After my confession, I became popular [entertainment circle]

"Okay, okay, you have the final say."

It was the first time that Cui Ouning saw Gu Zhefeng like this, and he almost lost his grip and took another bite.

But he was even more afraid that his abruptness would frighten Gu Zhefeng, so he quickly let go of him.

Cui Ouning lowered his head and couldn't help stammering: "I...I...that..."

Gu Zhefeng straightened up slowly, and said slowly: "It's okay, I didn't force you, you speak slowly."

Cui Ouning still stammered: "Yes... I'm sorry, I just... I'm not..."

Gu Zhefeng frowned: "Cui Ouning, are you going to run away after eating?"

Cui Ouning:? ? ?What is eating and running? Did I eat you? ? ?

Hmm... the few mouthfuls you gnawed are not counted, it is not called eating, it can only be counted as licking.

Gu Zhefeng said indifferently: "So you just kissed me just because of charity?"

"No! No!" Cui Ouning hurriedly said, "I...I am..."

He swallowed the last four words in his mouth, and uttered them vaguely like mosquito moaning: "I can't help myself..."

Gu Zhefeng leaned over again, put his arms around Cui Ouning's neck, and slowly approached Cui Ouning.

Cui Ouning subconsciously wanted to push him away, but Gu Zhefeng said: "Cui Ouning, don't push me away."

Cui Ouning froze in mid-air.

Gu Zhefeng put one hand around Cui Ouning's neck, and the other hand took Cui Ouning's hand and placed it on his back.

The beauty who had been secretly in love for many years was lying in his arms. This kind of ecstasy/soul happiness that even gods can't enjoy made Cui Ouning stutter even more: "You...we..."

Gu Zhefeng raised his chin and put it on his shoulder: "Cui Ouning, I'm so tired."

Cui Ouning's breathing was stagnant.

Gu Zhefeng said: "Do you know, because I gave you the movie "The Surging" to confess, so from the script to the director, from casting to editing, to the final press conference, I watched the whole process. He did it bit by bit. Because this is for you, I want to do my best and do my best."

Cui Ouning pursed his lips, and involuntarily hugged Gu Zhefeng slowly.

"I've never given in to anything, so I've liked you for so many years, but I've always been shy about confessing my love."

"I've been proud all my life, and I always feel like whoever confesses first loses."

"But then I figured it out, whoever admits defeat and who compromises is not important at all, the important thing is me, Gu Zhefeng, I like you, Cui Ouning."

He said every word, his voice was very soft, but it fell into Cui Oning's ears, clear and powerful: "So I am willing to let go of all my shame, all my pride, and tell you that I like you."

"But you know, I was really desperate. When they told me you were dead, I even thought I was dreaming. At that time, I was on the phone with Chen Hongbo, asking how the press conference should be arranged. You are placed in a unique seat, so that I can see you when I look up."

"But they told me you were dead."

Gu Zhefeng's voice slowly choked up, and Cui Ouning's heart ached when he heard it, but he couldn't do anything, he could only slowly tighten his arms and hold Gu Zhefeng tightly in his arms: "I didn't believe it at first, I shook your corpse and scolded you, asking you to open your eyes."

"But your body is stiff and there is no movement."

"After I left the hospital, I felt that if I couldn't see your body, you didn't die. So I went to participate in variety shows, went to eat with people, and played games... I did everything I could think of to divert my attention things."

"But I still can't forget you."

"Cui Ouning, I have never begged anyone, this time I want to beg you. Can you tell me the truth."

"If you don't like me, you don't like me at all, then you simply reject me, and we will never communicate with each other from now on. I will care about Zhefeng and never bother you again."

"But if... If you only have, even a little bit, like me, can I beg you."

His voice is gentle, better than the spring breeze: "Don't reject me."

"What's the problem, what's not easy to solve, can you please trust me, believe that I can solve it with you."

"Cui Ouning, are you okay?"

His voice was too gentle, so gentle that Cui Ouning's eyes became more and more shallow, and another tear fell from his cheek.

He'd always thought of himself as a rotting being, rotting in the dirt, stinking, with no end in sight.

He thought that he might not be able to leave the ground for the rest of his life.

But Gu Zhefeng stretched out his hand to himself in the mud.

The warmth in his arms made Cui Ouning reluctant to let go, he lowered his head, gently sniffed the fragrance of Gu Zhefeng's hair with his teary nose, and slowly tightened his arms.

If you never got it, forget it.

But now what he longs for the most is in his arms, and it is more uncomfortable for Cui Ouning to force the temperature he is attached to from his chest than to tear him apart.

He had imagined that Gu Zhefeng might like him a little bit.

But he didn't even dare to think that Gu Zhefeng actually liked him more than he imagined.

He dare not refuse such Gu Zhefeng, nor can he refuse.

There was always a voice in his mind telling Cui Ouning that if he missed this opportunity, he would regret it for the rest of his life.

He has the courage to push Gu Zhefeng away, why can't he try to have the courage to change everything.

Cui Ouning said hoarsely: "Yes, Gu Zhefeng, I am Cui Ouning."

Gu Zhefeng breathed a sigh of relief.

Finally admitted.

This sentence is simple, but the meaning is extraordinary.

This means that Gu Zhefeng has finally successfully knocked open a small crack in the door.

Cui Ouning hugged Gu Zhefeng, and the two hugged each other in this hugging posture.

Cui Ouning said softly: "The first day you came to this show to watch my performance was also the first day I woke up from this body. The owner of this body died after taking sleeping pills in the rest room. I don't know why. Borrowing a dead body back to life.”

Gu Zhefeng lifted his hand around his neck, and stroked the top of his head soothingly.

Cui Ouning continued: "Actually, I have not woken up from this body for half a month, and I have been trapped in this recording building without a mobile phone, and this body has no trustworthy friends. From the current situation, this The original owner of the body is not doing well, how is the family, is there any debt..."

"So I'm sorry, under this circumstance, I dare not tell you what happened to me. If the original body has a bad reputation or there are problems with family relationships, I'm afraid it will hurt you."

Gu Zhefeng said softly: "You always say that."

"Have it?"

"The same goes for the previous movie." Gu Zhefeng slowly straightened up, put his hands on Cui Ouning's shoulders, looked at Cui Ouning's overly gentle eyes, and unconsciously carried a little coquettishness and complaint in his tone: "The only movie we made together was obviously finished and edited, but you suddenly said that you couldn't release it because you were afraid that gay movies would affect my reputation. Why didn't you think about it when you made it? You Still stubborn, never listen to advice."

Cui Ouning didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Well... that's my fault."

He sighed softly: "I originally..."

He hesitated for a while, then summoned up his courage and said, "I confessed my love to you when I was planning to finish the green banquet."

Cui Ouning held Gu Zhefeng's hand on his shoulder, and said in a low voice: "Before I made this movie, I didn't realize that I liked you. I thought I only regarded you as...a very good friend. The person who made this movie Only then did I realize that I feel differently about you... "

He hooked the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating way: "Maybe it's because people's moods are different, so I can't stand upright. No matter how you watch that movie, it looks like I'm...flirting with you."

This word made Cui Ouning feel a little embarrassed, he coughed uncomfortably before saying, "So...forget it"

Gu Zhefeng said: "You lied."

"what?"

"What about the confession at the finale banquet? I didn't hear it."

Cui Ouning said with a little embarrassment: "Originally there was...but later, I was afraid...so I didn't confess my love."

"What are you afraid of, are you afraid that I will reject you?"

Cui Ouning looked at Gu Zhefeng and sighed softly: "There is nothing to be afraid of being rejected by you. What I am afraid of is... As a lover, I cannot give you happiness."

Gu Zhefeng didn't mention the answer he found, but asked: "Why do you say that?"

A little struggle flashed in Cui Ouning's eyes, and then he pursed his lips and said, "I...I might not be a qualified lover."

"why?"

Cui Ouning struggled for a long time, and finally said: "I... I may have some mental problems."

Once this sentence is said, the rest will not be so difficult.

Stretching his head and retracting his head, Cui Ouning simply said: "When I was filming, I would not be able to get out of the film because I was deeply involved in the film. When I couldn't be in the film, I would be in a strange state. This state may hurt you."

Cui Ouning pursed his lips and said seriously: "Gu Zhefeng, I don't want to plant a bomb beside you in the name of loving you."

Gu Zhefeng didn't agree or deny, but just hummed softly.

Cui Ouning continued: "I... tried to find a psychiatrist before I came to this body. So I originally planned that if the disease is cured, I will... consider this matter again."

"But then I died and came into a strange body. I don't know if this body will bring me more bad things, and my original problem has not been solved, so I... don't want to be in everything. I can't control it, and I don't know what the future will be like, so I went to you blindly."

"I hope that I am a qualified lover, and I also hope that I am a responsible and qualified person."

Love is never about coercion and persecution, but about making us all better.

Gu Zhefeng said in a very "dominant" way: "Qualified or unqualified, what you say doesn't count, I say."

Cui Ouning was amused by him, and couldn't laugh or cry: "Okay, okay, you have the final say."

It's really a lot easier to say a lot of things. Since the relationship with Jin Zi has become more and more rigid, it has been a long, long time for Cui Ouning, and he has never spoken his heart to others so freely.

The two hugged quietly, because the lounge was located in a remote location, there was no sound outside the door, and outside the half-open window, there was a breeze blowing the leaves and making sparse rustling sounds.

There are some houses in the distance, sparkling with sparks, and occasionally the tires of cars are pressed against the concrete road——

People who come and go in a hurry.

There are so many passers-by, and you are the only one who stays in my heart.

The author has something to say: probably a very boring chapter.

Returning to the plot in the next chapter, Brother Cui is about to start his career.

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