Love Diary of a Spiritual Boy

Cloudy on September 7

When did you start to know Jiang Tong?I carefully recalled the timeline, it may be when the first year of high school just started.

In fact, I did not do very well in the senior high school entrance examination in the third year of junior high school. The score line was just a little bit higher than that of the second middle school and a little lower than that of the first middle school. Xie Guoping told me that he could get me into the first middle school by relying on connections. Yingying's test scores are the seedlings of Duodou No. [-] High School.After I told her about it, she pressed my head and told me to listen to Xie Guoping's words because it is something that can affect a lifetime.

Oh, I forgot to say, Xie Guoping is my father.

I never understood why Yingying could tell that I wanted to go to No. [-] High School with her. Anyway, after that day, I changed my choice overnight and received the admission letter from No. [-] No. [-] High School on the same day as her.

Xie Guoping was so angry that his blood pressure went up a lot when he found out about this, but I never fear him, so naturally it doesn't matter whether he is angry or happy.

In the end, he had no choice but to verbally threaten me that it was fine to go to the [-]th Middle School, but the grades in each exam must be stable in the top ten of the grade.

I just take his words as fart.

"Have you heard that?! Tell me if you hear it!"

I said nothing.

"Don't talk, right?! If you don't talk, give me the top three in the grade! If you don't pass the test, I will send you abroad directly!"

I still didn't speak.

"Are you getting close to a girl? Like her? If you pretend to be dumb again, I will arrange for that girl to go abroad tomorrow!"

My inability to speak was immediately cured: "Got it."

One second I said that I am not afraid of Xie Guoping being slapped in the face the next second. It's not because I'm scared, it's just because Xie Guoping is different from others.Others lived to be 50 or [-] years old and always boasted a few awesome words, but Xie Guoping didn't. He was a lunatic and he kept what he said.In case Yingying is really arranged by him to go abroad, then I really have no place to cry.

Yingying is very popular in the boy circle, and I am very popular in the girl circle; and she can enjoy other people's attentions with peace of mind, but I can't. When I think of those sisters who are close to me because of my face, my whole body shudders. uncomfortable.

Although in the eyes of others, I became good friends with Yingying because of her beauty, but whoever becomes a double-standard dog will know how cool it is.

Everyone thinks that I like Yingying, so I like Yingying, after all, Yingying is really important to me.No one has been willing to play with me since elementary school, and I only have Yingying as a friend in junior high school. If liking her can keep me from losing her, then I am quite happy to like her all the time.

Yingying said that my psychology is very sick, and then told me to separate friendship from love.I listened to her words and thought about it carefully, and felt that there was no need to separate at all—I don’t want to lose love, and I don’t want to lose friendship, and it’s the same in real life: I don’t like to see her playing with other boys Together, when she falls in love with other boys, I feel broken in love. The more times I talk about it, I feel that I am in a state of broken love every day. If you want me to talk about what it feels like to be broken in love, I can't say it.

The first semester of high school passed quickly and was chaotic. The only thing I can remember is that Yingying had a boyfriend in No. [-] Middle School, but they broke up before the next semester started. However, she fell in love too frequently. It was the same every time before, and in a few weeks she would be able to come out on her own.

However, Yingying told me after school one day that she no longer believed in love after this time.

"Then talk to me."

"Talking to you is worse than letting me be a widow for the rest of my life."

"why?"

"Dogs can tell which ones they like and which ones they don't. Xie Jing Xing, can you tell the difference?"

"It's clear."

"Then let me ask you, how do you feel when I fall in love with other boys?"

"uncomfortable."

"Uncomfortable—it's like the candy given to a good friend by a kindergarten child, but he gave it to other children. Everyone knows that friends of the opposite sex have to avoid suspicion. You don't know, sticking to me every day is afraid that I will take you Abandon; so many sisters chase you, they can treat you as well as I do, but you are stubborn and don't want to change. "

"Xie Jing Xing, do you lack love?"

I don't know if Xie Jing Xing lacks love or not, anyway I just listen to what she said as nonsense.The opening ceremony will be held at the beginning of each semester. Almost everyone in the thirteenth middle school will be in charge. The opening ceremony when we first entered was made grand and complicated by the dean.He didn't know where to get a dictionary-thick speech, and he spoke steadily for six or seven hours, and the group of boys standing at the end of the line 10 minutes after the opening ceremony had already started to work.

Together with them are young teachers who have just been recruited this year. They get together and plan to pass the time with Doudizhu.I stood aside and watched for a while and found that the IQ of these people is really not very good. The young teacher obviously knows how to count cards. With the speed of the landlord, these boys can export all the tuition fees for next year.

At this moment, a voice suddenly called me: "Hey, handsome guy, can you play cards?"

I turned around and saw that it was a delinquent young man with yellow hair.And what Yingying and I went to happened to be a private junior high school, there were eighty if not a hundred delinquents in it, and they were the kind of delinquents with power, money and power.

So this way of thinking that if you dye your hair, you are a bad student is completely playing tricks in my eyes. He asked me if I can play mahjong. They lack a poker friend. I squinted and said on the podium The enthusiastic dean quickly nodded.

Ying Ying often said how could I make friends with a cold face all day long, and today I'm going to take the boy to show her that I, Xie Jing Xing, can only be a chatterinator.

The boys in the next class were all vicious, they looked similar to those in our class, and there was a boy hiding behind Huang Mao, looking at me timidly.

This boy is not tall, very fair, with red cheeks, he seemed to want to say hello to me, but he didn't say anything in the end.I don’t know if other people are the same as me. If you are born a very strong person, then you will not feel sympathy for the cautious eyes of cowardly people. The first feeling from the bottom of your heart is disgust.

However, it didn't take long before he really took the initiative to talk to me, and told a joke that didn't look like a joke, but the expression on his face was very funny. I think he must have worked up his courage. Open mouth, but the effect seems to be counterproductive.

I just set up fg to let myself make friends, and I can't treat all the people here as mentally handicapped, so I tried my best to understand his psychology from his perspective, but I tried for 3 minutes, but still failed.

In this thirteenth middle where the jungle preys on the weak, this type of person can only live at the bottom forever. He mixes with the crowd like a pot of miscellaneous soup falling into a lump of mud.I don't like being weak. His eyes look like snot sticking to his clothes, which makes people feel very uncomfortable.

Nobody likes flies, neither do I.