I really want to die

"It won't work like this. He is equivalent to shutting himself in a closed space, isolating everyone, and becoming less and less interested in the outside world and the people around him. In other words, his participation and feelings for the world Gradually becoming indifferent, our world seems to be gradually disappearing for him."

"Then what should I do? He still listens to what I talk to him at home, but what should I do if I don't go out or make friends?"

There were thin voices coming from outside the door with a gap open, one was calm and flat, and the other was full of worry.

Su Chen's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he felt that his eyelids were abnormally heavy, and he couldn't open them when he wanted to, so he couldn't help feeling a little anxious.I don't know if it's because I slept for too long, my mind is not very clear, and I feel groggy.

Also, he's lying here, where did Augusto go?Although he didn't open his eyes, he could still feel whether there was anyone around him.

There are voices outside, is it because outsiders broke into their sleeping place?

This time the sleeping time seemed to be particularly long. Ever since he was first embraced by Augustus and transformed into a vampire, he lived in the castle for a long time.After that, they began to travel around the world, not staying in each place for too long, and every once in a while, they would choose to return to the castle to sleep.

The two lie in the same coffin, the same coffin when they were born, and the same cave after death.After falling asleep, he wakes up in a few years, and sometimes he wakes up in August's arms, and finds that more than a hundred years have passed outside.

Every time after waking up, Su Chen couldn't tell whether he had already entered the next world reincarnation, or remained in August's world, until he was kissed by the person behind him who was hugging him and fell into a daze. Finally fully awake.

But now, he has woken up for a while, and there is no aura of August around him.Su Chen already had a little understanding in his heart, and after a while, after the body gathered some strength, he slowly opened his eyes.

It was not a nanmu black coffin carved with complicated patterns, nor a richly decorated castle, but a clean and bright ordinary room.There is a white desk lamp on the desk in front of the window, and a silver-white computer with the cover opened and turned off.

Ah, sure enough, the last world is over.

I don't know whether Augustus is like him, his life span in that world has come to an end, or he is still alive.If he is still alive, what will happen to him when he wakes up and finds that he is no longer there?

The conversation outside continued.

"In a situation like his, it is difficult to understand other people's feelings. Acting is not based on feelings as a code of conduct, but on reason and sensory judgment. For example, you are worried about him, he can't understand."

"Yes, when his father passed away, the child didn't shed a single tear, and was scolded by his grandmother for being cold-blooded. When he was young, no classmates played with him, and other children said he was a freak with no feelings. Me, me Whenever I saw him being treated like that, I hugged him and cried, but he didn't understand why I was crying."

"Well, his emotional maturity is different from his intellectual maturity. Because he lacks emotional interaction with others and has no rich emotional guides for reference, he cannot perceive subtle emotions. That is to say, his expressive color palette The pan lacks mid-tones, just black and white."

"Then, what should I do? I don't want him to become more emotional, but at least he can communicate with people and receive emotional signals from others. In this way, even if I am gone, someone can establish a relationship with him , you can take care of him for me."

"The only way is to let him experience more different emotions."

The voice behind gradually became blurred, Su Chen's eyelids became heavy, and he fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, the sun was shining brightly outside, the curtains of the room were drawn, and the bright light filled the whole room, and I could see the particles of dust floating in the air.

"Good boy, you're awake. Mom made you your favorite glutinous rice chicken and red bean double-skin milk. Get up, wash your face, and come and eat." Su Chen opened his eyes and was pulled by a woman sitting beside the bed. He raised his hand and looked at him with infinite love and compassion.

The woman is well maintained, with a pretty face and exquisite attire. Although her son is an adult, she looks like she is only about 30 years old.When speaking, there is a little ending sound, gentle and soft, with a feeling of singing in a low voice, which is very pleasant to listen to.

Su Chen heard that this was one of the two people he was talking to while sleeping.

After being pulled up to wash, the woman took Su Chen's hand to the dining table downstairs. Su Chen remained silent and observed carefully.

This is a three-story exquisite small building. The area is not very large, but the decoration is very delicate and warm.Su Chen didn't see anyone else, and he and this woman were the only ones who came here—well, it should be said that his mother lived together.

While Su Chen was eating, Su's mother kept looking at him with gentle and smiling eyes. When Su Chen finished eating, Su's mother took out a handkerchief that she had prepared a long time ago and handed it over.If it wasn't for Su Chen's quick answer, it looked like she wanted to wipe Su Chen's mouth with her own hands.

Su Chen felt quite helpless. Judging from what he heard when he woke up for the first time, he should be somewhat autistic in this life, rather than unable to take care of himself.

After watching Su Chen clean his mouth in a slow manner, and then gently wipe his fingers one by one, Mother Su showed a hesitant expression on her face, as if she was thinking about how to speak. After a while, she looked at Su Chen and said slowly:

"Xiaochen, mom thinks it would be boring for you to stay at home all the time, so I want to help you find something to do. Look at this, how about you? Your aunt Meijiu is in the film and television industry. You can go to her to act. That's it. Not only can you meet many different people, but you can also play different roles, isn't it amazing?"

After talking about it, she had a happy and excited expression on her face, like an aunt who tricked a child with candy.

Su Chen saw that although she tried her best to look happy, there was a trace of anxiety and worry in her eyes.

Is it because you are afraid that you will refuse?

He doesn't like to be in contact with people and can't understand other people's emotions, which is similar to himself.In other words, the reincarnation of each life is actually himself.

Since meeting that person, apart from having more contact with that person, Su Chen still keeps a distance from other people, and there is a gap between them.And his relatives are weak in each life, and he is even an orphan in many cases, so he doesn't need to bother to get along with his closest relatives.

But this life seems to be a little different.

Silently, he glanced at Mother Su who was staring at him expectantly, and Su Chen was slightly touched.This is a mother who wholeheartedly cares about her children, and she shouldn't be let down - plus, if he has been "staying" at home like this, I'm afraid he won't be able to meet that person.

"it is good."

The moment Su Chen nodded, Mother Su's face burst into a smile, and the corner of Su Chen's mouth couldn't help but smile.

After returning to the room, Su Chen began to search for information related to this world. When he saw the computer on the table, he naturally took it as his first choice.

After turning on the computer, without waiting for Su Chen to do anything, a large dialog popped up on the screen, occupying the entire screen.

The "Dididi" message sounded continuously, and Su Chen watched silently.This is a chat software, the friend column is bare, only one group hangs there, and the group name flashes, indicating that someone in the group is chatting.

Su Chen sat silently and did not click on that group.

Who would name a chat group "We're Not Sick"? !Not interested at all, okay?

However, no matter how he clicked the fork in the upper right corner, he couldn't turn it off.

This is, is this chat box forced to be the most current?

After sitting quietly for a while, Su Chen held the mouse, moved slowly, and clicked on the group name "We are not sick".

Please call me king: is anyone there?Come and cheat one!

I'm a fish: cheated, what's the matter?

Please call me king: Oh, little fish, you are the best.Let me tell you, today I met a pervert!

I am a fish: (⊙o⊙)!

Please call me the king: When I went out to eat in the afternoon, I went to my favorite Japanese restaurant.Ah, the clerk sister in kimono is still so gentle and beautiful, but it would be great if she didn’t touch my face so much~(@^_^@)~, and gave me a fruit platter O(∩_∩)O~~.I was very happy to eat and eat, and when I checked out, I found that I, the money, the bag, no, see you!

I am a fish: You forgot to bring your wallet (⊙o⊙)!

Please call me king: O__O”…

Call Me The King: Get the point!I'm missing my wallet!Don't forget to bring your wallet!Can we still have a good chat!

I am a fish: sorry (⊙o⊙).

Please call me king: ╭(╯^╰)╮Forget it, forgive you.

I'm a Fish: What happens when the wallet is gone?

Please call me the king: I called the waiter, but as soon as I said that the wallet was missing, someone stood up and said that they found my wallet-spicy for so long and didn’t say it, but waited for me to stand up and say that the wallet was missing. It was not intentional Well.And he didn't return my wallet, saying that he found my wallet and asked me to treat him to dinner before he would give it to me. Isn't this extortion? !Therefore, I suspect that the wallet was not dropped by myself at all, but was stolen by this person.The person dressed like a dog can't afford to eat, but he came up with such a way, don't you think it's a pervert!

I am a fish: (⊙o⊙)...

I'm a fish: did you finally please?

Please call me king: Of course it is impossible please(╰_╯)#! !

I am a fish: Did you get your wallet back?

Please call me king: ~~o(>_<)o~~

I am a fish: (⊙o⊙)?

Please call me the king: When I got angry, I just walked away.

I'm a fish: ...So in the end, I didn't pay for my meal and didn't get my wallet back?

Please call me king:

Existence is eternity: Stupid as always, identification completed.

I am a fish: yes, so you are here.

Stay away from me: You deserve it. If you have nothing to go out, you will be blind.

I'm a fish: Xiaoyuan is here too!It's just a guest.

Su Chen looked at his nickname: Worldly Guest, and suddenly felt a little sad.

He really didn't know what to say, so he sent a string of ellipses.

World guest: ...

I am a fish: Ke Ke! (⊙o⊙)

Please call me king: you don’t comfort me/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

Existing is Eternal: What's in Your Wallet?The ID cards are all inside, go to the police as soon as possible.You don't want to get your wallet back, but you're still here, thinking about how many times you've reported the loss of your documents.

Stay away from me: It doesn't matter if you don't have a document, just move in and be my neighbor, I can lend you rhubarb for a few days to watch the door.

Please call me king: I don't want to live in the mountains like you!Don’t want your rhubarb janitor either!Who would raise a boa constrictor to watch over the house?

World guest: ...

Su Chen had a premonition that the few people in this group, probably just like the name of this group, would not be normal.

The author has something to say: Little Theater:

According to legends in Jianghu, there are two chat groups, and only those who are talented, have unique bones, and are truly accepted can join.

These two groups are called:

we are not sick;

We are perverts.

When sickness meets abnormality, what kind of chemical reaction will happen?