Love Diary of a Spiritual Boy

heavy rain on June 6

The boss of Taimei once gave me a psychological counseling, probably when my brother admitted that he could not accept homosexuality.

Her original words are as follows: People change, just like you didn’t like coriander when you were a child, but you might like it when you grow up.

I interrupted her: "I still don't like cilantro."

"Oh? Really? I didn't like durian when I was a child, but now I really like it."

She continued: "Xie Jing Xing belongs to the typical straight male mentality. He feels that he can't accept it because he has never made friends with homosexuals. Take you for example, if he really likes you and wants to be friends with you, then he I don’t care whether you like men or women. After all, he likes Jiang Tong, so he will ignore other small details, understand what I mean?”

I interrupted her again: "What is the premise of ignoring the details?"

"like you."

I spread my hands, I don't love anyone: "That's too difficult, Xie Jingxing liking me is equal to Xu Xiaofeng liking Zhao Hengyi, understand what I mean?"

Probably my analogy scared the boss of Taimei, she thought about the possibility of Xu Xiaofeng liking Zhao Hengyi, her expression was terrified: "Tongtong! You give up! Let's find someone else to like, shall we?"

After my brother made me angry, I looked at the crowd on the beach without saying a word. I changed my face several times, silently wondering if it was too late to change my favorite.

"that......"

He turned his head to look at me, I looked into his faint eyes, and immediately forgot what I said.At this time, the eldest sister who didn't know what happened ran over happily again: "Tongtong! Come with me quickly! Let's go eat delicious food!"

"It's coming—" I patted my butt and stood up quickly, fearing that if I was a step too late, I would hear some murderous words.

However, monks can't run away from the temple if they can run away. No matter how lively the bonfire party is, it will eventually come to an end.At eleven o'clock in the evening, my eldest sister and I walked slowly towards the hotel. On the way, she told me that a moment of Spring Festival is worth a thousand dollars, and we should grasp it carefully.

I asked her with a sad face if I could sleep in the same room with her, and I was willing to sleep on the floor.

"Has your brain been eaten? You can't even ask for this kind of opportunity, and you still want to escape? Why do you want to sleep in the same room with me? Can we have children?"

"I confessed to him."

"Don't think about it, I won't let you into my room..." The voice of Taimei's boss stopped abruptly, "Gah? What did you just say?"

"I said I confessed to him."

"When did this happen?!"

I told what happened.

After finishing speaking, the boss of Taimei looked at me with an expression of admiration: "wow—Tongtong, you stood up—"

"I've been standing."

We chatted and walked to the door of the room. My brother had already come back first. The eldest sister looked at the half-open door of 301 and whispered to me: "Then you have to stand firm for me."

I held her hand reluctantly: "Sister, give me a chance."

The boss of Taimei shook my hand mercilessly: "Good girl, I really don't want to be a same wife in this life."

After saying goodbye to the eldest sister, I stood at the door with an expression on my face for 5 minutes, and then carefully opened the door of the room.

There was a light "click" when the door was locked, and the room was quiet except for the sound of water dripping from the bathroom.The shirt and slacks that my brother wore at night were lying on the bed. I stood quietly in front of the bed, secretly glad that the bathroom in the hotel is not frosted glass.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the sound of water in the bathroom finally stopped.Only then did I realize that I had stood there motionless for a long time, and my brother came out wearing a white T-shirt and wiping his hair. He didn't react much when he saw me, and only said that he had finished washing.

He walked past me, and the faint fragrance of shower gel quickly filled the whole room. I suddenly felt that the surrounding environment was so cramped that it made me feel like I was having difficulty breathing.

The sound of the "woo hoo" hair dryer blocked my urge to speak, and I went into the bathroom with my changed clothes in silence.

This shower was taken very quickly, and the lights outside were already off when I came out.My brother left me a bedside lamp, and I lay on the bed as if I was asleep.I quietly looked at the other half of the bed he had left for me, and tiptoedly lifted the quilt and climbed onto the bed.

The moment the bedside lamp was turned off, I seemed to hear the sound of silence in the world. It was only when I was sleeping on the bed that I truly felt how narrow the bed was and how clear the breathing of the person beside me was.

To be honest, if I put it a few months ago, I would not even dare to dream of such a thing as "sharing the bed with my brother", but now it really happened in reality.As one of the protagonists, apart from the stiff body that looks like a dried corpse, I even digested this setting quickly.

"Jiang Tong."

When my brother called me, his voice was very soft and deep. I was surprised that he was not asleep and subconsciously confirmed that he must not be asleep. Seeing that I did not respond, he asked again: "Are you asleep?"

"No."

"Actually, this bed is quite big, you can sleep over a little bit, there is no need to hold the edge of the bed."

I moved my buttocks and retracted the half of my body that was about to fall out.

After a while of rustling movements, he was silent for a few seconds, and then asked: "What you said tonight...are you serious?"

What should come can never be avoided, my brother is indeed the brother I like, going straight to the point never gives me time to heal the wound.Of course I understand that as long as I agree, I will basically be sentenced to death in my brother's heart. Smart people will deny it flatly, and I can find many reasons to confuse this matter.

Maybe my elder brother asked me in a tone that was too much like a chat between friends, or maybe both of us already knew what the answer was. I stared at the dark ceiling and gave a soft "hmm".

"Oh——" the elder brother who got the answer was neither sad nor happy. He gave me some quilt, then turned over and said, "Sleep."

I also said "Oh" and said I got it.

When I woke up the next day, I found that I was lying on the bed, and my brother was sleeping on the ground.Zhao Hengyi and his group, who had woken up very early, stood at the door of the room openly, and the boss of Taimei let out rumors at the top of his voice that Jiang Tong and Xie Jingxing slept together because of their unspeakable relationship.

"real?!"

"Isn't it?! Really?!"

"No, no, no, no?!"

I recalled the details of what happened last night, and I really wanted to refute the rumors with the melon-eating crowd watching the excitement at the door——

Don't ask, it's true.