My brother is so cool

Naturally, there is no way to continue half an hour after today's meal. Everyone is sorting out their emotions in the room. Whether they feel embarrassed or bored, even if it is only a little bit, it is not in vain to think about their past and future. Count Yang's hard work these days.

Such a big child, in fact, does not mean much to preach, and there is a limit to control, especially the stronger the parental control, the more presumptuous they will be when they are free.

Ji Yang just hopes to plant a small seed in their hearts. When they grow up, no matter how much they have experienced, they will have a beautiful flower deep in their hearts, reminding them of their family's expectations for them and their eternal love. .

Even Ji Chengcheng, who usually talks the most and is the most distracted, seems to be holding his breath today as he lowers his head and brushes the questions. Finally, he brushes out a record-breaking number of pages. His brain is like a CPU running at full speed. When Ji Yang called to stop, it seemed as if white smoke was coming out of his head.

Ji Chengcheng sat in a daze for a long time before he came back to his senses.

Then he looked at Ji Yang and said with crooked eyebrows, "Brother, sister Wen Jing made that little video for you, right? I saw sister Wen Jing's circle of friends a few days ago, and said that I made something very sensational recently, and I can't wait." want to know the effect."

Ji Yang was packing his books with his head down. Hearing this, he looked at him and nodded, "Well, I've been busy for more than a week."

"Miss Wen Jing is pretty good."

"really."

"She also often brings me delicious food from abroad."

"Ah."

"If only you liked women, I want Sister Wen Jing to be my sister-in-law."

"Heh." Ji Yang laughed and didn't say much.During this period of busy time together, he did observe Zhao Wenjing with his own eyes. Zhao Wenjing doesn't have a boyfriend yet, so he might try to pursue him. As for now...the only thing he needs to work on is to control the distance between himself and Zhao Wenjing. He doesn't want to destroy the girl's trust in him.

Ji Chengcheng's rough nerves didn't notice the change in Ji Yang, he put down his pen and stretched, got up unsteadily and walked to the toilet.

As soon as he turned the corner, his whole body trembled as if he had seen a ghost, and he yelled strangely: "Brother Lou! You scared me!"

Lou Jin didn't know when he came here, and he didn't know how long he stood there, and how much he listened to, but facing Ji Chengcheng whose complexion changed drastically, Lou Jin had the most gentle smile on his face, and patted him on the shoulder and said: " Your brother is very hardworking, and you must work hard when you go back to school."

Ji Chengcheng scratched his head and nodded embarrassedly: "Got it."

"It's not just hard work, I really love you deeply." Hearing the voice, Ji Yang followed up, showing his head from behind Ji Chengcheng, with a smile, "Okay, I really have to work hard when I go back to school, look back Try to win the exchange student quota and go abroad to experience a different learning environment and atmosphere.”

"What's the point of going abroad? I can take whatever I want, hum." Ji Chengcheng hummed proudly, and locked himself in the toilet.

When the rustling sound came from the toilet, Ji Yang turned his head and found that Lou Jin was looking at him again, with the same deep, deep gaze.

Ji Yang can swear that this look has nothing to do with emotion, but a naked observation, Lou Jin obviously wants to see something from his eyes.

"If you want to ask anything, just ask. Don't look at me like this. It's scary." Ji Yang looked at Lou Jin honestly. The best way to deal with this kind of Dark Lord is to shine brightly, pretending that he is a big sun, and put him in front of him. Melted and dried, you win.

Sure enough, Lou Jin hesitated for a moment, and said, "You went to school recently, and that's why you were busy with Zhao Wenjing?"

"Yeah, not bad, right?"

"Yeah." Lou Jin nodded her head, took another deep look at him, and then turned to leave.

Ji Yang scratched his head, why did he feel that not only did he not tan the "Dark Lord", but he even got a little darker?The emotions were hidden even deeper, to the point where she was too lazy to talk nonsense with him.

But Lou Jin didn't want to talk about it, so it's not impossible for him to do so.

After everyone finished grooming and fell asleep, Ji Yang took out the secret notebook from under the drawer, wrote and analyzed it for a while, and quickly came to a conclusion.

Well.

Now Lou Jin's thoughts can be understood in this way: he follows me to and from school every day, and deliberately prevents another girl from getting close to me. This strong jealousy and possessiveness really make me happy. I love you so much.However, today I found out that the clinging to me was simply a by-product, but in fact, she was flirting with a woman, racking her brains to impress the other two men, wow wow!He is simply a peerless scumbag!

Uh……

perhaps……

almost……

It should be like this...

……

Lou Jin is a very deep-rooted person, he does not speak, no one knows what he is thinking, but this does not include Ji Yang.

At this moment, the man who was eating breakfast with his head down said nothing, as if he was completely attracted by the food in front of him. He ate carefully and focused, and his movements were the best in the upper class. Even when he was drinking porridge, he couldn't hear a little sound.

Even the posture of holding the spoon is elegant as if looking at a painting.

This kind of Lou Jin looks no different from usual.

Almost no one would discover how his hidden emotions were erupting violently.

But Ji Yang is different. He pays [-]% attention to Lou Jin all the time. No matter how vigilant or thoughtful he is, he has noticed two aspects since he got up and observed, which shows that Lou Jin is still stuck in yesterday's train of thought. Can't get out.

The drooping pupils and slightly frowning brows are Lou Jin's appearance of concentrating on thinking.

And from the beginning to the end Lou Jin didn't even look at him.

Should it be Lou Jin's petty emotions?

The strong possessiveness and extreme lack of security made him like a child who only knew how to ask, but because he couldn't get the return he expected, he sulked alone in the corner.

So even though Lou Jin maintains normal behavior at this moment, deep down in his heart, he has groped him from bone to flesh countless times, wishing to cut him into thousands of pieces to study, think, and judge...or, How to continue to have my obsessive love for him.

Possessive paranoiacs like to do this.

You are mine, even if I don’t want you, you are mine. When you are by my side, I take it for granted. When you leave mine and I am by my side, I will chase after you crazily. As for whether you will cherish you when you come back, sorry, you are just "mine" "That's all.

Ji Yang didn't want to pay attention to Lou Jin's petty emotions. First, mental illness is also a disease and needs to be treated. Second, what if his deduction is wrong?At that time, he ran to Lou Jin to explain, "I'm not yours, I'm just mine." This... is too embarrassing.

Of course it is to be invisible.

Besides, the hero is not the only one who has his own little thoughts in this world, everyone, as a complete individual, has all sorts of strange thoughts every moment and every second, let alone a big secret hidden in his heart like him, and he has insight into it. everyone.

It's really impossible to think less.

So when he completely withdrew his eyes from Lou Jin, he gradually became a little absent-minded.

At the beginning, I knew that I had transmigrated into the book, not only did I meet the hero, but my family background also had the word "cannon fodder" clearly written on it.At that time, he was as confused as a headless chicken, he only knew to follow the plot, and did a lot of stupid things that he wished to kill himself with a stick in retrospect.

For example, pretending to be a mother in front of Lou Jin, pinching orchids and pointing fingers at the street, and acting like she covets Lou Jin, she couldn't see it.It was like taking the first step and stepping into the quagmire, making myself stink.

Later, after slowly recollecting it and thinking of a solution, the previous "fucking" character design can't be changed. At least now, even if he doesn't wear makeup or pinch his orchid fingers, everyone around him still regards him as gay , or a gay who likes Lou Jin.

So now comes the problem.

Some time ago, he used making videos for his younger brothers as an excuse. From Lou Jin's point of view, those behaviors that can be called "jealousy" and "defending feelings" can barely find a reason to prevaricate.

If you really want to ask, he can answer in a dignified manner, I just made the video, and I followed Lou Jin to school just as a drop in, and then I helped to solve Lou Jin's troubles, it's like taking care of the disabled.

Such reasons are barely plausible.

But the video was released yesterday.

Even if this party is over.

If I use the video to talk about things again, do I really think Lou Jin is stupid?Looking for a reason to follow him to school?It's not certain what kind of indulgent eyes Lou Jin will use to look at himself with "You really love me".

Just thinking about it makes goosebumps pop out one after another.

But if I let myself give up following Lou Jin, and let Lou Jin be bumped into by the "correction mechanism" and Mao Mingyu, the previous efforts would be in vain.

He has to follow.

In this way, how can I explain that I really don't like Lou Jin at all?

There is no way to explain.

He has always had too many bad motives. Once explained, it involves core secrets, the kind that may be studied in slices.

But Ji Yang's sense of morality does not allow him to lie about feelings.

Even if he followed the plot line in a daze at the beginning, if Lou Jin can be convinced that he doesn't like him and at the same time become a relatively trusting friend, this is the most ideal relationship for Ji Yang.

So now, Ji Yang must admit that he is in a dilemma.

Is it going to keep up with Lou Jin today and continue to fight against the "correction mechanism"?

Still stay at home, and let Lou Jin understand that if he hadn't made this video, he would never have stuck to his side like a crazy jealousy.

Ji Yang was still hesitating when washing the dishes. He dawdled, took longer than usual, and almost broke the dishes absent-mindedly.

He didn't finish his work until his brothers changed their shoes and were ready to go out.

Amidst the sound of running water, Ji Yang watched the transparent water flow past the back of his hand, like an ungraspable fate, no matter how he closed his palms, only a little water remained, and watched Walking with more water flowing, swirling in the sink, and then flowing deeper into the ground.

It can't be stopped, it can't be stopped, no one can stop it.

Just like the instinct of human nature, the ambition to reproduce and breed, clamored in his heart, I am a straight man!I only like women!Hell hero!Even if you are a celestial bodhisattva, my little brother will not salute you!no feeling!no feeling!I do not like you!do you know!

Until the last moment, Ji Yang was still yelling in his heart, reminding him not to let himself sink deeper and deeper.

But no.

Compared with instinct, he still has responsibilities that he must never let go of.

To himself, to his family, to his friends... He doesn't have to be the savior, but these people who live by his side, he can't just watch them ruin and die in depression, right?

There are always some people, there are always some things that I can't let go of, even if I know the road ahead is difficult, I have to bite the bullet and go on.

"Brother!" Ji Chengcheng's shout penetrated the running water and pierced the eardrum.

Ji Yang gritted his teeth, turned on the faucet, changed his clothes quickly, and didn't even have time to comb his messy hair.

"Let's go." Holding on to the wall and quickly putting on his sneakers, Ji Yang picked up the car keys on the shoe cabinet in the entrance, and pushed his younger brothers and Lou Jin out of the door.

The elevator came quickly, and there were still two pairs of elders and aunts who got up early to buy groceries standing inside. They turned sideways to get away from this group of young men who looked particularly strong, and looked at them all over 1.8 meters tall.

Ji Yang was the last one to walk into the elevator, like the last sardine squeezed into a narrow can. With the closing of the elevator door, it was as if all the air had been drawn away, and Ji Yang felt momentary suffocation.

The elevator sinks.

stop.

The door opens.

More people appeared outside the elevator, men and women, old and young, trying to squeeze into the already crowded can.

Ji Yang was squeezed flat, like a fish squeezed dry by heavy oil, he couldn't even move his toes.

At this moment, a hand pulled his clothes from behind, dragging him into a position where everyone was trying to get out of the way. Ji Yang took two steps back and entered the middle of the crowd. He was protected by the boys. gestures around.

Xu Tianlang's voice rang in his ears: "There will be a lot of people coming in later, it will be crowded there."

Ji Yang turned his head to look, and it turned out that Lang Lang brought him over.

Then, another hand was placed on his head, clumsily and carefully smoothing the messy hair for him.

Ji Chengcheng muttered: "Brother, you can't do it. Why have you been living less and less refined recently? You even went out without combing your hair. You... If you are too busy, then don't make breakfast, we eat outside."

Ji Yang glanced left and right at the younger brothers who were expressing their emotions jerky and awkwardly, and the corners of his mouth curled up little by little.

The fresh air rushed out of his lungs at some point, supporting his back to straighten slowly, his jaw raised, and even his eyes curved out in an uncontrollable arc.

Very happy.

It's not in vain, the little brats finally know how to love others.

A slightly smug smile was captured by Lou Jin's eyes, Ji Yang did not hide or dodge, and smiled even brighter at him, flaunting his success without any concealment.

After being stunned for a moment, Lou Jin smiled softly.

The face that had been stretched all morning was like melting ice and snow, and the tear moles at the corners of the eyes shone with a dazzling light, especially the pair of excessively dark eyes, for the first time there were traces of being expelled, which faded a little.