boy king

"I'm fucking fucked."

"Just you, a slut who can't get ahead as a trainee, dare to seduce my Tianhan?"

"If you dare to approach him again, I will call a group of people to stand up for the rest of your life, you slut"

"Fool, get out of the entertainment circle"

"Hi, I'm a reporter from Quanxing Investigative. May I accept our exclusive interview? You have to find an exit for this matter, right? Isn't the doorway already crowded? Let us help you speak, and everything will be resolved."

"Dead Glass"

"My family's Tianhan is so pure and now his reputation is stained because of you. Do you know how hard he worked to get to this point?"

"You will pay the price"

"Hello, I am the editor-in-chief of We Media Eight Entertainment. If you are willing to accept an exclusive interview, we will immediately remove the eyeliner at your door, how about it?"

"I've already found your family's address, you trash, no face, no money, no talent, what do you deserve to be Tianhan Ouba?"

……

Zuo Xiang struggled to find out if there was a friend who wanted to contact him from dozens of screens of messages.But up to now, in Zuo Xiang's contact list, only Yu has not contacted him.It is estimated that it is due to the fact that he has been running the schedule all the time, and he will contact Zuo Xiang every once in a while, probably because he is afraid of being heard by the manager, so he can't make a call.

"Xiangzi, there is a video on the Internet... are you okay?"

"Xiangzi, don't read Weibo, I have already reported many people to the community management, and those trolls can't speak, so ignore them"

"Xiangzi, I want to see you, but the manager won't let me... I'll sneak over when I don't have a schedule"

"Xiangzi, the manager said that we should hand over the mobile phone, so don't believe me when I post something messy."

When Zuo Xiang finally saw the last one, he immediately replied: "Don't come, and don't contact me, there are paparazzi in front of the house", I don't know if Yu Wu could see it, whether the phone has been confiscated up.

This situation is only within 24 hours.The cause of the incident was that someone secretly filmed Chen Tianhan and Zuo Xiang's actions at the airport, and then the video was posted by a Weibo that promotes gossip in the entertainment circle with the title of "Red Fresh Meat Kissing the Same-sex Male Favorite at the Airport". He was recognized as Chen Tianhan, and then he followed the clues to figure out that the "same-sex male favorite" was Zuo Xiang.When the incident happened, Zuo Xiang and Chen Tianhan were still asleep.

At that time, Zuo Xiang heard Chen Tianhan angrily answering the phone in his own room.Although I was worried in my heart, I felt that I shouldn't listen to other people's phone calls, so I didn't get up and go out.

But when the living room became quiet, there was a knock on Zuo Xiang's door.

Zuo Xiang said, "Come in."

Seeing Chen Tianhan open the door, as if losing strength, he threw himself on Zuo Xiang's bed, raised an arm around Zuo Xiang, then hugged Zuo Xiang into his arms, and hugged him again, until Zuo Xiang fit close to his body, like two pieces of mud kneaded together, or like a child who must sleep alone, hugging his only puppet friend.

Zuo Xiang hesitated for a while, but did not resist.

After a while, Chen Tianhan put his hand to Zuo Xiang's cheek, and gently turned Zuo Xiang's face towards him, and he stretched his head over until he met Zuo Xiang's eyes.

"sorry."

Zuo Xiang listened and looked at Chen Tianhan's face full of worries. "No matter what it is, it's fine." Zuo Xiang said, while reaching out to stroke Chen Tianhan's eyebrows.

"I didn't know it was such a serious matter. Just now the agent called and told me that we were secretly filmed at the airport and then spread it around. I said what's the matter? But he said that he would issue a public relations announcement overnight, saying that at the airport It's a game, and I need to record an apology video. What is this? It's unreasonable!"

"Let me record it for you with your mobile phone." Zuo Xiang said.

"Ah? Are you kidding me? I am willing, why do I have to apologize? Let me meet you a thousand times over there, and I will kiss you a thousand times! Can the agent force me? It's a big deal! I'm sorry for the liquidated damages Will he not be able to afford it? He came into this business in the first place because... because of you." As soon as Chen Tianhan got angry again, he remembered the bad things he had done to Zuo Xiang in the past, and thought that this was not the first time Zuo Xiang was implicated, his voice couldn't help It was several degrees lower.

Seeing that Chen Tianhan's stubbornness was much weaker, Zuo Xiang said, "It's easy for you to say that, but you really don't like the stage?"

Chen Tianhan was stunned.

Zuo Xiang continued: "I like your stage very much. I like every performance."

Chen Tianhan's heart tightened.Keep looking at the person in front of you.

You don't know, you are already the reason for me to live hard.But now, you have handed over a world that you cherish so much into my hands.

Chen Tianhan was thinking like this in his heart, but he couldn't tell Zuo Xiang all the thoughts in his chest.Because there is still a sense of guilt, clutching his heart like a devil.

Although he knew that Zuo Xiang didn't want him to think in this direction, the fact is that he took all of this from Zuo Xiang's hands.

"But... I still don't want to apologize." After a long time, Chen Tianhan said.

"This matter needs to be calmed down, after all, we have to do something against our will." Zuo Xiang said, looking to the other side.Zuo Xiang has been working as a trainee since he left his hometown. In the past few years, he has witnessed many celebrity crises and public relations.

Thinking of this, Zuo Xiang felt sorry for Chen Tianhan, and felt that he was a little bit reluctant.He looked at Chen Tianhan, "It's always like this in this circle. If you feel unhappy, just leave. Anyway, you still have a lot of places to go. Even the stage, for you, is more than just one." Left Xiang felt that Chen Tianhan was not everyone.He was different from everyone else, and if he didn't like it, he didn't like it, more than anything else.Zuo Xiang thought about this, and when he looked at Chen Tianhan, his face became brighter.

But when Chen Tianhan heard it, he felt very warm in his heart.But also sad and guilty.

So he lowered his head, hugged Zuo Xiang tightly, and said with a sullen head: "Falling in love with such a good person like you may be the only thing I did right."

Zuo Xiang wanted to raise his hand to pat Chen Tianhan, but the phone beside the bed started ringing.At first Zuo Xiang thought it was a temporary event, but unexpectedly, one after another, it became denser and more fierce.

After hearing what happened from Chen Tianhan, Zuo Xiang was not afraid, but he still underestimated the seriousness of the situation.At this time, Zuo Xiang has become the center that many people are targeting. Not only has Zuo Xiang been human fleshed out, but also a series of information from mobile phones to home addresses have been flying all over the sky, and many fan stations have clearly announced it on the homepage of various pages. , and even on the official Weibo.

From then on, Zuo Xiang began to receive all kinds of harassing messages from all directions.Although, the ones that are really light enough to be called harassment are just the tip of the iceberg.

But Zuo Xiang didn't have any big turmoil in his heart, and he also adjusted the settings of his phone, so even Chen Tianhan didn't notice that Zuo Xiang was actually bearing these insults silently.

In the morning, Zuo Xiang looked at Chen Tianhan's sleeping face.Last night, before he knew it, Chen Tianhan fell asleep holding him.Thinking about letting Chen Tianhan sleep a little longer, Zuo Xiang didn't wake him up.

After tidying up lightly, Zuo Xiang went out to work in Huamang.However, before he could go downstairs, he received a call from Huameng's public relations department.

"Is that Zuo Xiang? I'm the executive assistant of the Public Relations Department of Huafang. Our department has already discussed with the superior and the manpower. You don't need to come to work in the future. I don't need to say more about the reason. Zorro debuted a few days ago." Months? It's a good time, and you have stirred up such a big commotion, it was right to kick you off the debut list." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

At this time, Zuo Xiang felt a chill in his heart.However, after thinking about it, this job was originally a favor of Chen Tianhan, so let's treat it as a confiscated gift that was accidentally thrown away.Thinking of this, Zuo Xiang regained his mood.

Moreover, he has hands and feet, and his piano.There will always be a place for him.

Thinking of this, Zuo Xiang turned around and went back home.

Chen Tianhan was standing by the window with a bird's nest head on his head and a toothbrush in his mouth, looking at the paparazzi blatantly swaying downstairs with a bored look on his face.Seeing Zuo Xiang came back, his face immediately lit up again.But I felt strange again: "Why are you back?"

"After thinking about it, I decided to take two days off to accompany you." Afraid that Chen Tianhan would be worried, Zuo Xiang said so.

The incident is still fermenting, and there are even some videos on the Internet that are not Zuo Xiang and Chen Tianhan at all. They are all dirty titles and related to the private content of the bed, but the number of views is almost exploding, and many people bought it. People are Zuo Xiang and Chen Tianhan.

Chen Tianhan saw these rumors that were forwarded in various ways, and shouted angrily: "These people have no brains? They owe a lesson, don't they?" He just turned on the tuba account and was going to explain the facts to those nonsense people on the Internet, but Zuo Xiang on the side laughed.

Chen Tianhan turned his head, "What are you laughing at?"

"Laugh at you, you're cute." Still smiling, Zuo Xiang looked at Chen Tianhan, subconsciously raised his hand and stroked the bird's nest hairstyle that Chen Tianhan had never cared about, and turned back to look at his computer, but the expression on his face The smile was still there, just faded a little.

Chen Tianhan was a little stunned, he forgot what Zuo Xiang had just said to him.He had a faint feeling that this was a very important sentence, but he couldn't help it, the smile seemed to enter his heart, and the fingers in his hair were also teasing Chen Tianhan, occupying his entire mind at the moment.He could hear the "plop" and "plop" of a fish jumping out of the lake in his heart and then swaying and falling back into the water.

Chen Tianhan only felt his throat tighten and he still had a little fever, and almost at the same time, his body seemed to be provoked by the heat.Even though Chen Tianhan didn't know where this hot fire arose from within his body.All he knew was that he had been staring at Zuo Xiang, staring at Zuo Xiang's trembling eyelashes, the slightly raised nose tip, and the inadvertently moving lips, all of which made Chen Tianhan involuntarily lean his whole body towards Zuo Xiang. In the past, he reached out and closed the notebook Zuo Xiang was reading with a "snap", then gently pushed Zuo Xiang down on the sofa and pressed it under him.

Zuo Xiang was startled at first, and then he saw Chen Tianhan's eyes were full of himself, and the uncontrollable emotion in his eyes that was about to break through the line of defense was so clear that Zuo Xiang couldn't help but panic.Unconsciously, he reached out and pressed both sides of Chen Tianhan's waist.

Chen Tianhan felt Zuo Xiang's touch, so he bowed his head and was about to kiss without hesitation.

Suddenly the doorbell rang.

Chen Tianhan frowned fiercely, raised his head and looked in the direction of the door coldly, his eyes were like countless throwing knives, which could cut the door into a sieve.

On the contrary, Zuo Xiang regained consciousness for a moment, first broke free from under Chen Tianhan, got up and opened the door.

At the door is Chen Tianhan's bodyguard who has been following him.Ever since Chen Tianhan moved here, they have also been on standby around here, but they never take the initiative to disturb.

"Master Tianhan, my wife is hospitalized." One of them said.

Chen Tianhan's expression changed.Immediately came to the door with a few steps, and hurriedly said to Zuo Xiang while putting on his shoes: "I'll go and have a look." Then he walked away with those bodyguards with a worried face.

However, to Zuo Xiang's surprise, after Chen Tianhan and his party left, a bodyguard stayed behind.

"Would you like... come in for a drink?" Zuo Xiang didn't know what to say.

"No, I'll just guard the door." The bodyguard at the door replied.

Zuo Xiang was confused.I had no choice but to close the door, and opened a gap in the curtain while going to the window to see the situation downstairs.The car below didn't look like the kind of car you usually see on the street, and the paparazzi downstairs had already gathered around it with a keen sense of smell.Fortunately, several bodyguards escorted Chen Tianhan finally into the car and left.

Zuo Xiang knew very little about Chen Tianhan's family.Although Zuo Xiang wanted to ask many times, whenever he mentioned it, Chen Tianhan's brother would definitely be mentioned.And this was Chen Tianhan's deepest wound.So Zuo Xiang never asked.

The only little understanding is that since Chen Tianhan's brother passed away, Chen's mother has been in poor health.So Chen Tianhan took time out to visit his mother several times even in the tight schedule before.

The car Chen Tianhan was sitting in had obviously been gone for a long time, but Zuo Xiang had been standing by the window, between the curtains, staring blankly at the direction Chen Tianhan left.

Zuo Xiang has always been a cheerful person who can digest his troubles by himself.But this afternoon when Chen Tianhan left, Zuo Xiang was always restless and unable to concentrate on anything.From time to time, he paced back and forth, and when he sat down, he couldn't help but read those harassing messages and various rumors on Weibo.

Inexplicably, Zuo Xiang felt a tightness in his chest. .

And so, at night.Even the paparazzi at the door have changed shifts, and Chen Tianhan hasn't come back yet.And Zuo Xiang even forgot to have dinner.

Until he heard the familiar voice at the door, Zuo Xiang ran to open the door for Chen Tianhan like an arrow flying out.

But the moment he opened the door, the moment he saw Chen Tianhan's face, Zuo Xiang felt something changed forever.

In fact, no one can defeat Zuo Xiang.Except Chen Tianhan.

Until a long time later, when he dreamed back at midnight, he would still wake up when this moment came again.

It was only at that time that Zuo Xiang knew that at that moment, the change that made them bid farewell to their youth forever was called, "I want to, but I can't."

Once the change occurs, fermentation is only a matter of time.

No one is more familiar with Chen Tianhan's eyebrows than Zuo Xiang.

After that day, Chen Tianhan was still under the lockdown, so he spent every morning with the two of them, staying at home with Zuo Xiang.Zuo Xiang felt that Chen Tianhan probably already knew about his dismissal by Hua Meng, but Chen Tianhan didn't ask, and Zuo Xiang didn't want to talk about it.Every afternoon, Chen Tianhan would visit his mother in the hospital, and then he would return home late at night.Sometimes Zuo Xiang still forgot to eat, and was very hungry. When Chen Tianhan came back, he realized that he had spent another night like this.

One night, another night.The only obvious change is that Chen Tianhan no longer has any active intimacy with Zuo Xiang.

Except sometimes, Chen Tianhan was used to it naturally, raising his hand to caress Zuo Xiang's cheek.Maybe it was when saying goodbye every day, maybe it was when Zuo Xiang went to wake him up in the morning, or when Zuo Xiang came to wake him up.But almost immediately withdrew their hands, as if touching their fingertips was a punishment.

How could Zuo Xiang not notice it.But he didn't know what to do.

Because in this life, Zuo Xiang has never liked someone this much.He knew that his life was only short, but Zuo Xiang felt that his life had already passed since he met Chen Tianhan, fell in love with him, and now.It seems that a beautiful dream is about to wake up in the barren place.

"...

I would like to untie

I wish you didn't tie it

I am willing

I hope you don't hesitate

......"

The noise hasn't stopped yet.In these more and more silent and dull days, the only but inconspicuous reversal was that the account that released "Lip Mystery" was hacked, so Zuo Xiang's authorship was discovered.A small label that had just been established sent an invitation to Zuo Xiang, but the place of work was in another city more than 1000 kilometers away.

Because of this incident, Zuo Xiang only listened to "Lip Mystery" today, and now he doesn't dare to listen to this song anymore.He wanted to tell Chen Tianhan the good news, but he felt that maybe it was meaningless to Chen Tianhan.The company's announcements and various public relations were done, and Chen Tianhan even posted an apology video, but it still failed to quell the rumors outside.Zuo Xiang thinks more and more recently that all this is because of the song he wrote at the beginning, and because he wanted to see that person too early and ran to wait for him to come back... Every time he thinks of this, Zuo Xiang feels Some pain.

Maybe, to you, I'm actually the best.Zuo Xiang hugged her head and curled up into a ball.

The cell phone rang.

It was Chen Tianhan.

At that moment, Zuo Xiang was actually happy in his heart.

It seems that this phone call will turn back time, such joy.

Zuo Xiang almost trembled, and immediately answered the phone.

On the opposite side was the voice of a middle-aged man Zuo Xiang had never heard before.

"Zuo Xiang? I'm Chen Tianhan's father."

Zuo Xiang was stunned for a while, not knowing how to answer.But the person on the other side didn't seem to need his answer, and just went straight on.

"To be precise, it was his stepfather. His mother remarried to me after she had the two brothers. Before that, the three of them depended on each other. It was only after his mother and I got married that Tianhan's brother had the opportunity to go I didn't expect to chase my dream... Zuo Xiang, Tianhan's mother is Tianhan's only family member in this world. The only one. She also really loves Tianhan. After seeing that video, she didn't ask questions at the first time Tianhan didn't say anything; even when his condition worsened and he was hospitalized, he resisted not coming to add to the pressure on Tianhan. If I hadn't sent someone there, Tianhan probably wouldn't know by now.

"Zuo Xiang, you have to know that Tianhan actually has a lot of things on his mind. However, according to my guess, just like his mother forced a smile for him, Tianhan also carried all the bad things on his own for you. Zuo Xiang , I beg you as a father, let Tianhan leave you, don't leave this choice to him. Without you, Tianhan just starts again, but if he loses his mother..."

At that time, Zuo Xiang had been quietly listening to Tianhan's father's words.His mind was blank, and after a while, he realized that the person opposite was waiting for his answer.

However, he couldn't say a single word.

It wasn't until there was a conversation between the bodyguard and another strange voice at the door that Zuo Xiang said: "It seems that the takeaway I ordered has arrived... Uncle, I'm sorry." Then he hung up the phone.He wanted to stand up and go to the door, but he didn't know whether his legs were numb or why, but the moment he stood up, he staggered two steps and almost fell back to the ground again.

When he finally reached the door and was about to open it, Zuo Xiang realized that he was still holding the phone tightly in his hand, and even his joints were white and painful.

As soon as the door opened, the little brother who delivered the food was standing at the door, but suddenly froze there, with his hands hanging in mid-air, and did not hand over the food to Zuo Xiang.Zuo Xiang raised his head, almost praying in his heart, hoping that the takeaway brother opposite was not one of the people affected by those rumors.

Because at this moment, Zuo Xiang no longer has any extra strength to face a person who hates him.

The little brother standing at the door hesitated, then suddenly took a look at the delivery receipt, and then handed the delivery to Zuo Xiang.

Unexpectedly, the little brother said: "I'm sorry... Excuse me, are you Mr. Zuo Xiang? Actually, I want to say that my sister is a fan of Mr. Chen Tianhan. She will tell me when she sees... your video ... She said, 'Brother, you see that you are not alone. Look at the captain of our family, my favorite brother Tianhan, he also has someone he loves, who is also the same gender as him.' I am very, very grateful My sister treats me like this, and I am very grateful, very grateful...you two."

After hearing this, Zuo Xiang stood there blankly, motionless.

Seeing this reaction, the little brother was at a loss for words, patted his uniform embarrassingly, and finally said: "I wish you a pleasant meal... Really." Then he turned around and walked like the wind when he came up.

Zuo Xiang suddenly laughed.Even with the takeaway he was holding, he laughed so hard that he sat on the ground, looking very painful.

I don't know if it's because it really hurts, or because of the words I just heard, Zuo Xiang smiled, tears streaming down his cheeks.This is the first time Zuo Xiang shed tears in so many days.

The world is still so good.Zuo Xiang thought.

I can probably live without you.

You can do without me.

Zuo Xiang has very little luggage.Half an hour later, he left his and Chen Tianhan's home with his bag in hand.

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It's been a few years since then.The boyhood is over, only the scars are deeply hidden.

Listening to Zuo Xiang's long death-like silence on the other end of the phone, Yu Mei sighed, "Xiang Zi, I don't care what you and Chen Tianhan think, but you must come here, come to this city, and come to my side."

Zuo Xiang still didn't speak.A lot of words came to his lips, and he swallowed them back.

Yu did not firm his tone again: "I don't care what you do here, even if you just open a piano store at the gate of which neighborhood, or which venue you like to go to for performances, I will put you wherever you point, even if you come It’s good to be in the sun every day here! But, you have to be where I can see it, okay?”

Zuo Xiang had mixed feelings in his heart, and after a while, he said, "Yu Mei, I don't deserve your kindness to me."

Yu Wu was choked up here: "From the day you saved me, you are worth it. I have missed my best friend for five years, and this time I am self-willed, and I will arrest you if I arrest you. Don't you Happy, start preparing to escape now. End of the world, you try."

After a pause again, Yu Wuyong said in a very soft voice, "Xiangzi, I need you. I'm too tired."

Zuo Xiang thought of the years when he and Yu Mei met and what happened afterwards, and also thought of how many years Yu Wu had to fight alone, and he had gone through a lot before finally standing in the current position, but as his best friend, he Not by his side all the time... I think of the bits and pieces of slowly groping in the world of music with Yu Mei back then...

Zuo Xiang nodded on the phone, "... Is there an average room of 10 square meters in your place?"