Sniper is a little milk dog

He didn't say any harsh words, but the buddhist little love grabbed his right arm. Love&peace's eyes were gentle, he looked at Jing Muyu: "Tree, let's have a meal today and get together, you can say something if you want, or you don't want to, anyway, I was already old in S4, I should have Retired, you retired, the club collapsed, in fact, it didn't have that much impact on me who was already going downhill. It's just," he took a deep breath, stepped back to the side, and motioned Jing Muyu to look at Lanliu, Ban and Jiang Wenyin : "When the incident happened, they were very sad. I won't say more, you decide for yourself."

Seeing Xiao Ai's calm eyes, Jing Muyu felt that this kind of soft knife was more unbearable than Jiang Wenyin's aggressiveness.His throat was dry, and he subconsciously made a swallowing movement, and his little finger quietly picked at the palm of his hand.

He understood that the choice to retire at that time was already the lesser of two evils, and it was the best choice in a precarious time.But at this moment, facing these familiar and seemingly unfamiliar faces, their faces have more or less been carved by the years, and their expressions are more or less indescribable. Looking at him, it is like Disappointment is like blame.Jing Muyu knew that even choosing the lightest harm would cause harm.He chose to escape for three years because he didn't know or didn't want to face it, how hard it was for him to bear when the harm caused was presented to him.He can talk to Chu Ci calmly, but when facing the victim, he can't calm down.

His Adam's apple rolled again, his brows furrowed, and his vision was a little dazed.For three long years, he couldn't help but wonder if there would have been a better choice back then, and if he could have done better as the captain.But he may not be smart enough or talented enough. In the end, he can't do anything. He can only watch the damage fall, and then blindly shoulder all the responsibilities on himself, trying to make his teammates less painful.

but……

However, even if it was a little bit of pain, he found it difficult to accept it when it was so genuinely reflected on the face of his old teammates.Finally, like the superhero in the movie, he still didn't perfectly protect the civilians who had hoped for him behind him.

If there was no R, if he hadn't commanded Lanliu to fight back, if he had been stronger, if he had won the S4 championship...not so many ifs, after all, he is just an ordinary retired professional player who loves e-sports, and he will make mistakes , he is neither a tree god nor a murderous tree, he is not worthy of the high reputation before, he does not meet the expectations of fans, he did not save WTF, he did not defeat the big devil, like that year in the domestic playoffs he held the championship trophy and went down from the stage The voice that belonged to Joy coming from the tsunami was the same: he knelt under the altar in the field he was best at.

The man leaned against the white wall, lowering his eyes, trying to avoid those staring at him. He felt very piercing, uncomfortable, and wanted to escape, but he knew he couldn't.He's been on the run for three years, and he should have the courage to face it...he should.

"Joy the big devil!!!"

The hazy voice of that year followed like a shadow again, the shadow was so heavy that he couldn't escape, Jing Muyu pressed his fists against the cold wall, almost breathless.He looked up at the ceiling again. The man's cheeks were drawn indifferently, and he looked almost unhuman. No one knew what kind of turbulent waves he was going through underneath.

His lips moved slightly.He wanted to say that actually I don’t want to retire, that I still want to play, actually...but he couldn’t tell, the mistakes were real, the WTF crash was real, and it’s also true that he didn’t play Joy.He is the captain, and he has to shirk his responsibility and say things like "lol is a game with five people", "people are not gods, there will always be mistakes", "WTF, I can't go to S4 without me", if there is such a disaster, who else? To protect his team members?

I tried my best, and it was painful for me to pay off debts, setbacks, conceal the truth and endure all misunderstandings and ridicules these years. He couldn't say it. He always thought that he could do better, and he didn't try his best enough, so he willingly said Take the blame.These painful experiences of his own don't actually cause him much pain. The most painful thing for him is to see that the people he worked so hard to protect are actually in pain.

Jiang Wenyin's accusation in the voice, Lanliu's "I never blame you" text message, Love&peace's disappointed eyes, and Ban's silence from beginning to end all merged into a huge torrent at this time, almost never Break him down inside.

At this moment, Lin Buyu came out with Chu Ci and Bai Tang. Seeing the questioning crowd at the door, Chu Ci deliberately slowed down a few steps and fell behind. After passing Lan Liu and his group, he turned back and stopped. The young man threw a worried look at him. eyes.He stood on the spot and watched for a long time, only he could see Jing Muyu's indifferent gaze drifting away from the trance, the corners of his lips were tightly pursed, the veins on his wrists were stretched, and the hands hidden behind his back were obviously exerting force.After all, he has been looking at those blurred shots on his mobile phone for several years. He knows what every movement and demeanor of Tree, which is indistinguishable from the eyes of others, represents, and he also immediately discovered at this moment——

The state of Tree is very wrong.

Chu Ci thought for a moment, then took out his pocket and found a lollipop in his pocket when he went out, so he had an idea.

He walked over, and said with a smile, "Brothers, let me go for a while", while pushing away Lan Liu and Xiao Ai in front of Jingmuyu, stood between the four of them and Jingmuyu, and calmly put Jingmuyu and Xiaoai together. They are separated.Jing Muyu was covered in cold sweat, and looked down at him in a trance. The young man smiled as if he hadn't noticed anything unusual, and there was no trace of haze. Hand, stuffed something in it and held it close to his five fingers, a series of subtle and fast movements, stuck in the blind spot of the four people behind him, no more than two seconds.When pulling out his hand, his thumb pressed against his palm.

Jing Muyu's palms were numb, and when he looked down, he found a lollipop stuffed in his hand, brown sugar wrapped in transparent plastic paper, and a plum that had solidified inside.

He was a little speechless, and gestured to Chu Ci with puzzled eyes: "...?" Why give me this.

Seeing that he was interrupted by this episode, Chu Ci felt relieved.The young man hesitated to speak, and finally hooked his neck and stuck it up and kissed him on the side of the cheek. When the soft touch slipped by, the distance between Jing Muyu's pupils shrank suddenly, and before he could react, Chu Ci flashed again at the speed of light df. He walked away quickly, and there were two smiling voices from a young boy in the distance: "Don't play too late! Come back early!"

Chu Ci quickly disappeared at the end of the corridor.The remaining five people continued to confront each other, but the previous solemnity was gone, and the atmosphere was silent and strange now.

After what seemed like a long time, Ban, the mid laner who had been silent until now, suddenly said, "yooooo."

He said.

The atmosphere became even more strange, as if a teenager's puppy love was suddenly caught and raped by his parents.Jing Muyu clutched the lollipop, and explained weakly: "No, he came back from abroad, he is more open, this is some kind of etiquette..."

Jiang Wenyin rubbed his chin, looking like a harsh brother-in-law, and looked at Huanghua's eldest daughter Jing Muyu with hatred: "I know, etiquette is a p, that guy just wants to take advantage of you, no wonder I have seen him for a long time. Pleasant to the eye, how can my people be fooled by the one who came out halfway..."

"'My person'?" Lan Liu repeated with a strange expression, looking at Jiang Wenyin as if he was going to come out on the spot.Jiang Wenyin realized that he was speaking quickly, and immediately waved his hands back to his straight man position, and corrected him: "My captain, my old captain, no, our captain, our people..."

Love&peace cross-examined kindly on the side: "When did it happen to you two, how long has it been, and you don't tell the team members how he treats you, does he take good care of you, is he honest, let me tell you tree , we men know men best, we must not have a man who is indiscreet, have you done it, and you must take physical examination measures before going to bed..."

The half of Jing Muyu who was kissed blushed to the base of his neck, tried his best to keep his face expressionless, and argued: "I didn't, I'm not with him..."

"You just defend him! What's wrong?" Jiang Wenyin slammed the case, stating the clues: "Did you take the initiative to invite him to duo? Do you always smile at him? I saw you in the live broadcast of his home !"

"That's, an accident..." Jing Muyu's unfastened speech speed became a disaster at this time, and it seemed quite weak submerged in the anger of the crowd.Five men in one scene, at this moment, the entrance of the rest room was almost turned into a filming scene of a family ethics drama, and suddenly Lan Liu's stomach growled.

This noise was very obvious, and everyone turned to look at his stomach. The current captain of WTF Team [-] scratched his head and said embarrassingly, "That... I'm a little hungry."

After two or three seconds of silence, Jiang Wenyin suddenly burst into earth-shattering laughter, and then several people laughed too.Jiang Wenyin hooked Lanliu's neck, and said: "WTF's treatment is not good, why don't you consider switching to PK and skydiving with my brother..." Coach Xiaoai deliberately put on a straight face, and said: "It's too much to poach people at the WTF base. Come on, little comrade, this is an ideological issue..." Ban pushed and shoved: "Xiao Lanliu, let's ignore this comparison, go for a walk and eat."

Jing Muyu looked at the relaxed atmosphere of fighting and rowdy, the four familiar faces with their voices and smiles, and thought that time had flown back.

The corners of his mouth curled slightly, then closed again, and said in a low voice: "Let's go. The old place." After a pause, he smiled again: "It's not closed, is it?"

I got a lot of responses: "No!" "No!" "I went there a few days ago!"

"Okay. Let's go then."