Sniper is a little milk dog

Jing Muyu was stunned.

He was in a trance, feeling unbelievable, thinking that he didn't hear clearly; when he looked at Chu Ci half-believingly, Chu Ci looked back at him impartially, the young man looked calm, as if what he just said was a matter of course.

Jing Muyu's vision gradually blurred, his eyes were hot, his mouth was open, and he couldn't speak.He knew that he seemed to be losing his composure now, and in a panic, he wanted to pull out his hand to cover his face, but as soon as he moved his hand, Chu Ci grabbed his hand a little tighter.

"Thank you," he had no choice but to turn his face away, his voice trembling uncontrollably after trying his best to calm down, he rubbed his shoulders on the side of his face indiscriminately, and repeated in embarrassment: "Thank you."

It was exactly the same as his answer when he saw Chu Ci expressing his admiration to him for the first time.

Chu Ci held his trembling hand and sighed.

"I know, I know all. When you make a mistake, you feel unworthy, you feel you are not doing your best, you feel you have failed other people's expectations, you want to run away, you want to hide, get away from the one that seems I'm not perfect," the boy said slowly, slowly analyzing: "The tree god who is perfectionist, the tree god who is always too harsh on himself, but I still like you the most. I like the tree god, and I also like you. I like tree, I like Jingmuyu, and I like you too."

"I like your arrogance when you calmly drink water after five kills, and I feel sorry for your back when you turn around and leave in S4. I just like you very much, I like you very much, no matter what." Chu Ci touched the back of his neck , got up slightly from his seat to kiss the corner of his eyes, and then gently pressed his cheek: "I also like you who make mistakes, but I feel distressed. It is hard work to love you, and it is very tiring to love you. I also love you who have flaws." Like, what I like has never been a perfect symbol, it's just the whole of you."

The boy's voice was light and soft, like a curl of warm feathers.Jing Muyu listened silently, feeling like boiling water dripping on the ice, there was a sound of cracking ice from the bottom of his heart, and the emotions that had been buried for many years were dug out a channel to vent, so he began to go up through the gap unscrupulously surge.

PTSD, post-traumatic stress disorder, when a human being suffers a major mental injury, instinctively chooses to forget the event that caused the injury in order to protect himself.Jing Muyu originally tried his best to avoid everything related to three years ago for a long time, refused to recall, and paralyzed himself to seek stability. However, the intermittent trauma re-experience symptoms alternated with avoidance and numbness symptoms made him feel worse than death. Every night of insomnia, he stared at the ceiling with his eyes open, physically sleepy to the limit, but his spirit continued to maintain a terrible sobriety.

The nerves that are numb during the day seem to be particularly active at night. He can even recall every detail, every mistake, every experience of being tortured by joy, "Civil War Illusory God", "Garbage Waste", "Ancestral Flash" and other spray sounds If there is substance, he has a splitting headache, but he doesn't know how to solve it, he doesn't even dare to cry out the pain, how can the tree god fall down, and what right does the tree emperor, a trash, have to cry?

He had to try his best to push himself to continue numbness, like taking sedatives to treat cancer, it was useless, but it could temporarily relieve the pain.

But at this time someone told him.

I have an antidote.

Three years ago, he didn't have the courage to face it, so he chose to forget, freeze, bury them, and freeze the precarious dominoes into a glacier that will never fall.But now someone stepped into the ice field and came to save him.

He finally didn't have to suppress or endure, he could say that he was in pain, he could say that he was sad, because someone would take care of it.

The ice sheet thawed, and underneath was living, moving, jumping, painful, and injured blood and flesh.

"I'm sorry," Jing Muyu choked up, he almost couldn't even speak coherently: "I couldn't do it, I didn't do it, I'm sorry, three years ago, now, really, I'm sorry."

I'm not a god, sorry.

I didn't stick to it, sorry.

I'm really sorry to disappoint you.

He felt that there was blood flowing out of his heart, and every beat of the heart was painful. The wound was cut three years ago, and it was only today that it was exposed in broad daylight.Jing Muyu thought, he was really sad, he couldn't describe it, it was just sad.

I am ashamed of my cowardice, my incompetence, all my flaws, and all my blemishes.

He thought, I don't deserve to be liked by others, and I should be sprayed and scolded.

only……

It's just that I'm still a little greedy, even if I'm like this, it's fine if someone likes me.

It's exhausting to do it alone.

Chu Ci pinched his chin with his hands, and lifted his face from his shoulders.Jing Muyu's expression is no longer under the control of self-control, his eyes are red, his ears are red, his nose is red, and he looks wet, especially pitiful and fragile. While repeating "I'm sorry" incoherently, he still feels ashamed for such a gaffe, and wants to break free. Ci's control was buried back into the boy's shoulders to hide his face.

Chu Ci didn't like him moving around and couldn't see his face clearly, so he simply spread his index finger and thumb, slid up his Adam's apple, and firmly clamped his jaw with the jaws of a tiger.

Jing Muyu had no choice but to stare at him, tears streaming down his cheeks uncontrollably.The surroundings were shiny, and everything was hidden, including of course his crying expression.

Men in their twenties this year feel ashamed to shed tears in front of others, so in addition to being vulnerable and sad, their expressions are also mixed with shame and anxiety.

Such an expression from a person who has always been arrogant, indifferent and inviolable.

Chu Ci sighed in his heart, it was really unbearable.

My boyfriend, no, my god is crying, but he is crying so cute, can I kiss him first?Lounge.avi is fine too.

However, isn't this too beastly?

Chu Ci considered it for a while, and decided not to be such a beast for the time being, patted Jing Muyu's shoulder, and calmly comforted him: "It's okay."

He touched Jing Muyu's side face, and said softly, "I forgive you."

Forgive your imperfections, forgive your flaws, forgive your failures, forgive everything you feel sorry for.

Then I still like you, that doesn't waver.

"You forgive yourself too, huh? Okay, brother, my tree god."

Jing Muyu was wiping her tears indiscriminately, but she froze upon hearing this.

His eyes slowly turned from the ground to Chu Ci's face, and then back to the ground, he walked around twice, bowed his head and remained silent.

"Don't torture yourself," Chu Ci put his fingertips upwards on the back of his neck, inserted into his hair, and stroked it: "Today's loss is not the fault of Little Tree God three years ago; I lost three years ago, not because Jing Muyu was born so wrong. If you want to blame, blame your genes, instinct, fate, don't make things difficult for yourself."

His eyes and movements are gentle and patient. No matter how Jing Muyu loses his composure, he is very calm, like a lighthouse standing in the center of a storm, making Jing Muyu, who is confused and chaotic at the moment, feel dependent invisibly.

Jing Muyu's heart was greatly shaken by his statement, he lowered his eyes, and responded softly for a long time.

"it is good."

To forgive himself, he complied.

The two of them were whispering in the corner, and Baitang had realized that something was wrong, so he found another corner to shut himself up, and hid far away, for fear of affecting anything.

Hearing the rustling over there, he felt very tired. He, he just got out in eleventh place, he is single, and he still needs to eat dog food.

He turned on the phone, glanced at Misaka Mikoto's wife who was smiling on the screen saver, and shed tears of sadness.

People have their own joys, there is fun in the present, and there is fun in the dead house. I don’t cry, I want to smile bravely and wave my hands bravely.

...So sure enough, meeting dog couples in four rows is the most annoying! ! !

But Lin Buyu opened the door and came in at this moment.

After the beating, she was so angry that she closed herself, she ran to the bathroom to wash her face, and after calming down in front of the mirror for a while, she adjusted her mood and prepared to come back and continue preparing for the third fight.

It is said that it has been adjusted, but in fact I am still a little uncomfortable.

No one likes to take the blame, especially when she sees that the team members are pushing back and forth, submissive, for fear of getting involved with the blame, she becomes even more angry.

What do you mean?He even avoids normal discussions within the team, and is afraid of taking responsibility to such an extent that he is scared from head to toe, like a man?What a disappointment!

She stood at the door and took a few deep breaths to calm down before opening the door.

When the door opened, Lin Buyu froze.

Tree, who has always been alone and indifferent, now leans on the young sniper who is three years younger than him, his eyes are slightly red.And the boy was patting him on the back to comfort him, the two of them didn't know what to say.

Lin Buyu, a straight girl of steel, certainly doesn't think about emotions like the sensitive and delicate Bai Tang. There is only one thought in her mind:

What the hell!

I made people cry!

No one noticed her for the time being, and she stood at the door for a while in the posture of pulling the door, thinking about what to do next.

How can this be done?

Who can stand this?

Lin Buyu has never shed tears of grievance since he was sensible, and he never held back when he was wronged, and finished posting it on the spot.Therefore, she feels that tears are a precious thing, and it is absolutely very rare for a cherished thing to appear in life. People who shed tears must have suffered grievances that ordinary people can't imagine.

She thought that Tree seemed to be a person with a strong ability to withstand pressure.

Unexpectedly, she made people cry with two or three sentences!

Lin Buyu panicked, stopped being angry, and even felt a little guilty.

Did you speak too loudly just now?Even tree cried?

She still has some understanding of the origins of Jing Muyu and WTF, and at this moment she is really panicked.

This person didn't cry when he got zero seals from joy twice, didn't cry after being sprayed by domestic trolls for three years, and didn't cry after retiring. Now he is scolded by me? ? ?I'm lindvall, and I'm crying out to a veteran e-sports veteran who has a two-year career and five-year gaming experience and is known for his cold face. I'm panicking now.

Mom, what should I do?Coax?I don't know how to coax people either?Who knows why he cried?Why is a big man still crying like this?

Lin Buyu looked at the scene in the room and swallowed nervously.Holding the door frame with her hands, she pondered for a while, tiptoed, and walked in with a rare light step.

She approaches Jingmu Yu and Chuci in the left corner.The two were hugging and forgetting about each other, and no one noticed her.Lin Buyu thought about his apology, put his hands on the back of Jing Muyu's chair, and tried his best to squeeze out a soft voice: "That..."

Both Jing Muyu and Chu Ci were taken aback.Jing Muyu just felt ashamed, pulled his hand from Chu Ci's hand, covered his face, turned around and lay down on the table, Chu Ci scratched his head, and smiled awkwardly at Lin Buyu.

"Captain... you're back."

Seeing this, Lin Buyu's misunderstanding deepened.

Tree is already angry and doesn't want to talk to her, it seems that the situation is very serious.Lin Buyu thought sadly, why does a gentleman look like a little girl when he gets angry?Turn around and cover your face and ignore people?Are you so arrogant?

"I..." She was thinking about how to apologize. It was the first time that the accustomed Miss Lin learned how to lower her posture. She just felt that getting along with people is really a profound knowledge: "Well, tree... I'm sorry, I... you, don't cry, I didn't mean it, I apologize."

Jing Muyu remained motionless.Lin Buyu felt that he was the perpetrator, and he was so guilty that he continued to stammer: "I... I'm really not... Oh, I'm sorry, I really, oh, my temper... I'll change it, I will restrain myself in the future, it's my fault , I'm messing around, my problem, how should I say it, brother, I didn't mean it..."

Jing Muyu kept pretending to be dead, wishing she could turn off her hearing function immediately.

I didn't get scolded and cried by you, captain, really not.

No, I didn't cry.

I am not, I am not.

"..." Chu Ci on the other side understood what Lin Buyu had misunderstood, covered his mouth and turned his face away, holding back his shoulders shaking with a suppressed smile.

Lin Buyu was still persevering: "Tree, I..."

"Tree, stop crying, oh my god..."

"Brother Tree, please say something, I'm panicked when you ignore me, I really know my mistake, brother..."

Fortunately, at the beginning of the third game, Lin Buyu's aggressive chatter was stopped in time.Lin Buyu was a little worried at first that Jing Muyu would hold her breath and throw a tantrum against her in the competition. Fortunately, everything seemed to be as usual. Although Jing Muyu's speaking frequency was still low, her tone of voice seemed to be the same. Correctness is the key, and the direction of action follows the command.

Only then did she feel relieved, optimistically thinking about the big deal, she would continue to explain after the game, apologize and coax her.

Hey, I personally selected a team, and the players are really good.I can tell the overall situation clearly, even though everyone is so angry with me, they are still playing the game seriously.

In the third game, WTF ranked 5th, killed 7, was taken away by the PK who was staying at the foot of Horseshoe Mountain, and PK succeeded in revenge.

In the fourth round, WTF ranked 7th, with 3 kills, and was eliminated by two rookie teams GG and YOU in the power plant.Originally, WTF was targeting GG, but Chu Ci had already knocked down two of them. When he was looking for the third one, he was caught by YOU.As soon as the firepower was cut off, the remaining two members of GG got a chance to breathe and began to counterattack.Bai Tang, who was in charge of sealing the cigarettes, panicked. He cut the projectile wrong and threw it into a grenade.

He just blew himself up.

The remaining WTF three hit six, and was quickly poured to death in the house.

Lin Buyu took off his earphones and took a deep breath.

Having learned the lesson of "inadvertently scolding tree into tears", she has a new estimate of the damage of her talk skills.Although the two rounds were really unpleasant, and Baitang made a low-level mistake, she was indeed very angry, very angry, but she still... held back with difficulty, and just looked at Baitang with loving eyes, and touched him. head of.

"Don't do that again next time."

For the sake of the team, for the sake of harmony, Lin Buyu gritted his teeth, squeezed a smile, and thought.

Bai Tang, who was already ready to resist the pressure, only received a warm look like a spring breeze. He was terrified and almost cried: "Captain, scold me, scold me, woo, I know I didn't play well, so I'll review it."

Lin Buyu broke his power in a second, and slapped him on the back of the head: "What's wrong??? Are you not happy to be more lenient to you?? You little brat, why dare to throw Lei at me next time? I'll kill you!" !"

Bai Tang got what he wanted, and let out a sigh of relief, as if he had received an amnesty.

It's normal, it's normal, huh.

"It's okay, captain," Chu Ci said with a smile as he broke his fingers, "It's not a bad thing to have back and forth with the three major domestic teams. After counting the points, if we can make it to the top ten, as long as the teams behind us don't have any sudden savages, we will still be able to enter the finals, and the points for the first round of twelve kills and chickens will basically be there. "

In the fifth round, WTF ranked 3rd, with 4 kills.