I really want to die

Augustus carried Su Chen back to the castle as fast as he could.

For the fate of Strath and Mainz, Su Chen is not very concerned, at most, he just feels a little bit about Mainz's obsession with becoming a vampire.

What surprised him a little was that this person was also a vampire.

"You came back suddenly like this, don't you want the title of knight?" Su Chen shrank into August's arms and asked.Augusto's speed was very fast, so the wind he brought was also very strong. He buried his face in this man's arms. Although it was not warm, he felt a sense of peace and comfort.

Augustus tightened his arms, and his voice came into Su Chen's ears clearly, "You are more important." He wanted to get the title of knight, but it was just to make it easier to protect this person.

After a moment of silence, Su Chen suddenly asked, "When did you become a vampire?"

Augustus paused for a moment. He arrived in time to catch Su Chen who had fallen from the building, and later revealed his identity as a vampire. He never dared to study this person's attitude carefully.It's just that when he held this in his arms, he didn't resist himself, and August felt that this was very satisfying.Now Su Chen suddenly took the initiative to mention it, and Auguste's heart suddenly rose.

"Huh?" After not hearing an answer for a long time, Su Chen raised his head from Auguste's arms, and just saw a resolute chin, and the cold wind poured into his neck, Su Chen immediately shrank back.Augusto also raised his hand and pressed it on the back of his head, pressing on his chest.

"I don't know the exact time, maybe 600 years." Augusto finally replied lightly.

After hearing this, Su Chen gave a faint "Oh" and didn't speak again.

Until returning to the castle, August put the person in his arms on the bed, and saw that there was no special expression on his face, as if there was not much difference between living 600 years and 60 years and [-] years.

His fingers gently caressed the young man's cold jade-like face, but at this moment, there was a bloodstain on the thin porcelain-like skin, which looked extremely glaring.August put his hand against Su Chen's face, which was not as big as his palm, lowered his head, and asked in a low voice: "Aren't you afraid?"

Su Chen looked at him leisurely, and asked indifferently, "What are you afraid of? Afraid that you are a vampire, or that you have lived for so long?"

Auguste's eyes changed, and he stared at Su Chen without blinking.Su Chen looked at the ceiling and continued, "There's nothing to be afraid of. The old monster who has lived for too long may be the one he fears the most, not others, but himself."

For 600 years, in Su Chen's eyes, there is really nothing worth caring about.Not to mention the superimposed time of his reincarnation in so many worlds, some special worlds, just one life, is hundreds of thousands of years.In the world like the Nine-Tailed Fox Demon, life and death lasted more than a thousand years.

Seeing Su Chen whose eyes suddenly dimmed, a pain suddenly surged in August's heart, as well as deep self-blame and guilt.It was as if he had done something to offend the person in front of him, hurt him, and made him show such a sad expression.

"sorry."

Before he could figure it out, the words of apology had already been spoken, which made both of them stunned for a moment.

Su Chen stared blankly at Augustus for a while, seeing confusion in his eyes, as if he didn't understand why he apologized, and what kind of apology he was offering.Su Chen smiled slightly, raised his hand to touch August's face, and said softly: "There is nothing to be sorry for, in fact, maybe you also have a poor life experience, and you don't know why you are wandering in this world. "

What Su Chen said was that Augustus, like him, reincarnated in different worlds. The reason behind it was unknown, maybe it was just a fictitious phantom, and maybe he was suffering some pain that others could not imagine.

But Auguste thought that Su Chen was talking about his life, his experience of becoming a vampire.On the day of the coming-of-age ceremony, the life of a human being ends, and the time of the body stays on him forever. He walks alone or sleeps silently in the long years.

As soon as Auguste grasped Su Chen's hand, not letting his hand leave his face, he stared at Su Chen intently, not daring to even blink, as if this person would disappear from his eyes in a blink of an eye , and that would be a fate he could not bear.

"You—" His voice was hoarse, but he didn't know what to say when he opened his mouth.

Su Chen smiled more gently, raised his other hand, gently pressed his injured cheek, and said with a smile: "If you are a vampire, don't you really want to suck my blood? I have injuries on my body now. , and shed a lot of blood, isn't it attractive to you?"

Augustus paused, his eyes darkened, his hand slowly moved to Su Chen's face, and he spoke in a dry and hoarse voice, "I don't want to see you bleed, although your blood is of no use to me. The temptation to refuse." He slowly bent down, and licked Su Chen's face with the tip of his tongue, and the sweet-smelling blood caused a tremor from the tip of his tongue to his whole body.

Su Chen's body also trembled, fearing that he would faint when he saw his own blood, he closed his eyes and his eyelashes trembled slightly.

After Augusto licked tentatively, he couldn't help slowing down, and licked the wound on Su Chen's face more gently.The bloodstains that had already clotted were slowly moistened under the light licking of the hot and humid tongue, and were licked away bit by bit.And the place where the tongue has been licked, the skin is as smooth as new, and there is no trace of it.

The tongue moved slowly from one side of the face, the eyelashes were constantly trembling, the tip of the nose was slightly sweaty, and the lips were slightly opened and moved.

The numbness spread from the lips to the whole body, Su Chen couldn't help but let out a soft moan, and Augustusge's tongue slyly stuck into his mouth.

Augusto's kiss was not violent, but gentle and delicate like a drizzle, with every kind of care and cherishment.He pressed Su Chen on the bed, reached in from the hem of his clothes, and touched the smooth and warm skin of this person.

I don't know if it was because of the coolness of August's fingers, or because he was touched by a wound somewhere on his body, Su Chen closed his eyes, frowned, and snorted uncomfortably.Augustus made a movement, left Su Chen's lips, raised his upper body and stared at him.

When his eyes touched Su Chen's blood-stained clothes, a icy chill flashed in Augusto's eyes, which was replaced by another deep color in an instant.

At this moment, the boy on the bed opened his star eyes slightly, and his lips parted slightly. Because of the action just now, his lips were bright red, he was panting slightly, and his face was also dyed a thin blush.The clothes on his body also became messy due to the previous fight, and the collar that was usually buttoned to the top button also fell apart, revealing his beautifully shaped collarbone.In some places, the snow-white shirt was torn open, and the white shirt was dyed bright red.

As if she had just been abused, lying weak and helpless under her at this moment can arouse the tyranny and desire in the bottom of her heart.

Augustusge unbuttoned Su Chen's clothes, and soon the unique slender figure of a young man unfolded in front of his eyes. His skin was white and smooth like milk, and his thin waist was too thin to hold.And precisely because of such beauty, the bloodstains on it are particularly shocking.

Augusto leaned down and licked away the blood on Su Chen's body bit by bit, just like he had licked the wound on Su Chen's face before.

Su Chen didn't know if it was pain or something else, but he trembled more violently, and opened his eyes slightly, "Augusger—" The voice was as thin as a kitten, with a slight vibrato.

Augusto paused, as if his heart had been scratched severely by a cat's paw.He gently licked the bloodstain on Su Chen's chest until the skin there recovered to its original state, without any trace of injury, then along the collarbone, neck, and chin, all the way up, kissed Su Chen's lips again.

"Don't be afraid, I'm just helping you heal your wounds." Augusto gasped slightly, with his lips against Su Chen's, and said in a breathy voice, "If you don't want to, I won't make you look like you." I am the same. Remember, I will never hurt you." After Augustusge finished speaking, he put Su Chen's lips in his mouth and rubbed them gently.

"You, have you transformed other people?" Su Chen opened his eyes and stared at the person above his head.Augusto left his lips slightly, pressed against his forehead, and smiled lowly.

"No, since the day I became a vampire, I have not transformed anyone into a vampire, nor have I directly sucked blood from any human being." He raised his head, stared into Su Chen's eyes, and lowered his voice, " I thought that I would not suck anyone’s blood. When I needed blood supplement, I would always use a container to take it. I thought, it would be like this until the long life was exhausted, until I met you——you are my first The only one who is willing to directly suck blood, and the only one who I am willing to give a first hug, a real 'first hug'."

Su Chen looked at him without blinking, without speaking, Augustus couldn't help but kissed his eyes, and sighed softly: "Don't worry, if you don't want to become a vampire, I won't force you Yours. I will still stay by your side and stay with you until the end of my life."

"Then what about you after my life is over?" Su Chen asked softly.

Augusto stared at him and smiled softly, "I've lived long enough, a brief but meaningful company is better than wandering alone in the world for 1 years."

Su Chen suddenly wet his eyes, stretched out his hand to caress his face, smiled with teary eyes and said: "I will not let you be alone. You are right, if you are with you, even if it is short, then no matter how long you live , actually makes sense.”

August's body trembled slightly. He knew too well what it was like to live alone for so long, so he was keenly aware of the loneliness that Su Chen just revealed inadvertently.A more obvious distress than before rose up and permeated the whole body, accompanied by an extremely strong desire - as long as it can make this person happy, he is willing to do anything.

"Don't cry, I won't leave you alone." Augusto stroked the corner of Su Chen's eyes, leaned down again, and kissed his lips tenderly.

In the end, Auguste almost licked all over Su Chen's body, licking every tiny wound on his body. If it weren't for Su Chen's young age, his body would not be able to bear it, and the matter would probably not be able to stop in the end .

In the past few days, people in the castle felt that since the lord's personal servant became a knight, he was more "close" than before.And the atmosphere lingering over the lord and his newly promoted knight is also very weird. It is not clear where the specific weirdness is. Anyway, as long as these two stand together, everyone else, including the surrounding environment, will become the background, and every drop of water will be splashed. do not go in.

This new knight in the castle seems to be very appreciated by the lord. Forsythia lost the necessary blessings and vigils for the knight's ceremony, and the lord used his power to open the back door for him, so that he can be promoted smoothly knight.

According to this degree of favor, it is very possible to grant land and people in the future and become a vassal under the lord. Even if he cannot become an earl, a viscount baron is still very possible.

Therefore, after becoming a knight, the treatment of Augusto in the castle was polarized—the young men envied him in all kinds of ways, and hoped that he would soon fall out of favor every day, and it would be best to anger the lord one day and be expelled from the castle And those young girls, more pink bubbles, dress up beautifully every day to create occasional encounters, but Augustus is almost inseparable from the lord, and if you meet Augustus, you will meet the lord by chance.

After this kind of encounter happened several times, Charlie, the old housekeeper, became worried. He felt that someone had an evil intention to seduce the underage lord. Finally, Su Chen and Augustus finally calmed down.

It's just pity for those girls who were expelled from the castle. They cried and wet several handkerchiefs and couldn't figure out why they were expelled from the castle.When they made the encounter, they didn't think Augustus would be with the lord, so they didn't even dare to glance at the lord from the corner of their eyes when they were so shocked, so how could they think of causing such a misunderstanding to the housekeeper.

When the two parties misunderstood and there was no communication and explanation, Auguste stayed by Su Chen's side and gained peace.He was probably the only one who knew about the misunderstanding, but he chose not to say anything.

Expelled from the castle, is there anything more important than him quietly guarding his lord?

When those people disturbed their two-person world again and again, Augustus wanted to say:

You women don't waste your efforts in vain, I am already the lord's man.

The author has something to say:

It feels like everyone has disappeared suddenly. Is it because I am busy with the exam, and I am busy with the end-of-year summary?

Well, the year is coming to an end, I wish the students who take the exam to achieve results-especially the university monks who don’t fail their subjects; the hardworking bees who sum up at the end of the year, I wish you a big red envelope at the end of the year, and a special prize at the annual meeting!