I really want to die

Under the care of Mu Zhen, Su Chen feels that there is hope to pass the customs in this life. He goes to and from get off work with Mu Zhen every day, and travels with him everywhere——Mu Zhen doesn’t take him with him every time he goes on a business trip. Sometimes he suddenly disappears for a few days. Where to go? Not to mention, it seems very mysterious.Su Chen was not curious at all, even though he could smell a faint smell of blood on Mu Zhen's body, he pretended not to know anything.

As an international and established family, the Mu family has some unexplainable forces behind it, so it is naturally not a simple businessman.In his opinion, as the next patriarch of the family, it is normal for Mu Zhen to run around the world. It is strange that he spends most of his time on himself and the Su family like now.

No matter what Mu Zhen has done behind the scenes, Su Chen is still satisfied with his current living conditions. He doesn't need to do anything, and with the property he owns now, even if Mu Zhen leaves in the future, he can still live well , Live to the day when you die.

However, although Su Chen is satisfied with his current life, some people can't see it, and this kind of dissatisfaction is still considered for him from Su Chen's standpoint, so Su Chen is speechless for a while, and doesn't know how to react.

After Xiao Heng came to look for Su Chen that day, he didn't show up again after a long time. Su Chen almost forgot about this person, but he suddenly appeared in front of his eyes again, and put on a face that wanted to save him from fire and water. in the posture.

In Xiao Heng's words, Mu Zhen is a villain with ulterior motives and hidden evil intentions. He deliberately approached Su Chen in order to gain his trust and take over the Su Group.However, Su Chen was young and bedridden in bed all year round. He was innocent and kind, ignorant of evil people's hearts, and fell into Mu Zhen's treacherous tricks.The evidence is that the entire Su family is now under the control of Mu Zhen.

Xiao Heng spoke eloquently, and was even a bit heartbroken. Su Chen was taken aback for a while, and finally he concluded: "Xiaochen, I know that you lost your relatives when you were young, and you have no one to rely on. But you can't just let someone else hand over the foundation established by Mr. Su."

——No.

Su Chen's eyes widened slightly, and he really wanted to refute, but found helplessly that he couldn't refute.Because if Mu Zhen didn't show up, he would have sold the Su family to Xiao Heng who was in front of him, but after having Mu Zhen, even though he had signed an agreement to ask Mu Zhen to take charge of the Su family, he would sit behind the scenes as the largest shareholder and act as the shopkeeper.But how useful is a piece of paper, not to mention how can a person like Mu Zhen be constrained by a piece of paper.

The current situation between him and Mu Zhen, in the eyes of the outside world, doesn't it mean that he trusts outsiders and surrenders the Su Group?

These people don't know Mu Zhen's real identity, they don't know that the little Su family doesn't look down on them, and they don't know that Su's value in Su Chen's eyes is nothing more than a pile of real money. With enough money, he can live his life safely, and he doesn't care who the Su family belongs to.

Of course, these words cannot be said to outsiders, so Su Chen remained silent from the beginning to the end, making Xiao Heng, who really wanted to help him, sigh helplessly.

After Su Chen left, Xiao Heng sat on the spot sullenly, frowning and thinking hard, thinking of any way to persuade Su Chen, otherwise he would not be able to explain to his grandfather.

At this time, a tall, dignified and beautiful woman walked up to Xiao Heng and sat down, and greeted him with a smile.

"Senior Brother Xiao, it turned out to be really you. I didn't expect to meet you in China."

"Wanqing, when did you go back to China?" Xiao Heng was a little surprised and surprised. The woman was Xiao Heng's classmate when he was studying abroad, and they had a good relationship. Xiao Heng only knew that her identity was not simple, but he didn't know Her true history.Du Wanqing is both talented and good-looking, she was very popular when she was studying, Xiao Heng also had a good impression of her, but later she heard that she already had a fiancé, so she gave up.

Du Wanqing exchanged pleasantries with him, chatted about their respective situations after returning to their countries, and then asked Su Chen casually.

"Brother, are you here to see a friend? Just now, seeing you looking sullen, could it be that your friend has encountered something troublesome?" This is Du Wanqing's brilliance. Does his friend encounter troubles, so that he can talk about Su Chen directly, without being abrupt, but showing her concern.

Sure enough, Xiao Heng didn't think much, and told her about Su Chen.He was worried when he said it, so he didn't notice the ridicule and disdain in Du Wanqing's eyes when he heard him say that Mu Zhen intended to murder the Su family.

When Su Chen returned home, Mu Zhen, who had disappeared for two days, suddenly appeared. As soon as he came back, he threw his arms around his shoulders, rubbed his head against his neck, and asked, "Where did you go?"

Su Chen was speechless about his more and more domineering behavior, but he didn't realize that he had become more and more used to being close to Mu Zhen, and he didn't feel any rejection in his heart, instead he became more and more casual in front of Mu Zhen.He pushed Mu Zhen's hand away, glared at the man and said angrily, "Where did I go, don't you know?"

When he was around, he couldn't leave his sight for almost 24 hours. Even if he was on a business trip, he would call several times a day, and there were several people around him who were watching his whereabouts.Su Chen didn't feel uncomfortable with Mu Zhen's similar monitoring method. Instead, he had a sense of reality that had a substantial connection with the world.

Mu Zhen was very satisfied with Su Chen's unconsciousness that he only showed casualness, so he didn't puncture it, put his arms around Su Chen's waist instead, and led him to sit down by the sofa.

"Mu Zhen, as the head of the Mu family, is it really okay for you to be so idle?" Su Chen glanced at the man lazily, with a slightly mocking tone.

Mu Zhen grinned at him, suddenly hugged him tightly, and said happily: "Xiao Chen finally knows how to care about me, it's really happy."

Su Chen's face darkened, and he stared at Mu Zhen speechlessly—sarcasm, sarcasm, do you understand?

Looking at the angry Su Chen, Mu Zhen hugged him and shook him. After laughing a few times, his expression suddenly became serious, and he stared deeply at the coffee table in front of him. His tone was light and careless, But Su Chen could still hear the killing intent in his words.

"Do you know what kind of title I have in the outside world? 'Undead Ghost'. Because no matter what kind of danger I am in, even if it is ten dead in the eyes of others, I will survive in the end, and then kill my enemies , One by one, I went to hell with my own hands. There are many people who are against the Mu family, and there are many people who are against me, but they can't kill me, and the one who dies in the end is someone else."

Mu Zhen never talked about the Mu family in front of Su Chen, let alone his past affairs, but in this short passage, he revealed his bloody and dangerous past.

Su Chen lowered his eyes, he knew the Mu family better than Mu Zhen thought, and he also knew him better.If Mu Zhen was placed in any troubled world, he would be a hero and overlord, but what really touched Su Chen in this passage was the word "immortal ghost".

A wisp of immortal soul.

Isn't that what he said about himself?No matter how many times he reincarnates, although he will die in each life, he will be reborn in the next life. In a sense, he is the real, immortal ghost.

There will always be catastrophe, and there will be no time for finding out.

Feeling Su Chen's depressed mood almost immediately, Mu Zhen hugged him a little tighter, suppressed his evil spirit, lowered his head and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Su Chen raised his head slightly and stared into Mu Zhen's eyes, which were different from his usual indifferent eyes. At this moment, in Su Chen's eyes, there seemed to be a boundless despair hidden so deep that even he could deceive himself.

The feeling of colic in the heart struck again, Mu Zhen stared blankly at Su Chen, caressing his face with his hands unconsciously, the touch was cold.

"Every time you survive, do you feel happy?" Su Chen looked at Mu Zhen and asked softly.

In an instant, Mu Zhen felt his heart was struck by lightning, and the corner hidden in the deepest part was tightly grasped by a hand. An indescribable feeling permeated his whole body instantly. He stared blankly at the boy in his arms, speechless. ability.

At this moment, two equally lonely souls meet suddenly, peeling off the layers of appearance, and glimpse the exhaustion and loneliness deep in each other's hearts.

Survive again and again, open your eyes, what is the first thought that hits your heart?

Nice to be alive?

No, it's not, it's the deep loneliness, not knowing when the next "death" will come.Every time you survive, it seems that you are just going to the next death date. Will you feel happy living like this?

But everyone only saw that he survived, and the clansmen were happy because of his strength; the enemies feared him also because of his strength.But no one ever asked him - are you happy?

Mu Zhen hugged Su Chen tightly, sticking him to his heart, didn't say anything, but seemed to embrace his whole world.

Afterwards, Mu Zhen became more attached to Su Chen, almost to the point of inseparability, and even reduced the number of times he performed family tasks because of this.It is taken for granted that his behavior attracted the attention of the Mu family, so Su Chen was inevitably exposed to the eyes of the Mu family.

Mu Zhen, as the next patriarch of the Mu family, is a matter of certainty and expectations, and his prestige is all achieved by himself, without relying on his grandparents at all.

The first ones to come to the door were not the Mu family.

After Mu Zhen performed an undeniable mission and left, Xiao Heng came to visit again and brought a woman with him.

Out of his sincere goodwill towards Xiao Heng, Su Chen did not refuse his visit, but when he saw the woman standing next to Xiao Heng, he frowned slightly, feeling slightly displeased.

"Xiao Chen, her name is Du Wanqing, and she is my college classmate." Under Su Chen's calm gaze, Xiao Heng said something slowly but couldn't continue.

When I met Du Wanqing that day and chatted with her about Su Chen, Du Wanqing suggested that she could help.Xiao Heng thought that Su Chen was still young and suddenly lost his family, and he himself was a big man who didn't know how to comfort others. Maybe changing to a gentle and beautiful woman would open Su Chen's heart and listen to his advice.

At that time, he thought of a good idea, but now that he was in front of Su Chen, for some reason, seeing those calm eyes, Xiao Heng suddenly felt a little speechless.

"Your name is Su Chen, right? Hello, my name is Du Wanqing, you can call me Miss Wanqing." Du Wanqing walked up to Su Chen with a gentle and pleasant smile on her face, and stretched out her hand towards Su Chen.

Different from Xiao Heng's sincere help, Su Chen could see the calculation hidden under the smile of this woman at a glance.

This is interesting, Su Chen is sure that he does not know this woman, and has never met this woman in the previous two lives, so what is she trying to plot when she appears in front of him?

When he was not in front of Mu Zhen, Su Chen returned to his usual indifference and directness, "I don't know you, and I didn't invite you into my house."

The implication is that she came uninvited, Su Chen is so shameless, even with Du Wanqing's self-cultivation, his face changed, Xiao Heng's face was even more embarrassed, but he didn't blame Su Chen, after all, he did it without authorization. Bring people in.

Then Xiao Heng said a few words in a hurry, and then took Du Wanqing to leave. As for the dark eyes that Du Wanqing left for him before leaving, Su Chen didn't care at all.

But the next day, when Su Chen was lying outside basking in the sun, Du Wanqing came again uninvited, and, skipping Su Chen's permission, she stood directly in front of him.