The CP I was drinking was torn apart by me

Chen Yijing finally saw Duan Nanyang again. This was the first time he had submitted the application. He thought Duan Nanyang would still refuse, but he came instead.

Through a thick layer of glass, Chen Yijing looked at Duan Nanyang who was sitting across from him with a wall, and smiled sadly, "You're here."

Sensing Chen Yijing's burning eyes, Duan Nanyang looked away and nodded.

"I knew you would come." Chen Yijing lightly stroked a shallow scar on the fingers of his left hand, and smiled faintly, "You have always been soft-hearted."

"What do you want from me?" Looking at Chen Yijing's current state, Duan Nanyang felt uncomfortable. He didn't want to come to see him, not because he hated him, but because every time he saw Chen Yijing, he would recall his student days Time, the sense of gap created by the contrast made Duan Nanyang feel that he was about to suffocate.

"I... just want to see you." Chen Yijing thought Duan Nanyang was getting impatient, so he gave a wry smile, "I have always liked you."

Duan Nanyang's eyes trembled, "You said so."

"That's why I hurt you..." Chen Yijing lowered his eyes. To be honest, he regretted it now. If he didn't make those mistakes, maybe he could still stand by Duan Nanyang's side as a friend.

"Sorry……"

This sorry, Duan Nanyang waited for a year, a year ago he was looking forward to it every day, looking forward to Chen Yijing coming to him, apologizing to him, telling him that all this was just his momentary confusion.

"It's all because I like you so much..." Chen Yijing raised his eyes slightly, wanting to see Duan Nanyang, but he was a little flustered.

Duan Nanyang sighed softly, "You said you like me? Wrong, you just love yourself. You wanted me to satisfy your selfish desires, so you said you liked me."

"When you can't get it, you will decisively choose to destroy me, because you can't get it, and you don't want others to get it, so you say, who is it that you love?" Duan Nanyang looked up at Chen Yijing. It was the first time Duan Nanyang saw Chen Yijing since he came in.

Chen Yijing was a little stunned, he always believed in his heart that he loved Duan Nanyang, he was willing to give up everything he had for Duan Nanyang, he just wanted Duan Nanyang to look back at him, even just for a moment.

"I accept your apology, but I hope that we will not have any contact with each other from now on, and you will not try to contact me again." Duan Nanyang stood up, turned around and walked towards the exit. At the moment when he was about to open the door, Duan Nanyang paused, but only after a pause, he continued to open the door and walked out.

Looking at the back of Duan Nanyang leaving, Chen Yijing gently stroked the injured scar, and couldn't help but think of the scene when he and Duan Nanyang first met.

At that time, Chen Yijing's family was very poor, and his father cheated on him with another woman before he was born, leaving behind his mother who was eight months pregnant.

Later, Chen's mother gave birth to Chen Yijing alone, and when Chen Yijing was in junior high school, Chen's mother took him away from that sad city completely.

Full of expectations, Chen Yijing came to the new school. Because of his family relationship, he has been sensitive and withdrawn since he was a child. He has some expectations and yearning for the new school, but he also has a deep fear.

"I heard that his parents are divorced." Chen Yijing stood at the stairs, and through the door of the stairwell, he heard a student muttering softly.

"Who? That new Chen Yijing? That's right, his dad ran away with Xiaosan." The other voice seemed to be deliberately lowered, but every word and every word came to Chen Yijing's ears.

"Then I guess he's not a good guy either."

"Hush, keep your voice down, what should you do if you hear it? I heard that his family is very poor. Do you think it's because the family is too poor that they stole something from someone and can't stay in the original place?"

"possible."

Then there are several different voices echoed.

Chen Yijing clenched his fists tightly, his nails sank into his palm due to too much force, but he didn't seem to feel any pain.

He raised his hand to push the door open, so that the students discussing him inside would be embarrassed to see him, but the moment his hand touched the door, he retracted it tremblingly, so what if he pushed it away?To reason with them?But they seem to be right, or a fight?Chen Yijing chuckled, the family might not be able to afford the other party's medical expenses.

If you open this door, you will only be the one who will be embarrassed in the end. To others, you will be nothing more than a clown, a tool for running after dinner?

This was Chen Yijing's first day here, and he had already been excluded before entering the classroom.

Before joining a new class, you have to go to the head teacher to report. Chen Yijing knocked on the head teacher's door. When the head teacher saw that it was him, he frowned involuntarily, and then forced a smile on his face, "Isn't it Chen Yijing?"

Chen Yi nodded and handed over his file.

The homeroom teacher flipped through the information, and the brows that had just been relaxed frowned again, "Sure enough, the grades are very poor."

Chen Yijing didn't speak, but lowered his head even lower, silently staring at his toes, it wasn't that he didn't want to speak, but he didn't know what to say, because he was really bad.

"It's okay." The homeroom teacher put the file aside and patted Chen Yijing's shoulder lightly. Chen Yijing was taken aback.

"But..." the head teacher said again, "You have to work hard, don't hold back our class."

Chen Yijing sneered, sure enough, only the latter sentence was from his heart.

Nodding his head, he still didn't say anything. Seeing his withdrawn personality, the class teacher sighed in a low voice, "Come with me."

Under the leadership of the class teacher, Chen Yijing came to his new class, which will be in the new class for the next two years.

Chen Yijing didn't notice how the teacher introduced him, nor did he introduce himself too much, he just lowered his head, even if he lowered his head, he could feel contemptuous gazes one after another.

As soon as he sat on the seat, he got down on his stomach. He was running away, avoiding other people's sight.

"Your name is Chen Yijing?" The sudden voice really startled Chen Yijing, subconsciously turned around, and saw a tall boy with two small dimples looking at him when he laughed.

"Hmm..." This was the first time someone took the initiative to talk to him, and Chen Yijing was suddenly at a loss.

"My name is Duan Nanyang." The boy grinned, showing a small pointed canine tooth, and stretched out his hand to Chen Yijing.

Faced with this sudden enthusiasm, Chen Yijing suddenly felt uneasy, so he ran away.

Turning around quickly, Chen Yijing lay down on the table again, not wanting to have any contact with the outside world, leaving Duan Nanyang alone a little confused, thinking that Chen Yijing didn't like him, so he didn't dare to strike up a conversation.

After that, Duan Nanyang never took the initiative to talk to Chen Yijing again. Chen Yijing felt a little disappointed, but he was really hated.

Hearing the hearty voice from the side, Chen Yijing lay down on the table, secretly showing a gap in his arm, just in time to see Duan Nanyang who was mingling with others, he couldn't help feeling a little envious.

Close your eyes and stop looking, as long as you can't see it, you won't be envious anymore.

"Nanyang, your shoes are limited edition!" A voice full of shock sounded.

Duan Nanyang, I was a little embarrassed and said silently, "I don't know too well, I just bought it because it looked good."

"My God, this pair of shoes should sell for more than 3000, but you bought it right away!" The male student who was talking to Duan Nanyang made no effort to hide the envy in his tone.

"Hey, hey! Look at mine, the same style as Nanyang!" Xu Anqiao who was next to him couldn't help it, and lifted his legs up, trying to make the male student look more carefully.

The male classmate was even more envious, tears were streaming down the corners of his mouth, and then naturally a group of boys started discussing shoes.

They were discussing with great interest, when suddenly a voice sounded.

"Where do you think Chen Yijing's shoes are bought? He shouldn't be able to afford the brand name." These words drew everyone's attention to Chen Yijing's shoes.

When Chen Yijing, who was pretending to be asleep, heard this, he shrank his feet subconsciously, trying to cover it up, but it was still in vain.

"I think his mother may have made his shoes for him." Another boy whispered.

At this time, a boy who owed something went directly to Chen Yijing and stretched out his hand to pat Chen Yijing. He patted Chen Yijing several times in a row. Chen Yijing couldn't continue pretending to be asleep and had to raise his head.

"Where did you buy these shoes?" The disdain in the boy's eyes was almost written on his face, Chen Yijing turned his head away and ignored him.

"Let's talk about it, everyone won't laugh at you." Seeing that Chen Yijing was ignoring him, the boy couldn't hold back his face, so he pawed Chen Yijing again.

Chen Yijing was a little at a loss, at this moment, a familiar voice entered his ears:

"Ah Jing, these shoes look good, and I want to buy them too. Can you take me to buy them this weekend?" Duan Nanyang put his arm on Chen Yijing's shoulder.

The intimate action made Chen Yijing froze, and stammered back, "I... my shoes... are not good..."

Duan Nanyang laughed, "I don't look at the brand when I buy shoes, I just look at whether they look good or not. I just like you. You don't mind if I wear the same shoes as you. Then, take me to buy them. I'll buy a pair similar to yours. Is it good or not?"

With some coquettish tone, Chen Yijing's heart was pounding. In an instant, he had the illusion that Duan Nanyang and him were good friends, but he knew very well in his heart that Duan Nanyang was just helping him out.

Nodding indiscriminately, Chen Yijing knew that it was impossible for Duan Nanyang to buy such cheap shoes with him, so he didn't take it seriously.

Unexpectedly, during the weekend, Chen Yijing received a call from Duan Nanyang.

"You...how did you know my phone number..." Chen Yijing's hands gripped the phone tightly. This was the first time he received a call from a classmate. Because of his family relationship, he was excluded from childhood. Until he not only avoided, but even wanted to spit a few words, so he never had any friends.

"I just asked you. You said you would take me to buy shoes, but you didn't even leave a contact information. I've been looking for it for a long time." Duan Nanyang pretended to complain a few words, and then said, "Quick, make an appointment. almost there!"

Chen Yijing didn't expect Duan Nanyang to really ask him to buy shoes, so he gave his address in a daze and rushed out of the house.