The lightness of the world of mortals

Ming Yu hurriedly closed the car door and dragged her into the lobby, the doorman followed behind at a loss.

Walking under the eaves, Jiang Ruojing shook her hand, "I knew it was her that you're dating tonight!"

Ming Yu shook his head helplessly, "Miss, what's the matter with your acting like a rape?"

Jiang Ruojing sneered, "Who doesn't know that the expensive Mr. Chen doesn't easily receive visitors or have dinner with others, and his time is expensive! Two days before you came back, in order to make it seem less abrupt to ask you alone, he deliberately pulled me to invite you You people of FATES eat, don’t tell me you didn’t figure out the meaning! Mingyu, since you saw her last September, I’ve become a dirty rag you’re eager to get rid of!”

Mingyu couldn't help lowering his eyes when he heard the first half, and raised his eyes in astonishment when he heard the latter part, "Are you crazy?! Suffering from hypochondria?? People all over the world only have love in their minds?? And they have come up with a set of logic Why don't you write novels?"

"Then tell me, when you came to China, it's fine if you refused to let me see you in Yancheng, why did you ignore me when you arrived in Haicheng?? Don't you think you have changed?"

"Don't you think you have changed? Ever since you knew you were going back to your country, you have broken the agreement between us, and you only want to possess. You think clearly, my body and my heart have never been faithful to you. I don't ask anything from you, it's a condition of our relationship."

Jiang Ruojing's throat choked up, and she couldn't speak for a while. She and Ming Yu had maintained such a relationship for three years, but she had never spoken so bluntly.Yes, she knew that she was not Mingyu's only bed partner, but she was in City C, and she was the only one who could open the door of her house.In the past, she wasn't so jealous, and she wasn't single, but now, Chen Xilin was too powerful, and she was afraid that she would snatch Mingyue away, really snatch away.

"Go back and take a hot bath," Ming Yue's tone calmed down, looking at her wet hair, "you're bound to get sick like this. Also, what are you doing to yourself by doing that this afternoon? Where is Chen Xilin? Just because she smiles at you doesn't mean she smiles in her heart. Why do you want to look like this in front of your boss? If nothing else, it will make her feel that you are unprofessional and disregard public and private interests. Poor emotional management skills, you know? People who sit in her position, even myself, don’t like to see such employees.”

"You think too highly of her!"

Ming Yu sneered, "You underestimate her too much."

"Hehe~" Jiang Ruojing didn't let go, "Do you still think she's special to you? She made an excuse to take you to dinner, and talked to you about her feelings for the Republic of China?" Jiang Ruojing looked at the expression on Ming Yu's face , Shocked for a moment, annoyed for a moment, she laughed with satisfaction, "Hahahahaha~ Let me tell you, she invited me twice not long after I came to Haicheng. No change, Yue, you may be a transparent person, but you have twists and turns. Although you are better than me, Chen Xilin may pick you up, but I will not accept her tricks. To me, she Too deliberate. More importantly, I have you in my heart!"

Ming Yu was stunned for a moment, "Does it mean that in your eyes, small talk is all about women?"

"Whether she teased you or not, you know in your own heart. Only you are pretending to be a career, her? Save it!"

Ming Yue's shoulders slumped, and he suddenly felt very tired, "Go back, I'm tired."

Jiang Ruojing looked at her, and ran out into the rain outside the door in a fit of anger.Ming Yu chased her out and grabbed her, "Ask the doorman to call you a car!" The rain hit their hair and clothes.

"You take care of yourself!" Jiang Ruojing's snow-white teeth showed hatred in the rain curtain, "Since you are so chic and careless, I'll tell you, I slept with Kent, and the next one is Chen Xilin. "

Anger rose in Ming Yue's heart, and he pinched Jiang Ruojing's chin, "You can sleep with anyone, but don't even try to sleep in my bed again."

"Why?? You don't care??"

"You're sleeping with my co-workers and clients, I don't like using the same woman with people around me, embarrassing me."

use?Jiang Ruojing twisted her chin, exhausted all her strength, and slapped Ming Yue's face. She was angry, and she and Kent hadn't reached that level yet, but Ming Yue's humiliation was telling herself: You don't even have to express yourself. Sons are not as good.

Ming Yue was stunned, and slowly lowered his hand, and after a while, he said weakly: "We'll stop here." After speaking, he turned and walked back.

She didn't understand, she just had a meal with Chen Xilin, how did things turn out like this?

She didn't know how she got into the elevator, how she got into the room, the familiar sense of confusion struck again from the depths of her body, the first time, after losing her child, and the second time, after After Hong Xin resolutely left her.

But why?If you love with your heart, you will get such an ending, and if you don’t love, you will get this kind of ending; if you spend your whole life together as a couple, you will get this kind of ending, and if you become a mistress and become a scumbag, it will also be the same ending...

Is there any way out?

She lay on her back on the carpet beside the bed, with her eyes closed, Jiang Ruojing's finger prints appeared on her cheek, like a deep curse.

A scene from when she first met Jiang Ruojing three years ago emerged in her mind.It was also raining in City C that day, the headlights illuminated the filthy rain in an ambiguous and lingering way, and the wheels rolled on the wet road towards the west of the city...

There was a cheap mixed wine in front of the woman, her satin-like black hair was gathered on her right shoulder, she turned her head to look at Ming Yue who was walking towards her, her eyes shy and joyful.The red umbrella is the token of their meeting.

"I... I didn't expect you to be... like this."

Ming Yue smiled, and ordered a straightup martini for himself, "The Chinese community is small, aren't you afraid?"

The woman brushed her long hair together, and said, "This is a secret between you and me."

She was at a loss on the big bed in the river view room, and Ming Yue poked between her legs, thinking that this woman was really fierce, she had to pretend to be sophisticated even though she was not on good terms with women, she couldn't pretend.

"Little girl, you only go to bed and don't talk about love, understand?"

"Love? You are also a woman, how can you love?"

Ming Yu frowned.

"Besides, I have a boyfriend in China."

"Oh? Why did you think of looking for a woman?" Ming Yue's voice disappeared between Jiang Ruojing's legs.

"Okay... curious... ah~" Jiang Ruojing called out softly.

The memory short-circuited in the wet brain, making a "squeaky" sound, and the scenes of the past were out of sequence, like a movie that reversed the floating life.

Hong Xinran's hot email: I will go to the United States to find you!Even if you don't want to see me, I just want you to see what a liar looks like, so that you will have no regrets!

Hong Xinran's body was also hot and sweaty, "I can always find a way to settle here, you don't have to worry about it, I will give my woman a good life."

The brown blood stains on the underwear did not disappear day by day, and finally turned bright red one day and flowed down... I heard the sound of a baby crying...

The blue eyes of the psychiatrist... translucent orange vials with white labels...

Ivan's light brown eyes were tired, "I can't abandon her...I'm sorry..."

Smelly cabins, flu germs everywhere...

She hugged Hong Xinran tightly, "Give me another two years, and I will try my best to arrange everything in the United States..."

"These are things you should have arranged a long time ago. What have you been doing in the United States for so many years?"

Hong Xinran's pious smile under the sun, "I have always liked you, and when I am not straight, I love you."

A cold voice on the phone line: "Ming Yu, don't you still know what's going on with you? We're done."

The psychotherapist, Mei, whispered softly: "Ming, accept all your past..."

……

Tears flowed from the corners of her closed eyes, sliding gently from her throat, she tried hard to control herself, took a deep breath, took a deep breath... She couldn't, she couldn't let herself slide into this abyss again, love was too heavy, love was too cheap.

Standing in front of the photo in the middle of the living room, Chen Xilin looked up at the woman in the photo, "She also said that you look familiar..." She murmured softly, her eyes filled with emotion, "Isn't it interesting?" Her throat choked, and she said no what.

The sharp doorbell made her turn around abruptly in fright, the house hadn't rang for a long time.She frowned, and walked to the screen on the wall, it was...Jiang Ruojing.