Monster 1

Liu Dazhi, who had just woken up in the hospital, lay motionless on the bed, like a dead man, examining this boring world with his soul.

Lu Yunxi pulled a stool and sat next to Liu Dazhi. He didn't take the initiative to speak, but silently opened up the latest news report, and turned the volume up to the loudest. He couldn't hear well.

"Hi everyone, I am Lin Fang, the host of People Today, so today we are honored to invite the long-awaited new male god—Mu Qing."

Lin Fang should be located outside Mu Qing's office. After a brief introduction to Mu Qing's life, she knocked on the door and walked in.

The camera entered the room as Lin Fang opened the door. You can see that Mu Qingzheng is sitting at the desk in a suit and leather shoes, processing a document. After seeing the person coming, he quickly signed his name on the document. And tidy it up on the side.Then he got up and nodded to Lin Fang with a smile: "Hello."

"Hello~"

After hearing Mu Qing's voice, Liu Dazhi turned his head slightly towards the direction of the voice, as if he wanted to hear that person's voice clearly.

"We are here today, first of all we want to give Mr. Mu a gift." Lin Fang waved at the staff behind him: "This is a gift from Rain Man Paradise. I believe that I have been paying attention to Mu Qing in front of the TV. Friends who have recently traveled to Mr. Mu know that a week ago, Mr. Mu came to Rainman Paradise and brought many fresh toys for the children, as well as original foreign language books specially provided for special children. The children all like Mu very much. A gift from Mr. Mu. What we bring today is a painting specially drawn for Mr. Mu by a kid named Juzi, as a thank you to him~"

Although Mu Qing didn't have much expression on his face, some small movements he made - such as dropping the pen in his hand on the desk, slightly widening his eyes, and even looking helplessly in the direction of the assistant They are all constructing an image of a mature and calm appearance to the audience in front of the TV, but still a young man inside.

May I ask, which person would not be moved by such a bewildered expression when faced with a serious ascetic-like person when he encounters a small gift?

This man has really figured out people's hearts.

Lu Yunxi sneered in his heart.

"Ah...thank you." After being dazed for a while, Mu Qing stretched out his hand to take the painting, and almost pulled down the document on the table because of his flustered movements during the period: "Actually, the children will like the one I gave you." I'm already very happy with the gift, but I didn't expect them to give me a gift... It's such a surprise."

"Mr. Mu is really a kind-hearted person~"

"You flatter me."

"Actually, we came here today to ask some small questions from some netizens~" Lin Fang turned her head and opened the prompt card in her hand: "These are all raised by netizens who have paid close attention to you during this time , I wonder if Mr. Mu is willing to answer these little doubts for everyone?"

"Thanks for liking, Mu will do his best."

The so-called best effort is nothing more than the agreed answer of "I will try my best to answer without touching my bottom line".But it sounds more pleasing.

"Then, our first question, um... This kid is really asking a very bold question. May I ask what type of girl Mr. Mu likes?"

Mu Qing lowered his head and thought for a while, then seriously replied: "Actually, this kind of thing depends on fate. If we can talk, the most important thing is to have a common topic. As for personality... I think it's a process of mutual adjustment."

"So how does Mr. Mu view himself as a 'little Internet celebrity'?"

"It's a bit embarrassing to say it. In the beginning, speaking out in front of the public was actually an impulsive decision I made, because at that time, besides the pain, I felt more helpless. In my heart, I probably... just wanted to do something for them. .”

"Mr. Mu." Seeing that Mu Qing fell into such a state of self-blame again, Lin Fang's tone softened a lot: "We found that whenever Mr. Mu mentioned topics about... What about some sad feelings, would Mr. Mu be willing to share these stories with us?"

Hearing this question, Mu Qing sat there quietly, as if the picture was still.It was not until a long time later that he said slowly, "I really don't know if it's right to say it?"

"When I just graduated from university, I didn't have anything I liked to do, and I didn't have any expectations for the future, so I just lived in such a muddle. My family couldn't stand it, so I went to the clinic run by my aunt to be a... receptionist. There I met someone who had a huge impact on me."

"I call that man Uncle. He is very self-disciplined and restrains himself. He looks like a programmed robot. Later I heard from my aunt that he suffers from severe obsessive-compulsive Recalling symptoms is actually a bit like the obsessive-compulsive disorder that everyone likes to talk about now, but compulsive recalling is to recall the most painful experience over and over again, and it is usually accompanied by very severe depressive symptoms." When it comes to this , Mu Qing raised his hand to cover his eyes, and continued after a long time with a painful tone: "Uncle has been undergoing treatment there for more than a year, and we thought everything was fine... But unexpectedly, just at the Six months after he was discharged from the hospital, he chose to commit suicide by cutting his wrists to leave this world. He said a word in his will..."

"In this indifferent world, no one can escape."

"I don't dare to think about what happened to him, so I choose such a way to end my life and escape from this world. But if it was indifference that killed him, then I... then I..."

There is no need to say the rest of the words, everyone can guess: Mu Qing is blaming himself, if he can contact that uncle more after he is discharged from the hospital, even if he says a few more words, will the ending be different?

After hearing these words, Lin Fang secretly wiped her tears, but the crying in her tone still couldn't hold back: "It's not your fault, you are really... a very kind person. "

"Full of nonsense!" After listening to the whole process, Liu Dazhi turned his head and looked at Lu Yunli with a blank expression on his face. The gully between his brows, which is exclusive to soldiers, has become more and more vicissitudes after years: "It's touching, isn't it?"

"Of course." Lu Yunli turned off his cell phone, put away all his frivolous things, sat upright on his seat, and bowed to Liu Dazhi: "The leader of the special investigation team of Beicheng Public Security Bureau, Lu Yunli."

"Special Investigation Team." Although Liu Dazhi had been in a coma for a long time, his speech was a little slow, but his words were forceful: "Did you handle the anti-gangster case last year?"

"Yes."

"So that's how it is." Liu Dazhi smiled, with a hint of admiration in his eyes: "Guess that I am the Uncle Liu he was talking about?"

"Ah."

"Six years ago, I received psychological treatment in a private clinic. The first half was the same as what Mu Qing said. But at that time, my attending physician was Mu Qing. Mu Qing was young and vigorous, with a background of studying abroad. The clinic is also a very authoritative doctor." Liu Dazhi's train of thought seemed to be a little unsmooth, he paused and thought for a while, and then continued: "Mu Qing is very capable, and he really helped me solve the problem during that time. The biggest problem, but later, because of his computer error, the case data of a large number of patients under him were stolen by hackers. You should know that you will be held criminally liable if you leak military data at will.”

"But you didn't pursue it."

"I was in a special period at that time, how could I tell others that I went to see a psychiatrist in private." Liu Dazhi smiled bitterly: "The clinic knew very well that I would not behave too radically, so they sent me to the doctor The money was refunded to me, but during that time, I was only surrounded by anxiety and panic."

"When I think that my most embarrassing secret will be seen by a stranger..." When he said this, Liu Dazhi took a deep breath and calmed down for a long time: "It took me a long time to adjust myself and let myself forget about that One thing. But some time ago, I saw Mu Qing on TV... a well-known entrepreneur? The last conscience in this world? Well, let’s treat him as a fresh start. After all, everyone makes mistakes. But just last week I went out While shopping for groceries, I heard two people walking behind me, talking about memories that I only ever told my most trusted psychiatrist.”

"What a great irony."

"Why do you think he did this?" Lu Yunli frowned, and his tone became even colder.

"Because as he said, no one can escape in this indifferent world." Xie Zhi'an, who had been standing quietly in the corner, trying to erase his sense of existence, suddenly said: "He has nowhere to escape, thank you Colonel Liu With the cooperation, we have understood what we want."

Xie Zhi'an forcibly bid farewell, and Lu Yunlu who could only follow out asked helplessly: "What do you know?"

"Let me admit my mistake first." Xie Zhi'an stood on the spot in a regular manner, coughed dryly, and then handed back the bag that Lu Yunzhang had just left with him: "I will ask Brother Mingyuan and the others to take the bag first. Mu Qing has been invited to the bureau."

"what?"

"Already in the interrogation room."

Lu Yunxi:? ?May I ask who is the captain?

"The surprise inspection caught Wang Mingju, and I invited two of them."

Lu Yunxi: "I...why did they listen to you?"

"I said what you said."

"...Good job, okay, don't act like I'm going to scold you, do you think Mingyuan and the others will really listen to your side of things without my consent? You're an undocumented worker." Lu Yunzhe laughed Patted Xie Zhian's shoulder: "Tell me, what do you think."

Lu Yunxi's words made Xie Zhian's ears turn red, but he still pretended to be calm and said: "Wang Mingju said that everyone is a potential mental patient. Mu Qing is a very proud person. This pride comes from Because of his knowledge and experience. Before Mu Qingwei made a mistake, he was a respected psychiatrist, but when he made a mistake, he was a sinner. People often completely deny a person because of a stain."

"Do you think Mu Qing was disheartened by this incident and chose revenge?"

"Correct."

"But after six full years, why do you want to take revenge now? And don't you think, Mu Qing is too confident? Why did he dare to tell about Liu Dazhi in front of the media? He is not afraid that Liu Dazhi will expose him after seeing it? Seeing that Xie Zhi'an couldn't answer, and was frowning and standing still, Lu Yunji shook his head: "So, don't be so impatient, young man, you still have a lot to learn. Let's go, you Lu Brother will teach you slowly."