The squad leader knew I was stealing

Lin Yanxiu walked out of the room with Lin Yihei in his arms, and vaguely saw his report card and grades of various subjects placed on the table in the living room.

There was fog all over the house.

The first typesetting on the A4 paper on the table, he knows it without looking, school number: 1, class rank: 1, name: Lin Yanxiu.

It was already dark, and there seemed to be a wind blowing outside, rattling the curtains in the living room.The report card that was originally on the table in the living room was also blown off.

He faintly felt that the rice cooker and microwave oven in the kitchen were still warming up the food, so he walked towards that direction as soon as he lifted his feet.

He felt himself picking up the report card, kneading it into a ball, unfolding it, looking at it, kneading it again, unfolding it again, and then he even flattened the folds with his hands, and put it on the table again.

What was he thinking about?Feeling a little sour again?What is he expecting?

Where is he?

Suddenly a vortex appeared under his feet, and it was pitch black below. Lin Yanxiu was in the center of the vortex, sinking continuously. The trash can in the entrance, and the food that was not completely cooled on the table, floated up one scene after another. Reversing the hourglass, he even saw himself when he first came to the Lin family mansion.

He moved his fingers and felt that something was wrapped around his fingers. He lowered his head and saw a diamond ring loosely worn on his ring finger.

He woke up with a jerk.

He took two breaths, but before he recovered from his dream, there was a loud "bang", and he was startled by the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground.

He raised his head from the table and rubbed the corners of his eyes, and saw the chaotic scene in the front row. A metal desk was tilted on the other desk to block the way, and the textbooks were scattered all over the floor. Jing Chong was standing there to maintain the classroom order.

When Jing Chong saw the report card in Zhang Ran's office, he felt a little unbelievable. He wondered if the teacher had neglected to include Lin Yanxiu's score in a certain subject, otherwise he would never believe that Lin Yanxiu could pass this test. score.

There are 12 students in the class, and the school is even ranked outside the 100th place.

He couldn't believe it, but felt that it should be so.

He looked at Lin Yanxiu, who was sleeping peacefully next to him, not only thinking, so that disease...affects the exam, right?

He remembered the entry he searched on Baidu yesterday, kleptomaniac, is it considered a mental illness, right?

Perhaps it is a good choice for Lin Yanxiu to take a break from school and go home for treatment. He shouldn't tie Lin Yanxiu to school.

Jing Chong held the hand of the report card tightly, thinking about how to tell Lin Yanxiu about his grades later.

Before he could think it through, Ma Xiaoran in the second row stood up, picked up the book from the bookcase, and threw it on the head of the girl in front of her.

The girl was stunned for a second, then pulled her hair and started fighting.

Yang Qin cursed, quickly got up from his seat, pulled the girl back, and the sharp voice stimulated her eardrums, "Let's go, do you want to fight? Go to the toilet!"

Ma Xiaoran was trembling with anger, she gritted her teeth and said, "Okay, go to the bathroom."

Looking at the chaotic scene in front of him, Jing Chong burst into flames, and walked over with a frown, "Where are you going to the toilet? If you want to fight, I will fight in class now, and see if I can stretch my hand later. "

Yang Qin was also a little angry, "That's right, relatives, friends, and friends are all staying in the class. What are you doing in the toilet? You're alone and helpless, and you might get all covered in shit."

"I had the guts to buy the answer before, but I didn't have the guts to fight, right?" After speaking, he shook off Yang Qin's hand and walked out from the door of the class.

Ma Xiaoran paused for a moment, walked around from her seat to the road, as if she was going to the bathroom, Yang Qin tugged her and asked, "What's the answer?"

Ma Xiaoran's eyes immediately became foggy, she sniffed, and walked towards the door without saying a word.

Yang Qin stomped, "You look at her here, I'll go find her." After speaking, he ran out of the door immediately.

Ma Xiaoran was blocked by Jing Chong, she pursed her lips and stood there without speaking, her deskmate Li Ruo immediately ran up and dragged him off the podium.

Jing Chong stood on the podium, knocked on the table, and signaled for silence.

The friends sitting next to the accident were already cleaning up the scattered books on the ground.

Jing Chong took the time to glance at his position, Lin Yanxiu was already awake.

He shook his hand, and the report card was still on the table!

He just wanted to hold the report card in his hand, and his body reacted first. As soon as he stepped off the podium, Yang Qin walked in from the outside and said to Ma Xiaoran, "Let's go to the office."

Jing Chong frowned, a little out of breath, "Did she just run to the office?"

"No, bad luck, I met the director of teaching as soon as I went out, and now the director is in the 'National Treasure' office.

Jing Chong had no choice but to go to the office together.

After returning from the office with Yang Qin, he began to consult Yang Qin, "If a person usually works hard, but his grades are poor, how can he comfort him?"

Yang Qin immediately reacted, "You mean Lin Yanxiu?" She smiled, "We have discussed his grades in private in our dormitory, and I find it incredible, and even wonder if the teacher got the wrong grades."

Jing Chong nodded, "I think so too."

"However, it's normal for people to regress after being sick for more than 20 days and not coming to school, but I don't think he should have regressed so much, and the school has been out of 100..."

In the end, the two friends reached a consensus that it should be that the school got the wrong score, and now there is a result, and the answer sheets are all in the hands of 7 of the teachers of each subject.

When Jing Chong returned to the class, he saw Lin Yanxiu holding some A4 papers in his hand, lost in thought.His fingers are slender, with clear bones, and he squeezed the paper of the mobile phone into a slight wrinkle.

Jing Chong sat down and rescued the report card from Lin Yanxiu, "It should be that the teacher made a mistake."

Lin Yanxiu lowered his eyes, "That's right."

Seeing his lonely expression, Jing Chong felt a pain in his heart, "So, it has influence, doesn't it?"

Lin Yanxiu didn't speak. After a long time, when Jing Chong thought he was going to change the subject, or just kept silent, he asked in a trembling voice, "Am I mentally ill?"

Jing Chong was taken aback for a moment, and immediately interjected in a firm voice, "You are not."

Lin Yanxiu rubbed his fingers vigorously with one hand, his fair skin turned red from rubbing, he pursed his lips and remained silent.

For a long time, he only thought that he was a bad boy. In order to get good grades and prevent his parents from abandoning him after divorce, he followed his heart and did many robberies in junior high school. Every time he succeeded, he would feel great satisfaction. After extreme relaxation, the score will be very high, almost ranking first.

It didn't matter what he was carrying, there were pens, pen holders, notebooks, gift boxes, cigarettes... even ashtrays.

He will get tension, excitement and satisfaction during the theft, and feel regretful and ashamed after the theft.I also tried to quit compulsively, but the result was not satisfactory.

At that time, he restrained the force majeure in his heart and survived the exam week abruptly, but his grades were a mess, and he even fell out of the top 100 in the school.At that time, rumors that he had cheated on his grades quickly spread in the class, saying that his level was no more than one hundred.With no friends, alone and helpless, and his parents were quarrelsome, he had no choice but to pick up theft again and secure the number one seat in the school.

He has always felt that he is a bad boy, he does not hesitate to hurt others in order to satisfy his own wishes, he does not correct after repeated admonitions, knows his mistakes and makes mistakes, sometimes he thinks that people like him will definitely go to hell in the future, every time he does it, he He wanted to chop off his own hand, and he even used a kitchen knife in the kitchen to scratch it, how to chop it so that he would not hurt himself.

It's just that he didn't dare, he wasn't sure if his parents would accept the incomplete him after they divorced.

Until the psychiatrist said it out, it turned out that he didn't refuse to change after repeated admonitions, but he was just sick and mentally ill.

He tried his best to control himself, so that he would not think about that place, and tried to tell himself that he was no different from others.

no different?Do ordinary people steal?Do ordinary people get excited about shoplifting?Do ordinary people take emetics?Will ordinary people's grades plummet because of psychological dissatisfaction?

Ordinary people, Lin Yanxiu's eyes suddenly blurred, and the fragments of his dream just emerged, the empty villa, the dinner alone, the crumpled report card, No.1 on the report card...

mental illness.

mental illness.

mental illness.

His breathing gradually became short of breath, and an abnormal paleness appeared on his face. Can this disease be cured?Will he be like this all his life?what to do?What if it can't be cured? ?What if it's like this all your life? !

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry, I haven't updated the article during the confusion period recently, and there are still manuscripts, but I don't feel safe when I post it. I will rub metaphysics in the near future, and there may be false updates. I will update the article next week, sorry.