Love Diary of a Spiritual Boy

Rain on January 5

A man who has been hurt once seems to have the same mental journey as a man who has been cheated once. No matter how uncomfortable the heart is, no matter how bad life is, in the end, when others comfort you, they still only have the clichéd two words - strong.

After school, I walked towards the school gate with more than a dozen boxes of chocolates. The eldest sister did not speak, but followed me like a little tail.It took about 5 minutes to walk from the teaching building to the school gate. In the end, I couldn't stand her silent apology, so I turned my head and shouted at her: "Sister, do you still remember that you are the boss?"

The boss of Taimei was carrying a schoolbag, and both hands were still holding the shoulder strap of the schoolbag. She bent her neck and rubbed the pebbles on the ground with her toes: "I'm already a good man."

"What are you talking about? Can you speak louder? Didn't you eat?"

She raised her head and shouted obediently: "I said I'm already a good man!"

With the boss of Taimei as the center of the circle, everyone around looked at her in unison. She kicked the pebbles flying away, intimidating the passers-by with surprised expressions: "What are you looking at! I have never seen a conscientious woman!"

I repeatedly promised that I was really fine, and I would not take such a trivial matter as my brother's hatred of homosexuality to heart.The boss of Taimei Qian reminded Wan to remember to find her if she couldn't think about it and wanted to commit suicide, because her relative's coffin shop just opened recently, and she could get a [-]% discount if she took me to buy it.

When we parted, I gave her a few boxes of chocolates, and she quickly waved her hand and said that she didn't dare to eat them. If something went wrong, she might buy a coffin with me. I said it didn't matter, it was worthless now.

On the way home, it happened to be sunset and sunset, and the dim yellow swept across the sky like splashed ink. I looked up for a while, and somehow I thought of salted duck eggs. When I thought of salted duck eggs, I was suddenly hungry, so I turned at the next intersection. Turn around and enter a dark Internet cafe.

At this point in time, most of the people who open booths in Internet cafes are elementary school students. I randomly found a computer to start it up, and ordered a piece of Yangzhou fried rice from the network administrator.

In fact, I don't know how to play all the popular games now, but I am confident, after all, everyone never knows how to play.

I drove a man-machine, pushed all the way to the opposite high ground, and got good data of 23/0/9. I was a little swollen, and suddenly felt that I might have the talent to play professionally.

Then I clicked match, the same hero, but the other nine people became real people.I was on the bottom lane, and was killed three times by the opponent's ad in the first 5 minutes. My teammate asked me if I was a primary school student in the public screen.

I told him that I was already a freshman in high school.

"Is this level one level higher? The elementary school students are better at playing than you."

"Jiang Tong is a fool? Your id is really good for you, playing like a mentally handicapped."

At this time, someone suddenly sat down on the seat next to me. I took a moment to glance and found that I seemed to recognize this face.

"Hi handsome guy, what a coincidence." The eldest brother waved at me, and unceremoniously took the bag full of chocolates in front of me, "Is this for food? I haven't eaten all day, and I need to add some sugar."

I took off the headset and asked him, "What did you just say?"

The eldest brother skillfully unpacked the box and fed the chocolate into his mouth: "It's okay, let me say hello to you."

"Why did you come here?"

"I'm not in a good mood today, let's go out for a walk."

It was only when I saw my eldest brother that I remembered PI. This man said yesterday that he would come to play with me today, but today is almost over and I haven’t seen a single strand of his hair.

"what happened?"

"It's a small matter, it's just being rejected by a straight man." He looked over, his eyes dark, "You don't discriminate against homosexuals, do you?"

I shook my head, expressing that I have always treated homosexuality and heterosexuality equally.

"That's good. Hey, Tongtong, you are so kind. Come talk to me."

"it is good."

"I played a horror game last night and an old lady said she recently saw a man walking down the street with his leg twisted 180 degrees."

"Is he... his shoes on backwards?"

"Then I read some Chicken Soup for the Soul, and I tore the book up after finishing it."

"What did the chicken soup say?"

"Let me recall, what is written above...cough cough...you have to figure it out, it's you who like people, not people who like you, and you won't die if you're unhappy. Who told you You have the ability to like others but not the ability to make others like you, why should you be sad that you are not the only one in the world who cannot love you."

"Do you know the author who wrote this chicken soup? I want to send him a case of pens without ink."

"Can not remember."

"That's it."

We chatted a lot, but the topics we talked about were very abstract, about aquaculture, about transplanting flowers and plants, and another topic was that an adult man went to ktv to sing, and he could sing himself for a few hours. die.

When we left the Internet cafe, the elder brother ate up all the chocolates I brought. He apologized to me and said that he was too hungry and couldn’t control it. I smiled and said that everyone is brothers, so it’s okay to eat up , anyway, I don't like sweets.

I sneaked back home when Maomao was sleeping, and I remembered that I forgot to ask my elder brother who the straight man was.When I opened the door, the wall clock on the wall pointed to exactly eleven o'clock. I dug out the diary under the pillow and wrote a line.

"Today he gave me a lot of chocolates. This is the first time he gave me a gift, but I'm a little sad because I didn't eat any of them."