Love Diary of a Spiritual Boy

On June 7, light rain turned cloudy

Suppose I was trapped in a bottomless well, and my rescuer put a rope down from the mouth of the well, and I spent a lot of effort climbing up for a long time, and the light from the exit was getting closer and closer to me , But when I was about to climb out, someone suddenly called my name at the bottom of the well.

He kept calling me, telling me to go down and stay with him at the bottom of the well. I recognized the voice of my brother, and when I was hesitating whether to let go of the rope, someone at the mouth of the well suddenly called my name.

This time I also heard clearly, the person who called me was still my elder brother, he called me at the mouth of the well to stop grinding, he was about to lose his strength and told me to come up quickly.

I was hanging in the middle of the whole well, unable to advance or retreat. Only then did I realize that the one who trapped me and the one who rescued me were always the same person.

Taimei old nature can't understand why I should be afraid, because inferiority has never had anything to do with her, and she will only make others feel inferior because of her, so in essence, elder brother, younger sister, boss, even PI Zhao Hengyi, Xu Xiaofeng, they are all The same type of people, and in the eyes of others, I make friends with them only because I am admiring them.

But because they are good enough to me, they can offset my inner inferiority complex, so no matter how the outside world sounds, I can still walk among them as I like, pretending to be a naive and ignorant insider .

But friendship and love are different, you can have many friends at the same time, but you cannot have many lovers at the same time.In the face of friendship, I can barely maintain my self-esteem, but in the face of love, my brother will always hold the initiative, and I will always be inferior to him.

In fact, people who have been kneeling for a long time can stand up. According to the current development trend, it is uncertain that if I ask Xie Jing Xing to go east, he will never dare to go west. However, he is willing to listen to me if he likes me. If he doesn't like it If I die, he will definitely go east and never look back.

So I went around the question and returned to the starting point: I like my brother, and my brother is on the way to like me. At first, I thought that I liked my brother and my brother didn’t like me, which trapped me, and the way to save me was that my brother did the same. Like me; now I have taken 999 steps, and my brother took the initiative to walk towards me in the last step, but now I feel that it is that step that trapped me, and the way to save me should be my brother stepping back 999 steps.

The boss of Taimei is still nagging me: "Tongtong, as you said before, it's your business if you like him, and you don't need him to respond. Then it's also the same now, it's his fault that he likes you. If you don't want to be with him you just ignore him? Oh - now it's different, now it's a two-way crush, so he really likes you and you're bound to respond, that's not a very beautiful Is it the end?!"

"Why do you think about it so much? Who knows when you will break up? What if you live forever or you break up after many years? Isn't it good to live in the present? Do you think about what will happen at the age of 28? Don't you feel tired?!"

"Jiang Tong, I still think that you are too kind and Xie Jing Xing is not worthy of you, so don't say some high-sounding words in the name of his good, you have no right to decide anything for him."

I understand all the words she said, but whether I can listen to them is beyond my control.After some psychological tug-of-war, I still couldn't find the exit of the maze, so I raised my hand and rubbed my hair in annoyance: "Yingying... Do you think I will die in his hands sooner or later?"

The boss of Taimei rubbed my hair with my hand, and said the truth in a gentle tone: "You died in his hands 800 years ago."

No matter what I thought in my heart, when I returned to the classroom, the seats had already been arranged. I raised my chin and looked into the distance. My schoolbag was placed in the farthest corner from me, and next to my schoolbag Put my brother's schoolbag.It stands to reason that the first and second in each grade should not be protected by the teacher and placed on both sides of the podium to focus on?If you don't sit on both sides of the podium, you have to sit in the first row and the second row, right?But now I am silently looking at this diagonal seat, no matter how I think about it, I feel like the two of us are ministers who have been put on small shoes by the emperor.

The classroom was noisy, the head teacher had long disappeared, and the girl sitting in the front row eating melon seeds and chatting saw me coming in and fired at me for no reason: "Jiang Tong, is there a special case on the first day of the division? Miaomiao works day and night You were admitted to this class only after studying, so you changed the rules so lightly and made Xie Jing Xing sit at the same table as you?"

"That's right, Jiang Tong, I heard that you are the worst in physics and Xie Jingxing's physics is the best in your grade. If you destroy other people's love for your own grades, you won't have nightmares when you sleep at night? "

"Wow - no wonder you've been trying to get close to them since last semester. That's the purpose of your love?"

"Haha, every time I see them playing together, I find it funny, Jiang Tong, don't you feel that way out of place? I'm embarrassed to dig out a villa with my toes for you. "

"Jiang Tong, I have another question. Are you also Pan Yingying's licking dog?"

I let these people talk for a while before I realized that the Miaomiao they were talking about was the sister of the original No. 12. I was so annoyed to death, but this group of gossips hit the muzzle of their guns again. At that time, I couldn't care less about pity and tenderness, so I tilted my neck and said coldly and meanly: "You don't care who I play with? You are as good as them if you are capable, and you are as beautiful as Pan Yingying if you are capable." , do you think I can lick you? Oh, I have no skills, so I can only rely on acid? That’s okay.”

If the tiger doesn’t show his power, he really thinks I’m dumb. The noisy background sound gradually becomes quieter. I look like a superman in red underwear. The whole class looks at me and bites people everywhere: “If you want to help my sister so much, then go Talk to Xie Jingxing, say that your good friend Miaomiao wants to be at the same table with you and fall in love with you, what are you afraid of? I'm afraid that you sisters have the same thoughts and say goodbye to Xie Jingxing with the words of helping sisters It's close. I thought you were not the parties involved, so how did you know that I was the one who came up with the change of seats? It turned out that it was just picking a soft persimmon."

I raised my chin, motioning to the culprit who was trying to reduce his sense of existence with his head down, and forced himself to stand up to a height of [-] meters: "Sister, brother can't be caught by selling miserably, you are talking about me behind my back." No matter how much it is, it will not affect Xie Jing Xing in the slightest, understand?"

After talking about this, the depression in my heart was finally reduced a lot. It turns out that taking out people's anger can be so happy. At this time, I don't bother to study the meaning of the expressions on other people's faces. I am still one step away from the success of superman-that is After scolding someone, you have to swagger and turn around to leave.

And until then, I didn't see my brother who was standing at the door at some point, or when he appeared, or where he started listening.My eloquent words not only scolded the eight wives, but even caring people could even hear that I was connoting Xie Jing Xing, a scumbag who unknowingly dragged the innocent to wipe his ass.

You think I'm afraid?Who is afraid of who is the grandson!

I held my head high, knocked his shoulder away with a "bang", and walked out from his side without a sound.

snort!Who has no temper!Who wouldn't be mad!