After my confession, I became popular [entertainment circle]
Chapter 43 "Are you okay, Gu Zhefeng?"
"Are you okay, Gu Zhefeng?"
Liu Yiwei raised his hands to prove his innocence: "Gu Yingdi, I swear we didn't do anything!"
Gu Zhefeng said expressionlessly: "What else do you want to do?"
Liu Yiwei said with a mournful face, "It was just a joke, just pretending to be acting."
Gu Zhefeng said: "It's okay, you don't need to explain to me the emotional entanglement between you."
Cui Ouning had just uttered half of the syllables he wanted to speak, when Gu Zhefeng suddenly turned his head and left.
"Gu Zhefeng?!"
Gu Zhefeng ignored him and walked forward with his head buried.
No, are you really that angry?
Cui Ouning didn't expect Gu Zhe to become like this, he was stunned for less than a moment, and quickly dropped Liu Yiwei and ran after him.
Cui Ouning followed Gu Zhefeng all the way to the toilet. Gu Zhefeng opened the door of a compartment and walked in. Cui Ouning pulled the compartment door that was about to be closed at the critical moment.
The two of them grabbed the doorknob on one side, Gu Zhefeng said expressionlessly: "I'm going to the bathroom."
Gu Zhefeng's complexion is really not good-looking, even if Cui Ouning is not high in EQ, he knows he can't back down at this moment: "Let's go together."
Gu Zhefeng: ...
Taking advantage of Gu Zhefeng's stupor, Cui Ouning stepped into the cubicle, locked the door and locked it with lightning speed.
It was Gu Zhefeng who treated him like this last time, and now it's his turn to treat Gu Zhefeng like this.
The two squeezed into the compartment, and Cui Ouning blinked: "Well, the door is closed, you can go in."
Gu Zhefeng said: "Cui Ouning, you are playing a hooligan, do you know that?"
Cui Ouning didn't change his face: "Properly playing hooligans can help improve feelings."
"Who has feelings for you?"
"It's okay to have sex without feelings."
Gu Zhefeng: ...
When Cui Ouning interrupted like this, Gu Zhefeng's face was indeed not so ugly.
The distance between the two was very close, and Cui Ouning saw the bruises under Gu Zhefeng's eyes at a glance. He couldn't help but touch the bruises with his thumb, and said with some distress: "Where did you go yesterday? Why are there so many dark circles under your eyes?" Heavy."
Gu Zhefeng pursed his lips and said, "I went to Chang'an City, I didn't sleep last night."
"Why don't you sleep?"
"I don't sleep well on planes."
Cui Ouning sighed: "Do you want to come back to me sooner?"
"Ah."
"Gu Zhefeng, Gu Zhefeng." Cui Ouning sighed heavily again, wrapped his arms around his waist and hugged him in his arms: "Why are you so perfect in everything, even falling in love, you can't let it go People can’t stop.”
"You don't want to stop." Gu Zhefeng said with a little emotion in his rare tone: "You let Liu Yiwei lie in your arms."
Cui Ouning said embarrassingly: "This...it's really not what you think, we're acting, it's really acting, really."
Gu Zhefeng buried his head in Cui Ouning's shoulder, and said in a muffled voice: "Cui Ouning, I actually know."
"Huh? Know what?"
"I know you're just joking."
"Then you are still so angry?"
"I'm angry because I can't control myself."
Gu Zhefeng's head gently rubbed against Cui Ouning, like a coquettish kitten: "What makes me angry is that I can't control my unhappy self when I see others touching you."
Cui Ouning smiled softly: "It's okay, you can stay angry forever."
The two hugged each other for a moment, Gu Zhefeng said softly: "Cui Ouning."
"Ok?"
Gu Zhefeng hesitated for a moment, and said: "Your things were taken away by your father. Jin Zi's things will be taken away today and burned. Chen Hongbo said that there are some things in them that belong to you. Do you... have anything to keep?" Is it down?"
Hearing Jin Zi's name at first glance, Cui Ou Ning felt as if he had passed away.
Jin Zi.
"There's nothing to keep, burn it all."
Cui Ouning's voice dropped significantly, Gu Zhefeng pursed his lips and said, "Sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned him."
"It's okay, I just thought of something from the past, but it's all in the past."
"Cui Ouning, you don't seem to blame him."
"Who's to blame?"
"Jin Zi."
Cui Ouning chuckled lightly: "Well, I don't really blame him."
"Because he's dead?"
"No." Cui Ouning's hair swayed slightly with the way he shook his head: "Even if he didn't die, I probably wouldn't blame him."
"Cui Ouning, I hate him."
"Ah."
"He killed you."
"Ah."
"He killed you, why don't you blame him?"
Why not blame him?
Cui Ouning thought about it, this question is actually not difficult to answer, but it is not easy for others to understand.
"Both Jin Zi and I were abandoned in the orphanage since we were young." Cui Ouning said after considering, "Jin Zi is three years younger than me, and we grew up together in the orphanage."
"When I was five years old, I was selected to make my first movie and made some money. But because I was too young, the director of the orphanage ended up keeping the money for me."
"The money I earned made life in the orphanage a lot better, so the dean liked me very much and treated me very well."
"When I was young, everyone didn't know what it means to repay kindness and exchange benefits. They only knew that the dean was good to me and bad to them. So when I was young, I was isolated by other people in the orphanage."
"They have a good relationship with me on the surface, but in fact they will tear my books behind my back and throw my things into the cesspit... For a long time, I was very closed."
Gu Zhefeng hugged Cui Ouning tightly, Cui Ouning showed a gentle smile, and touched Gu Zhefeng's back: "It's okay, it's long gone."
"Of all these people, only Jin Zi can play with me. He will follow me and call my brother, and when my food is knocked over, he will give me his food. When you are bullied, you wave your fists and call them bad guys..."
"They bullied me for many years. I never learned to fight back. I just thought it was my fault that they hated me so much. It wasn't until I was ten years old that their pranks started to escalate and they accidentally played the basketball. There was a dilapidated building on the other side of the wall, and the dean repeatedly told them not to go, but they wanted the basketball...so they wanted me to go. Because they thought the dean liked me, so I should bear more."
The word "dilapidated house" made Gu Zhefeng subconsciously worried: "Dangerous house?"
"Well, it's what you think." Cui Ouning said very easily, and even made a joke: "Everything happened naturally. I went to get the ball. I was very unlucky and the house collapsed."
"But I didn't die. Because Jin Zi rushed out, he threw me to the ground, and the stone that was supposed to be on my head fell on Jin Zi's leg."
"Jin Zi doesn't like to tell others about this, so except for a few people, no one knows that Jin Zi's left leg is a prosthetic."
"He exchanged my life with one leg. If it wasn't for him, I would not be in this world when I was ten years old."
"Then I took him out of the orphanage, and I forced myself to grow up to take care of him, but I didn't take responsibility, watching him step by step to what he is now." Cui Ouning sighed: "So you You know, it's hard for me to hate him."
"There is one thing I didn't tell you. Jin Zi confessed to me."
Gu Zhefeng hummed.
He knew about it, in the whitecrane forum, Jin Zi recorded between the lines.
Cui Ouning said softly: "My boredom in life has more or less affected Jin Zi. After I rejected him and his confession, he tried to die with me before the car accident. I scolded him for being stupid, and he replied I said, he has a brain! He is dying for love!"
"It's rare for me to swear once, and I said, 'Sacrificing your fucking love!'" Cui Ouning chuckled: "He doesn't like me at all, he just doesn't like me liking other people."
Gu Zhefeng said: "Is it because we have always depended on each other for life, so I am used to relying on you?"
"Yes, I have said many times that he doesn't need to depend on me to live. He is an independent individual, but it is useless."
At that time, there were no whitecranes around him, Gu Zhefeng asked him out to meet him, but he refused with a bad attitude.
After rejecting Gu Zhefeng, Cui Ouning was very anxious. He thought over and over whether his attitude was too bad, and whether he would make Gu Zhefeng very unhappy. When he thought that it was because Jin Zi forgot to bring his cigarettes, he couldn't bear it. Don't blame it on Jin Zi.
In the car, he had a quarrel with Jin Zi, and all the accumulated negative emotions burst out, and then Jin Zi...
confessed.
Confessed in the worst state of both of them.
Jin Zi knew Cui Ou Ning, and Cui Ou Ning also knew Jin Zi.
This is not Jin Zi's first confession, after Cui Ouning told Jin Zi that he might like Gu Zhefeng, Jin Zi has confessed more than once.
It's not because he likes himself at all.
He is just used to the feeling of being taken care of by himself and being attached to himself.
Like a child who is afraid of his doll being taken away, he keeps trying new ways to get everything back "on the right track he wants."
So Cui Ouning refused as always, and because his condition was too bad that day, he refused very decisively.
Because he knows more and more clearly day by day that there is one and only Gu Zhefeng who he likes.
If it was normal, he would comfort Jin Zi and tell him to calm down.
But that day was so bad.
The two people who are both pulled by the hair on the edge of the cliff are destined to drag each other down together.
Thinking of what happened before the car accident, Cui Ouning was silent for a while.
But he didn't tell Gu Zhefeng about this passage.
He didn't want Gu Zhefeng to misunderstand that it was his fault that he and Jin Zi had come to this point.
Cui Ouning was wrong, Jin Zi was wrong, but Gu Zhefeng was not wrong at all.
——Unless it is wrong to be liked by Cui Ouning.
"So I told him that if he keeps using the fact that he likes me to cover up his true inner thoughts, then there is nothing to talk about between me and him."
"I took him out of the orphanage, sent him to school, and saved him with my life. I didn't want him to lie on me as a giant baby for the rest of his life, but to make you a truly responsible person." Cui Ouning said in a low voice. : "It's a pity that I didn't do well in the end."
Gu Zhefeng comforted: "Both you and him have no one to guide you, and you have grown wildly into what you are now. You are only three years older than him, but you have to take on the responsibilities of parents. This is an impossible thing to accomplish. You protect him safe It's enough to grow up, you don't need to blame yourself for these things anymore."
"Before the car accident, I actually thought that his dependence on me is a bit pathological." Cui Ouning said: "He is 24 and needs to grow up on his own. I can no longer let him depend on me unconditionally. , This is the most irresponsible behavior."
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Liu Yiwei raised his hands to prove his innocence: "Gu Yingdi, I swear we didn't do anything!"
Gu Zhefeng said expressionlessly: "What else do you want to do?"
Liu Yiwei said with a mournful face, "It was just a joke, just pretending to be acting."
Gu Zhefeng said: "It's okay, you don't need to explain to me the emotional entanglement between you."
Cui Ouning had just uttered half of the syllables he wanted to speak, when Gu Zhefeng suddenly turned his head and left.
"Gu Zhefeng?!"
Gu Zhefeng ignored him and walked forward with his head buried.
No, are you really that angry?
Cui Ouning didn't expect Gu Zhe to become like this, he was stunned for less than a moment, and quickly dropped Liu Yiwei and ran after him.
Cui Ouning followed Gu Zhefeng all the way to the toilet. Gu Zhefeng opened the door of a compartment and walked in. Cui Ouning pulled the compartment door that was about to be closed at the critical moment.
The two of them grabbed the doorknob on one side, Gu Zhefeng said expressionlessly: "I'm going to the bathroom."
Gu Zhefeng's complexion is really not good-looking, even if Cui Ouning is not high in EQ, he knows he can't back down at this moment: "Let's go together."
Gu Zhefeng: ...
Taking advantage of Gu Zhefeng's stupor, Cui Ouning stepped into the cubicle, locked the door and locked it with lightning speed.
It was Gu Zhefeng who treated him like this last time, and now it's his turn to treat Gu Zhefeng like this.
The two squeezed into the compartment, and Cui Ouning blinked: "Well, the door is closed, you can go in."
Gu Zhefeng said: "Cui Ouning, you are playing a hooligan, do you know that?"
Cui Ouning didn't change his face: "Properly playing hooligans can help improve feelings."
"Who has feelings for you?"
"It's okay to have sex without feelings."
Gu Zhefeng: ...
When Cui Ouning interrupted like this, Gu Zhefeng's face was indeed not so ugly.
The distance between the two was very close, and Cui Ouning saw the bruises under Gu Zhefeng's eyes at a glance. He couldn't help but touch the bruises with his thumb, and said with some distress: "Where did you go yesterday? Why are there so many dark circles under your eyes?" Heavy."
Gu Zhefeng pursed his lips and said, "I went to Chang'an City, I didn't sleep last night."
"Why don't you sleep?"
"I don't sleep well on planes."
Cui Ouning sighed: "Do you want to come back to me sooner?"
"Ah."
"Gu Zhefeng, Gu Zhefeng." Cui Ouning sighed heavily again, wrapped his arms around his waist and hugged him in his arms: "Why are you so perfect in everything, even falling in love, you can't let it go People can’t stop.”
"You don't want to stop." Gu Zhefeng said with a little emotion in his rare tone: "You let Liu Yiwei lie in your arms."
Cui Ouning said embarrassingly: "This...it's really not what you think, we're acting, it's really acting, really."
Gu Zhefeng buried his head in Cui Ouning's shoulder, and said in a muffled voice: "Cui Ouning, I actually know."
"Huh? Know what?"
"I know you're just joking."
"Then you are still so angry?"
"I'm angry because I can't control myself."
Gu Zhefeng's head gently rubbed against Cui Ouning, like a coquettish kitten: "What makes me angry is that I can't control my unhappy self when I see others touching you."
Cui Ouning smiled softly: "It's okay, you can stay angry forever."
The two hugged each other for a moment, Gu Zhefeng said softly: "Cui Ouning."
"Ok?"
Gu Zhefeng hesitated for a moment, and said: "Your things were taken away by your father. Jin Zi's things will be taken away today and burned. Chen Hongbo said that there are some things in them that belong to you. Do you... have anything to keep?" Is it down?"
Hearing Jin Zi's name at first glance, Cui Ou Ning felt as if he had passed away.
Jin Zi.
"There's nothing to keep, burn it all."
Cui Ouning's voice dropped significantly, Gu Zhefeng pursed his lips and said, "Sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned him."
"It's okay, I just thought of something from the past, but it's all in the past."
"Cui Ouning, you don't seem to blame him."
"Who's to blame?"
"Jin Zi."
Cui Ouning chuckled lightly: "Well, I don't really blame him."
"Because he's dead?"
"No." Cui Ouning's hair swayed slightly with the way he shook his head: "Even if he didn't die, I probably wouldn't blame him."
"Cui Ouning, I hate him."
"Ah."
"He killed you."
"Ah."
"He killed you, why don't you blame him?"
Why not blame him?
Cui Ouning thought about it, this question is actually not difficult to answer, but it is not easy for others to understand.
"Both Jin Zi and I were abandoned in the orphanage since we were young." Cui Ouning said after considering, "Jin Zi is three years younger than me, and we grew up together in the orphanage."
"When I was five years old, I was selected to make my first movie and made some money. But because I was too young, the director of the orphanage ended up keeping the money for me."
"The money I earned made life in the orphanage a lot better, so the dean liked me very much and treated me very well."
"When I was young, everyone didn't know what it means to repay kindness and exchange benefits. They only knew that the dean was good to me and bad to them. So when I was young, I was isolated by other people in the orphanage."
"They have a good relationship with me on the surface, but in fact they will tear my books behind my back and throw my things into the cesspit... For a long time, I was very closed."
Gu Zhefeng hugged Cui Ouning tightly, Cui Ouning showed a gentle smile, and touched Gu Zhefeng's back: "It's okay, it's long gone."
"Of all these people, only Jin Zi can play with me. He will follow me and call my brother, and when my food is knocked over, he will give me his food. When you are bullied, you wave your fists and call them bad guys..."
"They bullied me for many years. I never learned to fight back. I just thought it was my fault that they hated me so much. It wasn't until I was ten years old that their pranks started to escalate and they accidentally played the basketball. There was a dilapidated building on the other side of the wall, and the dean repeatedly told them not to go, but they wanted the basketball...so they wanted me to go. Because they thought the dean liked me, so I should bear more."
The word "dilapidated house" made Gu Zhefeng subconsciously worried: "Dangerous house?"
"Well, it's what you think." Cui Ouning said very easily, and even made a joke: "Everything happened naturally. I went to get the ball. I was very unlucky and the house collapsed."
"But I didn't die. Because Jin Zi rushed out, he threw me to the ground, and the stone that was supposed to be on my head fell on Jin Zi's leg."
"Jin Zi doesn't like to tell others about this, so except for a few people, no one knows that Jin Zi's left leg is a prosthetic."
"He exchanged my life with one leg. If it wasn't for him, I would not be in this world when I was ten years old."
"Then I took him out of the orphanage, and I forced myself to grow up to take care of him, but I didn't take responsibility, watching him step by step to what he is now." Cui Ouning sighed: "So you You know, it's hard for me to hate him."
"There is one thing I didn't tell you. Jin Zi confessed to me."
Gu Zhefeng hummed.
He knew about it, in the whitecrane forum, Jin Zi recorded between the lines.
Cui Ouning said softly: "My boredom in life has more or less affected Jin Zi. After I rejected him and his confession, he tried to die with me before the car accident. I scolded him for being stupid, and he replied I said, he has a brain! He is dying for love!"
"It's rare for me to swear once, and I said, 'Sacrificing your fucking love!'" Cui Ouning chuckled: "He doesn't like me at all, he just doesn't like me liking other people."
Gu Zhefeng said: "Is it because we have always depended on each other for life, so I am used to relying on you?"
"Yes, I have said many times that he doesn't need to depend on me to live. He is an independent individual, but it is useless."
At that time, there were no whitecranes around him, Gu Zhefeng asked him out to meet him, but he refused with a bad attitude.
After rejecting Gu Zhefeng, Cui Ouning was very anxious. He thought over and over whether his attitude was too bad, and whether he would make Gu Zhefeng very unhappy. When he thought that it was because Jin Zi forgot to bring his cigarettes, he couldn't bear it. Don't blame it on Jin Zi.
In the car, he had a quarrel with Jin Zi, and all the accumulated negative emotions burst out, and then Jin Zi...
confessed.
Confessed in the worst state of both of them.
Jin Zi knew Cui Ou Ning, and Cui Ou Ning also knew Jin Zi.
This is not Jin Zi's first confession, after Cui Ouning told Jin Zi that he might like Gu Zhefeng, Jin Zi has confessed more than once.
It's not because he likes himself at all.
He is just used to the feeling of being taken care of by himself and being attached to himself.
Like a child who is afraid of his doll being taken away, he keeps trying new ways to get everything back "on the right track he wants."
So Cui Ouning refused as always, and because his condition was too bad that day, he refused very decisively.
Because he knows more and more clearly day by day that there is one and only Gu Zhefeng who he likes.
If it was normal, he would comfort Jin Zi and tell him to calm down.
But that day was so bad.
The two people who are both pulled by the hair on the edge of the cliff are destined to drag each other down together.
Thinking of what happened before the car accident, Cui Ouning was silent for a while.
But he didn't tell Gu Zhefeng about this passage.
He didn't want Gu Zhefeng to misunderstand that it was his fault that he and Jin Zi had come to this point.
Cui Ouning was wrong, Jin Zi was wrong, but Gu Zhefeng was not wrong at all.
——Unless it is wrong to be liked by Cui Ouning.
"So I told him that if he keeps using the fact that he likes me to cover up his true inner thoughts, then there is nothing to talk about between me and him."
"I took him out of the orphanage, sent him to school, and saved him with my life. I didn't want him to lie on me as a giant baby for the rest of his life, but to make you a truly responsible person." Cui Ouning said in a low voice. : "It's a pity that I didn't do well in the end."
Gu Zhefeng comforted: "Both you and him have no one to guide you, and you have grown wildly into what you are now. You are only three years older than him, but you have to take on the responsibilities of parents. This is an impossible thing to accomplish. You protect him safe It's enough to grow up, you don't need to blame yourself for these things anymore."
"Before the car accident, I actually thought that his dependence on me is a bit pathological." Cui Ouning said: "He is 24 and needs to grow up on his own. I can no longer let him depend on me unconditionally. , This is the most irresponsible behavior."
The author has something to say:.
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