After becoming popular, I was with the scumbag president

At this time, Qi Sizhan's mood was extremely complicated, despair, fear, worry...

All these bad emotions gathered together, making his body tremble slightly, and his mind went blank for a moment, and he couldn't think of anything.

Downstairs, the conversation continued.

Yu Xiangbei didn't speak.

Director Xu's eyes were full of worry, and his voice was full of persuasion: "Xiaobei, I know that your family doesn't need you to carry on the family line. Your father doesn't care about these things. He only wants you to live happily. But you follow Qi Si Zhan, can you really be happy for the rest of your life?"

When Yu's father was mentioned, Yu Xiangbei's eyes darkened.

That's right, if Father Yu was here, he would definitely be reluctant to let himself be unhappy, and if he insisted on being with Qi Sizhan, he would definitely not forcibly stop him.

He will be like Director Xu now, full of worry and fear.

Yu Xiangbei knows that Qi Sizhan's sincerity towards him has not changed for so many years, and his eyes will only brighten when he sees him...

If this is not love, then Yu Xiangbei doesn't know what is love.

But can he really guarantee that if he and Qi Sizhan are together, they will be happy for the rest of their lives?

No.

Yu Xiangbei can't guarantee it.

So he was silent again, his eyes were on the cover of the script, and his fingers rolled up the side unconsciously, but he didn't notice it either.

Director Xu: "You are a star, it is not easy to get to where you are today. The relationship between you and Qi Sizhan is enough to make everything about you be obliterated by others, and you will be trapped in gossip for the rest of your life, and even ruin your career once !"

Yes, this is what Guan Yan was worried about before.

As long as their relationship gets out, no matter how difficult it is for Yu Xiangbei to get to where he is today, no matter how hard he works and how good he is, in other people's mouths - he will be promoted by Qi Sizhan with capital.

This circle is like this, artist plus rich man, this is a meaningful relationship, and the curses are all directed at the artist.

As long as it is such a relationship, in the eyes of people, it is a money-sex transaction!

Everything about Yu Xiangbei will be erased because of their relationship. He is not an excellent and hard-working actor in the hearts of others, but a lover of capital.

"Qi Sizhan is Dingshi's boss. He doesn't work in the entertainment industry and is not a public figure. Once your relationship with him gets out, no matter whether you quit the circle or not, those pointing and strange eyes will always be there. He can get away easily, but you can't!" Director Xu's breathing became heavier.

If everyone knows the relationship between Yu Xiangbei and Qi Sizhan, then no matter where Yu Xiangbei is in the future, as long as someone can recognize him, he will accept those pointing eyes.

Qi Sizhan is a big capitalist, and some of their hobbies seem normal in the eyes of many people.

If he abandons Yu Xiangbei, no one will say anything. His status makes people around him dare not say anything to him. He is not in the social circle, and netizens will not target him...

So in Director Xu's eyes, the relationship between Yu Xiangbei and Qi Sizhan did not have any uncontrollable bad influence on Qi Sizhan, but for Yu Xiangbei... it was just a knife hanging over his head!

In this case, he couldn't be sure that Qi Sizhan could really live with Yu Xiangbei for the rest of his life.

After Director Xu finished speaking, he looked at Yu Xiangbei seriously.

After a while, Yu Xiangbei took a deep breath and said softly: "I believe his feelings for me..."

"Well, even if he's serious about you now, what about the future?" Director Xu looked directly into Yu Xiangbei's eyes, sharp and serious, "Xiaobei, there's no need to sacrifice your career for a relationship. In this world, the most reliable thing is what belongs to you. This does not include illusory love."

Love is not the clothes and jewelry you buy, nor the RMB in the bank.

What belongs to you will always belong to you, but the feelings of others may change at any time.

Director Xu meant that Qi Sizhan's love for Yu Xiangbei belonged to Qi Sizhan, and Qi Sizhan decided to withdraw and change, but Yu Xiangbei's career belonged to Yu Xiangbei himself.

Yu Xiangbei stared blankly at the cover of the script. At this moment, his heart was shocked.

Director Xu also knew that Yu Xiangbei needed to think about what he said, so he stood up, stretched out his hand, and patted Yu Xiangbei's shoulder lightly, "Xiao Bei, think about it yourself, I hope you are happy , I’ve always been happy. You keep the script, just give me an answer when you read it, don’t worry, I’ll go back today, you... take care of yourself.”

After he finished speaking, he walked towards the door.

Yu Xiangbei was still in a daze, and Director Xu had already closed the door.

The room suddenly became quiet, and there was no sound at all.

Yu Xiangbei lifted his feet up, put them on the sofa, and knocked his chin on his knees, feeling fragile and insecure.

He thought, do people have personality flaws?

Or is it selfish?

So after hearing Director Xu's words, his first thought was - he was not sure how long Qi Sizhan would love him!

Yu Xiangbei didn't think about what director Xu said today, but he deliberately avoided Qi Sizhan's feelings before, and even now he doesn't break the relationship, is it all subconscious selfishness?

He was also afraid that he would go forward without hesitation, and in the end...but hit his head badly.

Yu Xiangbei was very confused, not only what Director Xu said, but also... his relationship with Qi Sizhan.

This was the first time he was struggling and tormenting in his heart. It seemed that he was full of fear and hesitation whichever way he went.

He once also laid the foundation publicly for them, that's why he had Metro C.

But he saw the video on the set of "The Last Partner" before. If this relationship is exposed, what kind of bloody storm will it have?

Is he really... ready?

At this time, Qi Sizhan at the top of the stairs slowly slid down and sat on the ground.

He leaned his back against the wall, his fingers had already dug into the flesh, his eyes were blood red.

Qi Sizhan regretted it.

He was clearly prepared to never talk to Yu Xiangbei for the rest of his life, as long as he was by his side, but he didn't control his selfishness today and wanted to let people know about their relationship.

result……

Will Xiao Bei choose to alienate himself because of Director Xu's words?Let their relationship go back to the upper and lower levels, or... ordinary classmates?

It was like more than four years ago, rejecting him again?

Qi Sizhan thought, this is the end of overreaching. He used to be satisfied as long as Xiaobei looked back at him. Later, when Xiaobei looked back at him, he wanted him to value himself...

Now that the relationship between the two is so good, he hopes that someone will know about their relationship.

So much so that the person who knew advised Xiaobei not to be with him.

Yes, even though he is gnashing his teeth with hatred for Director Xu, he has to admit - he is right.

Xiaobei being with him would probably ruin everything about him.

Qi Sizhan is powerful and can let Xiaobei get what he wants, but he can't control everyone's mouth, nor can he correct the world's prejudice against the relationship between the two.

Director Xu said that they couldn't guarantee their sincerity to Xiaobei, but Qi Sizhan knew that he would not be able to live well without Xiaobei.

He has an unchangeable heart, but he doesn't know how to convince Xiaobei...

He was also afraid that if they went on like this, one day, everything Xiao Bei owned would be destroyed because of him. At that time, would Xiao Bei hate him?Will you regret coming together with him?

From what happened to Bai Chen this time, Qi Sizhan could see that Xiaobei was not unjust and sad when he was wronged and insulted.

If one day, Xiaobei experiences this kind of grievance again, and this kind of grievance is still given by himself?

If he chooses to leave him...

It seems to be a matter of course?

After all... the self who may bring him bloody storms in the future has no right to ask him to stay by his side.

To choose yourself is to choose the future of the head hanging knife.

He didn't choose himself, as if that was the right choice?

Qi Sizhan covered his face and blinked his eyes to prevent the water from falling out.

At this time, light footsteps sounded.

Qi Sizhan froze all over, and it took a while before he dared to look up - Yu Xiangbei, who was wearing the same casual clothes as him, came up.

With complicated eyes, he stood still in front of Qi Sizhan.

Qi Sizhan looked up at him.

At this moment, his mood was very similar to their current posture. He looked up at him, waiting for his trial.

Will he...will leave himself completely?

Let yourself not even have the qualifications to stay by his side and guard him silently?

Yu Xiangbei looked down at Qi Sizhan, whose eyes were red, and after a while, he slowly squatted down to be level with him, looking at each other.

Qi Sizhan had apprehension and fear in his eyes, and Yu Xiangbei could see it all.

——This was the first time he saw such a fragile Qi Sizhan.

——It seems that he is so powerful, but he puts the most vulnerable part in his hands.

——As long as you use a little force, you can sentence him to life or death.

Yu Xiangbei looked into Qi Sizhan's eyes, and said softly, "Qi Sizhan, you heard what Director Xu and I said."

After a while, Qi Sizhan responded softly: "Yes."

The sound was very soft, and it drifted away in an instant.

Yu Xiangbei raised his hand, his well-defined and beautiful hand also trembled a little.

His hand held Qi Sizhan's, and his eyes were red, "I'm sorry, I don't have confidence in the future, and I don't want to give up my career..."

Qi Sizhan's face turned pale all of a sudden.

Heartache?

It didn't seem to be, it was an instant, like the heart stopped beating, and the whole person fell into a dark abyss.

His lips moved up and down, but he couldn't say a word.

"The future is too long, I don't know if you will love me forever, and I don't know how to make a choice that you won't regret in the future. So... I want you to give me time to think about it, okay? "Yu Xiangbei's eyes were also full of fear and apprehension.

The two of them didn't talk about it before. He enjoyed the love Qi Sizhan gave him with peace of mind, but he concealed their relationship from the outside world, and he didn't give Qi Sizhan a definite answer.

But now, Director Xu's words have exposed the relationship and future of the two of them.

He not only told the future that Yu Xiangbei didn't expect, but also broke the relationship that he had been avoiding all the time.

Yu Xiangbei had to think about the future, and he couldn't turn a blind eye to Qi Sizhan's efforts.

But at this time, he still selfishly chose to continue to avoid, and continue to choose not to face Qi Sizhan's feelings...

With him like this, is Qi Sizhan still willing to let him stay by his side?

Are you still willing...to continue to give him that sincerity?