Thinking of that time now, Chu Ci wanted to cover his face.

"We met Killer's team in the two-two draw of the quarterfinals, and then won No.8. This is the worst result in the history of this event since the establishment of the NIR team. It is true that we did not play well, and I know, The ridicule is overwhelming. The main reason is that the contrast between the early stage and the late stage is too great, which makes the fans who have been paying attention have a great psychological gap. They began to organize words to spray us, such as [-] consecutive victories, the top eight, the light of Asia, the top eight NIR, It’s too miserable, and there are fans who send blades to the whole team and call us shame.”

Jing Muyu thought for a while, and flatly agreed: "That's really miserable."

"I said brother, can you sympathize with me?" Chu Ci asked with a bitter face.

Jing Muyu thought for a while, and replied: "It should be possible."

"???"

So why don't you show it, it's okay to sympathize but it's not necessary?

Sure enough, he is the man I fancy, his brain circuit is so strange.

Chu Ci sighed again, and said, "If it weren't for the fact that you are a tree, I would have submitted your article to the straight male speech bot."

But after such an interruption, Chu Ci's sad mood was not much left, and Tan Tanshou continued: "So, it will be the same in the future, every time we encounter a killer in a competition, we will be defeated, and NIR will almost become a joke later on. Anyway, I have never had a successful revenge, and the incident of being ridiculed by the killer lounge really hurts. The key is that what he said is true, and I can’t find a reason to refute it. Later, I became a little autistic, I quarreled with the management again and returned home.”

"It's cowardly, isn't it, and I know it."

Chu Ci lay on the table, and said slowly: "After repeated battles and repeated defeats, I shrink back, and I plan to turn back before hitting the south wall. Then what can I do, I feel that I can't keep my head in the csgo field. It’s hard, it’s better to change the direction, but these beautiful words are nice, but I’m still just a deserter in essence. The best script is of course that I can avenge the killer in the csgo field, but until everyone else retires, I still Nothing was done."

Jing Muyu raised his eyebrows after hearing this, and said, "So you think so."

His tone was a little surprised, but there was still not much sympathy.Not only did he not have much sympathy, but he also lowered his head, continued to look at his phone, and purposely fast-forwarded to the end of the progress bar.

It happened to be the scene when NIR was out of the quarterfinals. The director's camera first cut the winner, and then gave the loser NIR a brief picture.Compared with the winner's cheers and high-fives across the seats, the NIR team members sat on the seats one by one, with all kinds of expressions on their faces, some wry smiles, some wry smiles, applauding congratulations to the opposite, 15-year-old Chuci sat by himself In the corner, with earphones in hand, the expression on his face was as if he had just woken up from a dream, and he was still a little dazed.

A 15-year-old boy was as thin as a bean sprout at that time, and the only meat left was probably his face.His gaze shifted dully from the screen to the outside, and the cheers of the opposite camera were reflected in his black pupils. He blinked, looked up, his thin lips were slightly parted, and his expression was indescribably envious. .Then he turned his head to pull out the peripheral interface, but failed to pull it out two or three times. The director camera was about to move away. The teammate next to him came over and silently embraced his shoulder. Jing Muyu replayed the blurred shot For a moment, I always felt that Chu Ci's eyes were a little red at that time.

Jing Muyu looked at it for a while, and then turned to observe Chu Ci, who suddenly laughed: "Twelve consecutive victories and the final eight."

Chu Ci was chewing bubble gum, and when he heard the words, he spat a bubble at him: "Brother, how can you be such a boyfriend, it's fine if you don't comfort him, and you'll even add insult to injury."

Although he said complaining words, his tone didn't mean much to complain, but more intimate and coquettish.

"Really," Jing Muyu thought for a while, and explained: "It's the first time you're a boyfriend, if there's something you don't do well, please be tolerant."

Chu Ci stopped talking, and lay down on his side, with his chin on Jing Muyu's arm, and watched the video of the past game with him.Jing Muyu watched it very seriously. He finished watching the top eight first, and then went back to the top sixteen to continue watching, making up one game after another.Sometimes the director's camera would obsess the contestants, and when it reached Chu Ci, he would replay it once or twice to observe carefully.

The Chu Ci at that time, and the current Chu Ci, have not changed much, but it cannot be said that there is no change.Jing Muyu watched the games one by one, listened to the various howls of foreign commentators during the high-light operation of Chuci, and watched the young sniper high-five the people in the neighboring seats after winning the game.As the number of games won increased, his smile became more and more domineering. The youthful young man on the field was like a sword drawn out of its sheath, radiant and unstoppable.

Jing Muyu thought about the last match of the quarterfinals. After he lost the match, he looked a little dazed.

... a bit miserable.

After thinking about it, after the video progress jumped to a certain highlight shot, the director ob arrived at Chuci.The immature boy's eyebrows and eyes were completely stretched, and the corners of his mouth were raised to smile proudly and arrogantly. He grinned and turned his head slightly to say something to his teammates.That smile was too bright and real, Jing Muyu had never seen it before.

Jing Muyu paused in this scene, staring at 15-year-old Xiao Chuci.After a few seconds, he said, "You were quite handsome back then."

Chu Ci glanced at it, not self-effacing: "Yes, I also think that I am simply too handsome."

"The sooner I get to know you, the better."

"Yes, I have the same feeling. I wish I could meet you as soon as I was born. I didn't know that there are people like you in the world until I was 12 years old. Wow, my biggest wish for a while is to be your fan in my next life..."

Jing Muyu shook his head: "No." He paused, pointed to the screen, and continued: "If I had known you at that time, maybe we would have won three consecutive cs championships. There are so many things to do."

Chu Ci was stunned for a few seconds, then laughed so hard that he could hardly breathe.

"Brother, you have also learned how to talk dirty, who taught you to be bad?"

"It's been like this since I met you." Jing Muyu shrugged his shoulders, clearly pointing out the culprit.He thought for a while, and then said: "I've always thought that you are smart and powerful, and I quite like you, so I don't need to talk about cowardice in the future, that's not a word that should be used to describe you."

Chu Ci wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said, "Of course I don't think of myself that way, but after I made this decision, everyone else thinks so. It may have been affected a bit, but it's okay. So brother , you have made such a big detour just to comfort me?"

Jing Muyu nodded calmly.

Chu Ci was overjoyed, and leaned over to whisper to him: "Brother, you can't do this, I'll teach you how to comfort your boyfriend, you first call Chu Ci's husband to listen."

"?"

"I'm smart and powerful, I'm so good, shouldn't you reward me?" Chu Ci was confident.

Jing Muyu's expression was indescribable.After a while, he said: "Sometimes I really want to know what you have learned abroad, and how you became what you are now."

"Then you don't need to learn," Chu Ci opened his mouth and said, "I'm born with it, I can't help it, my talent is good."

Jing Muyu ignored him.It happened to be boarding time, and a group of people checked in to get on the plane, Chu Ci didn't bother him anymore, and stayed honest for a while.

On the plane, Jing Muyu tilted his head, pressed against the porthole, closed his eyes and rested.Chu Ci plugged in his earphones, and there was soft piano music playing in the earphones. He turned his head to look at the man beside him.The man tilted his head, leaning lightly on the porthole, his eyelashes cast shadows, the corners of his mouth were naturally downward, sharp and resolute, and he looked like a face that was not easy to get close to.

This man had been his male god for five years, watched day and night on his screen, and now he was within reach.

In fact, when Jing Muyu paused on the smiling face after the highlight moment of Chu Ci, there were some things that Chu Ci did not say.

After the 0-game winning streak and the quarter-finals, this smiling face in the game was also taken as a meme, ridiculed in various ways, and even turned into a black and white photo. Every year when the NIR score is not good, it is taken out to flog the corpse . "Smile and laugh for another year", "Genius sniper, the competition is like a dog", "The Light of Asia C[-]C", time and time again, those audiences who have longed for the championship for many years, after every failure of the only Chinese seedling NIR to win the championship, will be full of enthusiasm The resentment and anger poured on the team members. For a period of time, Chu Ci couldn't even laugh in his daily life. Word.

Those disappointed spectators translated their accumulated disappointment year after year into words, and tried their best to mock the players on the field.Every sentence was like a knife, deeply cutting Chu Ci's young heart at that time.

But Chu Ci survived.He gritted his teeth and survived tenaciously, because he knew that the former Jing Muyu, who failed to reach the summit twice, would only have heard more ridicule than him, and would never face less pressure than him.His male god has survived and persisted for two years. Why is he not strong?

At the age of 15, he left everything behind to pursue his dream and went abroad to play csgo alone. With excellent grades in school, he dropped out of school with a solitary courage, determined to go his own way, but encountered such a big setback in the first year.During the championship interview, Killer was asked what he thought of the other players, and pointed his finger at the rookie Chu Ci who came out halfway and almost beheaded him, but Killer just held the microphone and said "IamGOD."

I am a god, and I have never put others in my eyes.

Opponents who give everything they want to challenge, but don't take themselves seriously at all.

Without Jing Muyu's mental support, the World Trade Center might not be enough for him to dance, and he would have died of depression.

Thinking of this, Chu Ci took another look at Jing Muyu.He still remembers the astonishment at the first sight, the man he accidentally saw on the CCTV sports channel, S3 runner-up adc, WTF captain.The interview was mixed with replays of the game. The man was sitting on the gaming chair, operating calmly and indifferently. The red spear of revenge on the screen traveled on the edge of the blade with every jump. head.

How can someone play so well? There are such wonderful operations in the world.

At that time, Chu Ci, who was still a primary school student in Summoner Canyon, thought with envy and admiration.

He remembered the spear of revenge named "treelista" when Jingmuyu was at its most glorious, and he also remembered every ups and downs of Jingmuyu in the past two years.He had scolded Hei Jingmuyu's people, and was also confused when Jingmuyu announced his retirement.Fortunately, when he was 15 years old, he finally made up his mind and decided to create his own world in the e-sports arena like Tree once did.

Jing Muyu guided his direction and helped him through every difficult period on the road.When he actually walked to Jing Muyu's side, he also found that this seemingly indifferent man was actually very gentle.

Jing Muyu will put a coat on himself when he is asleep, and will beat around the bush when he is occasionally sad, trying to comfort him in his own way.At this moment, Chu Ci looked at him, feeling sore and soft in his heart, as if time went back, the feeling he had when he saw Jing Muyu for the first time was exactly the same as now:

How can there be such a good person in the world.

Actually, I wasn't born that way.But if I have a little bit of goodness, a little bit of sparkle, it must be because I like you, and you are so good.

He took Jing Muyu's hand, drew lightly on the palm of his hand with his fingertips, wrote a word "thank you", and traced it again.

Jing Muyu felt his palms itch, so he didn't open his eyes, but just folded his five fingers together and grabbed Chu Ci's writing finger.

Chu Ci held his hand instead, leaned over, and kissed him lightly between the brows.

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It's the end of the term, and I have to prepare for the exam, so the update will be a bit slow for the time being~ Jiujiu, everyone who is still watching

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