After becoming popular, I was with the scumbag president

The door opened slowly.

Just as Yu Xiangbei raised his head, what he saw were pictures of himself on the wall.

He subconsciously took a step back.

After a while, he closed his eyes slightly, took a deep breath, and stepped into the room.

The inside of the room is very simple, there are only photos all over the wall, some on the table and on the cabinet, some are pasted, and some are in photo frames.

——But without exception, they were all before their reunion.

In the photo frame, when he was in high school, Yu Xiangbei looked young, yet confident and flamboyant.

Later, in the photo, you can see the appearance of Yu Xiangbei a few years ago. His smile has changed from a confident one to a gentle one, and the sharp edges and corners gradually disappear with age.

The wall was covered with photos and posters. On the opposite side of the bed, he was facing the direction of the bed, smiling brightly.

Lu Qin walked slowly in front of the biggest poster, stood there, and looked at Yu Xiangbei with a bright smile. She said: "These are collected by me and his father. At that time, the psychiatrist said, He has no will to live."

She turned her head and looked at Yu Xiangbei: "Do you know how we brought him back from school?"

Yu Xiangbei shook his head, his expression was full of bewilderment and helplessness.

He suddenly discovered that it turned out that Qi Sizhan's life was not easy at the beginning, and he only had self-blame and distress in his heart.

"His grandfather knew his feelings for you and wanted to bring him back, but he was unwilling and forced him to die."

Although Qi Sizhan has been calm and mature for several years, he is still immature after all, and has no way to deal with those in power except to force him to die.

"What happened later?" Yu Xiangbei asked.

"Later, his grandfather decided to give him a period of time, and he had to leave you when he graduated from high school. But before he graduated from high school, you probably hurt him. He had a high fever and was critically ill. We sent him to Beijing overnight. "Lu Qin looked into Yu Xiangbei's eyes, and the emotion in his eyes was definitely not the usual friendliness.

Yu Xiangbei didn't speak, but shook his head and barely stood still with his hands on the chair.

"We couldn't figure out why he would be critically ill after having a high fever. The doctor said that he had lost the will to survive, so a high fever was enough to kill him." Lu Qin blinked her eyes, not letting tears flow.

At that time, they hated Yu Xiangbei so much, they wished Yu Xiangbei would die.

"His grandfather said that he was going to tie you up. Halfway through the car, he woke up, and the first sentence he said was--don't look for you. He fell asleep again after only saying this sentence."

Yu Xiangbei felt a little wet on his face, and the warm water rolled over.

"Ah Zhan woke up, and his grandfather threatened him. If he dies, you don't want to live anymore. Ah Zhan survived. He is still alive, but it is no different from death. He will not look for you, nor will he die. Allow us to look for you, except when you are mentioned, it is like a walking dead at other times. The psychologists analyzed that he felt that life was meaningless."

Lu Qin also wiped the tears from his face, "What right do we have to hate you? You are sorry for him, and we are sorry for him. When we were young, he was an obstacle in the eyes of my father and me. We quarreled and threatened each other in front of him. , and even brought others back. He has been ignored by us all the time, and the nanny can secretly pinch and beat him for three years, and none of us found out. Do you know? The A Zhan you saw has autism .His grandpa just needs an heir, not an autistic grandson."

Qi Sizhan's adult environment when he was a child was very bad. Lu Qin never expected Qi Sizhan to have mother-child affection for her. She brought him into this world, but did not give him a normal and healthy environment.

She is sorry for him.

"His grandfather forced us to have another child, and forced his father to manage the company. Our quarrel intensified, and then... Ah Zhan showed his business talent. His grandfather was ecstatic, but we benefited the most. We are finally liberated." When Lu Qin said this, her eyes were not happy, but painful.

At that time, I thought it was liberation, but after thinking about it, I realized that it was their son, the boy who should have hated them, who let them go.

The joy of liberation is accompanied by guilt.

Yu Xiangbei closed his eyes.

No wonder, no wonder he can't get in touch with people, no wonder he has been with his roommates for a year and never talked to them.

At that time, he had his own world, afraid of contact with people, and unwilling to contact people.

But he treats himself... But he has everything.

"We didn't expect that after Ah Zhan transferred to another school, his world would enter you. If you were his friend, we would be very happy, but he loves you and wants to spend his whole life with you." Lu Qin's voice was a little higher.

If someone else said something like this, they wouldn't believe it at all. At the age of teens, there is no love or no love.

But Qi Sizhan is different. Although he has his own world, he has always been very clear about it.

Yu Xiangbei was the only person who walked into his heart for so many years.

In this life, it is impossible to get out.

He regards Yu Xiangbei as the only one. With a smile, he will care about a person, speak clumsily, learn to communicate for a person, and get in touch with a person for a person.

Because of Yu Xiangbei, he was dragged by him into the crowd and into the noisy world.

That year, Qi Sizhan met Yu Xiangbei, and there were many things in his life.Such a person, he walked over, lit up a world, stepped on the sun, brought the fragrance of birds and flowers and colorful.

Those things that he didn't think belonged to him were brought by Yu Xiangbei.

Then one day, it was suddenly withdrawn.

What he took away was not himself, but Qi Sizhan's life.

Qi Sizhan has parents and grandfather, but he has been living in a world of one person since he was a child, and he may have never thought about the difference between living and dying.

Later, he met Yu Xiangbei.

Later, when Yu Xiangbei left him, he also knew the difference between living and dying for him at that time——

It will be painful to live.

So, with a high fever, Qi Sizhan didn't want to live anymore, he didn't want to go back to his previous life, he had emotions, he had love, he had a sweetheart, and he couldn't go back.

——But his sweetheart doesn't want him.

Yu Xiangbei covered his face, squatted down, and droplets of water hit the ground with a light layer of dust.

"His grandfather took us with him, trying to get him out of the shadows and out of your influence with late care. For half a year, we couldn't do anything. His grandfather was old and exhausted, so he was hospitalized once. After that, He knew that he couldn't support Dingshi, he let go, he said he would bring you back and stay by Qi Sizhan's side forever."

Lu Qin paused, took a breath and turned his back to him, "A Zhan disagrees, he just said no, but his eyes are enough to make us dare not really bring you back. We can only give He watched your posters and photos, showed him your variety shows, all your shows, and he watched them over and over again. Later, your grandpa told him——If he can’t change himself, one day, there will be someone by your side , that person will live with you for the rest of your life and bear children for you. After a long time, you will forget him, never know a person named Qi Sizhan again, and forget everything about him.”

From that day on, Qi Sizhan changed.

He was such an autistic person, put on a suit, with a stiff face, followed his grandfather into Dingshi.

He has to get out of his own world without Yu Xiangbei's company. He has to listen to others and talk to others. When appropriate, he has to twitch the corners of his mouth as a smile...

"Ah Zhan works very hard. Contacting people is a very painful thing for him, but he has to learn. He has to change his appearance to appear by your side. He is chanting the Great Compassion Mantra and looking at your photo. People live in this villa, put on a suit during the day, and learn how to become a person. The psychiatrist said that it is a very painful thing for an autistic person to open up the world by himself and desperately contact the world that makes him uncomfortable. matter."

Lu Qin's face was full of tears, her voice choked up: "Xiaobei, look, he has changed, but I don't know whether he is good or bad, he has changed, but I'm really afraid that his life will change again. .”

He changed for Yu Xiangbei, he became what he is today, all because of Yu Xiangbei.

What if one day... Yu Xiangbei leaves again?

Lu Qin turned her head and looked at Yu Xiangbei who was covering her face, "He didn't want me to tell you, but I think I must tell you. I don't know if I hate you, but I know, I definitely don't like you. Ah Zhan loves you so much, even for him, I will always 'like' you."

From what she told, Yu Xiangbei knew that Lu Qin didn't like herself at all.

But she has to like herself and accept herself.

She did it not for Yu Xiangbei's mood, but for Qi Sizhan and herself.

If she showed her dislike for Yu Xiangbei, the already superficial mother-child relationship between her and Qi Sizhan would probably be gone forever.

He hurt Qi Sizhan so deeply, as a mother, how could she not hate herself?

Yu Xiangbei also knew why she told herself that she was worried about Qi Sizhan's state, and she didn't want to choose to leave Qi Sizhan one day.

Such a paranoid Qi Sizhan, it takes a lot of hard work to become what he is now, as if the damage has been erased, let Yu Xiangbei come and go, get together less and leave more, and don't expect promises and recognition, as long as he stays by his side forever What about Qi Sizhan?

He has become like this, but if Yu Xiangbei chooses to leave him?

The ending is just unimaginable.