reason to persist, so he could only look at Luo Hui, and said with a smile: "It's such a good thing to be discharged from the hospital, I should always come to see it off, even if I don't do anything, I still have to come."

The smile on Luo's mother's face was very weak, and she finally said: "Luo Hui's injury will take several months to heal, and his father and I have made up our minds, and we are not at ease going to work so far away, so we plan to help Luo Hui handle resignation in the near future formalities……"

"Mom!?" Luo Hui's face was full of surprise, his expression was like lightning, "We haven't talked about this before, have we?"

Luo's mother said lightly: "Isn't it just talking now?"

"But……"

"Luo Hui, our family has so many houses. We don't have to worry about your food and clothing. You work in the city, and you are surrounded by girls from the city. You are also at the age of looking for a partner. No matter how good the relationship is, it can't last for two How long do you think you can commute? Why don’t you find a job nearby, go to work easily, have a happy relationship, and have your parents by your side to take care of you? Is it not good? I am also old Now, my body is like this, and I won’t have the energy to help you take care of your children in a few years. You young people have to go to work to earn money, how much time can you spend on your children? So these things are the key points that should be considered now, don’t think Procrastinating will lead to better results. Right, Ji Yang?"

Luo's mother talked for a long time by herself, with a lot of words, and finally her eyes suddenly fell on Ji Yang's face, with an aggressive and fierce look.

Unexpectedly, Ji Yang's face was calm, and he nodded his head after thinking about it. Although he didn't show 100% support, no matter how he looked at his face, even if he spread every line , I can't see the slightest sadness and pain.

This, this is...

Mother Luo's face was a little stiff, and then a confused expression appeared.

Luo Hui said urgently at this time: "Mom, can you leave me alone about my work? I can listen to you in most matters, but please respect me about work, at least discuss it with me before speaking out, okay? "

Then Luo Hui looked at Ji Yang and said, "I'm sorry, my mother and I haven't communicated well yet, don't take it to heart, no matter what the final conclusion is, please believe me, it has absolutely nothing to do with this car accident. It was an accident, and it was an accident where I was distracted while driving, and I feel very sorry for causing so many people to worry about me."

At this time, Lou Jin, who was one step behind, came to the ward with two bottles of water in his hand, and stood beside Ji Yang as if it was a matter of course.

Ji Yang unconsciously took the water from Lou Jin, but before he could put it into his mouth, he said: "I'm still sick, don't talk back to Auntie, Auntie stays with you day and night, what can't you talk about?" .”

After a pause, Ji Yang said: "Why don't we go out for a while, you and auntie don't quarrel, talk about it calmly. I think what auntie said is right, my home is too far away from the factory, and this kind of manufacturing industry is relatively It kills the potential of young people, and the promotion channels are small. It's all based on seniority. I don't think it's the best choice for you, so I will support you in whatever decision you make. You really don't have to care about my feelings. It's my family's factory. I insist on staying and working hard to change, which is what I should do. Even if we don't work in the same company, we both live in the city, so we can often go out for drinks if we have nothing to do."

Speaking of this, Ji Yang paused for a moment, and then said: "If you are willing to stay, at least I can guarantee that there will be better development with the two of us in the company's sales department. There is no limit to the future. So don’t worry, you make a choice first, and then have a good talk with Auntie, it’s okay.”

Lou Jin listened silently, not knowing that those words made him feel uncomfortable, the lightness on his face subsided again.

But he respected Ji Yang's time to speak, and didn't say much, and even looked outside the ward, intending to wait for someone outside.

At this time, Ji Yang said again: "It's good to see that you can sit up. As long as you start eating, your strength will return quickly, and your illness will recover faster. I have something to do today, so I won't stay longer, I will go first Come back when you leave the hospital."

Lou Jin, who was about to leave, stopped and turned around to wait for Ji Yang.

Ji Yang indeed walked in his direction, and at the same time finally said: "Talk to Auntie carefully, no matter what the final result is, I will support you, don't have too many worries."

"Let's go." Ji Yang pushed Lou Jin out the door.

There were no outsiders in the ward, and even the sound of footsteps gradually disappeared. Mother Luo breathed a sigh of relief, and a smile appeared on her face again, looking at her son.

It was this glance, but it scared her almost out of her body.

I saw that I didn't know when I was lying on the bed, trembling all over, as if I was enduring great pain.

"Ah!" Mother Luo screamed and went to help her son. When she forced him to turn over, she saw Luo Hui clutching the clothes around his heart. of black.

For a while, he couldn't tell whether he was in too much pain from the wound, or the pain in his heart was unbearable. After finally recovering a little, his face was only pale, as if the last drop of blood had flowed clean.

Luo's mother panicked and screamed: "You don't want a child! You like him? He's a man! Are you crazy? I won't agree! I will never agree! You just die I can't agree!"

The veined hand grabbed Mother Luo's wrist. Luo Hui stared at his mother with blood-red eyes, gasped for several times, and then said word by word in a hoarse voice: "You know...you Why do you know? When did you... know?"

Luo's mother was taken aback by the question, and then she shook her son's hand away like an electric shock, wiped away the tears welling from her eyes, rushed out of the ward as if escaping, and shouted: "Doctor!!"

Luo Hui let out a miserable laugh, looked at his mother's escaping back, adjusted a relatively comfortable posture for himself, and then looked at a light spot on the ceiling.

like the sun.

Not very similar.

The clothes were wrinkled and rolled up around the heart, and a button broke off at some point, revealing a small piece of pale skin that rose and fell like trembling.

In this trembling field of vision, Ji Yang's face first appeared in his mind, like some kind of soft silk thread, entangled him layer by layer, entangled to the bone.But the sobbing sound from the door of the ward interrupted his memories every time, reminding him of the gap between dreams and reality.

Luo Hui closed his eyes, and suddenly remembered that night, under the colorful lights, a group of drunk people turned into monsters, turned words into a means of attack, and uttered the most vicious words in the world.

As a result, the attacked person collapsed, took a deep look at him with a touch of hatred, turned around and ran out of the KTV box.

As the host of that banquet, he had to catch up.

Later, for countless nights, he was thinking, if he hadn't chased him out at that time, would there not have been those things that happened later, and he wouldn't have become so strange.

At this time, the forbearance of sobbing would echo in his ears, turning into soul-stirring notes, dancing in the depths of his soul and heart.

He wanted to wipe away his tears for him, hug him to comfort him, and even protect him behind him, to help him block those wild words, to make him fearless and smile happily.

"Doctor! Doctor! Look at what happened to my son? He suddenly fell down. Take a look, this is the only son I have, this is the only one! I can't live if he dies!"

First, he was brutally and ruthlessly pulled out of his dream. Luo Hui's eyes rolled, looking at his disheveled mother, who looked like a madman, and his father, whose face changed drastically with fright, and stayed where he was.

What a nuisance!

Take control of his life!Tell him about his future!When you succeed, you take it for granted, but once you smell failure, you become distraught and hideous!

Such an honest father, such a hysterical mother, everything is terrible.

But... but... so what?

Luo Hui pulled the corner of his mouth and tried to smile, and said: "Mom and Dad, I'm fine, I'm fine... I'm fine, don't worry... Mom, don't cry, don't be like this, Dad, please coax Mom, go quickly... ..."