I really want to die

Chongming called the medical officer, and after a simple inspection, he still didn't find any problems.Seeing the young man in pain, the medical officer suggested taking the young man to the infirmary and performing a full-body scan with special equipment.

When scanning the head, the instrument made a sharp sound, and stood up from the chair again.

"..." The medical officer stared at the display screen, as if he couldn't believe what he saw. After a long time, he found his voice and said with difficulty, "Your Highness, Your Highness, this is exactly the same as your situation a year ago .”

Needless to say by the medical officer, Chongming has already seen it clearly.

The EEG showed chaotic scattered waves, which were moving at a high frequency.

A year ago, he fell asleep and couldn't see the display of his EEG, but he was very clear about what happened in his mind.

Explosive pain, consciousness floating up and down in the cold shadow world, don't know where you are, who you are, and even, don't know "I" don't know.

His consciousness was split, as if he would be scattered in the void at any time, he was awake for a while, and confused for a while.When I was awake, there was only endless pain, like falling into a bottomless abyss, and I kept falling.The feeling of weightlessness made him unable to feel his own existence at all, and his body and consciousness were separated and separated.

And when the consciousness gradually faded away, it seemed to fall into a cold and disordered space, with no sound, no graphics, only—the instinct of predatory.Scattered in every corner of the universe, running on the ground, flying in the sky, hiding in the seabed, or trapped in caves.

It took Chongming a long time to realize that when his consciousness was at its weakest, his consciousness merged into the alien consciousness group—group shared consciousness.

The latest research from the Empire reveals that xenomorphs are creatures without individual consciousness - except for the xenomorph queen.They are a group of consciousness, so awakening one is tantamount to awakening all; being discovered by one alien is tantamount to being discovered by all the aliens there.

After discovering that his consciousness had a tendency to assimilate with the alien, Chongming used all his will to fight, but his resistance became weaker and weaker, and his waking time became shorter and shorter.Chongming knew that in the near future, when his consciousness was completely integrated into the alien group consciousness, there were only two results waiting for him.

One is that the body becomes an empty shell, and his consciousness as a "human" completely dissipates, scattered among the aliens all over the universe, and the body with the identity of "Prince Chongming" will be declared brain dead.

Another result is that the consciousness is still assimilated, but it is not separated from the body. He will wake up with his eyes open, but the one who wakes up is no longer the human being.

While resisting, fearing at the same time, in the end he no longer knew what he was fighting against, what he was afraid of, and he just persisted for no apparent reason.Just when the self-awareness was about to die out, a ray of light suddenly appeared in the cold and dark world, and another independent consciousness broke in, warming him, isolating him, and bringing him light.

Like a moth to a flame, he chases that light, knowing that only by chasing in this way can he maintain his independent self.He seems to have degenerated into the simplest cellular organism, with only the instinct of phototaxis.

In the end, this ray of light led him out of that dark and disorderly world, and he finally woke up.

It was the light that illuminated his whole world, how could he tolerate not continuing to have it after waking up?

Maybe it was the same experience, or maybe it was the inexplicable sense of familiarity that the boy had always given him. After realizing that the boy was in the same predicament as himself, Chongming made a decision almost without thinking.

"Connect my brainwaves with him, and I want to enter his conscious world."

The medical officer was stunned, and then vigorously objected.

"This is against the laws of the empire, and even if it is allowed to do so, it is almost impossible to synchronize the brain waves of two people. In the world, no two creatures have the same brain waves, so how can it be done?" to sync?"

The medical officer argued hard, but His Royal Highness has made up his mind, and no one can change it.

After everything was ready, Chong Ming lay side by side with the young man. Finally, he took a look at the young man's pale face. Before closing his eyes, he couldn't help holding his hand and said something softly.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here to save you."

Chongming entered a dark world, dark, but not cold, nor the chaos and disorder he imagined, just darkness, without any light.

He kept walking forward, not knowing the direction, nor how long he had walked.Suddenly, a light appeared in front of him. Chongming was overjoyed, and walked over quickly. Then, he saw a little boy.

A six-year-old boy squatted on the ground. He curled up and hugged himself tightly, buried his head in his knees, and remained motionless, as if he hadn't heard the sound of Chongming coming.

Chongming slowed down, walked slowly to the side of the little boy, looked at the little ball quietly, and a soft emotion flashed in his heart instantly.

Chongming stood for a while, he didn't speak immediately, but just stared at the little boy—this is the boy's conscious world, and the little boy was exactly what he looked like when he was young, although for some reason the image of a child remained in the conscious world.However, this is the juvenile's sea of ​​consciousness, his world, and he can perceive everything.

After a long time, the little boy raised his head tremblingly, and Chongming saw a very beautiful and cute little face.It's just that there is no expression on that little face, it looks like a delicate puppet doll.

"Why are you here?" The little boy looked up at Chongming expressionlessly, and asked him in a voice without any emotion.

"I'll take you out." Chong Ming replied softly, and slowly squatted in front of the little boy. He tried to soften his expression and looked at him gently, "I'll take you out of here, okay?"

The little boy stared at him silently for a while, then a timid expression suddenly appeared on his face, and his voice softened.

"I, I can't find my way, I don't know how to get out." When he spoke, his big flickering eyes stared at Chongming without blinking, as if he was afraid that he would disappear suddenly, and wanted to reach out and grab his sleeve I dare not.

Chongming's heart became softer, he stretched out his hand, touched the little boy's head lightly, then held his hand, and asked with a smile:

"What's your name?"

Chongming looked at the little boy and asked, "What's your name?"

Then he heard an answer, he didn't know if it was a boy's or a teenager's voice, it rang clearly in his ears, the voice said:

"Su Chen, my name is Su Chen."

The world shook, the darkness was suddenly torn into pieces, and the strong light came, hurting people's eyes.

Chongming suddenly opened his eyes, out of breath, covered in cold sweat, as if he had just been fished out of the water.

The medical officer guarding the side immediately stepped forward and performed various examinations on him. After confirming that he was in good health, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Your Highness, are you okay? This is really too dangerous. If His Majesty the Emperor finds out, he will definitely kill me."

Chongming was still panting, not listening to what the medical officer was saying.After finally waiting for his breath to calm down, he turned his head and looked to the side.

The young man was still unconscious, but the pain on his face seemed to be less. He frowned slightly, as if he was worried or felt uncomfortable.

After moving his hands, he realized that his hand had been holding the young man's hand. The wide palm wrapped the thin hand tightly and held it tightly.

Chongming turned over, his body was hanging directly above the boy, he stretched out his other hand, and slowly, bit by bit, approached the boy's face.Then he paused, and after a while, he touched the boy's face with preciousness and traced his outline with his fingers.

From eyebrows, to eyes, to nose, to lips.He stared into the young man's eyes with tenderness, affection and nostalgia.

"Xiaochen, I finally found you."

After saying that, he leaned down and pressed a kiss on the corner of the boy's mouth.

An extremely quiet space, no wind, no light, no sound.

Su Chen felt as if he was floating in the universe, he had no body, only consciousness was floating.Without eyes, he cannot see; without ears, he cannot hear; without limbs, he cannot touch.However, he seemed to be able to perceive everything.

He felt as if he had become an alien, the original alien.They are on a certain planet in the universe. After a long evolution, they finally have the ability to hunt, and then there is endless plundering and killing.

Like locusts passing through, one planet after another was destroyed and fell silent.The aliens who lost their food fell into a deep sleep until a new alien queen was born, traveling across the universe to find the next predatory planet.

The evolution of the xenomorphs has not stopped, their construction has become more and more perfect, the perfect hunter.Slowly, the ability to fly evolved.

They are constantly evolving, and the only thing that never changes is the prey, the prey that kills.

They prey on all living things.

They are, the destroyers of the universe.

"Xiaochenchen, Xiaochenchen, that band has appeared again. I have marked it so that even if it disappears again, I can track it."

In Su Chen's sea of ​​consciousness, Abel's voice sounded—or, it was Abel who communicated with him in the form of radio waves.

"Bebe, what's wrong with me?" Why can't I feel my body?

"Xiao Chenchen, don't you remember? We were attacked by aliens, and you asked me to adjust your brain waves, synchronize with the brain waves of the aliens, and interfere with them. Then you were involved in the shared consciousness of the aliens, in order to prevent you from getting lost Assimilated by aliens, I brought you into my conscious world."

"So, this is your conscious world?"

"Yes, Xiao Chenchen is the first person to come here."

"Thank you, Beibei, what's the condition of my body now? When will I wake up?"

The airwaves fell silent for a moment before continuing.

"Don't worry, little Chenchen, there is nothing wrong with your body, it's just because of the disordered brain waves before and the interference of alien waves, which will make you lose control of your body for a period of time. It can't be said that you have lost control of your body, The main reason is that the brain can’t give accurate commands, and the body can’t coordinate. So although you wake up with your eyes open, you can’t speak, walk normally, or show expressions.”

"..." Is there any problem with calling this?

"How long will it take to recover?"

"I'm analyzing the alien's radio waves. When I'm done analyzing, I'll reconstruct and restore Xiao Chenchen's brain waves. Then there will be no problem."

"how long it takes?"

"It will be soon, Xiao Chenchen, don't worry. By the way, Xiao Chenchen, I have already analyzed the previous wave band, and it is the same human being as Xiao Chenchen."

"what?"

"Oh, he is beside Xiao Chenchen right now, taking off Xiao Chenchen's clothes."

"what?!"