The squad leader knew I was stealing

The cry pierced the eardrums, and the voice-activated lights in the corridor turned on.

The villain in Jing Chong's heart just patted his chest. It turned out to be a black cloak, which scared the baby to death.

He slowed down and quickly let go of Lin Yanxiu, feeling extremely embarrassed.

He had no choice but to walk out of the organization that hadn't regained consciousness, and pretended to be calm and turned on the lights in the activity room.

The white light filled every corner at once, but it couldn't shine into Jing Chong's heart. He didn't even dare to look back at Lin Yanxiu's expression.

God, as soon as the lights went out, he immediately thought of Lin Yanxiu, and before he could think much, he stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms. God knows what he was thinking.

It was only after the friends entered that they could clearly see the general structure of the activity room of the animation club.There is a layer of anime characters on the wall. There are also a lot of cosplay costumes, magic wands, and some props on the clothes rack. The room is not very dirty.

It seems that the seniors of the previous year really loved the animation club so much that they dared to hold a day trip on campus.

The animation club was originally a small club, and it was not a mainstream club on high school campuses. If it wanted to make a fuss, it would face the risk of being withdrawn from the club.

Although they were withdrawn from the club, the seniors arranged everything neatly and cleanly when they left.

After such a long time, there is only a slight dust when the door is opened.

The little friend stood in a daze at the animation club, and it seemed that the feeling of love had also been conveyed.

Ma Xiaoran touched a gold and wood mask, not only very happy, "Great!"

Jia Zixi agrees, "It's really great here."

Only then did Jing Chong dare to take a sneak peek at Lin Yanxiu, and he was relieved to find that nothing happened to the man.

He looked around and felt that there was no need to clean it. He would just come over tomorrow afternoon and give it a light sweep, and the few of them went back.

As soon as he left the lobby of the art building, the sound of howling ghosts and wolves rang in his ears.

It is indeed a bit inaccurate to say howling ghosts and howling wolves. The pitch is high and low, and the chorus sounds very neat.

The little friends who were in a mood up and down just now sounded very ethereal, and they suddenly got goosebumps, and even walked faster.

What Jia Zixi said was true, "A ghost is calling?"

"what!"

Lin Yanxiu stood on the road and glanced back, and found that a classroom in the Vocal Building to the north of the Art Building was still lit, and the sound seemed to come from there.He thought for a while, "It may be that the music specialty is practiced."

"What's the sound of practicing in the middle of the night?"

Lin Yanxiu was lying on the bed, with the sound of Jing Chong's violent heartbeat all around his ears. After Jing Chong let go of him, the sound kept playing in his mind.He thought of Jing Chong's fully possessive hug, and his heart was a little sweet, and all his emotions were suppressed.Lin Yanxiu hugged the quilt and rolled on the bed for a while before falling asleep in a daze.

When he got up in the morning, he put on a new pair of underwear, washed his face flushed, and then went to brush his teeth and wash his face.

He always got up very early, and when he came out of the dormitory, his friends got up one after another, and there was no one there when he returned to work, but Lin Yanxiu felt a little uncomfortable.

He felt that everyone's desk pockets were attracting his attention, so he pinched his fingers from class 11 to the men's room on the second floor, washed his face, dawdled for a while, and then returned to the class.

Fortunately, there were already some classmates in the class at this time.

He sat in his seat in a daze, and that feeling came again.

He was a little afraid of that feeling, although when someone was around, the feeling would be shallow, and he could clearly feel that he was mentally ill.

mental illness...

Lin Yanxiu's chest heaved violently, he controlled his disintegrated negative emotions and stuffed them all into the small dark room.

Don't think about it, don't think about it.

It can be cured, it can be cured.

hold on!

hold back!

He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, searched for entries on the computer, and sent a message to his psychiatrist.

back there soon

——How do you feel now?

——It feels very shallow, with a little desire.

— more clearly.

——When I saw my classmates' desks and schoolbags, I would involuntarily glance up at them and guess what was inside.Although what I know is useless to me, I still want to take it out.

—Okay, I understand.If you have a little desire, try to run and exercise, or do something you don't like to do.If the feeling is stronger, then use the emetic, which is not good for the body after all.

——Is there any other way besides taking emetics?

——There are many types of aversion therapy, and electric shock is the fastest one, and it works quickly.Then there's drug aversion therapy and imagery aversion therapy.

——There are several common types of imaginative aversion therapy, pain stimulation method, that is, when the idea of ​​stealing something appears in the mind of the seeker, or when such behavior occurs, pain stimulation is applied.For example, sticking with needles, twisting one's own muscles, etc., in order to present the conditioned reflex of muscle pain, and inhibit the patient from recurring such bad behaviors.

——Hold your breath.When an uncontrollable behavior occurs, I immediately hold my breath and use the embarrassment caused by holding my breath to suppress the emergence of ideas.

——Imagination.Actively presenting the disgusting image in the imagination and combining it with a maladaptive impulse for therapeutic purposes.

- The above is the recommended method for you to use.If you don't like drug aversion treatment, you can choose imagination therapy, that is, when the feeling comes, you imagine that you have done it, and go according to the feeling.But after you finish, your friends, relatives, or the police will look at you with disappointment, imagining that you will be detained and reprimanded angrily, and you can also suppress it.

Lin Yanxiu had a rough idea after reading it, and then looked at the Baidu entry and what Dr. Shen said was similar.

He cheered himself up a bit, but he was still a little guilty, like a kitten who desperately needed a sense of security, he hesitated to type another line.

——Are these methods useful?Am I really going to be okay?Will I always be like this.

——Don’t think too much, there are many successful cases, as long as you persevere, have full confidence in yourself, and take the initiative to cooperate, you will be fine. You have to believe in me and yourself.However, I still recommend that you consider taking a break from school to focus on therapy.

Lin Yanxiu hesitated for a while in the chat space, but before his fingers touched the screen, he was slapped on the shoulder, frightened Lin Yanxiu stuffed his phone into the hole on the table, and turned his head with his neck stiffened nervously.

Jing Chong pressed his shoulders and laughed into a silly dog, "Look, it scares you, there is no teacher."

Lin Yanxiu was frightened to death, his heart was pounding, he didn't speak, and he couldn't recover for a long time.

Although Jing Chong said that he would help him change it together, he was still afraid that he would know.

Who wants to let others know that they are mentally ill and still like someone.

Who wants to let others know that they are a thief?

Don't hide it well, for fear that you will be looked down upon if you see it, and you will be disgusted if you find it.

He knew that Jing Chong would not dislike him, but this disease is very troublesome.

He didn't want to trouble Jing Chong, after all, it was his own business, and no one else had any obligation to take care of him.

Furthermore, he felt that with Jing Chong around, he would be even more unable to hold on, would think wildly, and be hypocritical.

Seeing that Lin Yanxiu was still in a daze, Jing Chong teased him, "Scared? You play on your phone early in the morning. I don't think you'll be a top student for long, right? Huh?"

I am too busy to take care of myself, so I still have time to be a top student.

Seeing the two of them talking, Jia Zixi came in from the door without stopping, and shared it with her roommate who had not received the news, "Jing Chong smirked in the middle of the night last night, do you know that?"

After hearing this, Jing Chong reached out and patted Jia Zixi, "No! Who did you listen to?"

"That's what Li Hao said. He said you were panting while laughing. Tell me honestly, what did you dream about yesterday?"

Jing Chong became angry from embarrassment, "I didn't dream of anything!!!"

Jia Zixi picked out his ears, "What are you yelling about? Did you dream that you were chasing someone?" After a while he smiled meanly again, "Did I have the aftereffects of being scared yesterday? Yesterday I pretended to be so calm and exposed my innocence." Bar."

Jing Chong blushed and nodded indiscriminately, admitting that there were sequelae.

He wouldn't say that he staged a "Qiong Yao drama" with Lin Yanxiu in his dream yesterday.

"Little Xiuxiu, wait for me, hahahaha..."

Bah, bah, bah, what's wrong with me? !

Jia Zixi was still laughing at the side, "Hahahaha, I didn't expect you to be so timid."

Jing Chong moved his head forward with a slap, preventing him from yelling again.

Lin Yanxiu frowned, "Sequelae? How do you feel?"

Jing Chong murmured nonchalantly, "It's just that I didn't sleep well, nothing else."

Lin Yanxiu took a few more glances, seeing that Jing Chong had already talked with Jia Zixi about other things, so he didn't say anything

Lin Yanxiu took out his mobile phone to reply to Dr. Shen's message while Jing Chong was catching up on sleep during the big class break.

—I want to wait a little longer.

He walked out of the classroom lightly, went to the campus canteen and bought a pair of chopsticks, and put them under the books in the desk pocket.I put it in my pocket and took it to the dormitory during evening self-study.

He wanted to change his strategy, and Jing Chong found him vomiting twice in the bathroom, so he thought he should change the place.

But if you induce vomiting during the day, the students will make a fuss. If you vomit on the balcony, you have to cross Room [-] to vomit in the bathroom. Lin Yanxiu can't bear to face the toilet.

There was no way, Lin Yanxiu chose the bathroom in the end, he wanted to hear someone walking around and run to the bathroom, pretending to go to the bathroom.

He didn't mean that he was afraid that Jing Chong would know that he induced vomiting, it was a little scared when he said it, but he didn't want Jing Chong to misunderstand that he stole the emetic, otherwise he would be disappointed.

Lin Yanxiu would not induce vomiting unless it was absolutely necessary. He planned to try other methods given by Dr. Shen first.

He lay on the bed, opened his eyes, and brewed for a while. When he felt something in his heart, he imagined that he was caught by Jing Chong, and then the man showed a disappointed look...

what……

The more I thought about it, the more I lost my mind. In the end, the negative energy was overwhelming and I felt that he had no hope at all.

This can't work, he dragged his imagination and negative energy into the small black room, and when he felt it, he started to pinch his arm hard.

When Lin Yanxiu got up in the morning, he felt a little pain in his arm. He looked down and found that the place where he pinched last night was red and purple.

When the excitement came yesterday, I was ruthless.

During the day, he would go to any venue with his friends, and never act alone. He also went back to the dormitory with his friends during lunch breaks, wherever there were many people.

The little friends have been in a particularly beautiful mood since they opened the animation club, and they have things to do in the fourth quarter of the afternoon.

Jing Chong also felt that the establishment of the animation club was right, and Lin Yanxiu has been walking around a lot recently.

Lin Yanxiu was a little helpless, and the daily pain value seemed to be accumulating. Several times he felt that he was approaching the breaking point, but he was still firmly suppressed by him.

This method was not working day by day, Lin Yanxiu pinched his arms black and blue, but he still couldn't restrain the uncontrollable thoughts.

Moreover, he feels that the questions are not so smooth recently, and everything is not right.Always be careless and make mistakes where they should not be wrong, and always forget things and forget things, and lose concentration.

It wasn't until one day that Lin Yanxiu brought the utility knife from the animation club to the dormitory and cut his arm that he felt that something was wrong.

The author has something to say:

Some sentences come from Baidu Creed

The stupid author changed it a bit.

Come on.

Going Horse and Stars are cute, pen refills.