The squad leader knew I was stealing

Jing Chong paused, suspending school is the best way, he bit his lip and said nothing.

The atmosphere became strangely silent, and spread to the surroundings, immediately filling the corners of the hall.

The sound insulation of the student home is very good. When the door is closed, the snoring of the friends can hardly be heard, even the sound of breathing between them is quiet.

"How long?" Jing Chong said again, "How long?"

"I don't know, maybe a year or two." Lin Yanxiu didn't know why he said it so seriously, he felt extremely desperate and couldn't see the way ahead at all, "Maybe he will change schools or drop out when he comes back. "

Jing Chong's heart skipped a beat, transfer school? ! Retire? !

He suddenly felt empty in his heart. If Lin Yanxiu changed schools, or was no longer in the same class as him, he would be terribly flustered and feel uncomfortable everywhere.

He wanted to ask if he could just suspend his studies without leaving the class, but he couldn't open his mouth. If the course couldn't keep up with the progress, who would guarantee Lin Yanxuan's grades and future.

"Why quit class? Is there really no other way? Is the only thing left to do is to suspend school?" He really felt that he was selfish. He didn't want Lin Yanxiu to suspend school, let alone quit class.

He just wanted Lin Yanxiu to appear in his sight all the time.You can touch it as soon as you reach out, you can see it as soon as you look up, and you can even watch his every move with just peripheral vision.

He is like a little boy who desperately wants to get candy, desperately trying to catch Lin Yanxiu and not let him leave his side.

"I'll be with you, I'll help you change..."

"You say what to do, I will help you, you teach me, and I will walk with you."

Jing Chong still wanted to say something to express his determination, so he directly expressed his innermost thoughts, "Don't suspend school..."

Lin Yanxiu looked at the tense look of the person in front of him, and was a little dazed, "...Okay, don't stop studying."

Why didn't you pay attention just now to say the worst plan?Does he want to see Jing Chong nervous about him?Want to extract a little happiness from this look?

Hearing the sound, Jing Chong raised his head and rubbed his hair twice, sat on the sofa and watched him take the medicine gently, and stopped talking.

Lin Yanxiu felt the touch on the top of his head, pursed his lips, and his eyes dimmed for a while, sorry just now, Jing Chong, he was really desperate...

Lin Yanxiu came back to class in the afternoon and felt that he had done something stupid. Why suspend school! Why do you suspend school! He actually said that when he broke down at noon!

He has never considered dropping out of school, and he is reluctant to part with Jing Chong.

What are you doing when you go home from school?Every day to this therapist, play 'you ask me answer'?

Those two people...are arrogant and domineering when they meet, do you care?

Not allowing him to think too much, his emotions became agitated again, his heart twitched, and his body trembled with excitement.

The tips of his hands trembled until he lost consciousness, and his head was buzzing.

He felt that everything in the class was attracting him.

.......comic book?

Will you watch it? ! Is there any use for bringing it over? !

...Yeah, yeah, gotta find something useful, a pen?

There are a lot of pens at home, do you lack them?

...water glasses?

I'm sick, can you use it...

He felt like his head was going to explode, and the voice inside was like a poisonous snake constantly rampaging in his mind.

He lowered his head and retched twice, pinching his fingertips to calm himself down.

Jing Chong is still sitting next to him!

Must endure!

Must hold on!

Lin Yanxiu felt that Jing Chong grabbed his wrist nervously, "Teacher, my deskmate is not feeling well, I want to send him to the infirmary."

Qin Ju glanced at Lin Yanxiu's pale face and was a little anxious, "What's the matter? Go, go."

Jing Chong nodded, and pulled Lin Yanxiu out of the classroom.

He pinched the man's wrist with his hand, and he clearly felt the man trembling. He was a little anxious, "How are you? Can you describe to me how you feel now?"

Jing Chong didn't know how he felt, how uncomfortable he was, and was so anxious that he was about to explode on the spot.

"……It's ok."

Jing Chong was a little angry looking at him, do you seem to be okay?

"It doesn't matter?! It doesn't matter how serious it is!"

Lin Yanxiu looked at Jing Chong, who was trembling with anger, and said in a trembling voice, "...take me for a run."

Jing Chong quickly adjusted his emotions, he scolded himself, what are you doing, you want it!

"is that useful?"

"……Um."

Lin Yanxiu looked at the empty playground, with nothing to steal as far as the eye could see. He suddenly lost his strength and felt tired.

Jing Chong pulled him and ran away, sighed, and had to try his best to catch up with Jing Chong's pace.

Accelerating a little fast, Jing Chong slowed down later, and the two of them ran two laps at a constant speed on the track without being very panting.

It's just that Lin Yanxiu couldn't help throwing up when he ran to the third lap.

He held onto the tree next to the plastic playground and vomited out all the contents of his stomach, then squatted down on the ground, a little dazed looking at the mess.

It can't be cured, what should I do?Always like this?

Why is there no improvement?After suppressing it for so long, why do I still have an uncontrollable urge?

Are these methods useful?Will it be eradicated?Will it happen again after it's done?What will happen if someone finds out...

The negative energy overwhelmed him in an instant, and the surroundings were pitch black, with no light to be seen.

Jing Chong helped him up, and pulled some weeds on the ground to cover up the mess, "How's it going? Do you still want to vomit?"

What would happen if... Jing Chong knew that he liked him, an abnormal kind of liking?nausea?disgust?

He doesn't like Kyung Chong! He doesn't like boys! That's just his friend, bro.

I don't like it, the previous feeling must be an illusion, it must be.

illusion……

"Are you sick to your stomach?"

dislike.

"Still want to throw up?"

dislike.

"Let's go to the infirmary."

do not like……

Seeing that he was silent, Jing Chong dragged him away, "Go and rinse your mouth first."

Lin Yanxiu calmly withdrew his wrist from Jing Chong's hand, "...Fortunately, there is no need to go to the infirmary."

Jing Chong's palms were empty, and his heart skipped a beat. How could he be so sensitive?

He felt that Lin Yanxiu might not like being dragged away by others, so he didn't insist anymore.

He followed Lin Yanxiu to the bathroom step by step, looking at the person in the mirror, he has been abnormally white these days.

Lin Yanxiu rinsed his mouth, cleared his throat and felt that his voice would not be unpleasant, so he spoke, "Go back."

Jing Chong frowned, "Back to class?"

"Well, I don't feel it anymore." If you don't leave, it's time to dismiss the get out of class.

Jing Chong saw that he didn't speak or move, and held back for a long time before he said, "You go, go home."

In fact, he couldn't help much.

Oh, how simple he thought, thinking that this is still his home field.

In fact, he couldn't do anything, he didn't even know where to pat the man on the back.

Still wanting to be a hero, a bullshit hero.

If heroes are like him and can't do anything, then the redeemed will only be in purgatory forever.

Jing Chong clearly realized that he couldn't do it and couldn't help.

Let Lin Yanxiu go, let's go, in this state, he is so distressed that he is going crazy.

I can't watch him spitting out anymore, he has seen him twice a day, how many times in private he dare not think...

"Let's go, suspend school, go home for treatment." He smiled consolingly, "Don't transfer schools, work harder, your grades are so good, don't drop out, I will keep your place in the class waiting for you to come back .”

When Jing Chong's words fell, the bell rang after class. It was a short section of "Dream Wedding". The smooth and deep voice ran through the entire campus.

The bathroom was not far from the radio station, and the bell was very loud, but Lin Yanxiu still heard his deep voice clearly, and didn't miss a single word.

He said wait for him to come back.

what……

Not liking is an illusion.

How could this person not like it.

What he likes is going crazy, he likes it so much that his heart trembles when he thinks about it.

Retire?He is not willing to give up, not willing to suspend school, not even to see each other for a day, "No need to suspend school, it's not that serious."

"Really?"

Lin Yanxiu nodded affirmatively, "Well, my stomach hurt only after I caught a cold yesterday, and I won't vomit again in the future."

"Stomach hurts and I need to get medicine."

"Ah."

"Tell me about the pain."

"Ah."

"Is it because my stomach hurts that I didn't finish eating the noodles at noon?"

"...Well, I shouldn't have bought it, and it's all dumped, it's too wasteful."

Jing Chong's heart twitched, who wants to tell you this, he thought of Lin Yanxiu eating with stomachache and couldn't help but repeat, "Tell me about the pain."

Lin Yanxiu felt that he was surrounded by great warmth, and the cool wind was blowing from the window, but his body was warm.

"it is good."

Lin Yanxiu, are you stupid? You should have told Jing Chong a long time ago. As long as he cares a few words, even if he has a hole in his stomach, it's also "good health, delicious food".

"Run together at night?"

"is that useful?"

"Well, very useful." Mainly because I want to see you running for me.

When Jing Chong heard that it was useful, he readily agreed, "Okay, I will run with you every day."

It is also a romantic thing to run and exercise together under the starry sky every day.

If you can't get something, pretend you have it.

As soon as Lin Yanxiu returned to class, the appearance of various objects shocked his brain, and he trembled all over. In the confusion, he seemed to see the ferocious and distorted faces of his classmates.

Their behavior was pointing, their mouths were vain, and their expressions were disgusted, as if they were talking about something that was unreasonable.

Lin Yanxiu's complexion instantly turned ugly, suppressing his emotions, and even his body trembled slightly.

Are you scared?No, just excited.

I really want to see their disgusted eyes, I really want to see them anxious about not being able to find anything...

Lin Yanxiu felt that he was crazy, he pinched his fingertips hard, and he was going to hell.

Trying to control himself and followed Jing Chong to the seat, Jia Zixi turned around with a worried face, and Jing Chong pinched his inner wrist under the table.

Lin Yanxiu felt the temperature on his wrist, and his mood stabilized all of a sudden. He no longer dared to think about theft. He lowered his head so that only his own things were left in his sight.

He thought of the gloomy look in Jing Chong's eyes that night, and he was afraid.

Jia Zixi asked, "What's wrong? You look so ugly?"

"Stomach pain."

Hearing this, Jia Zixi shook the kettle at her feet, "Bring the water glass, I'll pour you some water to warm your stomach."

Jing Chong also moved the kettle between him and Lin Yanxiu. It was so full that he couldn't touch it, "There's water here." He raised his chin, "You pour it." He really didn't want to let it go. The man's wrist.

Without saying anything, Jia Zixi filled up the water glass and handed it to Lin Yanxiu.

Jia Zixi glanced at Lin Yanxiu, feeling that his face was too pale, and couldn't help being speechless to herself, "I said why are you so pale, it feels like you are several degrees paler than usual."

When Jing Chong heard this, his heart trembled suddenly, he let go of his hand, and then his heart was densely packed with pain.

He took a careful look at Lin Yanxiu's face, he was pale, his upper eyelids were a little swollen, he looked haggard, and even his lips were much lighter than usual.

After looking at it this way, he realized that it had been a long time since he had watched Lin Yanxiu so carefully.

The man's face seemed to be outlined as soon as he closed his eyes.

He would draw that face countless times in his mind every day, but usually he just skipped it in a hurry when talking and chatting, not daring to keep his eyes on it.

Fear of being caught.

Afraid of being discovered the subtle thoughts inside.

Just let go of the man's wrist, really want to hold it, just want to find some reason, find some words.

It seems a little unreasonable.

In the evening, when Jing Chong came out to go to the bathroom, he heard the sound of coughing coming from Room 2, and Lin Yanxiu's words that he had a cold immediately took to his mind.

He put all the down jacket in his suitcase on the man's body. After covering it up, he looked at Lin Yanxiu's sleeping face, feeling a little unspeakably anxious.

He patted his face, and when he came back to his senses, he stuffed Jia Zixi's clothes on Lin Yanxiu's bed, yawned and returned to Room 4 after making sure that the man would not be exposed to the wind.

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