The lightness of the world of mortals

It snowed heavily in City C.

It's Christmas, and a Christmas with snow is complete.

Ming Yu drove around Wellington Avenue, but didn't want to get off. She was not interested in shopping mall activities, and she was greedy for the comfort and privacy in the car.

She just doesn't want to be forgotten by the seasons, driving back and forth on the streets decorated with Christmas lights, looking at the festive beggars ringing bells on the street, feeling the satisfaction of shoppers after buying suitable gifts for important and unimportant people smile.

People inside and outside the car are willing to do one thing at this moment: not to expose the capital operation under the cloak of festive peace.

Thinking of this, Ming Yue smiled and turned on the turn signal at the intersection ahead.Pedestrians poured in from the opposite side, and Mingyu saw a family of four that was especially suitable to appear in this atmosphere: Ivan hugged a ten-year-old boy and walked out with a tone of calling him a brother. The boy inherited his father's height and youth. At that time, Ivan was tall and suave, and Ivan's chubby wife was pushing the baby carriage. The child in the carriage was covered, and Mingyu knew it was a three-year-old female doll.

Apparently Ivan's relationship with his wife eased a few years ago, as evidenced by the birth of their second child.

He wants to donate sperm to give birth to himself?Ming Yu narrowed his eyes when he looked at this happy family. Where did he come up with such a brazen idea?And he didn't seem to feel that way himself, he didn't even feel embarrassed at all, Ming Yue was almost angry.

The pedestrians left, the green light came on, and the water vapor in the cold air began to crystallize again, scattering the first batch of snowflakes.Mingyu remembered that the first time she dated Ivan was in such a snowy day. It was nine years ago, in the second year of FATES, she fell in love with Gao Shuai, a wealthy shareholder, everything was like a fairy tale, the only fly in the ointment Yes, the prince married the princess, and even the little prince was created.

For the first time, she knew that the morality with a strong voice could be so fragile. Under the gaze of his light brown eyes, it "clicked" and cracked, turned into powder, then condensed, and then shattered. Repeatedly for a long time, she, They all decided to give themselves a way out, love as long as they love, what if someday they stop loving?

Where did she live then?Oh, near the alma mater of the university, I live in an "L" shaped building with a group of young people who have not come today. They eat Taco, listen to heavy metal, and shake the bed boards loudly with their impromptu companions on weekend nights.

She thinks she is nobler than them, and a stealer feels nobler.

Until Ivan gave her a key, her nobility had a non-abstract carrier.

The door opened by the key is in an expensive location between the north of the city and the city center. It does not have the low-key hidden wealth in the north of the city, nor the hustle and bustle of the city center.

The black doorman in the downstairs lobby is dressed in a black suit and respectfully calls her Miss or Ma'am, isn't that noble?

This is a property under Ivan's name. Ivan's ancestors made their fortunes in real estate after the fire in City C in the 19th century. There is no shortage of houses.

There is a delicate fragrance in the apartment, outside the floor-to-ceiling windows is the blue lake, on the sink is a pot of expensive orchids, no Taco, no heavy metal, no loud bed boards, noble people hide this kind of human from their neighbors An unchanging movement in evolutionary history.

Just like them on the big bed at the moment, Ivan's lips with a short beard lingered around her neck, and wherever they touched, faint blue sparks flickered in the dark night.

"More..." He has perfected the sound that does not exist in English, "I love you."

She rushed to the top of the waves, and suddenly thought: I was taken care of.

When the day came, she said to Ivan, "I'll pay your rent."

Ivan smiled nicely, with the characteristic curve of the lips of a handsome Caucasian man, and blinked his light brown eyes emotionally and tolerantly, expressing his decline.

She knew that money was not enough.

That year, the rent for the two-bedroom apartment was 401, and her monthly salary deducted taxes, medical insurance and [-]K, leaving a net loss of [-].Ordinary white-collar workers like her spend no more than a thousand dollars a month on rent.

PR's custom-made skirts cost tens of thousands of dollars, and Ivan asked Cassie to send pictures of the new interior for Ming Yue to choose.In this way, Ivan let her live in a world she couldn't afford, and gave her a reason not to pay very gentlemanly.

How exciting is it to have an affair with a tall, handsome and rich executive?Mingyu sat in the cubicle of the business department, looking at the message Ivan just sent: Tonight I want to taste the juice between your legs...it's delicious...

She grabbed the folder and took the elevator, which went up to the sixteenth floor.She sat on Ivan's unbelievably large desk, the smell of hormones emitted from every pore on her body, her two long legs had no place to rest, Ivan wrapped them around his well-developed arms, and she lifted Pulling on Ivan's tie with one hand, she pulled him closer, took off his suit jacket, and unbuttoned his white shirt. He just took a shower in the morning, and his body smelled good mixed with the scent of soap on the shirt. She Put your face against his muscular chest and bite gently.

Once Ivan asked her: If you didn't have this face, this body, money and status, would you still love me?

Mingyu thought for a while, then shook his head, your face and appearance gave you confidence and optimism, your money and status gave you high-quality educational conditions and temperament... You have to take away a foundation at the bottom, It is a childish question that everything built on top will collapse.

However, if you were suddenly disabled, bankrupt, and had nothing, I would still love you because you have become you.

No matter how crazy Ivan was, he didn't prepare a box of condoms in the office. It was just that one time that Ming Yue got tricked.

She is a child that no one cares about, and if she becomes pregnant out of wedlock, there will be no group of family members who will die to scold her for insulting her family, just like her own mother back then.But she doesn't want her children to go through entanglements that can't be upright.

Ivan didn't want her to abort the child, he couldn't accept abortion, he wanted to support her and the child.

Will you divorce and marry me?Ming Yue asked.

Ivan shook his head with difficulty.

Well then, Ming Yue's hatred grows along with the flesh and blood that is as big as a peanut kernel. It's been almost two months. One day, this lump of flesh and blood helped her make a choice and flowed out by itself, but her hatred did not stop growing because of it, but took root and implanted in the bed from then on.

Why wasn't he the one who died?Like my mother back then?She cried hoarsely at night.

Sometimes I suspect that there is really some kind of energy controlling the world of mortals. If I make a mistake, I will get retribution one day, and if I owe others, I will pay more in other ways.

But she still wants to hate, even if the whole world will scold her for taking it upon herself, she still wants to hate.

The two-year affair was over, and Ming Yue's face no longer showed sweet longing, and she became an indifferent person.

She told Ivan the condition: FATES has a bursary fund, she has to apply for it, and she will go to an Ivy League school to study for a master's degree in the best related major.

There is one more unspoken thing: after Xuecheng returns to FATES, she will take his place.

At that time, Ivan’s wife had been suffering from postpartum depression for two years. He knew the best psychiatrists and psychologists. Mingyu didn’t tell Ivan. It's a solemn matter, the doctor won't even disclose your husband's blood test results to you.

FATES provided Mingyu with a considerable amount of tuition fees on the condition that he would serve FATES for at least five years after completing his studies. What's the point?Wouldn't it take five years to sit in Ivan's position?or even longer.Mingyu is now driving the car on the snowy street, recalling that it has been five years, and it stands to reason that she can leave FATES.

She took off her fancy clothes and cut off her long hair, and was a simple student on campus, but how could she be buried?Who in the school's Chinese circle doesn't know this beautiful girl?Mingyu sat on a lawn bench watching pigeons, wearing a white soft sweater, pure blue jeans wrapped around his slender legs, and the shoes were clover that cost less than a hundred dollars, the sun outlined a beautiful face on his face without makeup Outline and texture, international students in their twenties approach her full of longing but timidly, wanting to get to know her.

Mingyu smiled lightly. The 20-year-old Xiaoliu, the 30-year-old MBA gilder, and the 40-year-old visiting scholar all came to make friends with him. What about a child?

Jiang Ruojing only knew about everything about Ming Yue. She knew about Ivan, but she hadn't heard the details behind it. She also knew about the woman after Ivan, but she didn't know the details.Ming Yu didn't even think it was necessary to tell Jiang Ruojing about the past.

But Hong Xinran knew all the details about Ivan from the very beginning, and she felt sorry for Ming Yue.Later, when she sent a message to Ming Yu, she gritted her teeth and drilled through the phone screen: What have you done for me?Back then you could start over for that man, but you couldn't give up anything for me!I woke up and saw through you!

Mingyu said that I had nothing back then, and he gave me some, and now I have too many burdens... I promised to give me two years to deal with these things, you promised, and there is still one year left.

Hong Xinran said that you just want to shift the responsibility for the breakup to me, I'm not stupid.

Ming Yu suddenly couldn't even cry anymore, the light from the phone screen reflected in her eyes, turning into a piece of ice.The ruthlessness from two years ago came up again, and those solid ice that Hong Xinran had melted and the smiling faces that hatched were all nullified again. She typed out each word: That man gave me at least two years of good food and clothing, Gave me a ladder to climb, what did you give me?

The wheels rolled over the freshly accumulated snow and into the warehouse.Mingyu turned on the geothermal heat in the driveway to prevent snowflakes from accumulating on it.

The system pops up a reminder: customer number XXXXXXXX is out of the warehouse and will be on the plane tonight.