I really want to die

Su Chen didn't faint for a long time. Before he fell down, he heard someone yelling. He regained consciousness not long after, but his limbs were weak, he was sweating a little, and his eyelids couldn't be opened very well.

Although he didn't open his eyes, Su Chen could feel that there were many people around him, noisy.But now he was lying flat, but his head was slightly lifted, and someone was slowly feeding him water.

"Quiet."

A deep male voice sounded above Su Chen's head, very close. Su Chen judged that it was the person holding him and feeding him, because when this person spoke, he felt a slight vibration in his chest.

Judging from the voice, it should be a very young person, between a teenager and a young man, not a few years older than him.His voice was clear, but his tone seemed a little low.

This person's voice was not loud, but everyone's voice miraculously stopped. Su Chen felt that the whole world became quiet.After a while, probably feeling that enough was enough, the man stopped feeding him water, touched his cold wrist, and spoke again.

"I don't know if you have blood sickness? Why do you still come to the slaughterhouse?"

It was still a light and emotionless voice. Su Chen himself felt very pleasant and comfortable to hear it, but after his voice fell, a weak voice replied:

"We, we followed the lord, and we came here without paying attention."

"Hmph, you disturbed your lord, but now you want to get away with it?" An angry voice said.Su Chen recognized the voice of Thomas, the knight of the castle and the youngest son of the old steward.Thomas felt that he had not protected the adults well. He was angry and blamed himself, and decided to plead guilty after going back.

Su Chen opened his eyes, and was slightly taken aback when he saw the man.

This person has a pretty face, and the lake blue eyes are like the blue satin-like sky reflected in the blue sea, which is extremely attractive.He was indeed young, probably no more than 20 years old, with fair skin, silvery hair, and indifferent eyes.

Su Chen turned his head to look, and found that he was moved to a piece of grass, with soft grass under his body, and he could find one or two small flowers of different colors when he looked closely.

It was not far from the slaughterhouse, but the slaughtered animal was gone, and the basin containing the blood was taken somewhere, and the part on the ground that was spattered with blood was covered tightly with a blanket. .

Sickness?Su Chen felt that he could not understand this matter.After so many worlds, the blood he has seen and even made himself is enough to form a big river for him to swim in, and he still faints?Or pig blood?

Closing his eyes and breathing slowly, Su Chen felt that he had recovered, and was about to sit up with his hands on the grass.The person who was still holding him behind him put his hands on the back of his head, helped him straighten his upper body, and then knelt down on one knee, letting Su Chen press his shoulders to stand up.

"Thomas, I don't blame them for this. It's my own carelessness." Su Chen looked at Thomas and said, he glanced at the people in the manor waiting in fear, nodded, and said calmly, "You don't have to follow me, all go Do your own thing."

Those people looked at each other, and then looked at Su Chen's face, seeing that he really didn't intend to vent his anger, so they bent down and all left.

After everyone else walked away, Thomas looked at Su Chen and said worriedly: "My lord, you fainted once today. I think today's inspection is here. Let's go back to the castle."

Compared with the slightly depressing, humid, dark, and gloomy environment of the castle, Su Chen is still more willing to stay in the manor full of natural scenery for a while.

"I'm fine. If you want to continue walking, you don't have to follow."

Thomas opened his mouth, wanting to say something but did not dare to refute Su Chen's order.

"Your Excellency, you can come with me. I happen to have new honey at my place. You can let your lord taste it, and it can also replenish the energy that was lost just now." After the others followed Su Chen's words and walked away, this person has been standing silently in Su Chen's mouth. Behind Chen, when he heard him say that he wanted to continue walking, he opened his mouth to answer.

Before Su Chen could answer, Thomas' eyes lit up, and he said excitedly: "Yes, father gave you honey when you fainted when you saw the blood before." Seriously said to Su Chen, "My lord, please go there and drink a little, so that your body will be fine."

Su Chen glanced at him silently, and didn't bother to correct him.Turning his head to look at the person who made the opinion, Su Chen noticed that the clothes he was wearing were made of rough fabric like the people in the manor.It's just that this kind of rough clothes that other people wear looks like a sack, but this person doesn't feel a bit vulgar in wearing them. On the contrary, there is a sense of returning to nature and simplicity, and there is even a sense of dignity and elegance in his gestures.

This person doesn't match his current identity. Could it be a spy sent by another castle?

Su Chen didn't care much about thinking, and asked the man, "Are you a beekeeper?"

"Yes, my lord." After a pause, he stared into Su Chen's eyes and added, "My name is August, and your lord can call me by my name."

Su Chen nodded, "Okay, Auguste, lead the way."

"Yes, my lord."

Originally, Su Chen believed that August's identity was a disguise, so his so-called "beekeeping" was just a cover, and at most he could get some ready-made honey for him to eat.

Until the two approached the hive, the dense "buzzing" sound and the black whirlwind of bee swarms from east to west made Su Chen pause slightly, feeling a little uncomfortable in his heart.

Is this man really a beekeeper?The so-called fresh honey will not be taken directly from the honeycomb, right?It doesn't have to be so fresh, does it?

Augustusge noticed Su Chen's hesitation, looked at him sideways, suddenly smiled lightly, stretched out his hand to hold Su Chen's hand, pulled him forward slowly, and said, "Don't be afraid, my lord. Even small things can recognize people, they won't bite adults."

Sure enough, those bees seemed to be able to distinguish people consciously. When Augustus dragged Su Chen in, they all separated spontaneously, and none of the bees approached.

Su Chen was puzzled in his heart, bees would not sting Thaksin indiscriminately, as long as they did not block the bee path or grabbed them with their hands, generally bees would not sting, but in the current situation of actively avoiding humans, he was Never seen before.Could it be that this is not an ordinary world, but a fantasy?

Augustus didn't seem to find it strange at all, and took Su Chen's hand and led him to the biggest beehive.The beehive is nearly half a person's height, hanging heavily on a wooden stake, and the golden honey can be seen flowing outside.

Only a few bees were seen outside the hive, and they stood motionless on it, wondering if they were producing honey.

"My lord, you can just touch it with your hands and taste it." When Su Chen was watching seriously, Augusto got very close to him at some point, and the air flow from his words sprayed on Su Chen's neck.

I don't know if it's because of staying with the bees for a long time, Su Chen can smell a cool fragrance from August's body.This fragrance penetrated into his nose, and almost immediately occupied his sense of smell, making every breath he took had this cool taste.

Su Chen collected himself and tried his best to ignore the people approaching behind him.

Augustus is not very old, but he is tall and thin. When he stands behind Su Chen, Su Chen can reach his chin, so as long as he lowers his head a little, he can hold Su Chen in his arms inside.

Su Chen tentatively stretched out a finger and dipped it into a place of honey, but felt a slight tingling in his fingertips. He flicked his hand away, held his finger in front of his eyes, and frowned slightly.

There was a thin drop of blood, but fortunately he didn't show any signs of fainting, if even this narrowing of blood fainted, Su Chen would feel that he would not leave the castle in this life, and shut himself up in the room for the rest of his life Got it.

"It should be the sting left by some bee." Su Chen moved his fingers and said something nonchalantly. Sometimes there are some broken bee needles left in the honeycomb. He was unlucky, and he could touch it.It doesn't look like the thorn stayed in the skin though, so it's just a small, completely negligible blip.

When he was about to put down his hand, he was caught by a slender and pale hand. Su Chen was stunned, and heard August's voice behind him saying hoarsely:

"do not move."

After saying don't move, Auguste leaned forward, held Su Chen's finger and put it into his mouth.Su Chen felt a soft tongue licking around his fingertips, and even licked the wound with the tip of his tongue.

This, what's the situation?

Su Chen's body was a little stiff, especially where the tongue had been licked, as if a cluster of flames had been ignited, burning along the fingertips, and his body felt a strange thirst.

Just when Su Chen couldn't help but want to withdraw his hand, Auguste took Su Chen's fingers out of his mouth.

Because of the action just now, the 16-year-old boy has been completely imprisoned in the young man's arms. At this time, he did not let go of the boy's hand, and looked down at the eyes of the boy who was leaning on his chest and looking up. , his eyes instantly became deep, as if there was a floating fragrance in the deep night.

"It's sweet."

He said something in a hoarse voice.

Of course, honey on your fingers will feel sweet. Is this kind of praise in disguise for your high beekeeping skills?

Su Chen didn't know whether this person's actions just now were simply healing him, or—— or flirting with him.He decided to treat it as an offense, so he pushed August away with a sullen face, his face was slightly cold, and his tone became cold.

"In that case, let's all contribute."

According to the regulations set by the castle, ten pounds of honey is enough to hand over one pound, but he felt that this person should not be so cheap.

Looking at Su Chen with a cold face, Auguste didn't care about being exploited at all. He stared at Su Chen's eyes until he saw Su Chen's face became cold again, then slowly opened his mouth, using a low-pitched expression. Said softly in an elegant tone:

"Yes, my lord."

After Su Chen returned to the castle, Thomas immediately told the old housekeeper Charlie what happened in the manor, so Su Chen listened to the nagging all afternoon.

When he saw Charlie for the first time, he thought he was a strict and reticent old man, but he never expected that Charlie had a worry-loving personality that was completely opposite to the outer skin.Especially when faced with some matters related to Su Chen's health, it was even more frustrating, because Su Chen's father, the previous lord of the castle and his wife, both died of illness.

Even though he felt that Charlie was making a big fuss, Su Chen firstly didn't want to distract him, and secondly, he didn't really want to go out again, so he didn't go to inspect other manors for the next three days, but only sent some people there and then came back to report.

There is really no entertainment in this world, and because of Su Chen's status as a lord, except for Charlie who can chat with him, everyone else just serves him and obeys his orders.

So Su Chen can only read books. There are books collected by previous lords in the castle. If you read all these books, then this life may be over.

"My lord, Bishop Francis invites you to attend the inauguration ceremony of the new bishop three days later. This is the invitation letter just sent by the church." Charlie came to the study and put down a snow-white letter sealed with wax in front of Su Chen. The site is a distinct cross indentation.

Su Chen put down the book in his hand, took the knife handed over by Charlie and opened the letter. After reading it, he put it aside casually, and asked Charlie, "Do I have to go for this kind of thing?"

"It depends on your own wishes. This is the first time that Bishop Francis has come to teach in your territory. He hopes that you will attend the inauguration ceremony because he wants to gain a firm foothold in the new diocese." Charlie paused here, his voice very loud. Plainly, "If your lord doesn't want to go, just refuse."

Su Chen thought for a while and said, "No, I'll go."

To live in this world and live a better life, it is better to get in touch with this world as much as possible.

It's just that before the day of the bishop's inauguration ceremony, something related to the church happened.

A church in town, dead.The one who died was a rape woman who was hanging at the door of the church with all the blood drained from her body.