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While Deng Luoyi recalled the past, Luo Xuan also had the memory of that time.

They share parts of their memories, and there is an idea that life is made of memories.When their memories are separated from each other, the two personalities are like two independent individuals; and when they have a common memory, they are connected from the root and share a life.

After Luo Xuan learned that Deng Luoyi and Jiang Mingyun were together, he did not become jealous as Deng Luoyi expected.The memories of being hated, rejected and isolated in childhood returned to his mind, and the negative emotions weighed on him like a mountain, making him silent.Maybe it is because the childhood memories are too heavy, so I will choose to forget and use forgetting to protect myself.

In a foreign land, the young Luo Xuan hid under the blanket, hoping that his brother would not get lost, that his brother could stand in front of him and protect him, that he could be as brave as his brother, that he could fight back when he was hurt, that he could be accepted by others, and even favorite.

Man is a complex thinking animal, good at self-deception.Starting from Deng Luoyi's perspective, the brain fabricates stories with memories as raw materials, and the stories are converted into memories, which are both true and false.He believed in memories that were both true and false, and forgot who he was.

He deceived himself, convinced that he was Deng Luoyi, however, there was still self-awareness in his heart, and he knew that he was Luo Xuan.He didn't want to be Luo Xuan, so he split into two parts.

"Luo, what are you thinking about?" Jiang Mingyun turned on the hair dryer, and gently stroked his black, soft, wet hair with his fingers.

Amidst the buzzing noise, the warm wind caressed the top of the hair, so comfortable that it made people drowsy.

Luo Xuan stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, pursed his lips, and said sullenly, "Am I annoying, always changing."

"No."

"You didn't like to talk to me before, isn't it because I always change?" He pinched his fingers, wanting to bite his nails.

Jiang Mingyun raised his eyes and smiled at him in the mirror, "Honey, you are really stupid, how many times have I told you? The reason I distance myself from you is because I'm afraid that you don't really like me."

After the hair was dried, Luo Xuan took the hair dryer and went around behind Jiang Mingyun.He was a few centimeters shorter than Jiang Mingyun, and it was inconvenient to blow someone else's hair with his head up. Jiang Mingyun wanted to do it by himself, but Luo Xuan didn't give him the hair dryer, so he had to bend his knees a little to lower his height.

The wind blew through Jiang Mingyun's hair, and then blew into his palm. He hid behind Jiang Mingyun, and the mirror couldn't see his expression, "You...what kind of state do you like me...I just want to ask...I don't need to Learn from my brother again?"

Luo Xuan is not used to being in contact with others, nor does he like to pretend to be happy and angry.

"Don't force yourself." Jiang Mingyun turned around, the sound of the hair dryer stopped, he stroked the hair on the back of his head, touched his forehead lightly, and spoke very, very closely, "You are my red and white rose."

The red rose is rich and charming, while the white rose is pure and lovely. He can satisfy all his fantasies about his lover.

Luo Xuan turned on the hair dryer again, and he spoke amidst the hum of the hair dryer, his voice was inaudible, "I used to want him to disappear... He is better than me in everything... It's so strange... I've been competing with myself..."

Jiang Mingyun suddenly turned sideways to avoid the mouth of the hair dryer, and couldn't help laughing, "You're going to cook me with hot air."

Luo Xuan turned off the hair dryer annoyedly, and at the same time was affected by the smile in Jiang Mingyun's eyes, he also smirked, and said coquettishly: "I didn't pay attention, it's my fault."

Jiang Mingyun took the hair dryer and put it on the sink.The shadows of the two retreated to the corner of the wall, and Luo Xuan's back was pressed against the dark green tiles on the wall.

"Aren't you restless?" Luo Xuan said.

Jiang Mingyun supported his legs and hugged him, pressing him against the wall, "Separate people, for you, you are so messed up that you don't know what to do."

Luo Xuan wanted to speak, but was blocked by Jiang Mingyun, who only made a humming sound.Sticking to the panting kiss, the bathrobe was opened, and the shadow shook violently. His arms around Jiang Mingyun's neck suddenly tightened, and his fingers grasped hard.

The overlapping figures were reflected in the mirror directly in front of him. Luo Xuan caught a glimpse of his own face when he was in a daze. This face should belong to a drunk person, with flushed cheeks and absent-minded but affectionate eyes.He closed his eyes, rubbed Jiang Mingyun's side face, and a boundless heat wave rushed towards him.

The two tossed and hugged each other until the early hours of the morning before going to sleep, and they had a row for a long time in the morning, and they still hadn't woken up at noon.

Luo Xuan showed a sense of slack from his toes to his hair. He lay on his side and nestled in Jiang Mingyun's arms, with his back pressed against his chest and Jiang Mingyun's arm as a pillow.The doorbell rang downstairs, Luo Xuan moved, Jiang Mingyun got up, put on his clothes, and went to see who was coming.

Zheng Nana and Li Yuming fell in love, if they hadn't helped Luo Xuan catch the mistress, the two of them would never have met.During that time, she was busy flirting all day long, and Luo Xuan had been missing for several months without knowing it. Zheng Nana learned about him from the Internet. marry.

Time continued to move forward, Luo Xuan got married, divorced, and became the CEO of Anli.Zheng Nana's family is rich, but it's just a little bit above the middle class, far from reaching Luo Xuan's circle of activities.

She thought their friendship was over. Last night when she and Li Yuming were walking in the park by the lake, she suddenly noticed that there was a light on in Luo Xuan's house. The light cut through the darkness of that area, like stars in the night.

Zheng Nana asked carelessly: "Did we bother you?"

Jiang Mingyun was wearing pajamas, and Luo Xuan had just walked downstairs with messy hair.

"We sleep in on weekends, so we can't talk about interruption." Jiang Mingyun said.

The four of them made an appointment to have dinner together in the evening and told each other about their current situation.In the afternoon, Jiang Mingyun drove Luo Xuan to the nearest supermarket to buy fish, eggs, milk, vegetables and fruits, and some snacks.After returning home, Luo Xuan was busy cooking, and Jiang Mingyun helped him in the kitchen. The casserole fish was stewed on the fire, and the doorbell rang again. liquor.

That night, Jiang Mingyun was drunk and held on to Luo Xuan's hand.

Zheng Nana was so drunk that she burped, "My sister won't eat your dog food now, come on, Mingming, give me a pop."

Jiang Mingyun smiled disdainfully, as if he was trying to see who was more childish, he also put his arms around Luo Xuan and kissed him.Luo Xuan's cheeks were red and hot. He lowered his head and kept drinking fruit juice to cool himself down.Afterwards, Jiang Mingyun said that he never did any behavior of showing affection by comparing with others.

They only stayed in Haicheng for two days. Jiang Mingyun called Deng Luoyi's butler on the day Diana was admitted to the hospital and learned that Diana's condition was stable, but Jiang Mingyun still felt that they should go to the hospital. Visit Diana.

"My family has inherited heart disease for generations. This may be God's test for us."

She doesn't get sick, and she looks the same as a normal person, but her breath is unsteady.

She smiled and said, "Sit down, why are you standing? Sit down and talk to me. Roy, is he okay?"

The last time, after she told Deng Luoyi the truth, Deng Luoyi drove his car against the guardrail, and when he woke up, he forgot what he had just learned.

Luo Xuan felt strange to her, so she didn't speak much.Jiang Mingyun was answering, and she looked at Luo Xuan.

Whenever she saw Luo Xuan, she would unconsciously think of her Deng Luoyi.If her child can grow up, it must look like this.I couldn't find it for so many years, probably as I guessed, I fell into the river during the flood season and drowned.

She felt her heart hurt again, and she looked away from Luo Xuan.Seeing her tired face, Jiang Mingyun ended the conversation without a trace.

Leaving the hospital, Jiang Mingyun said: "After seeing Diana, I want to take you to meet my parents."

Luo Xuan froze, looked at the clothes he was wearing, "Are you going now?"

"They're not in this city, you have plenty of time to prepare."

Even though he had dressed up meticulously, Luo Xuan still felt something was wrong in front of Jiang Mingyun's parents' house.He grabbed Jiang Mingyun's hand and said, "Look at me!"

"Honey, in my eyes, you are infinitely closer to perfection."

He reached out to open the door, but was grabbed by Luo Xuan again.

"The neckline of this dress is too tight for comfort."

"You're wearing casual clothes."

"Is it not formal enough?"

"You didn't come to negotiate with my parents."

"Didn't you speak at the International Conference on Artificial Intelligence before? I didn't see your stage fright back then." Jiang Mingyun had witnessed Luo Xuan's performance.

Luo Xuan's face was filled with distress, "It's different, I practiced it hundreds of times in front of the mirror, and I treated everyone in the audience as potatoes, and I just wanted to tell you."

The door was opened by Jiang Mingyun's mother from the inside, Luo Xuan stood at attention and hid a little behind Jiang Mingyun.

"Your dad saw you coming from the window. It's so cold outside, come in quickly." Mother Jiang had black hair and blue eyes, and her appearance and temperament were like those of a lady in an oil painting.She spoke standard Mandarin and greeted them to come in.

She introduced herself, she has a Chinese name called Xiang Yi.

Jiang Mingyun took his hand and entered the door together with him, Luo Xuan politely called his uncle and aunt.

Jiang Mingyun's father, Jiang Zhi, had a serious expression on his face. He turned and walked upstairs, letting the two of them follow.

Luo Xuan was flustered, suspicious that his collar was wrinkled, he raised his hand to tidy it up, but his toes tripped over the white marble steps, and he rushed forward.Fortunately, Jiang Mingyun had quick eyes and hands, and stopped him by the shoulder.

"Are you nervous?" Jiang Mingyun chuckled softly.

He shook his head, supported Jiang Mingyun's arm to stand up straight, and looked around.

Jiang Zhi stood on the second floor waiting for them.

In the study room, Jiang Zhi sat down on the single sofa with his back straight.

"I'll talk to you guys."

Jiang Mingyun pulled him to sit down, and said with a smile, "Dad, is it necessary to be so serious?"

"It's not a joke for two people to be together." He was interrupted by Jiang's mother who came in, and saw her bring four cups of Junshan Yinzhen on a wooden tray, "You have to think carefully, if you really feel that you agree with each other, Xiangyi and I will bless you both .”

Jiang Zhi waited for a while, and said: "All creatures on the earth have the original drive to reproduce. Don't get me wrong, I'm not talking about children. Reproduction is essentially the transmission of genes. Pursue a high rate of gene return, and more Pass on your genes. Females can be sure that their offspring carry their genes, but males don't. Males tend to have more mating partners in order to increase their gene return rate."

"Dad, people are rational, and they will not be completely controlled by animal instincts." Jiang Mingyun had a premonition that his father was about to start another long speech, and before Jiang Zhi knocked Luo Xuan unconscious, he wanted him to stop.

"There is a biological basis for men to be promiscuous. The two of you are both male, unable to produce offspring, and have no joint responsibility to raise children. If the passion fades in the future, the probability of cheating is very high. In addition, pure homosexuality is rare, most You are bisexual. In addition, your own conditions are good, and the surrounding sexual resources are abundant... In short, the temptation you face is very risky, so think carefully before making a decision."

As parents, of course we hope that our children can have a stable and happy family and a partner who will grow old together.

There was no hesitation in Jiang Mingyun's eyes, "I've made up my mind, so I brought him to see you."

At first glance, Jiang Mingyun looks like his mother, but upon closer inspection, he looks more like his father, with the same calmness and stubbornness.

"You guys got married and divorced very hastily back then." Jiang Zhi raised his knuckles and knocked on the table, the calm and unpredictable expression on his face gave people invisible pressure.

He beside Jiang Mingyun suddenly smiled and said: "When human beings evolved to walk upright, the pelvis became wider, and the birth canal of women was narrowed as a result. It was difficult to give birth and the mortality rate was high. In order to have a smooth delivery, the size of the fetus must be As small as possible, so all human babies are premature."

"Women have a long recovery period after giving birth, and babies are premature babies who can only cry and suck. In ancient times, they could not raise their offspring alone like other female animals. Women keep the opposite sex by prolonging estrus and secret ovulation, Raising offspring together, if a man does not want to raise the offspring of another man, the best way is to keep a woman. Because while he is out hunting for beauty, the old king next door may also visit his house."

"Uncle, I admit that people are animals that can be dominated by instinct, but partners will restrain and compromise each other. Marriage is a contract of mutual loyalty. I can make you a promise right now. Jiang Mingyun will not betray me, and I will never betray you." Him." His eyes turned to Jiang Mingyun, staring at him, "If he dares to betray me, I will definitely abandon him and never look back."

The lights of the neighbor's house outside the window were turned off, and Jiang Mingyun sat by the bed after taking a shower, "I found that once you get nervous, you will change your personality."

The first time was when Jiang Mingyun was suspected of cheating, and he led someone to "catch the adulterer"; the second time was when he ran into Meng Changping's family when he went out to eat; Deng Luoyi came out in the middle of the hearing last time; It was Deng Luoyi who supported him again.

"You just need to get used to it." Deng Luoyi was on the other side of the bed dealing with official business, all eyes cast on the computer screen.

"The research and development project of the AI ​​​​training cluster is still progressing very slowly, Myron, come back. Although I can't give you the position of CTO, I am yours. I have worn all the emerald bracelets that your family passed on to your daughter-in-law." He raised his left hand, and there was an imperial green jade bracelet on the wrist that usually wore a watch.

Jiang Mingyun jokingly asked back: "Do I have any other options?"

After Jiang Mingyun left Anli, many big companies offered him olive branches, promising better treatment than Anli, but he refused them all.

"The Anti-Monopoly Bureau is working hard to get Anli involved. If the lawsuit is successful, Anli's net profit for three years will be turned into fines."

"Don't worry about these things." Jiang Mingyun hugged Deng Luoyi from behind, and closed his laptop by the way, "I will always be by your side."

Deng Luoyi put the computer on the bedside table, turned around, and threw Jiang Mingyun down forcefully.

The lights in this house were also out, and the night was flowing, flowing towards dawn.

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