After my confession, I became popular [entertainment circle]

Gu Zhefeng never thought that he would have a day when he could not understand something.

"Psychiatrist...doctor?" He murmured and repeated these four words, looking at Xue Xiying, his eyes were a little dazed: "What do you mean by a psychiatrist? Cui Ouning...why do you want to see a psychiatrist?"

Xue Xiying still smiled gently, using polite and restrained words: "Because Mr. Cui encountered some difficult problems, so he asked for my help."

Gu Zhefeng subconsciously asked: "What's the problem?"

Xue Xiying said: "Some confusion."

Puzzled.

What confusion can be so great that Cui Ouning has to seek help from a psychiatrist?

Gu Zhefeng's words were rarely filled with eagerness: "Hello, I want to know what the specific confusion is, can you tell me?"

Xue Xiying shook her head: "I'm sorry, the specific content of the question, even though Mr. Cui has passed away, but he didn't get his permission during his lifetime, so I can't tell you."

She added: "This is related to my professionalism and responsibility to patients, please understand."

Of course Gu Zhefeng understands, but now he is like a traveler looking for water in the desert, seeing the oasis in front of him, how can he just watch him disappear.

Gu Zhefeng said: "Hello, I know this will make it difficult for you, but I really want to know what happened, can you please tell me? This matter is... very important to me."

Xue Xiying still smiled, but said firmly: "I'm sorry, although chatting with handsome men makes me happy, but the beauty does not confuse me enough to forget the patient's privacy."

She straightened up and said politely: "I have seen Mr. Cui today. I have achieved the purpose of my visit today, so I should go. Mr. Gu, we will talk again when we have a chance."

"Wait a minute!" Gu Zhefeng opened the car door and walked out, stopping in front of Xue Xiying: "Doctor Xue, don't tell me so much, or just give me a little..."

Gu Zhefeng didn't know how to word it for a moment: "Hint, or direction... I just want to know what happened to him."

Before Xue Xiying could refuse, Gu Zhefeng said again: "Actually, I never knew about it, but he told me more than once that he felt that life seemed meaningless, he...he wanted to die .”

Thinking of this incident, Gu Zhefeng felt a little annoyed: "I always thought he was joking with me, and I blamed him for always being out of his wits... I never thought about it, so it turned out that he was just covering up with a joking tone. .”

I don’t remember which year it was, but I just remember it was late spring and early summer. Cui Ouning was lying on a deck chair on the balcony basking in the sun. Gu Zhefeng asked him, is there anything you really want to do but can’t do now? ?

Cui Ouning thought for a while and said, "Does wanting to die count?"

Gu Zhefeng never thought that Cui Ouning was not joking.

Xue Xiying looked at Gu Zhefeng's eyes, pursed her lips, and looked up in the direction of the funeral home.

"I'm sorry, I really can't tell you about specific things." Xue Xiying sighed, "But I can tell you one thing."

Gu Zhefeng had a little hope: "What's the matter?"

Xue Xiying took out her mobile phone from her handbag and called up a recording: "Because I want to observe the people who come to me for help in the most relaxed state, so I will tell them, sometimes I will record our chatting Talk, I hope they can understand, relax themselves, and don’t be too nervous. The recording of the formal conversation is private, and it’s not convenient for me to disclose it to you, but this short section is a small chat between me and Mr. Cui, which does not involve private content. If you feel If you are interested, you can listen to it."

Gu Zhefeng said firmly: "I want to hear it."

-

Cui Ouning squatted down and looked at the small wildflowers in the yard.

"Mr. Cui" Xue Xiying walked behind Cui Ouning and said with a smile, "Are you very interested in flowers and plants?"

Cui Ouning shook his head, and replied with a smile: "I just think that if you make a flower or a piece of grass, you don't need to grow a brain like a human being, but just use it to think about comparison and jealousy. Very happy thing."

Xue Xiying said with a smile: "Maybe they are also thinking, who absorbs more nutrients today?"

Cui Ouning laughed loudly: "That's really too bad."

Xue Xiying went to a table beside her and poured two glasses of water, handed it to Cui Ouning, took a sip, then sat on a chair in the yard and said, "I just left a patient, let me take a rest. good?"

Cui Ouning said: "It's okay, we can just sit here for three or 10 minutes, I don't mind."

"Then your money is so easy for me." Xue Xiying raised her eyebrows and smiled: "Mr. Cui, you are resisting treatment. It has been almost a month since we last met."

Cui Ouning drank the water in the glass, stood up and put the empty glass on the table beside him, and sat on Xue Xiying's chair on the other side of the table: "I like your character very much. Doctors and patients, I want to be friends with you more."

Cui Ouning poured himself a glass of water without hesitation, and joked with a smile: "Why don't the money be counted as medical expenses, but chat expenses?"

"Sir, please be careful with your words." Xue Xiying knocked on the table pretending to be angry: "You are called verbal teasing. Although I think you are very handsome and always shake my sexual orientation, I am very sorry will not be moved."

"That's a real pity for me."

The two smiled at each other.

Cui Ouning asked curiously: "By the way, Dr. Xue, how did you become a psychiatrist?"

"Why are you suddenly curious about this?"

"I just think life is amazing." Cui Ouning put his hand on his chin and said, "I started filming when I was five years old. At that time, I didn't even know what acting was. So, I went on this road and never looked back. Jin Zi also, when I left the orphanage, I brought him out of the orphanage together, he is smart and motivated, he was originally my assistant because no one came Let him replace me, who knows that I have been doing it for so many years, and I was still chatting with him when he drove me here, life is really amazing."

He chuckled: "So I'm curious, how do different people take different paths."

Xue Xiying said: "Actually, my path is quite natural."

"Oh?"

"When I was in junior high school, I found that my own sexual orientation was a bit different from other people's." Xue Xiying began to recall the past: "Others like handsome boys, but I like girls."

Cui Ouning interrupted: "Maybe it's because of a fragrant and soft girl that she is worthy of such an excellent woman as Dr. Xue."

Xue Xiying smiled and said, "Maybe? After I found out about this, it took me a long time to verify whether I like girls or boys."

"You still have a spirit of seeking proof."

"Haha, after I proved that I really only like girls, I discussed this matter with my mother." Xue Xiying said: "It's a pity that my mother, who I thought was very enlightened, was influenced by the environment at that time. I think there might be something wrong with me."

Cui Ouning nodded knowingly: "As many people say, homosexuality is a mental illness?"

"Yes. They thought there was something wrong with my psychology, but they didn't know what a psychiatrist was at that time. They even chose to pray to God and Buddha to pray that God would let me go."

Cui Ouning said:

"Although it sounds...strange? But it is indeed the love of parents."

Xue Xiying said: "It's okay, you can use the word ridiculous."

"No, parents' love for their children is never ridiculous."

Xue Xiying said with a smile: "In short, this is the first time I know that besides the body, the mind can also get sick. I happened to be in the library at that time, and I saw a book about psychology. I flipped through it. I found it very interesting, so after graduating from high school, I chose a related major.”

Cui Ouning sighed: "Although it sounds calm and calm, in fact, you should have suffered a lot after all these years of experience."

Xue Xiying pointed out: "Compared to my patient who always avoids the serious and prefers to chat instead of answering questions directly, I didn't suffer much in the past."

Cui Ouning said: "Am I being complained by you?"

"Thank you for catching my insinuations."

"Actually, I really didn't deliberately avoid the important and take the light." Cui Ouning leaned back, relaxed his body and let the whole person lean on the back of the chair: "It's just that I can't figure it out myself. Why do I want to see a doctor when I'm here with you?" what."

"Are you afraid that if you take a good look at it, you will regret it?"

Cui Ouning was happy: "What you said, there is no cure for the disease, but you regret it."

"Then what are you hesitating about?"

"You know, no matter how bad the current situation is, human beings will get used to the current trajectory." Cui Ouning said: "What I hesitate is... If everything develops in the direction I expected... the first one The worry is that I will never have the right to speak to him again."

"Ah."

"The second is... Even if he doesn't care what I become, if one day he knows that I gave up these things because of him, he will feel guilty."

Cui Ouning smiled with gentle eyes: "It is because of his personality that it is worth giving up everything to gamble on a possibility. But it is also his personality that makes me afraid that once I do this, he will end up One lives in guilt."

"I don't want him to feel guilty about me, not at all."

……

The cell phone rang suddenly.

Gu Zhefeng raised his head suddenly, only to realize that Xue Xiying had already left without knowing when, and he was the only one left sitting in the main driver in a daze.

Gu Zhefeng rubbed the center of his brows, and connected the phone: "What's wrong?"

Liu Kexin said: "Oh boss, it's like this, didn't you just... punch that Cui Ouning in the recording studio..."

Gu Zhefeng instantly understood: "

How many people came here? "

Liu Kexinhui reported: "Boss Bai Zhen, the CEO of Chuangming Entertainment, which Cui Ouning belongs to, and our company's manager Lin."

"What did you say?"

"Boss Bai asked if you were not well entertained by the show crew, and he immediately came over to deal with it, and wanted to ask if you want to go out for dinner?"

"Don't deal with it, don't go."

"Okay. The boss of Chuangming Entertainment is testing your tone. It seems that he is deciding whether to punish Cui Ouning."

"Business as usual, let them pretend this never happened."

"Okay. Manager Lin asked if he wanted to divest, to put pressure and warning on the program crew."

"No, everything is business as usual."

"In addition, Cui Ouning offended Mai Guchi..."

"Wait a minute." Gu Zhefeng frowned and said, "Offended Mai Guchi? What do you mean?"

Liu Kexin briefly introduced what happened after Gu Zhefeng left.

Gu Zhefeng frowned and said: "You ask the program team to cut off the entire part of the video and send it to me."

"Okay, received." Liu Kexin finished his report, and said respectfully: "There is nothing else, do you have any orders?"

"Nothing."

"Oh, yes, there is another thing." Liu Kexin said: "A week later for your new movie "The Surge", director Chen Hongbo said that he might arrive later, so the process has been partially changed. "

"Later?" Chen Hongbo is notoriously punctual, and it was the first time I heard that he was even late for a film conference.

"It's like this..." Liu Kexin said: "Er... that's the assistant Jin Zi who killed the actor Cui..."

Gu Zhefeng pursed his lips and said: "It's okay, he jumped off the building to pay for his life, and I won't do anything to his corpse."

Liu Kexin said: "Because the relationship between Jin Zi and Director Chen Hongbo was very good because of Cui Yingdi, and Jin Zi was also an orphan, and he didn't have many relatives and friends, so Director Chen Hongbo thought about it and decided to send him his end." .”

"Is it going to be delivered for a week at the end?"

"This explanation is a bit strange... In short, Director Chen Hongbo said that this was Jin Zi's last wish. He wanted to divide his ashes into many shares and bury them in different cities. Director Chen Hongbo wanted to fulfill this last wish for him. It will take about a week, and there are only a few places to go, but he will definitely be back before ten o'clock in the morning on the day of the film conference."

Jin Zi.

To say that when he knew at the beginning that Jin Zi directly caused Cui Ouning's death, Gu Zhefeng never thought that it would be impossible to destroy Jin Zi's bones and ashes.

Just looking at Cui Ouning lying there coldly, Gu Zhefeng suddenly lost his strength.

Later Jin Zi jumped to end his own life, Gu Zhefeng was more puzzled than hated.

Wait a minute.

Gu Zhefeng suddenly thought of something.

Jin Zi and Cui Ou Ning grew up in the same orphanage, and more importantly, Jin Zi was picked up from the orphanage by Cui Ou Ning.

They have been together like brothers for 20 years, why did Jin Zi do this in the end?

This is not the most important.

Most importantly, if Cui Ouning has psychological problems, does Jin Zi know about it?

No, no, Jin Zi must know.

In Xue Xiying's recording, Cui Ouning said something: "...on the way Jin Zi drove me here..."

Jin Zi and Cui Ou Ning were together almost every day, and since he sent Cui Ou Ning to Xue Xiying, it meant that Jin Zi must know what Cui Ou Ning was going to do.

Gu Zhefeng made a decision in an instant, and he said to Liu Kexin: "You tell Chen Hongbo not to leave first, and you ask me, is he responsible for handling Jin Zi's relics now? I need to find something."

-

"All of Jin Zi's things are here..." Chen Hongbo opened the door and said, "This is the real estate under the name of Cui Ouning. Jin Zi has been sleeping in it all the time. After the police settled the case, all these things have been unsealed. Jin Zi has no relatives, and no friends except Ou Ning, and Ou Ning's adoptive father, Mr. Li, said that he has nothing to do with Jin Zi, so he left all these things to me."

Chen Hongbo led Gu Zhefeng and Liu Kexin into the door: "I planned to put his ashes in place first, so nothing was moved."

He turned around and looked at Gu Zhefeng: "What's wrong? Are you looking for something?"

Gu Zhefeng scanned the whole room. The room is about a hundred square meters, and all kinds of things are piled up. It is really difficult to find anything, so he directly asked, "Does Jin Zi have any diaries or anything like that?"

Chen Hongbo was stunned for a moment: "Diary? This... I don't know."

Gu Zhefeng said: "Where is his bedroom, I'll go and see."

Chen Hongbo hesitated: "That... Zhefeng, what are you looking for? Why... Ask about Jin Zi's diary?"

Gu Zhefeng lowered his eyes and said, "I want to know the answer to one thing."

"What answer, is it so important?"

"Yes, very important."

Chen Hongbo hesitated for a moment: "Do you know... about that?"

Gu Zhefeng frowned together: "Which one are you talking about?"

"If it's this matter, I can only say... people are dead, why do you have to pursue a result?"

Gu Zhefeng said: "Tell me what you are referring to first."

Chen Hongbo struggled for a moment, and finally said: "Jin Zi...to Ou Ning...you know, he was raised by Ou Ning, so he inevitably had some different thoughts. I know you also...to Ou Ning... But Ou Ning and Jin Zi are both dead now, even if you want to prove this matter, it's... meaningless."

Gu Zhefeng was silent for a long time.

Chen Hongbo couldn't tell what Gu Zhefeng was thinking, and secretly looked at Liu Kexin.

Liu Kexin avoided his gaze and stood aside like a statue.

"I see." Gu Zhefeng said: "I don't want to prove this matter."

Not angry?

Chen Hongbo secretly glanced at Gu Zhefeng, and saw that there was no expression on his face.

Chen Hongbo wasn't sure what Gu Zhefeng was going to do, but after much deliberation, he gave up struggling: "Let's go, I'll take you to Jinzi's bedroom."

The three stepped over several plastic bags containing dry garbage, walked through the living room to the door of Jin Zi's room.

"This is Jin Zi's room, and the next door is Cui Ouning's room, but you know, Cui Oning hardly sleeps here, so his stuff is inside."

Chen Hongbo used a key to open Jin Zi's bedroom door, and the things inside were in a mess, and it could be seen that the original owner was a person who shouldn't clean up.

"I haven't touched anything here, so it's rather messy. You may have to worry about what you're looking for." Chen Hongbo opened the drawer in the middle of the desk, took out his mobile phone and handed it to Gu Zhefeng: "This is from JC's just yesterday." I got it back, Jin Zi's cell phone, it was broken in a car accident before, but fortunately it has been repaired, everything is inside, nothing was lost, the password is 6 1s."

"There is nothing else, can you see if there is anything else that I can help with?"

Gu Zhefeng took the phone and said softly: "Thank you, I'm sorry to trouble you, you can go to work."

"Then I'm leaving." Chen Hongbo patted Gu Zhefeng's shoulder: "I haven't had time to say my condolences to you, the dead are dead after all, and people have to look forward."

"Ah."

"What's more, you are so good, so many people like you, why did you hang yourself on a tree?"

Gu Zhefeng avoided this topic and said: "Go and do your work first, I will call you if there is anything to do."

Chen Hongbo said knowingly: "Then you are busy, see you at the film conference."

"Okay, see you at the film conference."

Liu Kexin and Chen Hongbo left together, and Gu Zhefeng watched the chaos

In the messy house, I searched through the cabinets one by one.

Who would have thought that although the house is not very big, it will take several days to turn it over.

Gu Zhefeng repeatedly rummaged through every corner of the room, prying open Jin Zi's countless codebooks with locks, but still found nothing.

Nothing at all.

I can't even find a record of Jin Zi's words to Cui Ouning, all of them are just some very common things:

Clothes, daily necessities, travel notes...

Nothing else.

When Liu Kexin came to deliver the meal, Gu Zhefeng was sitting silently on the sofa.

Liu Kexin sighed. Although he didn't know what Gu Zhefeng was looking for, it was obvious that if there was something, it wouldn't have been discovered yet.

But what can you turn up if you rummage in the house?It's just spinning around like a headless chicken.

Gu Zhefeng didn't know about it.

He just selectively ignored it.

Liu Kexin put the lunch box on the coffee table in front of the sofa: "Boss, it's time to eat."

Gu Zhefeng lowered his head and said: "Thank you, the food is here, you can go first."

There is a tablet on the coffee table, which is displaying clips of the scene between Mai Guchi and Cui Ouning.

With just one raised eye, Gu Zhefeng can almost be sure that this is Cui Ouning.

He was definitely the Trioning he knew.

Although he didn't know what happened, no one else could do this acting skill.

But he wanted to know why Cui Ouning didn't want to avoid him all the time, he wanted to know what happened to Cui Ouning.

Why...he refuses to admit to him that he is Cui Ouning.

Maybe this disease is the reason Cui Ouning has been running away.

So he wants to know the answer.

He was so desperate to know the answer.

Only by knowing this answer, can he truly know what Cui Ouning is thinking, and can break through his defense.

So he has to know.

Otherwise, no matter how many wrong efforts he makes, it will be useless, and it will even make things worse.

Liu Kexin plucked up his courage, and decided to say something to divert the bad mood of his parents: "Boss, the film conference will start the day after tomorrow. Now the stage is almost set up. Do you want to go and see it?"

"no need."

"Oh, let me tell you a gossip! Because Mai Guchi smashed the camera used for recording. Although the smash was not serious, the impact was a bit bad. Mr. Bai Zhen is arguing with Mai Guchi."

"Oh."

"Because the recording is a bit chaotic right now, the program originally planned for today's public performance, but it was postponed to a later date. The program team said that they wanted to broadcast live players playing games the day after tomorrow. I asked if you would like to participate. I told the program team that you want to participate in the new The film conference has already been rejected by you."

"Ok."

……

The boss was so uncooperative, Liu Kexin didn't know what to say.

The video on the tablet was in progress until Liu Yiwei held a box of whitecrane and handed it to Cui Ouning, dripping with sweat. Cui Ouning picked up one, blocked the wind with his hand and pressed the lighter.

The gears turned, and with a clicking sound, orange flames burst out.

At the junction of the filter tip and the cigarette roll, a line of light silver whitecrane shines with a delicate luster.

Liu Kexin muttered subconsciously in his heart: Why is it called Cui Ouning, do they all like to smoke whitecrane?Is this the natural attribute of the name?

Whitecrane...Liu Kexin suddenly thought of something, he said in shock: "Boss! Boss!"

Gu Zhefeng raised his head and looked at him suspiciously.

Liu Kexin excitedly said: "Whitecrane is a brand! It has an official website!"

"What happened to the official website?"

"Under his official website, there is an exclusive forum."

Gu Zhefeng knew about this matter. He had visited it a long time ago. This is an anonymous forum, where some cigarette lovers gather, but the content they post is all over the place, from tree holes to complaints, from gossip stars to family stories. There are all kinds of weird ones.

But neither he nor Cui Ouning liked to browse the forum, so they didn't care about it.

"I remember I heard Cui Yingdi said that this forum is made by Jin Zi, and he likes this forum very much." Liu Kexin said: "Because I am more interested in the forum, I also talked about this topic with Jin Zi at the time. He casually said that he also occasionally records stuff on the forum."

Liu Kexin excitedly said: "Although I don't know what you are looking for, maybe you can find something from Jin Zi's post!"

Gu Zhefeng said decisively: "Contact me with someone from the technical department immediately."

Liu Kexin made a phone call, and 10 minutes later, the person in charge of the company's Internet company picked up Jinzi's website IP and account password.

This is an administrator account, Gu Zhefeng opened the website and entered the account password.

After a short loading, the personal page popped up.

It is different from the blank space seen when accessing this user with other accounts.Now as soon as it is opened, a private post appears in the interface.

This post has been recorded for a long time, and it has existed almost since the forum attached to the official website of whitecrane began to operate.

All kinds of things are densely recorded in the post, some are long and some are short, the long ones have thousands of words, and the short ones are only one or two lines.

Gu Zhefeng's hands trembled a little, he restrained his emotions, and began to read bit by bit.

Liu Kexin looked at the food that was getting colder, and predicted that he would not be favored by the master in a short time.

Liu Kexin left lightly, leaving Gu Zhefeng alone.

The things recorded in the post are very fragmented, from what I ate today to the boring press conference with Cui Ouning yesterday, everything is there.

Gu Zhefeng patiently flipped through the pages, even after several pages, he didn't see anything useful.

Even the mention of Cui Ou Ning was just a few words, saying that he was scolded by Cui Ou Ning for not doing well today, or that Cui Ou Ning did not bring him to dinner with the director.

Just when Gu Zhefeng thought he was going to get nothing again, a very short post suddenly caught his attention.

[He said that he actually appeared in a play today, which is amazing.I also find it amazing, I thought whitecrane was the only thing in this world that could make him play. 】

What does this sentence mean?

The post was published five years ago.

Gu Zhefeng suddenly remembered that he seemed to have heard this sentence from Cui Ouning five years ago.

That was when he and Cui Ouning played Wang Cai and Bai Meixiu, the kiss that was about to fall.

Cui Ouning said: "Gu Zhefeng, you are the first person to let me play."

Because this sentence is so weird that for five years, Gu Zhefeng has not been able to understand its meaning.

At that time, he thought that his acting was too bad, his mind was full of the aura of Cui Ouning, and he had completely jumped out of the role of Baimeixiu, so that Cui Ouning disliked his poor acting skills and brought Cui Ouning Ou Ning played together.

Even though Gu Zhefeng knew that no one in this world could act so badly that Cui Ouning could even play, but he couldn't think of any other explanation.

But... what does this have to do with whitecrane?

What do you mean, only whitecrane is the only thing in this world that can make him play?

Gu Zhefeng read this sentence over and over three times.

He swiped the mouse wheel, and after skipping some trifles, there was finally another post with a strange signal below:

[I had a fight with him today, I forgot to bring a cigarette, it took him a long time to play, and then he kept his face cold and refused to talk to me.

I was quite guilty at the beginning, but after a long time, I was angry because he lost his temper with that person and hurt him because he didn't show up.

I'm annoyed that he seems to value that person more and more.

Angry with me for someone else?Can't he tell who is the most important person in his life? 】

who's that person?Is it me?

Gu Zhefeng frowned and thought about it. There was indeed a time a few years ago when Cui Ouning dropped the cup in front of him for no reason.Cui Ou Ning has a good temper, this is the first time he saw Cui Ou Ning like this.

But... what does this have to do with not being in a play...?

[He chatted with me today and said that it is difficult for him to act, which may be a disease.I don't care about whether he is sick or not. What's funny is that he didn't think about solving it for so long before, and he ended up going to the doctor because he dropped a cup? 】

……

【Today, he described to me the feeling when it was difficult to play, what... I feel like my soul is floating in the sky, I can't control my cock, I can only watch a strange force manipulating me... or something, listen Why is it a bit like XIDU? 】

……

[I peeked at his notes today, and there was a sentence written on it: "You are the medicine that saves my life, but also the poison that breaks my way." Was it for me?Did he finally realize that I treated him better than that person? 】

【Fuck, it wasn't written for me, I'm so angry.Had another fight with him today. 】

……

[I'm really fed up, since that person appeared, I've been arguing with him almost every day.Has he forgotten that we are all together?He brought me out, does he want to leave me alone? 】

The tone of the words in the post became more and more intense, and the more Gu Zhefeng pulled down, the more frightened he became.

But what surprised him was not Jin Zi's attitude, but the information revealed in those few words.

He seems to finally understand what it means to be difficult to play.

But he couldn't be sure.

Gu Zhefeng hardly hesitated, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Xue Xiying's number.

It was the first time he asked someone for a phone. When he asked for it, he thought that he would use it in the future, but he didn't expect to use it so soon.

Because of jet lag, Xue Xiying's voice was a little tired when she answered the phone: "Hello? Mr. Gu Zhefeng?"

Gu Zhefeng said: "I'll ask you a few questions, you just need to answer yes or no."

Xue Xiying was silent for a while: "Did you find anything these days?"

"Do you know Jin Zi?"

"I know. He's Mr. Cui Oning's assistant, isn't he?"

"Yes. I found something from his records." Gu Zhefeng said: "I want to ask you for proof."

Before Xue Xiying could speak, Gu Zhefeng continued: "This

I found it out by myself, not counting your disclosure of the patient's privacy.What's more, you said that you and Cui Ouning talked about me for 10 minutes and 25 minutes, so the friendship between Cui Oning and I should not be kept secret when everything is so obvious. I. "

Xue Xiying sighed: "Mr. Gu, Mr. Cui has passed away, why do you want to get to the bottom of it?"

"This is a very important decision for me."

"Important decision?"

"Yes." Gu Zhefeng squeezed the phone tightly: "Please tell me the answer."

Xue Xiying said: "Then tell me your guess first."

Gu Zhefeng said in a hoarse voice: "Cui Ouning's psychological problems are caused by him being so immersed in the role that... he can't break away from the role?"

Xue Xiying was silent for a long time, and then Gu Zhefeng heard a soft "hmm" from the microphone.

Gu Feng closed his eyes dejectedly: "Because he can't get out of the character, so his behavior will be dominated by the character?"

"This is not yet conclusive." Xue Xiying said: "As far as I know so far, Mr. Cui is not completely dominated by the character, but at this stage, Mr. Cui will indeed do some things that he would not normally do. There will be... violent words, and in severe cases, it may even lead to...violent/violent behavior."

Xue Xiying thought for a while, and said, "But Mr. Cui has always controlled it very well."

He's certainly in control.

Gu Zhefeng clenched his fist, then let it go.

Cui Ouning doesn't like to talk every time after the play, he likes to hide in the room and smoke alone. Gu Zhefeng always thinks that Cui Ouning is too tired, but he never thought that he is fighting against himself at this moment .

He is afraid of hurting others, so he prefers to lock himself up.

"Whitecrane, is the only thing that can calm him down right now?"

"Yes." Xue Xiying sighed softly, "And you."

Gu Zhefeng repeated in a murmur: "And... me?"

The strange words that Jin Zi saw in that post suddenly flashed in Gu Zhefeng's mind:

【You are the medicine that saves my life, but also the poison that breaks my way. 】

He opened his eyes and sat up: "I will let him play?"

"Yes. But Mr. Cui didn't tell me the specific reasons. He just gave me a conclusion and a few exclamations. We only had two conversations, and there are still many things I don't quite understand."

"In the conversation you gave me, he said 'worried that I won't have the right to talk to him again', here he..."

Gu Zhefeng asked cautiously, as if expecting but also fearing: "Is it me?"

"It's you." Xue Xiying's voice was gentle, with a bit of regret: "Actually, the reason why Mr. Cui has entered the drama so deeply is his talent and his hard work. Although I think Mr. Cui is handsome enough, he seems to be In the eyes of the public, Mr. Cui's face is not perfect enough."

"So Mr. Cui can only work on other areas, that is acting."

"In order to exercise his acting skills, he forced himself to immerse himself in different roles and emotions day after day, to experience the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of each character, and let playing another person become his daily habit."

"Unexpectedly, as he grew older, this good method had side effects. That is, he found that he could no longer control himself from leaving the role, and had to be forced to stay in the emotions that the role should have."

"He lost himself, he couldn't find that person named Cui Ouning, how should he feel happy, angry, sad, and happy."

"Until he met you, Mr. Gu."

Xue Xiying sighed softly: "Mr. Cui told me that you let him find his own emotions, he is very grateful."

"But at the same time, when he couldn't act in his previous state, he found that he couldn't find a suitable method for him."

"When he's out of this state, there's no way for him to act."

"But he knows that you became friends with him because he is good enough and bright enough in acting. If one day he is no longer that Cui Ouning whose acting skills crush everyone, he is afraid, and he has no way to be with him again." You're shoulder to shoulder. So that's what he said 'worried about never having the right to speak to you again'."

"But...although he was so worried, he still came to me."

Gu Zhefeng subconsciously asked: "Why?