I don't want you to walk alone

Song Chen has been teaching Xu Nan to dance for more than two months. Every night, as long as the two of them are free, they go to the dance studio to do stretching and practice basic skills. Now Xu Nan has learned it well, even simple dances are fine Jumped off completely.

On this day, the two sat on the mat to rest after practice.

"Are you free tomorrow night?" Song Chen asked.

"Yes. What's the matter?"

"Tomorrow is my birthday. I'm going out with a few people. Let's go together."

Xu Nan turned to look at him in surprise: "Tomorrow? Why didn't you say it earlier. I didn't even have time to prepare the gift!"

Song Chen smiled and said: "What gift do you want, as long as you come. That's it, I'll call you at five o'clock tomorrow afternoon."

Xu Nan looked at him speechlessly.This guy didn't tell him earlier that it was too late to prepare gifts now.Xu Nan felt that it was necessary to give Song Chen something.He really felt that this person was quite reliable. In the past two months, whenever Song Chen had time, he would spend time with him in the dance studio, teaching him quite patiently.Thinking of the way Song Chen was dragged to the sky when they first met, Xu Nan really didn't expect that the two of them could get along so well.Song Chen can be said to be the only person who wants to treat Xu Nan as an iron man since he was in college.

After Xu Nan returned to the dormitory, he searched the Internet and asked his roommates, and struggled for several hours before finally finalizing the gift for Song Chen.I placed the order on JD.com that night, and it will definitely not arrive tomorrow, so I will only give it to him later.

The next afternoon, Song Chen and Xu Nan got into the taxi together.

"Not many people went there, except for Shan Zehang, there were only four or five people, and they all had a good time. I'll introduce you when the time comes." Song Chen said.

"Hey, it's okay if you don't tell me, I'm still a little nervous..."

Song Chen looked at him amusedly: "It's not a daughter-in-law meeting her in-laws, why the hell are you so nervous..."

In fact, Xu Nan can't be said to be nervous. He has never cared much about other people's eyes, because he doesn't expect to get any benefits from others, whether it is emotional or material.His life is relatively closed, and he only maintains basic politeness when getting along with people, and does not take the initiative to have in-depth contact with people. People who are not familiar with him often feel that he is a little cold.

When the two arrived at the hotel's box, there was already a table of people sitting inside.

Shan Zehang was stunned for a few seconds when he saw Xu Nan, he didn't expect Song Chen to bring Xu Nan over.He suddenly felt a chill down his back, and felt that something bad might happen to him...

Today he brought a person without notifying Song Chen, this person had a good time with his wife, when they went out together a few times before, he fell in love with Song Chen... Yesterday I found out that Song Chen was begging him for his birthday The daughter-in-law brought him here, how could Shan Zehang dare to disobey his wife's order and start a case against the wind.

"Ouch! You two are finally here, we're going to die!" Shan Zehang yelled with a guilty conscience.

"I've starved you down just now, right?" Song Chen walked into the room, pulled out the chair and greeted Xu Nan.

"This is my buddy." Song Chen pointed to Xu Nan, Xu Nan smiled and signaled.

Shan Zehang took over the conversation: "Hey, this Xu Nan is my younger brother's tutor! He's good at teaching, and now every time my younger brother brings back his report card, my mother is overjoyed!"

After Song Chen sat down, he introduced several people who were sitting in turn. When it was the turn of the person next to Shan Zehang's wife, he just glanced at him and didn't speak.Song Chen noticed this person when he entered the door, he looked familiar, but he didn't know the name, so he knew it was Shan Zehang who brought him here.

Shan Zehang saw that he was a little cold, and quickly said: "Hey, let me introduce this person. This is my... buddy's friend. Let's play together today. You met Song Chen before. His name is Liu Qing." When Shan Zehang was about to say the words "wife and daughter-in-law", Song Chen gave him a sad look, and he was so frightened that he didn't have enough confidence to change his words.

Xu Nan looked at this person, he was clean and handsome, quite fair, and looked very pleasing to the eye.He looked at Song Chen a little shyly, and said hello to Brother Chen.

After the dishes were served, people at the table chatted while eating. Xu Nan found that Song Chen was also sharp-tongued when he was with his friends, and he often burst out a few words that made people laugh.Moreover, Xu Nan was shocked by Song Chen again.

Halfway through the meal, the person sitting opposite Xu Nan said, "Brother Chen, there is a performance at XX next Friday, when can we go out and practice again?"

"Okay, I haven't played drums for a while, I need to practice more." Song Chen said.

Xu Nan turned his head and stared at Song Chen again, he thought his friend was talking about a dance performance...

"You still play in the band?" Xu Nan's tone rose involuntarily.

"Yeah, he's playing drums." Song Chen couldn't help laughing when he saw Xu Nan's eyes instantly turned into starry eyes like a little fanboy after he finished speaking.

"...Song Chen, I really convinced you..." Xu Nan was dazed for a few seconds and slowly looked away.

"Haha! Brother Chen's drum playing is top-notch! Xu Nan, you can go and see his performance when you have time." Shan Zehang said to Xu Nan with a smile.

After eating a meal for more than two hours, they went to a KTV to sing.

The box is very large, and there are various board game items on the table.After a while, a group of people sang and played cards, making a lot of noise.Shan Zehang and his buddies went out for a while, and when they came back, they brought two boxes of wine and a big cake.

"Brother Chen, let's sing a song! Why do you have to sing a song for today's birthday!" Someone shouted beside him.

Song Chen smiled, and said to the person next to the karaoke machine: "Okay! Order "Flying Birds" for me, Man Jiang's." He took the microphone, did not get up, and was still sitting on Xu Nan's right hand.

The first part of this song is very deep, Song Chen's voice is already nice, but when it is lowered, it becomes even more timbre.Xu Nan just felt his ears itch.When it came to the □□ part, the song changed from the depression before, and broke out as if breaking through the clouds, and Song Chen’s voice also became high-pitched... When the song ended, there were shouts and applause in the box, Xu Nan He also applauded, he is now a bit used to the excellent talent shown by the all-around player Song Chen from time to time.

At this time, Liu Qing, who was sitting diagonally across from them, stood up hesitantly and said, "That... I want to order a xxx."

Liu Qing's singing is also good, it can be said that it is very pleasant to hear, and her voice is very soft. When the accompaniment part in the middle of the song, a group of people applauded.He smiled a little shyly, kept looking at Song Chen and then quickly retracted in a panic.Xu Nan was amused by his little gesture, and turned to look at Song Chen. This guy was playing with his phone with his head down...

When a group of people got tired of singing, they gathered around the table and played board games. Whoever lost was given a fine drink.Song Chen glanced at Liu Qing who was walking towards him, and lifted Xu Nan's leg: "Let me sit inside." Xu Nan turned his body sideways to let Song Chen in, and turned his head to see that his expression was a bit disappointed Liu Qing.

What are these two doing...

Xu Nan was reciting a bit today, he kept losing at cards, and had already been downed several glasses of wine. The key is that they played very big, drinking white and yellow together.After a while Xu Nan felt dizzy.

Song Chen patted him on the shoulder: "Are you all right, are you drunk?"

Xu Nan was a little embarrassed, and waved his hand: "...not drunk, just a little dizzy, so what... I'll go to the side to rest for a while." Xu Nan got up and walked to the sofa next to him to sit down Yes, it's like getting into a samadhi.

Xu Nan squinted for a while, then suddenly felt a churning in his stomach, and quickly stood up and ran out.Seeing this, Song Chen, who had been keeping his eyes on Xu Nan, dropped the cards in his hand and followed.

This kid probably got drunk and vomited.

When Song Chen went to the toilet, Xu Nan was washing his face on the sink.

"Why did you throw up?" Song Chen stepped forward and handed Xu Nan a tissue.

"You guys... drank too much... This is the first time I've seen the white one turned yellow..." Xu Nan took the tissue with a little unsteadiness, "Hey... ...Give me a hand, I see you are a ghost."

Song Chen stretched out his arms to wrap around Xu Nan's waist, and suddenly felt his face burning up...Xu Nan's waist was very thin, and he could feel the lines of his muscles through the thin clothes.

"...How about I take you back to school?" Song Chen asked.

Xu Nan almost turned into a crutch when he walked, he reached out and grabbed Song Chen's clothes from behind, "No... okay, your friend... is still there."

"It's okay, they can have fun even if I'm not here, I'll take you back."

When the two walked to the corridor, they found that the two were hugging and kissing passionately under the dim light not far away. Song Chen took a closer look, and suddenly felt a chill in his heart. If this is not Shan Zehang and his wife, who else could it be? ?

"Hold the grass, those two people... what are you doing hugging them, you scared me!" Xu Nan was dizzy in front of her eyes, and didn't recognize the two selfless people.

"...It's a fight, don't mind your own business, I'll go get the things out." Song Chen turned sideways to block Xu Nan's view, opened the door of the box and put Xu Nan on the sofa.

"Hey, Xu Nan and I left first, he was drunk. You guys play slowly here."

After packing up his things, Song Chen greeted his friends a few times before helping Xu Nan to go out.Before he had gone a few steps, a voice came from behind him.

"Brother Chen! Wait!" Song Chen turned his head to see that it was Liu Qing.

"Brother Chen, let me see you off... Your friend is drunk, and it's inconvenient to be alone..." Under the dim light, Liu Qing looked at Song Chen with a begging look on his face .

Song Chen was silent for two seconds.

"No, I can do it alone, you go back."

When Liu Qing heard this, the corner of his mouth suddenly curled up, and a few tears rolled out of his eyes.When Xu Nan heard the movement, he raised his head and looked forward. It was okay not to look, but when he saw it, he was startled again, "Hold the grass." Why are you still crying... Xu Nan hasn't figured out the situation yet He was carried out by Song Chen.

Walking out of the KTV and onto the road, Song Chen supported Xu Nan with one hand, and stretched out the other to hail a taxi. He stuffed Xu Nan into it, and when he was about to get into the car, he suddenly yelled from behind.

"Song Chen! I just want to say something!" Liu Qing shouted hoarsely behind him.

"I'm from..."

Song Chen was suddenly a little angry.

"Shut up!" He suddenly turned around and shouted, "Go as far as you can!"

Song Chen was afraid, he was afraid that others would know that he was gay, and he was even more afraid that Xu Nan would know!He couldn't imagine being confessed by a man in front of Xu Nan.He also didn't dare to let Xu Nan know that his best friend was also gay, he was afraid that Xu Nan would associate the word homosexuality with himself.Yes, Song Chen is like this.

No matter how good he is in the eyes of outsiders, he himself deeply loathes himself.He is afraid that these excellences will come to naught one day, just like his junior high school monitor, he will lose everything in an instant.

After getting into the car, Song Chen still couldn't calm down and stared out the window.

"...What are you two doing, filming Qiong Yao's drama?" Xu Nan was still in a daze and couldn't figure out the situation, Song Chen's yell woke him up a bit.

"It's okay, just... there was a little conflict before." Song Chen glanced at Xu Nan.

"Oh, that's such a big deal, he's such a cute little boy, but you made him cry..."

When Song Chen heard this, he suddenly felt weird and sore: "No...you fucking think he's cute?"

Xu Nan looked at Song Chen amusedly, and was about to pat him on the shoulder with a slap, but the head was not accurate enough, so he slapped it on Song Chen's thigh: "Haha, of course he is not as cute as our Brother Chen! He is a top student again! Good! I can still dance! I can still... Ouch, I can't find anyone better than you!"

Song Chen burst out laughing: "Xu Nan, how can you talk like this when you're drunk!"

It was almost twelve o'clock when the two arrived downstairs in the dormitory. Fortunately, the door was still unlocked.

"Hey, wake up, Xu Nan, which floor is your dormitory on?" Song Chen patted Xu Nan's face.

"Ah, that, 301, seems to be..." Xu Nan shook her head.

"Okay...let's go upstairs."

With Song Chen's support, Xu Nan was about to go upstairs. He raised his foot and wanted to step on the steps, but he couldn't step on it several times. After climbing for a long time, he still hadn't reached the first step.

Song Chen watched him climb the stairs and couldn't help laughing. He squatted down helplessly, turned his head and said, "Come up. I'll carry you on my back."

"Hi! I'm so honored! The famous brother Chen stooped to carry me upstairs! I really... I'm afraid I have accumulated virtue for two lifetimes!"

Song Chen was a little speechless, and cursed softly: "You fucking come up quickly! Don't babble!"

After Xu Nan climbed onto Song Chen's back, his head rested on his shoulder, humming non-stop, and exhaled some hot air into Song Chen's ears from time to time.This is the first time that Song Chen has had such close contact with a boy... After knowing that he is gay, he has always kept a certain distance from boys, neither close nor alienated, and he is a little disgusted with people like Liu Qing. ... As for Xu Nan, he didn't know why, but felt comfortable with him.

Song Chen sent Xu Nan back to the dormitory and went back.

The next day, Song Chen sent an audio file to Xu Nan. It was a recording of Xu Nan chanting in a taxi after he was drunk. It also involved some very exciting topics...

After a while, Xu Nan replied the message.

Song Chen looked at the series of emoticons sent by Xu Nan, who were paralyzed on the ground, and smiled gloatingly.

The author has something to say: Xiao Chenchen, Xiao Nannan