The villain leader always likes to die

Have you ever been the most desperate moment?

or……

The most helpless... the most helpless time...

When everything becomes an irreversible memory in time, they spread a layer of dust and blur your memory.

The original oath became the last lie, and even all the deceit was a feast that broke up badly. I, who sat on this side, and you, who sat on the other side, could never stand on the same ground.

Whether it is a lie or a different world, at the moment of real waking up, those are all just a dream... No matter how painful the pain is, it is a false fantasy, doubting whether the pain experienced is real or not.

I was sitting in a wheelchair, looking at the blue sky, the clouds were slowly floating, and the breeze was blowing, the hair on my forehead was a little long, blocking my sight.

Xiao Yue, who was pushing the wheelchair behind her, stopped, and she looked in the direction I was looking, showing a gentle smile.

"It's rare that the weather is so good, we should go out for a walk."

I stretched out my hand to keep away the broken hair on my forehead, Xiao Yue held my cold hand and suggested: "Lin An, can I cut your hair for you?"

I didn't respond to her, she ran to get the scissors on her own, I looked up in confusion, I was very unfamiliar with this sky.

Now... I should actually be on this real land...

Those dreams... those people... will become a secret that no one will know, and I am not even sure of the reality.

When I woke up, I was lying on the hospital bed, and Xiao Yue was crying so hard that she threw herself into my arms, weeping uncontrollably.She said, I was in a coma for two years, and she thought... I would never wake up again...

She talked a lot, and I didn't say a word from the beginning to the end. I don't know what to say, about those strange dreams?It's as if someone will believe me if I say it... Maybe they will think I'm crazy...

Xiao Yue was very happy, she made a lot of things for my body, although I didn't have any appetite, but when I saw her bring it to me with joy, I couldn't bear to refuse her kindness.

Probably because I haven't been exposed to the sun for two years, my skin is a bit too white, and the blue blood vessels on the back of my hands are clearly visible.Xiao Yue said that I lost a lot of weight and needed a lot of supplements.

Thanks to her supplements, my body is gradually getting better, although the taste is really not very good.

"What are you thinking? So serious?"

I remain silent.

Holding the scissors in her hand, Xiao Yue walked up to me and carefully fiddled with my broken hair: "Your hair grows so fast."

The shaved hair fell to the shoulders, she patted it off for me, and continued to take care of other places.

Xiao Yue said with a smile: "Lin An, you need to get well soon, and then we will get married."

When I heard the word "marriage", I couldn't stop trembling. I felt very strange in my heart. Logically speaking, I love Xiao Yue, but why...she said marriage...but I...

The movement of Xiao Yue's hands stopped: "What's wrong?"

I shook my head, and she turned to the back, shaving the broken hair behind my ears, completely oblivious to my reaction at this time: "We will invite many, many people to our wedding at that time."

I know this woman really loves me, no girl is willing to guard a vegetable for two years, no girl will take care of a patient so unconditionally... She has done all of these...

And I used to love her...

Now my heart doesn't know where it went, it's empty... Endless sadness enveloped me, I wanted to cry but couldn't cry, I wanted to roar, I wanted to shout, and in the end it all turned into a silent poison.

In fact, Xiao Yue is very worried about me. It has been two months since I woke up. In these two months, I haven't said a word, neither cry nor laugh, like a puppet without a soul.The doctor told her to ask her to take me out and get in touch with other people more, so that I can get used to it.

The doctor said it will get better gradually.

Patients need time...

It's a pity that they don't know what I'm thinking in my heart. What I lost is my heart, not my body. Even if I recover from my illness... what about my heart?

Can the heart heal...

Three months later I was able to stand up on crutches. The happiest thing was Xiao Yue. She explained this to her colleagues and friends one after another. Everyone congratulated her. Now everyone put my name and Xiao Yue’s name on it. Together, because they feel that we are a natural pair, destined to be together.

Although I still don't speak, even though I still don't cry or laugh, Xiao Yue will always be happy for a little while for a little bit of improvement.

I looked at the ordinary face in the mirror, it was very strange, probably really used to another face, that face of Gu Yunluo.

My complexion looks much better than before, because the expressionless face makes the whole person look indifferent, I also want to try to smile, but I really... can't laugh...

I can't even smile wryly...

That day Xiao Yue helped me go outside to relax, a little girl who was sitting not far away ran over and gave me a red flower, the little girl was very cute, her eyes were watery and very attractive.

The little girl said: "Uncle, I wish you a speedy recovery!"

I slowly raised my hand and stroked her head, she was giggling.

She said, "Uncle, can you lower your head?"

I did as she asked, and she stood on tiptoe, put her hands on both sides of my mouth, and made a lifting motion.

"Uncle! Let me help you laugh!"

Immediately, she turned around and ran away. I stared blankly at the direction she ran away. Xiao Yue said, "I've seen that little girl several times, and her mother is also in this hospital."

I will look at the red flowers in my hand again, the flowers that I picked off with bare hands, no matter how beautiful they are, they will wither...

Xiao Yue thought of other things, so she told me: "Today I fancy a wedding dress. It's very beautiful. I have no problem buying it with my savings. I will wear it for you to see some other day?"

I didn't nod or shake my head, and she didn't continue to ask, and helped me to sit on the stone chair in the garden.

"Lin An, the doctor said that you will be discharged from the hospital in two months, so you don't have to worry."

I leaned against the back of the stone chair and listened quietly to Xiao Yue's next arrangement. The familiar patients I often met would greet Xiao Yue enthusiastically when they came out for a walk, and occasionally they would sit down and chat together.

I'm just their audience, they know that I don't like to talk, so most of the questions are told to Xiao Yue.

They will also tell me some interesting things, Xiao Yue thinks there is nothing wrong with this.

More than half of the time passed like this, and slowly, I could walk without crutches.Xiao Yue cried and hugged me, I wiped the tears from her face, she laughed and cried at the same time.

However, on the day I was able to walk, I saw a person.

This day I was wearing a hospital gown and walked to the garden bit by bit. I was very careful with every step. I couldn't walk too fast, otherwise I might fall due to instability.

I stabilized all the objects I could support as much as possible, and my steps were considered steady. I walked all the way, and I didn't meet the little girl who could send flowers before.I heard that her mother passed away a few days ago. As for the situation of the little girl, I don't know much about it.

I leaned on the tree and covered my eyes with my hands. The sun shone on my face through the gaps between the branches, creating a faint halo.

At this moment, I saw a muscular man walking out of the hospital, wearing a suit of excellent material, with handsome features and sharp eyes.His demeanor is as elegant as a born king, and his extraordinary aura can be felt from a distance.

He walked straight out of the path, where a parked car was waiting for him.

For the first time in such a long time, a surprised expression appeared on my face, and I stared blankly at him, something was throbbing in the position of my heart.

My dream...it ran into my world...

Probably sensing other people's gazes, the man turned his head and glanced casually at my position. He didn't pay much attention, and didn't even have time to look at it for two more seconds.

At this time, someone came to report some news to him. He looked at his watch and his face sank.The assistant quickly opened the door for him, and he got into the car neatly.

I was a little flustered, and walked hesitantly in the direction of that car, and it drove away... The distance was getting farther and farther...

I didn't care if I could run so hard, chasing that car and refusing to stop, my tears swelled up in an instant, and flowed down my face.

It's him, it's the beginning and the end, I know it's him...

It's a pity that he in this world doesn't seem to know a man named Gu Yunluo anymore, whether it's Lin An or Guy Yunluo...he doesn't know him anymore...

The assistant found it strange to see a person in a hospital suit from the mirror, so he told the man truthfully that someone was rear-ending him.

The man leaned back and said, "It's probably a mental patient who escaped from the hospital, don't worry about him."

"Yes."

I fell down in embarrassment, and a large bruise appeared on the palm of my hand, and blood was still seeping in some places. I looked at the direction the car was leaving and kept crying. People who passed by thought I was mentally ill, and no one dared to come forward to help me. I.

I sat on the ground, hugged my knees and cried loudly, like a homeless person, tears blurred my eyes, and the sky seemed to be crying too, and the helpless sadness swept through my body mercilessly.

I've never been so afraid of losing someone...

It's my fault... I missed the best you in the world, so this is my punishment...

My persistence and stubbornness... killed everyone...

Now, you finally have nothing to do with me... I am like the owner of a lost toy, and I will never be able to get out of that lost paradise...

I'm really back... My dreams are gone...

There is no prison...I love you...it's always been like this...it's just that you think it's a lie, so you don't want to believe it...

Xiao Yue found that I was missing, and hurriedly ran to look for me everywhere, she was so anxious that she was jealous, and when she finally found me, she saw me in a mess, and immediately rushed over and hugged me who was trembling.

"Lin An...you scared me to death..."

Her eyes were very red, and she blinked desperately to force back the tears, her voice was a little distorted: "Lin An... let's go home..."

I clutched my chest, tears couldn't stop falling: "Xiao Yue...my heart hurts..."

She helped me up and comforted me: "Let's go to the doctor, and after seeing it, the pain will stop."

Xiao Yue couldn't help it a little, the tears in the corners of her eyes ran across her cheeks silently, she touched my face, and said with pity: "Let's go back."

My discharge from the hospital was postponed for several months. The doctor told Xiao Yue that my mental state was getting worse and worse. I didn't bother to pay attention to that nonsense doctor and even smashed him with a vase. Xiao Yue quickly apologized.

Then, I heard the mechanical sound of the system turning on...

[System recovery, patch complete, enter a new world, countdown]

【3......2......1......】

My eyes instantly turned red.

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