I really want to die

When Su Chen opened his eyes this time, he felt a little different from before, but he couldn't notice the difference for a while.

He opened his eyes on a bed and found that he was in an empty room, empty and deserted.Su Chen got up from the bed, and when he just had this thought, he found that he had already floated up from the bed—yes, it was floating.

Su Chen was stunned, and looked at the bed, completely stunned.

——There was another Su Chen lying on the bed.

Su Chen stood silently in front of the bed for a long time, looked at "myself" on the bed, and finally understood - or accepted one thing.He is dead, and what stands here now is him in the state of a soul, or in layman's terms, a ghost.

"He" on the bed seemed to have been dead for a long time, his body had begun to rot, and there were even maggots crawling in and out of it.

After dying so many times, it is the first time I see myself after death. This feeling is novel.What's more, looking at the worms growing on his body, Su Chen felt that he might not be able to face his body for a while.

After realizing the fact that he was "dead", Su Chen began to look at the room, and the more he looked at it, the more familiar it became.When he finally came to his senses, Su Chen was stunned again - this was a world he had reincarnated in, the world when that person first appeared and met him.

By the way, what is the name of that person in this world?Mu Zhen, is that the name?And this room seemed to be the house he lived in when he died for the first time.

He died a total of three times in that world. Except for the last life where he was with Mu Zhen, which can be regarded as the end of his life, the first two lives were all due to his weak body and illness.

The first time, because I had no money to buy medicine, I didn’t survive the first winter and died in bed.

The second time, it was due to a change of plan to participate in the family strife. As a result, I participated too much, and when I wanted to take a good rest, I was exhausted again.

——So now, he was excluded from the family battle, and then he was kicked out of the house, and then he died because he had no money to buy medicine?

The first question Su Chen thought of was: already dead, how can he die?Then the second reaction was: why did you come back to this world?This has never happened before. If there is anything special about this world, it is the appearance of that person-is it really related to that person?

As a ghost, Su Chen doesn't need to eat or sleep, and he can't feel the passage of time.Judging from the wall clock on the wall, many days should have passed.

During these days, Su Chen tried to get out of this room, but found that he couldn't get out at all.As if there was an invisible barrier, he could pass through the walls of the house, but he couldn't get out, as long as he went out, he would be blocked back.

Therefore, Su Chen had to stay here and was forced to observe the decay process of his own corpse-this was really not a good experience.Should he be thankful that he has no sense of smell as a ghost?So you can only see the rotting appearance of the corpse, but you can't smell anything.

If that's any consolation.

Su Chen sat on the window sill, looking up at the moon in the sky.

I heard that ghosts can absorb the essence of the sun and the moon. Could it be that he can practice as a ghost this time, re-cultivate as an adult, and then die at the end of his life?

It's a sad possibility indeed.

It's just that during the time when Su Chen woke up, he ran to the window to bask in the sun during the day—yes, his ghost can bask in the sun, and won't lose his soul under the sun's rays; at night, he sits in front of the window sill and basks in the moon .After a few days, I didn't find any changes. The body can still penetrate any physical object, and the door that can't get out still can't get out.

Under such circumstances, Su Chen thought that he might be trapped here forever, watching his corpse slowly turn into bones, and then consume for an unknown period of time.But it didn't take long for things to change. To be precise, his body was found.

It wasn't anyone from the Su family who found his body, but the property staff—they found out that Su Chen hadn't paid the heating bill for a long time, checked the electricity consumption of the house, and said that there should be people living in it, so they came to the door. Then Su Chen's body was found.

Su Chen couldn't even describe the expressions on the faces of the two staff members after seeing the situation in the room, especially the girl who felt quite sorry.

After the police arrived, they quickly ruled out the possibility of homicide and found out Su Chen's identity, but they couldn't contact any immediate family members—all the immediate family members in the phone book were dead, and Su Chen didn't have them at all. phone.In the end, the police called the Su Group, but they said there was no such person as Su Chen.

So, in the end, Su Chen's body could only be treated as an unnamed corpse, and it was sent to the city funeral home for cremation, and the ashes were kept and not buried—if no one claimed them after three years, they would randomly allocate a piece of land to him. buried.

In any case, it is much better than throwing mass graves in ancient times

- Strong fart!Is there anything more miserable than him in this life?After the death, the body was not claimed. It was taken away, burned, put in a jar and stuffed somewhere. It may not be found after three years.But he himself has become a ghost wandering around the world, and he will be trapped in this house for an unknown period of time.

Yes, although Su Chen's body was disposed of, he still couldn't get out of this room and was still trapped here.

Fortunately, this house is recorded in Su Chen's name, so it is currently vacant, has not been dealt with, and no one has moved in.

Su Chen was floating around in the room, but couldn't get out, so he could only squat on the window sill in a daze.

From time to time, he would think of Mu Zhen. In this life, if he is dead, will that person still exist?If so, what would his life trajectory be like?Will it change because of his death?

Speaking of which, in this world, he only met Mu Zhen when he woke up for the third time, and he died the first two times, so how did Mu Zhen spend those two lives?

The tall man stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the brightly lit night scene outside, exuding a murderous aura that made people dare not approach him.He held a goblet in his hand, the wine was crystal clear and mellow, but the man didn't seem to be in the mood to taste it, he just drank it casually, and the glass of wine quickly drained.

The man turned around, the expression on his face was not serious and cold, but very flat, as if he was not interested in everything, with a kind of careless alienation, deep in his eyes, but there was a trace of fatigue hidden.

"Have you found out?" The man's voice was flat, and he asked a little casually. He asked casually while pouring wine, and it seemed like it was just an insignificant question.But the other person in the room didn't dare to be negligent, lowered his head, and replied with a very respectful attitude:

"It was Xu Dongshen who made the decision without authorization. He claimed to have mastered the equity and core technology of 'Yunshen Technology'. As long as the owner is willing to accept it, he is willing to offer it free of charge."

"Free?" The man shook his wine glass lightly, spit out two words, the tone of which could not be discerned, as if he was just repeating unconsciously.But that subordinate stopped talking and lowered his head even lower.

"Being away from the master's house for so many years has made me a lot more courageous." The man seemed to be talking to himself, and the other person in the room just pretended not to hear him, and when he didn't need to speak, his mouth was tightly pursed.

After a while, half a glass of wine was removed before the man asked slowly.

"Is there anyone else in the Su family?"

The subordinate immediately replied, "Chairman Su also has a grandson, who is the heir in the will, but I heard that he was weak and sick since he was a child, and few outsiders have seen this Young Master Su."

The man paused while drinking, not knowing what was causing the inexplicable palpitation, he frowned slightly, and after a moment of silence, he spoke again, his tone unchanged.

"Go see this Young Master Su and give him some compensation."

The subordinate was a little surprised, and couldn't figure out how the boss, who was rumored to be unreasonable by the outside world, would have such a sudden kindness.But the boss's mind was beyond his ability to guess as a subordinate, so he respectfully agreed.After waiting for a while, seeing that the boss had nothing to do to make further arrangements, the subordinate was about to leave when he heard his boss say something to himself.

"The protectors are all dead. I'm afraid the current situation of this weak Young Master Su is not very good."

The boss seems to be very concerned about this Young Master Su, but he has never seen it before, and it is impossible for him to know him.The subordinate left the room in a daze, thinking about the attitude of the boss, he speeded up his work a bit.

After receiving the news, the subordinates admired the boss's foresight. They didn't know each other at all before, and they only inferred a person's current situation from a few words. The boss really deserves to be the boss.

"died?"

Mu Zhen's tone was a bit strange, and the expression on his face looked like he was bewildered and disbelieving.The subordinates were not sure about the attitude of the boss, so they were more cautious when speaking.

"Yes, shortly after the death of Chairman Su, Su Chen was kicked out of Su's house and lived alone in an apartment given to him by his mother. About a month ago, he died of illness in the apartment because his body was unrecognizable. People went to claim it, and now the ashes are still stored in the funeral home."

After the subordinate finished speaking, he saw that the boss hadn't spoken for a long time, so he couldn't help but look up, which shocked him greatly—because the boss who always had no expression and always looked indifferent, at this moment There was a confused and sad expression on his face.

"Corpse, ashes." Mu Zhen murmured these words, with a very bewildered expression on his face, and his heart instantly became empty, full of bitterness.He didn't understand why he felt this way, he just raised his hand and rubbed the sore brows vigorously, looking at the subordinate.

"sure?"

The subordinate's heart tightened, and he hurriedly lowered his head, "I went to the hospital to check Su Chen's death certificate, and also went to the apartment where he lived to confirm—the man, it was confirmed that he was dead, he should have died of illness without medical treatment."

The more he talked, the lower the voice became, and the temperature in the room seemed to freeze. When the subordinates were nervous, their hearts were beating violently.

After learning the news of the death of Young Master Su, he also felt sorry for the boy who was less than 20 years old.Suddenly became an orphan, and was bullied by relatives to such an extent that no one claimed the body after death, and I don't know what those people were thinking.Are you not afraid of being known by the outside world, scolding them for forcing the death of the only heir of the Su family?

When he was scolding those excellent relatives for Su Chen in his heart, the subordinate suddenly heard the boss speak, as if he was suppressing something, and said slowly:

"Take me to where he lives."