Sniper is a little milk dog

In the cramped corner of the backstage.

"There is such a process, I can't help," Chu Ci blew his hair on the sideburns, and smiled lazily: "I know that my brother is soft-hearted, but this can't be helped. If he can't pass this level, he will take it later. What to get results? Not to mention persuasion and persuasion, whether to listen to it or not, and who to listen to, is up to him to choose."

Jing Muyu didn't speak, and stared at him for a long time.

Chu Ci also looked back.They are currently in a small corner of the backstage, where there are few people and the light is dim. The two looked at each other for a while, but Chu Ci couldn't take it anymore, so he leaned over and quickly kissed Jing Muyu on the side of the cheek.

Jing Muyu originally thought that the atmosphere should be very serious, after all, their current topic is very serious; however, Chu Ci obviously didn't think so.After warming his face, Jing Muyu's expression finally relaxed a little, and he expressed his doubts with his eyes.

"?"

The expressions he could make were limited, and in Chu Ci's eyes, this bit of doubt already meant complete distress.

So Chu Ci explained straightforwardly: "The person I've liked for five years has been looking at me like this, and no one can help it."

Jing Muyu was shocked by his cheekiness, so he could only deliberately make his face colder.Chu Ci was not afraid of him, so he blinked at him: "It is said that brother is cold, but when I kiss him, it is hot."

Jing Muyu looked at Chu Ci who never played cards according to common sense, helpless and distressed, and said in a low voice: "Sometimes, I really don't know what you are thinking?"

Chu Ci pondered for a while, and chose between "I miss you" and "I miss you", and finally replied: "But, I know what you are thinking."

After all, he had observed Jing Muyu for five years, and Jing Muyu had no understanding of Chu Ci before, so the gap appeared.

Jing Muyu didn't speak, but looked at the floor.

Chu Ci was not fair: "In the past few years when I was abroad, I had a much harder life than him, why didn't I see my brother softening towards me?"

Jing Muyu glanced at him, and asked back: "Aren't there too few times when I'm soft-hearted towards you?"

Coming back, quitting smoking, driving late at night, he always thought that he would never shake the decision he had made for anyone, and he had never paid so much attention to anyone, except for Chu Ci.When Jing Muyu didn't pay attention to him, he was already shining enough; so once Jing Muyu noticed such a person, he couldn't look away anymore.

Chu Ci just laughed, didn't speak, and acted like a good boy when he got a bargain.The hands of the clock on the wall were ticking, and there were still 5 minutes before the second round. Jing Muyu sighed and said, "Let's go."

They walked side by side in the narrow passage from the backstage to the arena.After walking for a while, Chu Ci suddenly said: "It's not that I'm cruel about Baitang, it's that my brother cares about it and it's messed up."

"Really?" Jing Muyu was noncommittal.

"Whose shadow do you see on him?"

This question came out of nowhere, Chu Ci stopped, and Jing Muyu also stopped.

The atmosphere suddenly stagnated.Jingmu Yuxin said, Lanliu.

Bai Tang, that fragile little crying bag who always likes to pick up the wrong ones, is very like the 14-year-old Lan Liu, and also like the dusty years.

In the semi-dimmed light, Jing Muyu's eyes were half-closed, as if he was looking at Chu Ci, or looking at a far away place through Chu Ci.

He knew that the answer was Lan Liu, and Chu Ci knew it himself.It's just that Chu Ci didn't say it clearly, and Jing Muyu didn't intend to say that name.Some ask questions knowingly and don't necessarily need answers.

"I just feel it's a pity." After a long time, Jing Muyu said softly.

For Lanliu, for the earth-shattering after the disaster three years ago, for the other four teenagers who each had their own dreams, for himself, and for the interrupted glory.Everything is over, everything is over long ago, he can't change anything, and he can't change it.

Some regrets, there is no way to make up for it.

Jing Muyu forced a smile again, and Chu Ci found that when he was unhappy, he also liked to laugh: "At that time, he also...he was like this, he helped me, always liked to make mistakes, always liked to Blaming me, in the collective dormitory, he was holding his mobile phone in my lower bunk while reading the comments while crying, crying when he saw the one who slandered him, and wiping away his tears when he saw the one who slandered me..."

The skinny boy who curled up on the lower bunk five years ago seemed to come back to life in his memory.Jing Muyu couldn't continue, took a deep breath, and pursed his lips forbearance.

Chu Ci immediately understood why he always paid attention to Baitang.

The white sugar is like a torrent, like an old dream from three years ago, vivid and painful, unforgettable.

"It's all over, brother, it's all over," Chu Ci put his arms around his shoulders.His voice was also a little trembling, but he tried his best to stabilize, wrapped his arms around Jing Muyu's neck, and let him bury him on his shoulder: "It's not your fault. No. It's not all your fault."

Jing Muyu thought in a daze, how could it not be his fault.

As an ad, he made mistakes; as a professional player, he neglected his duties; as a captain, he failed to take good care of his players.There are so many things, and none of them are done right.

Chu Ci only felt that the man on his shoulder trembled slightly, and for a moment, his neck felt hot.

It was a tear.

Chu Ci's heart ached so much that he patted him on the back like coaxing a child, with his palms sticking to his spine, moving down one by one.

"It's okay, brother, it's okay."

He put his lips against Jingmu Yu's ears and slowly coaxed him, saying "It's all right" over and over again, and his voice was very soft.

"It's okay, I'm here, everything is getting better, isn't it, everything will be fine, we will play games later, brother, baby, it's okay, it's all over, everyone will be fine, don't blame yourself too much ..."

He was flustered and wanted to coax Jing Muyu at the same time, he didn't know what he said in a nonsensical manner.Fortunately, Jing Muyu didn't care about what he said at this time, as long as Chu Ci's voice kept ringing, he felt at ease, like catching the only duckweed in a stormy sea.

Chu Ci heard Jing Muyu's hair on his shoulder, the voice was very soft and low, difficult to pronounce, and there was an almost elusive regret hanging: "...Actually..."

The tail sound gradually lowered and disappeared.He didn't say anything in the end.

It's just that he put his left hand on Chuci's shoulder, and unconsciously tapped a few times, qwer.

The default keys for lol's skills.

Chu Ci's heart was about to break.

"Brother, you still want to play lol, don't you?"

Jing Muyu didn't answer, but took the initiative to hug him tightly.He touched his upper and lower lips, whispering softly, "...if..."

He is a rational person, knowing that it is absolutely impossible to return to the professional arena now, he only occasionally imagines that if he hadn't made that fatal mistake back then, if he had won that life-saving championship.

Everything is not so hopeless.

Like "actually", he didn't come up with "what if" after all, he just smiled and said flatly: "On the night when Baitang appeared, I dreamed of winning the championship again."

No mistakes, no zero seals, everything is fine, WTF made two chases three to win the S4 championship, WinnerTeamFighting, the championship team is fighting.He, Lanliu, ban, love&peace, call, five people held up the trophy high on the stage, and the golden rain fell down.

This dream was a frequent visitor to his nights three years ago, but it has rarely been done recently.Until the white sugar appeared, the deepest and most painful place in his heart was dug out again, stirred up wantonly, and there was no peace.

Sometimes he feels lucky when he sees Bai Tang whose voice and smile are too similar to the waves; sometimes he feels that this is a kind of punishment from God.

Chu Ci was very upset. After S4, he also dreamed that tree won the championship and WTF won the championship, but after waking up from the dream, he only got the news of tree's retirement.

He clearly remembered his mood at that time, and he also understood that the feelings in the client's heart were definitely ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times sadder than he was at that time.This is true even for fans, let alone professional players themselves?

That kind of unwillingness, that kind of regret, that kind of contrast after waking up from a dream, that kind of collapse, that kind of heartbreaking pain, that kind of calmness after despair... so many feelings that are so strong that they are hopeless, Chu Ci understands them all.

He hurriedly hugged Jing Muyu a little tighter, and promised: "Okay, we won't play PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds anymore, let's go, let's go play lol, let's go now."

When he said this, he didn't think about the consequences at all. He even forgot that this was the intermission of the BO5 of PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds. He only had a sad Jingmu Yu in his eyes.

Just looking at Jing Muyu's sadness, he felt empathy, and not only did he empathize, he looked ten times more sad than Jing Muyu.He didn't refute Jing Muyu's will at all in his mind, and he wished to raise his hands in favor of what Jing Muyu said, so he should act on his behalf immediately.

After Jing Muyu heard his words, he paused for a moment, but instead pushed Chu Ci away.

Chu Ci blindly followed him in his words, but it made him more rational. Realizing that this is the arena of PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds, and the next game is about to start, he took a step back and raised his head. Except for the corners of his eyes, there was a little redness that was almost invisible. , without the slightest trace of fragility, the facial lines are as cold and rigid as ever.Chu Ci touched his neck subconsciously, and the hot tear was also an illusion.

"The second match is about to start." He heard Jing Muyu say this without mentioning a word lol.The voice is also calm and unflappable, and the fragility that was fleeting just now seems to be really just an illusion.

Without waiting for Chu Ci's answer, he strode towards the entrance of the passage.Chu Ci recovered from his daze, quickly trotted two steps to keep up, and secretly smiled.

There is no need for him to worry, his tree god is strong and resolute, mature and rational, taking care of the overall situation, and will never be really willful.

But such a mature and rational man is willing to show his vulnerable side in front of him.Chu Ci thought happily, it's not that he is a single arrow, Tree obviously likes him very much.

When he was about to go out, Jing Muyu suddenly said very fast: "Thank you."

Thank you for being willing to be by my side, thank you for your comfort just now, thank you...you understand me.

He stared at the ground and spoke quickly, before Chu Ci could realize that he was speaking to him.Turning his head to see Jingmu Yu's ears were dotted with red, Chu Ci rolled his eyes and understood: God Tree was probably embarrassed because of his "fragility" just now.

"There's no need to thank you," Chu Ci played tricks: "Just give me a kiss."

He hadn't intended to tease him, but he didn't expect Jing Muyu to scan his surroundings, turned his head seriously, and quickly touched his side of the face at the speed of a professional player.

The soft lips brushed gently, just as Chu Ci realized what had happened, Jing Muyu had already stood back, with a straight face, as if nothing had happened.

Chu Ci opened his eyes wide.

"Kiss again, brother," he begged, "I haven't felt it yet, it doesn't count."

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This chapter is all about love orz